Wow. This book was an absolutely brilliant!
Chloe Hudson, a archivist at a newspaper is struggling to juggle a full time and coping with her Nan, Grace, who suffers from Dementia when she comes across a file about a missing girl called Angela Kyle, a four year that's been missing since the late seventies. This file fills Chloe with intrigue and it is here where after she collates the evidence and begins to weave the information together in order to try and find Angela and return her to the Kyle's, Maureen and Patrick that we realise that Chloe is actually quite lonely and really just wants to be wanted and seen, I feel that she feels she is bobbing through life wanting to be noticed and wanting to be seen, by her friends or even her colleagues, her obsession in the Kyle case quickly became mine, I was suddenly wanting to
This book is such a good book for lots of reasons, from the title, it makes you think that you've read similar books about main characters posing as the returned child but they're actually imposters, but this one was different, you already know she's an imposter when you start reading but she also has this way of manipulating the people around her, including me, the reader. I liked Chloe, sure, she was lonely and she wanted a family, yes, she has Nan, but she wanted more, she wanted to be noticed by her colleagues as more than just a person who files files, she wanted to be noticed as the woman who brings back little Angie Kyle. But the author has more in store for you than meets the eye and I thought I'd know each time where it was going but no the Anna Wharton writes so powerfully and so well that this really does keep you guessing and shocked until the very end, leading you up false paths and bogus trails to you think you're on it, this one has to be it and then you realise, it's not.
The characters are so developed in this, Chloe and her Nan, Grace, Maureen and Patrick Kyle and then her best friend Hollie. You think that you know them all. But they are just as complex as you and I, they have their secrets, their flaws and their little personalities just as you and I do, and that type of complex charater building is the time I love.
The one that really stuck out to me and impressed me was how well Wharton writes of Dementia and how she displays the pain and grief people go through when they lose a child, she is well written and is knowledgeable but it's not just that it's powerful and emotional way of writing that sucks you in, she writes with mystery about Angie and the deeper in you go the more you can't believe the amount of nerve that Chloe has inserting herself into this broken and grieving family that are so lost, but she too is a lost soul, she too is broken, and she just wants to be wanted even if she knows she is not Angie, and that Maureen and Patrick aren't her parents. There are time when I thought the web she was weaving with lies was far to big but Chloe had confidence and she wasn't afraid, she had a frail, mentally ill grandparent, in her eyes she has nothing to lose and so she loves the warmth that Maureen has to give her and I just loved that.
The big reveal really is the BIG REVEAL in this book. I didn't see it coming at all and I'm guessing so many other readers will not and that is what makes this book sooo good, the emotional and touching story really is quite the cover for an exceptionally page turning read. I think this one will stay with me for a while, as it's not often I give 5 star reviews!
I will be definitely be buying this book on publication, it was sooo delicious! I am so going to be recommending to everyone I know, this is the book that everyone must read! I want to thank Anna Wharton for giving me the opportunity to read this wonderful book that kept me up late at night and unable to engage with family and friend desperately bumbling from chapter to chapter find out the ending to this great story!
Thanks to Netgalley and Pan Macmillan for this ARC!