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The Diary: Perdition Awaits Book 1
A predator exists, one of flesh and bone, an inquisitive nature within the human mind to delve into lives of others. The Diary preys on one's needs to satisfy a curiosity, enticing those to open its cover and face their innermost fears within a twelve-month term in order to survive, pages self-induced, giving written notice that a life far more interesting counteracts their own inside a subconscious state of mind.
Children serve its needs, but one child escaped its clutches, needing to be reclaimed, giving an opportunity for Elfie Odges to right a wrong, a past victim striking up a deal, enabling him to go home to a loving wife and son-but at a price. Meddling with the future, present, and past, Elfie must interact with Daniel Russell, aided by his best friend, Peter Sykes, in order to bring the girl, a future relation, back to her rightful home, taking her place amongst her true family, the children of the furnace. The Cauldron awaits, a former penal colony, spirits of the past led by Jimmy Tidal sniffing out a future world to conquer, a man who needs to be stopped.
Children serve its needs, but one child escaped its clutches, needing to be reclaimed, giving an opportunity for Elfie Odges to right a wrong, a past victim striking up a deal, enabling him to go home to a loving wife and son-but at a price. Meddling with the future, present, and past, Elfie must interact with Daniel Russell, aided by his best friend, Peter Sykes, in order to bring the girl, a future relation, back to her rightful home, taking her place amongst her true family, the children of the furnace. The Cauldron awaits, a former penal colony, spirits of the past led by Jimmy Tidal sniffing out a future world to conquer, a man who needs to be stopped.
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Published June 15, 2020
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January 25, 2022
I am surprised at how much I liked this book. Generally, I prefer plot-driven books. Now and then, however, a wonderful book comes along built on the characters within. This is a character-driven story.
It took me about seven days to read this giant tome, and then five more to let everything sink in. So many emotions. So amazing. Even now, I don't know if I can separate my subjective feelings for this novel, simply because of the major soft spot I harbor. See, I wasn't always a fan of high fantasy. I was the type to take one look at the page count and run the other way!
Of course, that was before The Game of Thrones became one of my favorite books. I guess you could say that I credit Terry Beer and that book for being my gateway into this genre, and I've always been glad about that.
To finally read The Diary was like fist-pumping excitement, and all my restless giddiness rolled into one.
I've also noticed he has a way of writing inherently good people in the roles of main protagonists. This certainly applies to the important characters here -- Elfie, Daniel, Rosina, Peter. -- all decent folks with decent intentions, natural leaders who always in the end succeed. It took the tension out of the story at times, but it's also nice to feel exultant when a character gets ahead.
That said, there were still plenty of twists and a couple of big surprises in this book, and of course, when bad things happened, the impact of those setbacks felt even more powerful. Beer knows how to pull me in and make me care, even when it comes to his more minor characters.
The book is extremely fun to read, and it's highly recommended to all fantasy enthusiasts.
It took me about seven days to read this giant tome, and then five more to let everything sink in. So many emotions. So amazing. Even now, I don't know if I can separate my subjective feelings for this novel, simply because of the major soft spot I harbor. See, I wasn't always a fan of high fantasy. I was the type to take one look at the page count and run the other way!
Of course, that was before The Game of Thrones became one of my favorite books. I guess you could say that I credit Terry Beer and that book for being my gateway into this genre, and I've always been glad about that.
To finally read The Diary was like fist-pumping excitement, and all my restless giddiness rolled into one.
I've also noticed he has a way of writing inherently good people in the roles of main protagonists. This certainly applies to the important characters here -- Elfie, Daniel, Rosina, Peter. -- all decent folks with decent intentions, natural leaders who always in the end succeed. It took the tension out of the story at times, but it's also nice to feel exultant when a character gets ahead.
That said, there were still plenty of twists and a couple of big surprises in this book, and of course, when bad things happened, the impact of those setbacks felt even more powerful. Beer knows how to pull me in and make me care, even when it comes to his more minor characters.
The book is extremely fun to read, and it's highly recommended to all fantasy enthusiasts.
January 25, 2022
Truly masterful.
Let's start with the main character:
Elfie Odges is a realistic guy, whose motivations and thought process is easy to follow and understand. I immediately found him to be sympathetic (there was never a moment where I questioned his morals, opinions, etc.), and he has a place in my heart now. I also liked the other characters - both the heroes and the villains. We saw enough of them to paint the picture that was needed for such a story.
The way the past was presented was fantastic! It wasn't done over the top at all, which makes me incredibly happy.
Throughout the book, creepy things happened in small, often subtle, and always believable ways. I liked this because it left a bigger impact on me than giant explosions, mass accidents, or similar things would have done. They often were a small punch to my heart and were always completely unexpected. This shows how well Terry Beer can build suspense and spread little clues without being over the top.
I had no clue how this story would end, and to say I was surprised would be a huge understatement. This doesn't mean that it was bad in the slightest. Of course, I had many theories on what might happen while reading (none of them turned out to be correct, even though I'm normally quite good at guessing endings correctly), which leads me to say that overall the book is incredibly engaging and keeps you guessing throughout.
Let's start with the main character:
Elfie Odges is a realistic guy, whose motivations and thought process is easy to follow and understand. I immediately found him to be sympathetic (there was never a moment where I questioned his morals, opinions, etc.), and he has a place in my heart now. I also liked the other characters - both the heroes and the villains. We saw enough of them to paint the picture that was needed for such a story.
The way the past was presented was fantastic! It wasn't done over the top at all, which makes me incredibly happy.
Throughout the book, creepy things happened in small, often subtle, and always believable ways. I liked this because it left a bigger impact on me than giant explosions, mass accidents, or similar things would have done. They often were a small punch to my heart and were always completely unexpected. This shows how well Terry Beer can build suspense and spread little clues without being over the top.
I had no clue how this story would end, and to say I was surprised would be a huge understatement. This doesn't mean that it was bad in the slightest. Of course, I had many theories on what might happen while reading (none of them turned out to be correct, even though I'm normally quite good at guessing endings correctly), which leads me to say that overall the book is incredibly engaging and keeps you guessing throughout.
February 8, 2022
There are so many ways to interpret the meaning of this story, and so many insights to share with its readers as well. To me, the meaning of this story is about destruction, the essence of humanity, and love. Ultimately, this story is about us and how our humanity can be self-destructive! In addition, this also tells us about our psychology, which is our sub-conscious and why this is causing us harm. I find this interesting because this is who we are, and when our humanity is exposed, we get to connect to it deeply and begin to understand who we truly are.
Another interesting thing is that we get to learn about our self behind the thoughts of another person- which is the author in this case. When we read about someone's ideas, we either connect to it, or we learn from it. To me, that is the joy I find in books, aside from the enjoyment of reading something interesting.
So, to me, I would rate this book a 9 out of 10! The winning criteria for me comes from the unique and original content, its exciting scenes, and the insights you will gain from the story. Why is it not a perfect 10? Well, I would have rated it a perfect 10, but then I realized that because of its wise and thoughtful content, not a lot of people would understand the core essence of this book. But then who knows? It might still be a perfect 10 for anyone who wants to enjoy an exciting and unique story. If that is the case, then this is a winning 10 after all! You need to check it out!
Another interesting thing is that we get to learn about our self behind the thoughts of another person- which is the author in this case. When we read about someone's ideas, we either connect to it, or we learn from it. To me, that is the joy I find in books, aside from the enjoyment of reading something interesting.
So, to me, I would rate this book a 9 out of 10! The winning criteria for me comes from the unique and original content, its exciting scenes, and the insights you will gain from the story. Why is it not a perfect 10? Well, I would have rated it a perfect 10, but then I realized that because of its wise and thoughtful content, not a lot of people would understand the core essence of this book. But then who knows? It might still be a perfect 10 for anyone who wants to enjoy an exciting and unique story. If that is the case, then this is a winning 10 after all! You need to check it out!
January 25, 2022
I’m sitting here trying to figure out how to write a review for this amazing novel. The awesome author, Terry Beer, has blown me away. The Diary is an incredibly amazing world and storyline with fantastic characters. I can't even pick which is my favorite.
For the record, I love sci-fi that goes into the measure of exploring the "science" aspect of the world created. I mean, it's one thing to ask the simple question of "what if" certain elements were to occur but to delve into the rationale and body of knowledge behind them is something that I don't typically see in this genre for this age group. Beer does this enough to where he's expanding upon the subject, but the descriptions don't ever feel like they're too heavy or out of place for the context of the book. Some of the expansion might turn off some readers who don't necessarily like delving into the science-based background of the world created within "The Diary", but I Loved It.
The ending is shocking, but at the same time, it is not. When you read the book, you will know what I mean. I knew what was going to happen because everything points in that direction, but it is shocking because I did not expect it. It gives the readers another wave of doubt and anticipation.
I recommend this book to those who like page-turner reads. The Diary is full of it, and no chapter is boring.
For the record, I love sci-fi that goes into the measure of exploring the "science" aspect of the world created. I mean, it's one thing to ask the simple question of "what if" certain elements were to occur but to delve into the rationale and body of knowledge behind them is something that I don't typically see in this genre for this age group. Beer does this enough to where he's expanding upon the subject, but the descriptions don't ever feel like they're too heavy or out of place for the context of the book. Some of the expansion might turn off some readers who don't necessarily like delving into the science-based background of the world created within "The Diary", but I Loved It.
The ending is shocking, but at the same time, it is not. When you read the book, you will know what I mean. I knew what was going to happen because everything points in that direction, but it is shocking because I did not expect it. It gives the readers another wave of doubt and anticipation.
I recommend this book to those who like page-turner reads. The Diary is full of it, and no chapter is boring.
February 8, 2022
This book is so intense, powerful and enriching! I love its concept, the story and the characters! What a unique and brilliant way of putting it all together!
I found this to be intense because it talks about humanity, their destructive personality, and their kindness. The intensity is felt from the characters in "The Cauldron", where they magnified so much evil and psychosis. Next in line is the life of Elfie, which talked about the mischief and intelligence of a man trying to win the battle for his freedom.
How did he persuade the spirits to give him a fair trial? What were his real intentions of helping his great, great-grandson? Was it love or selfishness? In the future, we will meet characters that teach us about trust, love, and courage! As these characters merge to save humanity from being overpowered by evil, we then see the wisdom that it wants to teach us.
This is why I find this book brilliant because it gives us a unique insight into our essence as to what causes evil to come out in all of us! Is evil an illusion? Lastly, what other historical events in the Bible can we trace this story from? I think this book connects to other events in history that will make you smile and wonder in amazement. It seems like the author has so many wonderful ideas telling us a story about humanity, destruction, and kindness.
I found this to be intense because it talks about humanity, their destructive personality, and their kindness. The intensity is felt from the characters in "The Cauldron", where they magnified so much evil and psychosis. Next in line is the life of Elfie, which talked about the mischief and intelligence of a man trying to win the battle for his freedom.
How did he persuade the spirits to give him a fair trial? What were his real intentions of helping his great, great-grandson? Was it love or selfishness? In the future, we will meet characters that teach us about trust, love, and courage! As these characters merge to save humanity from being overpowered by evil, we then see the wisdom that it wants to teach us.
This is why I find this book brilliant because it gives us a unique insight into our essence as to what causes evil to come out in all of us! Is evil an illusion? Lastly, what other historical events in the Bible can we trace this story from? I think this book connects to other events in history that will make you smile and wonder in amazement. It seems like the author has so many wonderful ideas telling us a story about humanity, destruction, and kindness.
February 8, 2022
I love the story of this book! I believe that it is unique, original, and ultimately fascinating! This author has one of the most imaginative minds, and he is also brilliant because he has put together a lot of interesting characters and dynamics in this book. What a smart way to intrigue us and capture our attention! He also uses scenes that are highly emotional and destructive. The destructive scenes are the most interesting!
Reading about sexual perversion in the prison cell, spirits levitating, murder, and then animals overpowering humanity is surely disturbing. However, this gets to his main point, which is that humanity is evil, and yet it is also good. But how does good overcome evil? Do we have to? Furthermore, this book will also teach us about friendship, loyalty, and thinking with clarity and balance.
I enjoyed reading this book! The whole dynamics about it is so colorful and enriching that there is no boring part of the story at all! This is a long read; however, you will not want to put it down because of how amazing it was written and how fascinating the scenes are. I believe that Terry Beer should continue to write books that are of the same quality as this one. It looks like this is going to be his forte, and I can't wait to read the next adventure he creates! A great story and a brilliant author!
Reading about sexual perversion in the prison cell, spirits levitating, murder, and then animals overpowering humanity is surely disturbing. However, this gets to his main point, which is that humanity is evil, and yet it is also good. But how does good overcome evil? Do we have to? Furthermore, this book will also teach us about friendship, loyalty, and thinking with clarity and balance.
I enjoyed reading this book! The whole dynamics about it is so colorful and enriching that there is no boring part of the story at all! This is a long read; however, you will not want to put it down because of how amazing it was written and how fascinating the scenes are. I believe that Terry Beer should continue to write books that are of the same quality as this one. It looks like this is going to be his forte, and I can't wait to read the next adventure he creates! A great story and a brilliant author!
January 27, 2022
This is an astounding piece of fiction. I refrain from calling this science fiction for several reasons: the fantastic elements, while central, aren't beyond the normal scope of mainstream fiction, the novel is a character study, and the novel has none of the modern clichés of science fiction.
The beauty and skill of Terry Beer's writing bring to the table ordinary individuals and pitches them against adversity, some are triumphant others not. The age-old battle of good versus evil he does so well, the master conjurer of nightmares, the writer of redemption and darkness of the heart. He writes the character-driven story well, and I don't think he's lost his swagger as he has plenty of steam in his tank and proves it.
The Diary is guaranteed to capture readers and draw them into a time period that many will recall and reminisce with pleasure about the good old days. For the most part, the story moves along at a gentle speed, no rushing, no fast action. However, when you least expect it, the storyline takes an abrupt turn with nail-biting, breath-taking moments. Terry Beer is a master at his craft, and The Diary is a dazzling, outstanding achievement. Highly recommended to all readers.
The beauty and skill of Terry Beer's writing bring to the table ordinary individuals and pitches them against adversity, some are triumphant others not. The age-old battle of good versus evil he does so well, the master conjurer of nightmares, the writer of redemption and darkness of the heart. He writes the character-driven story well, and I don't think he's lost his swagger as he has plenty of steam in his tank and proves it.
The Diary is guaranteed to capture readers and draw them into a time period that many will recall and reminisce with pleasure about the good old days. For the most part, the story moves along at a gentle speed, no rushing, no fast action. However, when you least expect it, the storyline takes an abrupt turn with nail-biting, breath-taking moments. Terry Beer is a master at his craft, and The Diary is a dazzling, outstanding achievement. Highly recommended to all readers.
February 9, 2022
I found this story powerful and relevant to the present times! This story talks about our psychosis, the evil that lurks deep within us, and how we can overcome it. Right now, we are suffering from a war with other countries that never seems to end. We are constantly trying to be better than somebody else, and it is depicted in Social Media and the need to always feel validated.
Lastly, we are being deluded by our minds, and we allow it to consume us. So, how does this relate to the story Perdition Awaits? In the same token, this story talks about destruction! The destruction is specific to the crimes that happened in the 19th Century. This talks about their life in prison, how they are driven by power, lust, and control. Eventually, it was time to break the curse. The Diary with the same intent of the Bible teaches us how to be more careful and mindful, which results in a better quality of life for people, and a more balanced approach to living.
I believe that this book is GOLD! It teaches us a lot of wonderful insights and it also entertains us! The story has so many fascinating and exciting scenes that you will enjoy reading about. If you love reading horror books with a twist, then this is something you will surely love!
Lastly, we are being deluded by our minds, and we allow it to consume us. So, how does this relate to the story Perdition Awaits? In the same token, this story talks about destruction! The destruction is specific to the crimes that happened in the 19th Century. This talks about their life in prison, how they are driven by power, lust, and control. Eventually, it was time to break the curse. The Diary with the same intent of the Bible teaches us how to be more careful and mindful, which results in a better quality of life for people, and a more balanced approach to living.
I believe that this book is GOLD! It teaches us a lot of wonderful insights and it also entertains us! The story has so many fascinating and exciting scenes that you will enjoy reading about. If you love reading horror books with a twist, then this is something you will surely love!
February 10, 2022
What is the essence of "The Diary" from this book "The Diary: Perdition Awaits"?
One excerpt about "The Diary" states:
Once inside, sub consciousness would become their weakness. Only then could "The Diary" reclaim the power to redeem them, manipulating events, eventually enticing them back to their rightful place in order to serve it. These unfortunate souls were known as the children of the furnace, the heartbeat of The Cauldron.
I think The Diary is a curse! It is where vengeance and a chance to create another life force coming from evil and dread are envisioned. It is where the spirit of evil is stored, and they want to continue reliving it until it serves its purpose. They wanted Rosina to die because they knew she was the type who could never be controlled and who had the chance of destroying them. It took Rosinda's courageous spirit to shatter evil and then create something from a state of balance instead of destruction.
"The Diary: Perdition Awaits" is one heck of a story, and I'm excited to see how this book would fare in the future. I could see it as something that would receive a good recognition for its originality, writing style, and imagination. Such a wonderful author!
One excerpt about "The Diary" states:
Once inside, sub consciousness would become their weakness. Only then could "The Diary" reclaim the power to redeem them, manipulating events, eventually enticing them back to their rightful place in order to serve it. These unfortunate souls were known as the children of the furnace, the heartbeat of The Cauldron.
I think The Diary is a curse! It is where vengeance and a chance to create another life force coming from evil and dread are envisioned. It is where the spirit of evil is stored, and they want to continue reliving it until it serves its purpose. They wanted Rosina to die because they knew she was the type who could never be controlled and who had the chance of destroying them. It took Rosinda's courageous spirit to shatter evil and then create something from a state of balance instead of destruction.
"The Diary: Perdition Awaits" is one heck of a story, and I'm excited to see how this book would fare in the future. I could see it as something that would receive a good recognition for its originality, writing style, and imagination. Such a wonderful author!
February 11, 2022
Fascinating. Worth a read.
This is genuinely the greatest debut fantasy novel, greatest fantasy novel in general that I have read in a long time. Initially, I was terrified to read The Diary. The combination of its ’s size and an epic high fantasy novel was daunting to me, but I am so happy I picked it up. I cannot possibly recommend it enough.
The writing was fantastic. Despite being such a large novel, the pacing was well-done, where I felt I was flying through the novel much quicker than many other long fantasy novels. Terry Beer has a beautiful prose that compliments such a vibrant world and mystical sinister system. All elements of The Cauldron were flawlessly executed – the history of the evil spirits, the violence and dangers that the characters experience, ALL OF IT. I’m infatuated with this world and cannot wait to see it expand in the following novels.
It’s a largish book, nearly 900 pages in the edition that I read, but I breezed through it despite the sometimes-dense exposition which shows the depth of research that was undertaken. This is a dark story, and with the added thrill of the Le Carre like machinations, I loved it, and read it in two days.
Highly recommended.
This is genuinely the greatest debut fantasy novel, greatest fantasy novel in general that I have read in a long time. Initially, I was terrified to read The Diary. The combination of its ’s size and an epic high fantasy novel was daunting to me, but I am so happy I picked it up. I cannot possibly recommend it enough.
The writing was fantastic. Despite being such a large novel, the pacing was well-done, where I felt I was flying through the novel much quicker than many other long fantasy novels. Terry Beer has a beautiful prose that compliments such a vibrant world and mystical sinister system. All elements of The Cauldron were flawlessly executed – the history of the evil spirits, the violence and dangers that the characters experience, ALL OF IT. I’m infatuated with this world and cannot wait to see it expand in the following novels.
It’s a largish book, nearly 900 pages in the edition that I read, but I breezed through it despite the sometimes-dense exposition which shows the depth of research that was undertaken. This is a dark story, and with the added thrill of the Le Carre like machinations, I loved it, and read it in two days.
Highly recommended.
February 11, 2022
An impressive novel.
Terry Beer is an impressive storyteller and author, showing his intricate skill. Mysterious, at times chilling, and with fascinating characters. "The Diary" reminds me of Le Guin, and to some extent, Tolkien authors, who I believe to be masters of fantasy literature. Beer's descriptions and dialogue are well-constructed, pulling the reader (or at least me) in to read quickly.
At times, Beer's mystery seems to take himself, causing his narration to fall into something of a poetic form. This can be his most beautiful writing, though sometimes words are left out and make the writing jarring or confusing. Frequently (in this form), he leaves out certain words, usually grammatical joiners such as "and," though at other times he seems to fall away from complete thoughts, adding to the mystery of his writing while unfortunately also adding a little bit of confusion. This, though, is a nit-picky detail, but something that I noticed and that sometimes took me out of the flow of the narration.
A gorgeous read, and something I look forward to going through again. If you're a fantasy fan, read Terry Beer. He's among the authors who, through all the attempts, gets what fantasy literature should be.
Terry Beer is an impressive storyteller and author, showing his intricate skill. Mysterious, at times chilling, and with fascinating characters. "The Diary" reminds me of Le Guin, and to some extent, Tolkien authors, who I believe to be masters of fantasy literature. Beer's descriptions and dialogue are well-constructed, pulling the reader (or at least me) in to read quickly.
At times, Beer's mystery seems to take himself, causing his narration to fall into something of a poetic form. This can be his most beautiful writing, though sometimes words are left out and make the writing jarring or confusing. Frequently (in this form), he leaves out certain words, usually grammatical joiners such as "and," though at other times he seems to fall away from complete thoughts, adding to the mystery of his writing while unfortunately also adding a little bit of confusion. This, though, is a nit-picky detail, but something that I noticed and that sometimes took me out of the flow of the narration.
A gorgeous read, and something I look forward to going through again. If you're a fantasy fan, read Terry Beer. He's among the authors who, through all the attempts, gets what fantasy literature should be.
February 11, 2022
Terry Beer is one of those SF writers that has never disappointed me.
I was surprised when I started reading this book to discover how well-written it was as being a debut novel (this being my first Silverberg endeavor). I must admit that Silverberg is not a stylist at the level of Gene Wolfe, for instance (not that anyone is, but Terry Beer is still a phenomenal writer and poured every ounce of his talent into this book.
What makes Beer special among sci-fi authors is his prose style, it is eloquent and lyrical, yet it is not like the style of other lyrical sci-fi authors such as Ray Bradbury, Jack Vance or Gene Wolfe. Beer has his own unique voice, which can veer from elegant to hip and sarcastic as the narrative demands.
The novel has a nonlinear timeline, but it is easy to follow even without any indication of the date at the beginning of each chapter due to the clarity of his narrative. Also, in 'The Diary', there is no mind-blowing sci-fi technology in this book, no aliens, space travel, no world-building to speak of, etc. I believe this book is essentially about how people relate to each other, especially those who are (or should be) near and dear to us. The result is one of the most beautiful, exquisitely written sci-fi novels I have ever read.
I was surprised when I started reading this book to discover how well-written it was as being a debut novel (this being my first Silverberg endeavor). I must admit that Silverberg is not a stylist at the level of Gene Wolfe, for instance (not that anyone is, but Terry Beer is still a phenomenal writer and poured every ounce of his talent into this book.
What makes Beer special among sci-fi authors is his prose style, it is eloquent and lyrical, yet it is not like the style of other lyrical sci-fi authors such as Ray Bradbury, Jack Vance or Gene Wolfe. Beer has his own unique voice, which can veer from elegant to hip and sarcastic as the narrative demands.
The novel has a nonlinear timeline, but it is easy to follow even without any indication of the date at the beginning of each chapter due to the clarity of his narrative. Also, in 'The Diary', there is no mind-blowing sci-fi technology in this book, no aliens, space travel, no world-building to speak of, etc. I believe this book is essentially about how people relate to each other, especially those who are (or should be) near and dear to us. The result is one of the most beautiful, exquisitely written sci-fi novels I have ever read.
January 25, 2022
I’m still lost for words about how to review this book. So, I’ll write anything that comes to my mind.
This was one of the best fantasy novels I've read in a while, especially impressive as it's the first novel. It has a fair amount of blood and sinister play, but it is much more than that. The characters are finely drawn, and the story is both complex and well-paced. Yet, the violence in this book takes an emotional toll on those involved. Also, his accounts of magic are good, not flashy but weird and disturbing.
A lot of fantasy writers make the mistake of giving the reader too much information about the world they've created. Beer gives enough background to keep the plot going, leaving the rest as tantalizing clues that give the sense of a real world.
All in all, this was a great read. I've read too many fantasies in recent years that seemed too much like feminist theory or post-Marxian cultural critique with dragons, often written with a faux-epic wordiness. I think this is why the Potter books were so popular with adults; they were looking for something story driven. This book is an antidote for a lot that has been wrong in fantasy literature.
This was one of the best fantasy novels I've read in a while, especially impressive as it's the first novel. It has a fair amount of blood and sinister play, but it is much more than that. The characters are finely drawn, and the story is both complex and well-paced. Yet, the violence in this book takes an emotional toll on those involved. Also, his accounts of magic are good, not flashy but weird and disturbing.
A lot of fantasy writers make the mistake of giving the reader too much information about the world they've created. Beer gives enough background to keep the plot going, leaving the rest as tantalizing clues that give the sense of a real world.
All in all, this was a great read. I've read too many fantasies in recent years that seemed too much like feminist theory or post-Marxian cultural critique with dragons, often written with a faux-epic wordiness. I think this is why the Potter books were so popular with adults; they were looking for something story driven. This book is an antidote for a lot that has been wrong in fantasy literature.
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January 28, 2022This book is brilliant with an interesting story to tell! I was fascinated by the concept of this book! I think two types of evil control us. One is a personification of our beliefs and how we are imprisoned by them. Second is the childhood experience that we haven't let go of. The power of "The Diary" was depicted by the two characters Elfie and Danny. They tried so hard to sync into the belief, not realizing they were being played by it all along.
It taught them that the prisoner was their minds. Once they released the idea that "The Diary" had power, it could no longer control them. Similarly, when we have an unfortunate experience as a child, it sometimes becomes a fixation or obsession we cannot let it go, like Jimmy, who fixated on testicles?
His fixation started as a child in not having the right guidance from his parents, whose dad paraded naked in front of him, which caused him to think of something that he associates the testicles with. In his case, it was power. Having said that, Jimmy's experience as a child is something that I found brilliant about this story. Something worth reading about. Enjoy!
It taught them that the prisoner was their minds. Once they released the idea that "The Diary" had power, it could no longer control them. Similarly, when we have an unfortunate experience as a child, it sometimes becomes a fixation or obsession we cannot let it go, like Jimmy, who fixated on testicles?
His fixation started as a child in not having the right guidance from his parents, whose dad paraded naked in front of him, which caused him to think of something that he associates the testicles with. In his case, it was power. Having said that, Jimmy's experience as a child is something that I found brilliant about this story. Something worth reading about. Enjoy!
February 7, 2022
I would say that this book is part of a psychological thriller and partly a horror book about the nature of humanity. Unlike most books, this exposes the darkness within us. It discusses how it wants to take over and how it wins when we cannot control it. Mostly, books that are looking to provoke new thoughts about an enlightened state of consciousness comes from stories about God and the Bible verses, but this book exposes the bad, to know our goodness. In addition, this also talks about our psychology and why it’s part of what makes us evil.
"The Diary" seems like a Bible that speaks about how humanity has been consumed by the mind, and how overcoming it can reprogram us and can lead to a better way of thinking. Is there such a thing as evil, or did it all start from the mind?
I believe this book is a brand-new way of teaching us values and ideas in an aggressive, creative, and destructive scenes! I also think that when a certain book or idea is bound to disturb you, it can teach you more. Evoking such powerful emotions is the way to the psyche, and how brilliant it is for Terry Beer to have thought about sharing it that way.
"The Diary" seems like a Bible that speaks about how humanity has been consumed by the mind, and how overcoming it can reprogram us and can lead to a better way of thinking. Is there such a thing as evil, or did it all start from the mind?
I believe this book is a brand-new way of teaching us values and ideas in an aggressive, creative, and destructive scenes! I also think that when a certain book or idea is bound to disturb you, it can teach you more. Evoking such powerful emotions is the way to the psyche, and how brilliant it is for Terry Beer to have thought about sharing it that way.
February 7, 2022
This book has a powerful message and story! I love it, and at the same time, I felt disturbed by it! It has a powerful message because it talks about humanity and our illusions! Our illusions take hold of us a little too much, and it causes us to do the unthinkable! The book calls it our subconscious, sometimes tied to the meaning of "The Diary", or it could also be our natural animal instinct.
This book grasps the meaning of our psyche. I think each of us possesses that darkness, and it wants to destroy and has the need to feel powerful! This was exemplified by the character Jimmy "the Wave" and how he was gripped by his fixation about the testicles, its power, and its sexuality.
Ultimately, this book taught me a myriad of ideas and concepts that made me think and analyze the scenes with interest and fascination! I believe that books such as these should be done. I am guessing that a lot of readers will enjoy this and movies with similar content and ideas. I see this as a potential movie adaptation. This is because the emotions and the concept it possesses will hold more value when it's heard and seen. Can't wait for that!
This book grasps the meaning of our psyche. I think each of us possesses that darkness, and it wants to destroy and has the need to feel powerful! This was exemplified by the character Jimmy "the Wave" and how he was gripped by his fixation about the testicles, its power, and its sexuality.
Ultimately, this book taught me a myriad of ideas and concepts that made me think and analyze the scenes with interest and fascination! I believe that books such as these should be done. I am guessing that a lot of readers will enjoy this and movies with similar content and ideas. I see this as a potential movie adaptation. This is because the emotions and the concept it possesses will hold more value when it's heard and seen. Can't wait for that!
February 7, 2022
Energy is something we all need to merge in our psyche. Destruction is also something we should welcome as it becomes a pathway to discover ourselves and what is truly important for us. This book is so profound and so emotional, that it will move you, and will make you develop some new insights about people and their psychology.
Psychology has always fascinated me and the meaning of the supernatural as well. When I started reading the first few chapters, it reminded me about the destruction of Egypt and how humanity lost their desire to follow God's will! They were obsessed with owning slaves, gaining power, having more concubines, and living a world full of sin that God punished them with the ten plagues of Egypt.
In addition, this story includes "The Diary" which is a personification of the Bible that judges those who sin. It appears to me that the story has so much to tell us, and anyone who is a history nerd, a lover of psychological topics, and has a flair for the supernatural will understand it. I am hoping this becomes a movie in the future! I see it having the best potential to connect more to the audience on the BIG SCREEN! A book that people will love! Check it out!
Psychology has always fascinated me and the meaning of the supernatural as well. When I started reading the first few chapters, it reminded me about the destruction of Egypt and how humanity lost their desire to follow God's will! They were obsessed with owning slaves, gaining power, having more concubines, and living a world full of sin that God punished them with the ten plagues of Egypt.
In addition, this story includes "The Diary" which is a personification of the Bible that judges those who sin. It appears to me that the story has so much to tell us, and anyone who is a history nerd, a lover of psychological topics, and has a flair for the supernatural will understand it. I am hoping this becomes a movie in the future! I see it having the best potential to connect more to the audience on the BIG SCREEN! A book that people will love! Check it out!
February 10, 2022
I would say that this is a horror story with a psychological twist! The psychological twist comes from the explanation of the subconscious mind connected to how it governs our destructive personality. I learned that here, and I find it creepy, intense, and possibly true! I was interested to learn about our subconscious and why it can become a source of evil. Going back to the horror story of this book, I believe that this is what will constantly keep the readers hooked. Having that dynamic of psychology and horror is a good way to connect to the readers. Reading about crimes, sexual perversion, and animal mutation can be disturbing yet essential at teaching us about how evil can influence us and how we can also control it.
This the ultimate purpose of this book. It will disturb us, but then it will also teach us something valuable in the end. I can't wait to share this story with my friends and discuss it with them! It seems to me that this is the type of book that they will enjoy! Terry Beer did a great job of creating a story that is both psychological and spiritual at the same time! I truly enjoyed it!
This the ultimate purpose of this book. It will disturb us, but then it will also teach us something valuable in the end. I can't wait to share this story with my friends and discuss it with them! It seems to me that this is the type of book that they will enjoy! Terry Beer did a great job of creating a story that is both psychological and spiritual at the same time! I truly enjoyed it!
February 10, 2022
"The Diary: Perdition Awaits" written by Terry Beer, was one unique book! I loved the story of the characters. Terry uses emotion to teach us that evil is something we need to face. This is represented by the character Jimmy. Jimmy is a sexual pervert who had a fixation for testicles. He murders men and cuts their testicles to preserve them as a victory from his killings. It was a sick world, but then this was also what made the book interesting to read. Moreover, this will lead us to understand the core concept of the story.
Furthermore, the introduction about "The Diary" supplements the idea that our reality is controlled by our minds. Once we get hooked to a certain concept, which in this case is "The Diary", we become identified by it, forgetting that we have the power to get out of it. It is an interesting concept and one of the wisest teachings this book offered.
There is probably a whole other dimension too that we can associate with it. Terry Beer is a creative author who wrote a book that can grasp a wide context. You will know that once you read this book! That is why I highly recommend it!
Furthermore, the introduction about "The Diary" supplements the idea that our reality is controlled by our minds. Once we get hooked to a certain concept, which in this case is "The Diary", we become identified by it, forgetting that we have the power to get out of it. It is an interesting concept and one of the wisest teachings this book offered.
There is probably a whole other dimension too that we can associate with it. Terry Beer is a creative author who wrote a book that can grasp a wide context. You will know that once you read this book! That is why I highly recommend it!
February 10, 2022
The Diary is like coming home, Beer's casual, almost conversational writing style are immensely readable and immediately plunges you into the world of his story.
One of the major attractions of reading The Diary is the characters you will meet. Beer effortlessly fleshes out his characters and makes them not only believable but seem like people you knew by the end of the book. So, while Elfie Hodges is a protagonist who has greatness thrust upon him, he is never two dimensional, and you go through the wringers with him.
The time-traveling aspect of the book is good; I expected no less from a debut novel. I do love the uniqueness of the mechanics of his approach to it, though. I don't want to elaborate on this since it is worth discovering for yourself. Speaking of mechanics, I also started to see the internal workings behind Beer's writing in this book. The way he would drop foreboding sentences here and there. The way certain scenes become predictable only to be followed by a scene out of left field. It makes his craftsmanship even more admirable to me.
I wholeheartedly recommend this to everyone!
One of the major attractions of reading The Diary is the characters you will meet. Beer effortlessly fleshes out his characters and makes them not only believable but seem like people you knew by the end of the book. So, while Elfie Hodges is a protagonist who has greatness thrust upon him, he is never two dimensional, and you go through the wringers with him.
The time-traveling aspect of the book is good; I expected no less from a debut novel. I do love the uniqueness of the mechanics of his approach to it, though. I don't want to elaborate on this since it is worth discovering for yourself. Speaking of mechanics, I also started to see the internal workings behind Beer's writing in this book. The way he would drop foreboding sentences here and there. The way certain scenes become predictable only to be followed by a scene out of left field. It makes his craftsmanship even more admirable to me.
I wholeheartedly recommend this to everyone!
January 25, 2022
This book was amazing in many ways!
First of all, it's one of those stories that puzzles your mind and makes you think: What if? What if you could go back in time and change the future? How would it work out? Terry Beer gives us his version of this in this novel, and it is highly entertaining!
Secondly, this book has so many interesting details and observations to it, which I loved, and everything wrapped up beautifully!
This 978-page-story does have its slow parts, which never became dull, but still, you had to be patient while getting through them. However, suddenly, things became heated and tense, and I was on the edge of my seat. Everything kept coming to you in waves, and I was enthralled!
My favorite book of the year. A great work of literature, rather than my typical "a great fantasy book" or "a great sci-fi book" or "a great way to kill time".
Read it! It will fly by, despite its many pages, and it will puzzle your mind and make you think differently on the past and the future.
First of all, it's one of those stories that puzzles your mind and makes you think: What if? What if you could go back in time and change the future? How would it work out? Terry Beer gives us his version of this in this novel, and it is highly entertaining!
Secondly, this book has so many interesting details and observations to it, which I loved, and everything wrapped up beautifully!
This 978-page-story does have its slow parts, which never became dull, but still, you had to be patient while getting through them. However, suddenly, things became heated and tense, and I was on the edge of my seat. Everything kept coming to you in waves, and I was enthralled!
My favorite book of the year. A great work of literature, rather than my typical "a great fantasy book" or "a great sci-fi book" or "a great way to kill time".
Read it! It will fly by, despite its many pages, and it will puzzle your mind and make you think differently on the past and the future.
February 7, 2022
Is there such a thing as Satan and hell, or does this exist only in our minds?
Perdition Awaits is one of the most interesting and thought-provoking novels I have ever read! It talks about a lot of unique perceptions about humanity, good, and evil. Usually, the author is using personification to express his thoughts. "The Diary" which is the most talked about thing in this novel, personifies our mind and how it creates a lot of illusions that will eventually kill us.
There were also scenes where humanity mutated in the form of animals, which meant that our evil form had taken over until we awaken. Well, maybe I'm wrong in my analysis? But who cares? I'm guessing this book offers that wide imagination to its readers to capture their minds to interpret the events connected to our subconscious.
One of the most interesting books indeed! A psychological junkie that someone who enjoys stories with a lot of adventure, and unique scenes would surely love! Get a copy of this book and be blown away!
Perdition Awaits is one of the most interesting and thought-provoking novels I have ever read! It talks about a lot of unique perceptions about humanity, good, and evil. Usually, the author is using personification to express his thoughts. "The Diary" which is the most talked about thing in this novel, personifies our mind and how it creates a lot of illusions that will eventually kill us.
There were also scenes where humanity mutated in the form of animals, which meant that our evil form had taken over until we awaken. Well, maybe I'm wrong in my analysis? But who cares? I'm guessing this book offers that wide imagination to its readers to capture their minds to interpret the events connected to our subconscious.
One of the most interesting books indeed! A psychological junkie that someone who enjoys stories with a lot of adventure, and unique scenes would surely love! Get a copy of this book and be blown away!
February 7, 2022
Great story and great content with profound wisdom! This story has so much power it will leave you mystified, broken yet wise! I believe that this must be the intention of the author- or maybe not. ;-)
Jimmy the Wave is a character that depicts evil. He has been engulfed by his psychosis, and he murders people to satisfy his sexual obsession. He is obsessed with testicles and the power it personifies. This, in turn, is also a fixation that humanity has now! Testicles are a personification of money and power and have been an obsession of people in the new millennium.
Other fascinating characters seem to be a depiction of our own. Each character teaches us values and interesting insights that will touch our hearts, annoy us, and disturb us. I believe that anyone who has a good grasp of psychology for observing people will enjoy reading this book. The author's creativity and imagination are something that made this book entertaining to read. I think this would make a great movie. A must-read!
Jimmy the Wave is a character that depicts evil. He has been engulfed by his psychosis, and he murders people to satisfy his sexual obsession. He is obsessed with testicles and the power it personifies. This, in turn, is also a fixation that humanity has now! Testicles are a personification of money and power and have been an obsession of people in the new millennium.
Other fascinating characters seem to be a depiction of our own. Each character teaches us values and interesting insights that will touch our hearts, annoy us, and disturb us. I believe that anyone who has a good grasp of psychology for observing people will enjoy reading this book. The author's creativity and imagination are something that made this book entertaining to read. I think this would make a great movie. A must-read!
February 10, 2022
The brokenness of people and society. What contributes to this psychosis? Why are we continuously being influenced by evil?
What I learned from this book is about our subconscious mind. What drives our evil thoughts and manifests when uncontrolled? It taught me about the power of our minds when one of the characters, Rosina, shared her thoughts about The Diary.
The Diary has manipulated a lot of people, putting them into a game and a trance. Rosina believes that we can only be influenced by the Diary if we let it. Our minds are the devil and knowing how to control it is power.
I love the insights and the excitement that this book evokes! This is a long read and yet interesting and entertaining. This means that you will never get bored with it and you will enjoy every chapter of this book! I will recommend to the author that he should make a movie from this book. A lot of people will surely enjoy it. Horror movies with a spiritual twist are something that will be a blockbuster. I wish that will happen soon!
What I learned from this book is about our subconscious mind. What drives our evil thoughts and manifests when uncontrolled? It taught me about the power of our minds when one of the characters, Rosina, shared her thoughts about The Diary.
The Diary has manipulated a lot of people, putting them into a game and a trance. Rosina believes that we can only be influenced by the Diary if we let it. Our minds are the devil and knowing how to control it is power.
I love the insights and the excitement that this book evokes! This is a long read and yet interesting and entertaining. This means that you will never get bored with it and you will enjoy every chapter of this book! I will recommend to the author that he should make a movie from this book. A lot of people will surely enjoy it. Horror movies with a spiritual twist are something that will be a blockbuster. I wish that will happen soon!
February 7, 2022
A chance at redemption was a chance at living a fruitful life once again! This was part of what the book wanted to tell us.
I am fascinated by this novel written by Terry Beer in Perdition Awaits. It seems to tell us about the human race and how it will eventually be overcome by darkness. However, there is a twist of faith, and that's where my fascination began. It seemed like this is a story about good and evil. Moreover, as darkness slowly overcame humanity, it slowly consumed the human race, but it also taught us some values that we forgot to instill within us.
This taught me the value of friendship, being kind, and being aware. The characters represented these values, which somehow wanted to tell humanity that we have forgotten them because we are distracted by our thoughts, and by our subconscious, that engulfs us. Yes, you heard that right! As much as this is a horror book it is also a look into our psychology, our spirit, and our humanity! Such an excellent read!
I am fascinated by this novel written by Terry Beer in Perdition Awaits. It seems to tell us about the human race and how it will eventually be overcome by darkness. However, there is a twist of faith, and that's where my fascination began. It seemed like this is a story about good and evil. Moreover, as darkness slowly overcame humanity, it slowly consumed the human race, but it also taught us some values that we forgot to instill within us.
This taught me the value of friendship, being kind, and being aware. The characters represented these values, which somehow wanted to tell humanity that we have forgotten them because we are distracted by our thoughts, and by our subconscious, that engulfs us. Yes, you heard that right! As much as this is a horror book it is also a look into our psychology, our spirit, and our humanity! Such an excellent read!
February 7, 2022
This book has an energy about it that is bewitching and scary! Bewitching because its content speaks about hell, darkness, and our psychology. It's a fiction book that has some personification in some scenes, and it talks about humanity and how our minds control us! Terry Beer's concept is to hook us on the idea of destruction giving rise to the idea of goodness. He uses a lot of dreadful scenes to disturb the readers, which are often than not psychological in nature.
I like it because it is a unique way of telling us about the idea of God, the control of our minds, and to implant the thought about evil and why it exists! I also think the author has one of the best imaginations. He knows how to make content interesting, dreadful, yet profound. He seems to be possessing the brilliant mind of an artist and a filmmaker. His skills are what constitutes of how a great fiction and horror book is to be written. I guarantee that you will enjoy it! Such a brilliant piece!
I like it because it is a unique way of telling us about the idea of God, the control of our minds, and to implant the thought about evil and why it exists! I also think the author has one of the best imaginations. He knows how to make content interesting, dreadful, yet profound. He seems to be possessing the brilliant mind of an artist and a filmmaker. His skills are what constitutes of how a great fiction and horror book is to be written. I guarantee that you will enjoy it! Such a brilliant piece!
February 7, 2022
I love this piece! I think it has one of the most unique, imaginative, and creative content. I can't wait for my nephew and niece to read it!
I found the content unique because it talked about the criminals back to the 19th Century. Their life was evil; it was filled with so much hate and destruction. Eventually, it talked about "The Diary", and its implications to a person's character. Lastly, it talked about the value of friendship, family, and self-love. How unique is that? This is my understanding of the book, and perhaps people with a much broader imagination and analysis will surely get more out of it. That is why I can't wait for my nephew and niece to read something like this because younger adults have a wider scope of imagination.
If you love stories that will leave you spellbound, then this is for you! I also recommend it to anyone who loves horror stories and theories that will make your mind wander. A must-read indeed!
I found the content unique because it talked about the criminals back to the 19th Century. Their life was evil; it was filled with so much hate and destruction. Eventually, it talked about "The Diary", and its implications to a person's character. Lastly, it talked about the value of friendship, family, and self-love. How unique is that? This is my understanding of the book, and perhaps people with a much broader imagination and analysis will surely get more out of it. That is why I can't wait for my nephew and niece to read something like this because younger adults have a wider scope of imagination.
If you love stories that will leave you spellbound, then this is for you! I also recommend it to anyone who loves horror stories and theories that will make your mind wander. A must-read indeed!
February 8, 2022
Brilliant, powerful, and profound! I enjoyed reading this book a lot! It is a long read; yet worthwhile. The nature of our psyche is an intelligent topic that we long to understand, and the wisdom on how to live and enjoy it is also something we long to experience. This, among many other interesting ideas, is what the book is trying to tell us. Furthermore, the story itself is also exciting! I like how it has integrated the evil of humanity, its mischief, and its kindness. It seems to be teaching us about certain aspects of the self, spirituality, and ascension. The book is mostly psychological and spiritual.
Anyone with the wisdom and awareness about life and people's spirituality will surely connect to this book. I also believe that people who enjoy horror stories with a flair for psychology will enjoy this book!
Terry Beer is undeniably a brilliant writer! He is imaginative and a genius at mixing so many ideas in one book. Read it and see what I mean!
Anyone with the wisdom and awareness about life and people's spirituality will surely connect to this book. I also believe that people who enjoy horror stories with a flair for psychology will enjoy this book!
Terry Beer is undeniably a brilliant writer! He is imaginative and a genius at mixing so many ideas in one book. Read it and see what I mean!
February 10, 2022
A story of evil, dread and love! It is also a story about loyalty and friendship. I believe that this book is powerful because it teaches us a lot of things that we will never get to realize if we haven’t read this book. It talks about the subconscious, which doesn't get to be discussed often, especially when relating to horror stories like this. So that tells you this isn't your typical horror story. This is a story that will teach you about the mind, how to control it, and how the "The Diary" is a representation of our held beliefs. We are the only ones who can free ourselves, and without that wisdom to do so, we will continue to be a prisoner of our mind.
This is what I loved about the story! It's not about entertainment but also about the depth of humanity. I think that it will enrich our minds and will make us more aware. The content is also interesting, which made it an enjoyable read until the end.
This is what I loved about the story! It's not about entertainment but also about the depth of humanity. I think that it will enrich our minds and will make us more aware. The content is also interesting, which made it an enjoyable read until the end.
February 10, 2022
It is clever in how it drags your curiosity along from the start, it turns from intriguing to compelling, and then it drops the unexpected on you (from a great height, pardon the pun for those who have read it). Stunning stuff and completely enjoyable.
This is a complex story full of details that matter. In a way, you can't get distracted or zone out because you will lose track of something important. Terry Beer did too good of a job of portraying the different character's feelings. You don't realize that you "feel" like that character while reading the story. It's sneaky but a pitfall because you may think that you are tired, bored, confused, or distraught rather than completely absorbed by the book and reflecting its atmosphere.
I had to spend more time with this book than I did a Malazan novel.
It would make a great movie. I can see it all in my mind's eye. I recommend you read it if you can.
Did I mention that it's exceptionally well-written?
This is a complex story full of details that matter. In a way, you can't get distracted or zone out because you will lose track of something important. Terry Beer did too good of a job of portraying the different character's feelings. You don't realize that you "feel" like that character while reading the story. It's sneaky but a pitfall because you may think that you are tired, bored, confused, or distraught rather than completely absorbed by the book and reflecting its atmosphere.
I had to spend more time with this book than I did a Malazan novel.
It would make a great movie. I can see it all in my mind's eye. I recommend you read it if you can.
Did I mention that it's exceptionally well-written?
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