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Bullied #3

Damaged

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Nine days have passed since Hayden got into an accident and fell into a coma. Nine days of hoping for a miracle that would allow him to wake up. Nine long, endless days.

Half of me is conquered by despair, while the other half clings to the hope that he will recover soon. I refuse to let fear and doubt overcome me. Hayden is dark and complicated, but as the days pass, I’m more determined to fight for him despite the hurdles in our way.

I have to believe that there won’t be serious consequences once he wakes up. I have to believe that we will overcome all obstacles and become stronger together.

After all, we may be both damaged, but we’re each other’s salvation.

284 pages, Kindle Edition

First published January 1, 2017

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374 reviews12.3k followers
August 21, 2020
3.5 stars

watching the kdrama it's okay to not be okay on netflix really made me curious about relationships when one person has a psychological disorder huh.

ps. Y'ALL NEED TO WATCH THAT SHOW ASAP OR ELSE because look at this:



enough said.

okay so anywaysss this is the third book in the Sarah (h) and Hayden (H) saga.
↳ Hayden used to be Sarah's bully because he blamed her for his twin's death so here, it's basically them trying to be in a normal relationship, avoiding any kind of toxicity because of Hayden's borderline personality disorder.


— first book ~ bullied ~ was disturbing
— second book ~ pained ~ was frustrating
— and this book was just... hmm.. it was blissful ??

after EVERY painful thing (this is an understatement) that i had to read from the first 2 books, i guess this was kind of the pay off for all of that dark shit that even i, an avid dark romance reader, found disturbing.

⇢ okay so let's talk about the // character development //
first of all, i was worried that there's gonna be a lot of toxicity here but i was surprised that there's not that much?? obviously, their relationship was kind of toxic in the beginning but after that? it was them being mature and doing things to be a better person (most of the time) which is honestly so suprising.

i mean, seriously?? we're talking about the same Hayden who threw food at Sarah, let her fall down the stairs, strangled her (this was complicated 😅), etc?? and now he's the kind of dude who says things like this,

You've forgiven me, but that doesn't change the fact that I treated you in the worst way possible. So now I want to make things right. Don't refuse me that. Your happiness is my happiness, and if going to Yale is going to make you happy, I'm going to do everything to make that happen."


huuhh?¿



and Sarah is just girlfriend of the year material because she's one of the most patient fictional people i've read about. whenever Hayden would say something he doesn't mean because of his disorder she goes all like

"We have to talk about our differences and work on them one by one. We have to meet each other in the middle, but before that, we need some healthy boundaries."


if i were a dude, i would snatch her up real quick.

also, her character development from a weak, passive heroine to a patient, assertive woman is CHEF's KISS.

⇢ and now let's talk about their // relationship //
again, i was a bit worried here because Hayden losing his temper (because of his disorder) can be scary and i was scared that Sarah would just go with everything and keep suffering from the verbal abuse but nahh. both of them were very mature, especially Sarah. i lost count how many times she said "i love you" or "i won't leave you" to Hayden.

i was also scared that it was gonna be all about Hayden's pain and his struggles and his regret blah blah but im glad he took accountability and was basically like nahh bishh, i hurt you the most we should talk about YOUR pain too.

it's also nice to know that the author did her research when it comes to having a relationship with someone who has borderline personality disorder so there's that.

⇢ now we'll talk about my // dislikes //
nothing to worry about. this book was overall very sweet and full of swoony words from the MCs but yeah... nothing really happened here? with all the sweet moments, it kinda became repetitive but nevertheless welcome. and that whole gang/fight storyline felt kinda random for me especially since it barely gave any impact to the couple at the end.

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ok so anyways, im impressed with Sarah's maturity cuz unlike her, i hold grudges (oops) and Hayden really pulled a who dis type of character development.

i absolutely LOVE Melissa (h's best friend) and not just because we share the same name but because she's a literal bad bitch so i gotta support that. im worried about Jessica and Blake's book because Jessica is the polar opposite of Melissa and Blake has no redeeming qualities sooo that's great.

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most importantly this is definitely romanticized and fictionalized and not at all representative of those who have BPD and those who are in relationship with someone who has BPD!!

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311 reviews21 followers
December 5, 2021
This story became tedious as this couple now begins to navigate their feelings and relationship. It picks up with Hayden in a coma and Sarah anxiously waiting him to wake up. Even while he is in a coma, she is clearly a doormat as she makes conscious efforts not to upset him or trigger him with her words and being far away. She's given up her autonomy and constantly wants to be with him (even in a coma), skipping school, ignoring her friends, abandoning Mateo etc.

I enjoy a mysterious, dark, alphahole and in the first story Hayden fit this profile. But as the series progresses, we get more insight into Hayden and he no longer comes across as strong or alpha. He has many weaknesses and his revelation of his insecurities, lack of confidence and plain self-pity becomes tiresome and un-sexy. In plain he goes from an alpha man to literally a crying boy. Top that with the continued lack of smexy times, this story just fell apart for me. It was just one big whining, pity party and toxic affirmations. I'm 50% through and I want to DNF. I don't think I can take the needless drama anymore!

Ok, I stuck with it because after 3 stories, I was invested. But it honestly just dragged with one sappy soliloquy after another. All their toxic positivity made me want to puke.....so far from reality. Then to top it off, some random kids decide to apologize to Sarah for their part in supporting the bullying ...they weren't even the bullies, so it had little impact. It just solidified that this story could be made into some sappy movie that would be aired on some religious channel...that's how saccharine it was. Yuck.

Furthermore, I found it ironic that Sarah went to great lengths to learn about BPD and bent over backwards to please and support Hayden but couldn't do the same for her own mother who was clearly suffering from some form of mental disease herself. There are many parallels between Patricia and Hayden's treatment of Sarah, but she chose to save one while ignoring her own flesh and blood. Sarah made very little attempt to understand or help her mother and justified it because she felt butt-hurt instead of putting even 1/10th the efforts she put into Hayden. It's ironic.

So I'll say it again:

I don't know how much drama this couple has gone through already with attacks from Natalie n Josh, Christine n Maya, Brad, 2 huge car accidents....their whole town seems to be full of sociopaths and bad drivers! Then there's the bullying from Blake and Masen as well. It's really far-fetched. The MC's relationship is also very triggering and anxiety-inducing. I feel extremely anxious for Sarah who has to walk on egg-shells around Hayden for fear of triggering a negative reaction at the drop of a pin. She has to watch what she says and how she acts. She had to be outright rude to poor Mateo and send him away, telling him they can't be friends for fear of provoking Hayden. She's basically caught even more in Hayden's trap and she idiotically smiles through it all and feels justified and reinforced when he gives her crumbs - like a smile, a hug or a small compliment....to her this is lifechanging and worth all the drama. This relationship is TOXIC disguised as the mental health issue of BPD. Normally, I'd ignore this fact because I'm all about fictitious toxic relationships but I have huge reservations because this story seems to idealize and romanticize it and make it seem manageable and realistic when it's not. This couple is going to have huge, lifelong problems and Sarah will have smile and to bear the brunt of it all.
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204 reviews9 followers
August 17, 2020
We are Damaged together as one Because our storm always precedes the sun.
Damaged (Bullied #3)
Release date:27th August, 2020
My Rating: 4.5 Golden Stars.

I received a review copy from the author, in exchange for an honest review.

Sarah and Hayden are officially an item. This book focuses on how they struggled past their insecurities, and other life challenges to make their relationship work.
I must admit that when I read Bullied, I never dreamed that I would ever come around to loving Hayden because he had such a terrible personality and treated Sarah horribly. However, Vera Hollins has a special way of making a demon into an angel. She masterfully brought her readers into the world of Hayden and surprisingly Hayden became such a caring and dotting boyfriend. I enjoyed how their young love blossomed into a very promising and solid relationship.
This book is a page-turner as a result of so many unpredictable emotional twists. It definitely is a perfect conclusion to Hayden and Sarah's story.
I'm looking forward to the next book in this series.
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August 30, 2020




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' Damaged ' by Vera Hollins is the third book in her ' Bullied ' series. Told in dual perspectives , this book is the true definition of bullying and heartache.

I have read tons of bully books and I have to say that this one is the most ruthless of them all. Hayden had issues , serious issues that had him bullying Sarah. My heart hurt so much for her. However there had been a twist in the story at the end of the second books in the trilogy. Hayden is now in a Coma , leaving Sarah all alone. She is terrified , of which version of Hayden would she meet when he wakes up from his coma.

This book was ruthless and utterly dark. There were so many times when I hated Hayden , I mean he took the bullying to an extreme , but he made up for that with so sweet and vulnerable moments that I couldn't help but love him. This book is a definite recommendation for all the bully Romance lovers out there, but I am going to repeat that the bullying here is excessive , so there is a chance that you might not like this book because the female lead of the book seldomly fights the hero and pretty much lets him do whatever he wants.

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1,180 reviews411 followers
January 2, 2023
Troubled souls seeking their HEA

3.5 stars

Book 3 focused on Hayden and Sarah’s developing relationship, their personal growth. Sarah is much stronger in this book than before, able to confront many of her demons including her mother. Hayden has also showed growth, a calming of his demons and better able to handle his mental affliction. Other characters contributed to the story, and new ones were introduced. I expect it’s highly likely that Jess and Blake will have a story.

What I really liked about this story:
-the feeling it inspired, whether joy, sadness, frustration. You could empathize with the characters and feel their emotional experiences
- great character development, clear distinct personalities
- dealing with mental illness

What didn’t resonate with me:
- The length of time just spent on their relationship where more, something new might have happened
- Essentially another clean romance. The one love scene was rather glossed over. For a new adult romance, I did not anticipate yet another YA read, especially after the build up from books 1 and 2.

Obviously these are my personal preferences that shaped my evaluation of the story.

Heat: 1/5
Intrigue: 3/5
Storyline: 3.5/5
Characters: 4/5


Overall it was a well-written, medium burn read delving into emotional expression and healing. I can appreciate story building and the human condition. For my tastes, I prefer something more adult.
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788 reviews47 followers
September 2, 2020
*I received an Advanced Reading Copy copy in exchange for an honest review.

After reading Bullied #1 and Pained #2, where we have the beggining of Sarah's and Hayden's story, Damaged #3 came to show us that love can really conquer all. There is no darkness, no fears, no insecurities or personality disorders that can split what love unites.

Sarah and Hayden are coming from another traumatic event. After she and her mother been kidnapped and saved by Hayden (mostly), Sarah stays in hospital to regain strenght and heal all her wounds. On the day that she's discharged from the hospital and living the most blissfull moment with Hayden until now, (if you read the first two books you'll know what i'm saying), he gets in an accident that sends him into a coma for days, and nobody knew when or how he would (if) wake up.
Day by day Sarah remains by his side assuring him of her love and that she would never abandon him.

I really need to tell you what happens with Sarah and Hayden because of all the emotions that I've felt while reading this books, but I don't want to spoil your reading and I really want for you all to feel this story right in your mind and hearts... But I have to say..... It really blew my mind away. I was mad, sad, frustrated, offended, but most of all I always felt full of hope. Those two loved each other too much to let their love fade away because of some stressful and awfull decisions or disorders. If there is pain and hate, for sure love is also present. They use to say that between hate and love it's just a thin line, and this is really true.
If pain, sorrow and fear, hate and revenge were the feelings that always fueled their actions toward one another, love is the one feeling that can unite them and wash away all the darkness in their hearts.

This all series has been a roller coaster of emotions since book one, and as I said on one of my instagram posts, it is a series that went straight into my heart and it will, surely, stay there for a long time.

I really have to say that, although this is a story between teenagers and their wild emotions and hearts, this is also a wake up call to all people who eventually knows someone with BPD (Borderline personality disorder) and how we can adjust our actions towards people who suffers with this disorder. Sure that Hayden isn't the personification of this disorder, because each one of the people who has this problem acts differently. It really differs from person to person according to their personalities.

Loved all the characters although many of them gave me the wish of slapping them in the face just to them to wake the f**ck up, but it all combines in a great, great book from this new author that i now will, surely, follow with attention. Loved all the poems, were they dark or love full, that Hayden wrote to her exposing all his soul and feelings. Letting her in his toughs and heart. Also loved how Vera Hollins ignites the fir between them with only a few words like the ones that describes when they used to look at each other or when he would fall into a spiral of pain and hate and she was always there to catch him on his fall and reassure him of her love and dedication.

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May 17, 2022
this series is the most toxic thing I've ever read. there's so many things wrong with it idek where to start. it's scary how i read this on wattpad when i was 13 and enjoyed it 😀🔫 this is the type of book that'll have you ranting to yourself and literally anyone who will listen to you

bc how's he going to bully her and make her life a living hell and then have the audACITY to be pissed at her when she doesn't want to be his girlfriend??

"oh yeah i strangled you and pushed you down the stairs and sexually assaulted you but it's okay bc i said sorry and i love youuuu hehe sorry i'm just quirky like that i guess 🤪 oh wait i dO have bpd but nobody in this book is allowed to hold me accountable to my actions or call me a bad person bc I can't help it 👉👈🥺🥺🥺 "

^ basically the entire book summed up. classic wattpad ig. you don't even need to read it and you know what it's about. if you ever have the unfortune of coming across this book (I pity you in advance), do yourself a favour and run away like your life depends on it
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1,243 reviews176 followers
November 10, 2020
An emotional page-turner!

Damaged is the third and final book in the Bullied series written by author Vera Hollis. The first two books focus on Sarah’s pain, and it was very emotional. I often felt heartbroken, and I wished that everything would get better for Sarah and Hayden.

Damaged mainly focused on their healing, as well as Sarah and Hayden’s journey to HEA. They faced many obstacles and challenges along the way, but I loved how they stayed by each other through everything they faced.
This is such an amazing series, and it gave me all of the feels!

It’s a definite add to your TBR list!
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1,766 reviews174 followers
August 28, 2020
This was the perfect conclusion to Sarah and Hayden’s story . In this book instead of focusing on the bullying it focuses more on the relationship between these two characters. I’m hugely impressed with Vera Hollins ability to take a character I couldn’t see any redemption for and redeeming him . This story is angsty emotional and so beautifully written . I love the way this author brings these characters to life on the pages of this book . This series is a definite must read for fans of the bully romance genre and definitely gets my 5 stars! Can’t wait to read more in this series from this author !

** I voluntarily reviewed an advanced complimentary copy of this book **


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August 25, 2020
Vera Hollins wrote this trilogy between two broken persons and I loved it. It was raw, emotional, cruel, intense but also a beautyfull lovestory. The journey of Sarah and Hayden had so many bumps on te road. They both had issues and most of the time they hate each other. After reading his dairy, Sarah understands the thoughts and actions of Hayden so much better why he treated her so cruelly. She had to work at her own insecurities and she is able to deal with that. Together they learn from each other how to act in different situations and they grow closer each day. Nobody is perfect, it's a give and take in a relationship. Sarah and Hayden are both struggeling but they keep fighting for their love. Thank you, Vera. You wrote beautiful words for this amazing trilogie.
Respect.
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112 reviews4 followers
May 31, 2022
This book had some of the strongest bullying among bully romance type books that I’ve read.
Hayden was so mean to Sarah, she couldn't even have friends, and he also let other people treat her awfully.
Sarah's school situation was terrible, but her home situation wasn't much better. Her mom was the worst, didn't care about her and even told her awful things.
When Sarah finally started having friends and someone who cared about her, Hayden got jealous.
Then Hayden and Sarah saved each other and things began to change.
I loved the first two books, I got hooked on them and couldn't stop reading. The third book was a little boring for me but I also liked it.
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5,675 reviews341 followers
August 29, 2020
Continuing in the Bullied series by Vera Hollins, at the end of Book #2 - Pained we read as Hayden ended up being hit by a car just outside the hospital and we wondered for Sarah whether it was going to be a repeat of what happened to Hayden's twin brother Kayden. We also learn that ever since the incident with Brad - her mum's ex-boyfriend Patricia ( Sarah's mum) has started to resent her more than ever and their relationship is becoming more and more strained. If it wasn't for Carmen - Hayden's mother, then it looks like Sarah would collapse with all the stress. The first half of the book has Hayden still in a coma and Sarah reading his diary and getting counseling on how to deal with someone who has BPD. A little extra something we learned from the author that the first three books which are Sarah and Hayden's story spell the Initials BPD - Bullied, Pained and Damaged - Clever right?. In the second half of this book, we read as Hayden and Sarah try to move forward but when they take one step forward, it's like Hayden's BPD wants to put a stop to their happiness and they move two steps backward. We also saw more interaction between Blake and Jessica and Mel and Masen. I can't wait for Book #4 which is Blake and Jess's story as I want to know why Blake hates Jess so much and then Book #5 will be Mel and Masen's who are perfect for each other as they both give each other what the other takes.
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2,526 reviews180 followers
August 27, 2020
Sweet Baby Jesus! This is the third book in the Bullied series and I have to say that I was amazed and shocked by what I read. This series took me on such an emotional roller coaster that I was holding on tight to my kindle and I even cried because love is such a strong drug that it can cripple you and the one you love.

Hayden was in an accident and is in a coma. Sarah is right there by his side praying that he will make it out alive. She can't lose the love of her life. So she fights for him and when he comes out of the coma she is there and things start to change for the both of them.

Hayden is ready to show Sarah how much he loves her and how much he wants her. But he also knows he has some hills to climb before they can truly be together. This is an amazing conclusion to Sarah and Hayden. This is a must read series and I can't get enough. I need the next book like yesterday.
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2,833 reviews77 followers
February 28, 2021
In Damaged we are finally getting Sarah and Haydens ending. Hayden is in a coma and he might never come out. Sarah is totally devoted to him and stays by his side waiting for the day he will wake up. These two have grown up a lot since Bullied. The emotional toll that Hayden's issues have put on them has made them grow up faster than they might have. But Sarah has the patients of a saint. I can't say if Hayden actually deserves her but she thinks he does.

I won't say that I will ever reread this series. It was hard to read the first time. But I think it is an excellent read to see a real bully series. I won't say that something like this will ever happen in real life. Hayden is a real prick and someone that isn't strong like Sarah might not have made it through.


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1,265 reviews650 followers
August 27, 2020
”So no matter how down I get, no matter how strong the pain is, no matter how long it takes, I’ll always keep fighting to be a better guy. For me. For you. For us.”

An emotional end to a wonderful couple. Luckily, this won’t be the last we see of Hayden and Sarah. Two beautiful souls doing their best to navigate this thing we call life. Hayden and Sarah are finally together and working their way to being together for the long haul. Of course, the pathway to true love isn’t always an easy one.

That being said, they work as a team now and I loved how Sarah was compassionate And empathized with Hayden and his feelings. It shows great strength and maturity to be able to love someone who others may find difficult to love.

One of my favorite thing about the series is the secondary characters who all get their own stories. It’s amazing seeing them from a different point of view. Not realizing that there’s so much more than meets the eye. It just goes to show we never know what people are dealing with deep down inside.

“That’s who you are, and l love you with all your flaws. I want to be with you during all your highs and lows. That’s what love is.”

If you haven’t done so already, start reading the first book, Bullied. Fall in love with the writing and all its characters. It’s intense and beautiful. Vera Hollins writes such a heartfelt, deep and meaningful book about what it means to love.

*Thank you to the author for providing a free copy in exchange for an honest and unbiased review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
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153 reviews12 followers
November 21, 2022
I feel so sorry to say this but I lost my interest in this series …
I was so obsessed with the first part and I wanted to continue the whole series ..but it’s getting too much for my taste ..I feel like this book is beyond high school drama ..this series reminds me of Royal Elite series by Rina Kent ..I will say that was much much better and hotter than this .. nd u can see the similarities between these two series ..
where it went wrong ? It went Wrong when author repeated bully after bully ..someone is getting injured ..more insults & more humiliation ..mother daughter problem ..accidents -accidents ..and unreal kidnapping..and bad behaviour of Hayden again and again ..Heroine begging for his love even though he made her life hell ..Videos pictures getting viral on the internet but no one is Batting an eyelash 🥴.. Heroine has the guts to save other from bully but never stood up for herself..bitch are u alright? ..
I feel this series is very childish according to my taste.. People bullying people for no reason ..stupid revenge theory ..Fuck this series … and fuck me too ..
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156 reviews5 followers
January 5, 2019
This book and the other 3 books are the best ones i‘ve ever read and the best series. If you want an unpredictable and emotional rollercoaster full of twists.. you‘ve come to the right book series. I recommend all the books for its amazing poetic writing and the fact that Vera shows us that there is light at the end of the tunnel.. I love these books soo much!!!! ❤️
542 reviews3 followers
February 20, 2021
I received this book as a predecessor for the 4th book in the series, which i received as an arc in exchange for an honest review. I gave this book 2.5 stars.

So, i do understand that the author is trying to draw attention to bullying and BPD via these books, and the difficulties people can face because of them issues. Which is why i gave it a higher rating. Unfortunately, a lot of people do have to go through situations similar to some of the characters in this book.

In the author's notes she mentions something along the lines of wanting people to see just how beaten down people can get mentally from things like this, and i do think that was shown in Sarah's character and also Hayden and Mrs Black's. I think this book and the previous ones definitely showed that it can leave people with such deep rooted self doubt and a poor image of themselves.

However I really couldn't bring myself to be invested in Sarah and Hayden. After reading the 2nd book, which ended on a cliffhanger, i was disappointed because i didn't feel like their story needed a 3rd book. This book unfortunately proved me right.

Alot of it was just repetition from the previous 2 books, a constant cycle of Hayden lashing out and Sarah getting upset then brushing it off and claiming it was fine.

Hayden took more accountability for himself than Sarah did. I felt like she would allow him to literally run over her at this stage and still say it was fine. It's one thing to understand he doesn't always have control over his emotions, it's another thing to not set any boundaries for yourself and your relationship.

Another thing that annoyed me was the whole Mateo situation. They were together for all of 2 seconds in high school, having Mateo still 'pining' for Sarah was a bit OTT in my opinion. Mel was right when she basically told Sarah to get a grip and apologise. However, whilst i may not have loved it, i do think some of the more childish like behaviour is appropriate given the characters are still in high school. As somebody older than the characters, i can definitely appreciate that in HS every little situation seems like it's life or death and can have a huge imapct.

Jonathan as always provided some much needed truth. Would definitely have preferred to see more of his character. I also prefer books that have more steam. This book had more than the previous two, but for me it was definitely a mild romance. Would be a good option for those that prefer a cleaner romance though as most of the physical interactions don't go past the characters kissing.

Overall, i have to admit I'm not a huge fan of this series so far. It's not my style of book but i do appreciate what the author is trying to point out with her words and scenarios. Whilst i didn't like the ending as it was extremely convenient, (really, 3 cheerleaders decided they were sorry now, after all this time?). I again understand that the author is trying to show positivity and that things CAN get better, but it's not the ending i was looking for. I hope the next book isn't more repetition though, and that it has a different plotline, even if it is another bully romance.
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2,643 reviews966 followers
August 28, 2020
Overall 3.5 stars
Hayden is in a coma, leaving Sarah bereft at the possibility of him never opening his eyes again or at there being some sort of permanent damage as the result of his accident. She’s unwilling to let go of their love-not only when his accident is an obstacle, but also as they two navigate his struggles with his borderline personality disorder. And that, that is really the crux of this story- trying to find a way to build a solid relationship out of an initially toxic one as they both recover from actions and situations in books prior and navigating the challenges of suffering from BPD.

Sarah and Hayden have both evolved- especially Hayden. Comparing this book Hayden to book 1 Hayden is like night and day. Both are more mature (Even though they are both still young). He still has his moments, but Sarah knows how to communicate with him and connect. Her patience - my goodness, she sure is devoted. But I appreciate that she’s stronger here- still quietly, but she’s more sure of herself and more decisive and self-assured.

This book definitely had a totally different vibe for me than Bullied and Pained- the first two books definitely had the disturbing, dark tone and content. IN Damaged, however, we’re seeing these two move past their troubled history to solidify a healthier relationship- the content is more meta and emotional, and the characters are different people as individuals and as a unit. This series definitely took a more sweet turn. I definitely felt for the characters- the emotional development is there, and watching these two connect and learn how to community and Hayden learned how to cope and trust. Lots of sweet nothings abound- which made me all happy, but I also just kept waiting for it to go somewhere. For a bit we were kind of in this static pattern within their relationship. Which was fun and swoony, but a bit mellow and slow for me. The steam level was also pretty low- way more YA than new adult (the series has been called both).

This series has definitely felt different amongst a sea of bully romances, and I love the approach of weaving in a topic of mental health in a bully romance- because let’s be real, that’s a huge part of bullying. I love a good romanticized, suspending disbelief story, but Vera has explored this in a huge way, and it is also nice to see these two find a way out of a toxic and into happiness.

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August 15, 2020
DAMAGED (Bullied series #3)
@# Vera Hollins
Releases 27th Aug

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Hayden and Sarah                    
                                            "True happiness is possible coming out of the dark."

POV:h

Must read in order.
This is the concluding part of Sarah and Hayden's rollercoaster, page turner story.
O.M.G!! How do I put into words without spoiling this epic read?!

Hayden's in a coma, due to being hit by a car at the end of PAINED. Sarah's vigil by Hayden's bedside. Reading his diary that he gave to her to understand him more and how his BPD effects him. She writes him letters for when he wakes.

In the aftermath of events from BULLIED and PAINED, Sarah and Hayden have overcome some huge hurdles and are working together for their relationship and future. Also Hayden and his Mother are fixing their relationship. While Sarah can't wait to live her life, without her unloving, nasty mouthed mother. You'd have thought what they went through together

Melissa and Steven start East Willow High, plus a new student, Kevin, which Sarah and Jessica have taken under their wing from being Blake and Masen's new target. Just because they've stopped bullying Sarah cause she's with Hayden, doesn't mean that they've stop being bullies to her friends or anyone else.
Loving Melissa and how she's protective of the girl's and they have each other's backs.

With them close to graduating and College applications have gone out. How will going to College impact their relationship?
They've both suffered and lost alot together. Can they heal together and overcome their anxieties?

My heart broke for Hayden and Sarah's pasts.
She's the light to his dark.

While this is the last of their story, it's no means the last of the Bullied Series. We will see them in TRAPPED (Blake and Jessica) and SCARRED (Masen and Melissa).

*I received an Arc copy in exchange for an honest review*
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678 reviews34 followers
August 23, 2020
Hayden and Sarah’s story is an amazing rollercoaster of emotions I have loved this series from the very begining it’s unique it’s fresh and it’s a series I will always hold close to my heart

Hayden and Sarah are imperfectly perfect for each other!

Damaged picks up were pained left off Hayden has been in an accident and left in a coma will Hayden ever wake up? And if he does wake up will there be any series damage after such an horrific accident? Sarah is left absolutely devestated following Hayden’s accident but she refuses to give up on the boy she loves she will fight for him and the love they share

In this story it focuses more about the struggles of suffering with BPD and the effect it can have on relationships I loved how Sarah and Hayden’s connection grew stronger and how much they have grown Hayden has changed and for the better he learns to lean on Sarah for support when he struggles with his feelings they communicate better and they listen to each other but my heart also broke for him he struggles so much with his disorder and he finds it hard to trust people with his insecurities and fears
Sarah I absolutely adored her she refused to give up on Hayden she faught for him till the bitter end and I admired her strength and courage Sarah is Hayden’s salvation his light at the end of the his dark tunnel

I can’t recommend this series enough I’ve not only read a fantastic series but I’ve also learned a lot through this book about a disorder I didn’t really know much about Vera Hollins has done an outstanding job on this fantastic series

Please note you can not read this as a stand-alone make sure you start with bullied first if you haven’t started this series

For me this series is a MUST READ make sure you add this to your TBR and get one clicking

I recieved an early advanced copy in exchange for an honest review

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED
FIVE STARS ⭐️ ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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1,931 reviews49 followers
February 12, 2021
This third book in the series goes through so much yet again. This couple, Hayden and Sarah have been through so much both separately and together. To think that in book one I found it so hard to like Hayden but now I am #teamhayden all the way. I loved seeing both his growth as well as Sarah’s.

I found the way this author wrote about both characters and their fears, vulnerabilities, and anguishes to be very thought-provoking and insightful. It’s not hard to become wrapped up in their world and I found myself experiencing the same worry Sarah had for Hayden, fear of him fighting again, and anger towards the gang.

In the meantime, the secondary characters are still so intriguing too, I want to know more about Blake and Masen, Jessica and Melissa, and now Kevin. Each layer becomes more interesting. I am so looking forward to reading their books soon.

*ARC received in exchange for an honest review*



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450 reviews64 followers
August 17, 2020
Damaged was very different from the first 2 books. Instead of heavily focusing on the bullying, It was pretty much entirely focused on Hayden and Sarah making their relationship work and Hayden dealing with his BPD. There was a lot of repetition throughout the book which could get a bit boring for some but it is crucial to the story as Hayden constantly needs that reassurance from Sarah.

I have to admit, I am glad Hayden and Sarah’s story has come to an end. I have loved their journey through out the 3 books but I don’t think I could take anymore. Their story was heartbreaking, raw, so incredibly emotional but at the same time,absolutely beautiful.

We had 2 books of seeing the mean and cruel side to Hayden, so this book felt a bit weird as we got to see a completely different side to Hayden. I would love to see an epilogue for them! To see where they end up in 5 years time.

I have really enjoyed reading their journey and just like the first two books, I was completely captivated with Damaged. I could not put it down. I laughed and I cried. And I fell in love with this version of Hayden and them as a couple. Sarah is an absolute gem. Her love for Hayden is so real and so special. It was so beautiful to read how supportive and how committed she is to helping him and making their relationship work.

I am dying for Jess and Blake’s story!!!! Gahhhhhh!! I cannot wait!!
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207 reviews1 follower
September 8, 2020
(5/5 Stars) Omg this was the last book in this series and I’m actually really sad :(. Sarah and Hayden have such a beautiful relationship in the end and their character development is unbelievable. This book really showed you that despite everything, you can always find the light and to never give up. Even though obviously their relationship was toxic because of his BPD (border-line personality disorder), this book emphasized all the changes they made in their relationship and dedication to make it work. I think the reason why these books interest me so much is that they are so original and really pull me into the storyline. I honestly loved it and I can’t wait to read the next 2 spin-off books in this series!!💜 I completely recommend this series for an addicting read that you can’t put down, but this book was way more relationship based and less plot. So if you aren’t into that it might not be for you. However, the first two books in this series plot was incredible and unpredictable and are so crazy oml. Anyway, I loved this series so much and I would recommend it to anyone who can have an open mind (because there is so much disgusting bullying in it) and try to push through to get to the character development lol.
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1,074 reviews16 followers
August 24, 2020
One moment of rage results in a devastating accident.

She watches, waits, hopes and reassures him, as he's lost to her and everyone around them.

When will it end, when will he come back to her. She needs him as much as he needs her.

This is a journey of hope and calm seas, moments of regression and acts of forgiveness amidst so much love.

What a fantastic read in a sensational unforgettable series.

His life is full of suffering, as chaos and fear rule his thoughts. Feelings of despair and actions of destruction. He is not his disorder he is so much more.

She was bullied, she was weak. But now she fights. For him, for her, for them. Her patience is never ending and her words full of wisdom.

They are night and day, sun and storm. Yet somehow they work.

When it's good it's great, but when its bad its cringeworthy but still they belong together that much is clear. Especially after all they have been through in this series.

A beautiful and thought provoking insight into his world. Their story resonates deeply with me and my love for him will remain true for a long time to come.
6 reviews
February 27, 2021
This book was just... meh. It wasn't bad per se, but it wasn't anything great either. The plot of the first book drove my interest for the rest of the series; the plot of Bullied and Pained had me captivated enough to want to read this one as well. I was disappointed.

I think the thing that I enjoyed the most was the character development. Hayden's and Sarah's Arc was satisfying after three long books. It warmed me to see the way in which Hayden's character grew. I was glad to see their relationship blossom, but maybe what knocked the stars off for me was how it developed too well, not at all in an organic way, like someone peering in from the outside wanted to write about some idealized version of a relationship. My point is, this book was too falsley progressive.

To put it in plain words, if mushy was a book, this would be it.

I cannot tell you how many times I rolled my eyes as dear author handed me another scene where Sarah tells Hayden that the light at the end would guide his sorrows and that she'll be the rainbow that coloured in his world. Oh, please. This isn't realistic.

Wattpad books abould remain just that.
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12 reviews
October 6, 2025
Holy bananas!! Damaged, the third book in the Bullied series, is so so emotional! I always say Vera Hollins brings out emotions the best, but Damaged takes it even further!

The book starts with feeling fear for Hayden and comfort for Sarah. But at some point I noticed I kept rolling my eyes at things she would do. Now I’ve always been a Sarah fan, but many times I wanted to shake her and ask her why she’s so pushy and naive. However, like all of Vera’s characters…she grows into a lovely person who loves herself and Hayden more than anything.

Hayden changed from being this disgusting (but hot) young man to someone we all love. If you read this series..which I HIGHLY RECOMMEND doing so, you too will fall in love with our boy Hayden.

Between his accident the major emotional thing near the end (I won’t spoil it), my heart was all over the place. Vera brings out every emotion in her books, as well as ugly crying and blotchy eyes.

Out of the first three books, I do believe this one is my fave in Sarah and Hayden’s relationship. Maybe because here both so much more grown and Hay finally feels the love, but then again I love everything I’ve read from Vera.
2,296 reviews91 followers
February 11, 2021


This third book in the series goes through so much yet again. This couple, Hayden and Sarah have been through so much both separately and together. To think that in book one I found it so hard to like Hayden but now I am #teamhayden all the way. I loved seeing both his growth as well as Sarah’s.

I found the way this author wrote about both characters and their fears, vulnerabilities and anguishes to be very thought provoking and insightful. It’s not hard to become wrapped up in their world and I found myself experiencing the same worry Sarah had for Hayden, fear of him fighting again and anger towards the gang.

In the mean time, the secondary characters are still so intriguing too, I want to know more about Blake and Masen, Jessica and Melissa and now Kevin. Each layer becomes more interesting. I am so looking forward to reading their books soon.
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3 reviews
September 15, 2023
I just don’t know what to say … and how to say I was so hooked up in the 1st book that I finished it in 42 hours but as I kept going and going my interest in this series. fades away ….it’s so TOXIC and annoying the relation between mc and fmc is so damn TOXIC…. Sarah doesn’t have a single bone of self respect in her body. I have read so many bully romance books but they are not this Intense…so when mc and fmc get together you root for them to be together because they have chemistry ( just like Rina Kent royal elite series can’t compare these two together because that one so much much better ) …….but this one have such a heavy bulling and no fucking chemistry between Hayden and sarah …but hayden fucking try to killl her …he pushed her from the stairs , call her bitch every time and she still follow him like a lost puppy ….it’s so frustrating to have female character so weak …

Just like melissa says “I’ve always hated those girls who fall for their abusers because for me, there’s no excuse for abuse.
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