3.5 ⭐️
“There, on the face of a man, was the smile from the boy I’d loved. The boy I’d loved before his life had gone one direction and mine had gone the other.
And between us streaked those dotted lines.”
“No amount of exploring the world would ever be as thrilling as the adventure of living life by Clara’s side.
She was the soul on earth I was made to find.”
🔸Synopsis: 🔸
The Story:
Six teenage kids (Karson, Londyn, Gemma, Katherine, Aria & Clara) ran away from home and ended up at a junkyard living in cars (a Cadillac) and tents. Bonds formed, but ultimately they went different directions.
There are five books in the series where each kid gets their well deserved HEA.
Here's a recap so far:
- Book 1: Londyn took a road trip to return the restored Cadillac to Karson, but got sidetracked along the way and fell in love
- Book 2: Gemma picked up where Londyn left off with the intent to get the Cadillac to Karson. But she took a detour and fell in love
- Book 3: Suffering from a broken heart, Katherine took the Cadillac on a road trip to see Aria. But the object of her broken heart tagged along and they ultimately fell in love.
- Book 4: Aria brought the Cadillac to her sister in Arizona and ultimately fell in love with Clara’s boss
Now it’s Clara and Karson’s turn to find their HEA and it starts with Clara and her five year old son driving the Cadillac from Arizona to California to return it to Karson.
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”The 1964 Cadillac DeVille had once been a heap of rust and dented metal. The car had rested on flat tires in a junkyard in Temecula, California, home to bugs. Probably a mouse. And two runaway teens.
- Today was the day. Today I was returning this Cadillac to one of those runaway teens. Today, after more than a decade away, I was going to see Karson.”
The story was told in 2 parts. About half was “then” when Aria, Clara and Karson lived in the junkyard. The second half was “now”. Twelve years after they parted ways.
🔸Overview:🔸
- Trigger warning: attempted sexual assault of a minor. Verbally abusive / drunk parent. Parents killed by drunk driver.
- Setting: Elyria, California (now), Temecula, California (then)
- Do you need to read previous books in series?: Yes. Especially the previous book as it had a lot of Clara in it.
- POV: first half (then) told from Clara’s POV. Second half (now) told from Karson’s POV.
- Tropes: second chance
- Who is the Hero? Karson (31), Realtor. Mother (a drunk) verbally and emotionally abused him to the point where he felt worthless and thought he was ruining her life. So at 16 he ran away.
* The following words/phrases were used to describe Hero: protector, reckless vibe, angry, defiant, rebel, good, incredible, shameless flirt
- Who is the Heroine? Clara (30), assistant to billionaire Brody Carmichael (who married her twin in the previous book). Single mother to 5 year old August. Parents killed in a car accident when she was ten. Has had a crush on Karson since she was 15.
* The following words/phrases were used to describe Heroine: a hugger, had ageless wisdom, had a realistic vision of the world, a good listener, good mom, sweet, beautiful, tender heart, unwavering strength
- h virgin? Yes
- First time they kiss: 35%
- First time they sleep together: 46% (when they were teenagers and completely off page). The descriptive bedroom scene happened at 91%
- First time they say I Love You 90%
- steamy? Not really
- OW/OM drama? Yes. Karson had a girlfriend in the second part of the book.
- H/h cheat? No. Karson breaks up with his girlfriend before he does anything with Clara
- Time apart? Not after they declared their love
- Did I skip pages? No
- Big secrets? Not really.
- Did I cry? Yes. I shed a few tears
- Did I laugh? Not really
- Did I swoon 🥰? Karson was a good guy but I didn’t really swoon
- Cliffhanger? No
- HEA? Yes
- Epilogue? 23 years later and it brought all the couples together.
- Recommend? yes. It was a good series
“Why didn’t it work out with August’s dad?”
“He wasn’t you.”
“How could anyone in Clara’s presence not want to fall into her orbit”
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The following are my thoughts about this book:
- The first chapter was all this buildup and excitement of Clara finally seeing Carson and him finally getting the car (we only waited 5 books for that to happen). And when he finally sees Clara and the car, BAM......we are taken back 12 years to their time in the junkyard. That flip to the past just made the story stop in its tracks. I lost all that excitement and then I just felt like I was wading through history. And honestly it was too much because it took up 50% of the book. I really wanted to skip the “then” and get back to the “now”.
- Goodbyes are hard. When they left the junkyard........I cried 😢😢💔
- The entire beginning was told from Clara’s POV. I am never a fan of one side of the story so I would have liked Karson’s POV much earlier than 52%
- Takeaway......if you are a parent of minor children, make sure you have a will with a named guardian. ”Her mom and dad had let their daughters down by not having a better plan in case of their deaths. Clara and Aria never should have been given to their uncle.”
- I'm a bit of a sucker for broken kids who lean on each other to survive and ultimately fall in love. Gah....I love that trope.
- The 2nd half felt rushed.
- The 2nd half only told from Karson’s POV. Because I felt like I knew Clara so well by this time, it didn’t bother me not to have her POV.
- i’m not sure how I feel about the whole Holly situation. She was really nice and I’m wondering if she will pop up in another book and find her HEA there.
- The epilogue. ❤️❤️
- I loved the premise of this series and I fell in love with these 6 kids. It’s hard to say goodbye to them. 😢
🔸Quotes🔸
“I wanted love. I wanted a man to hold me at night. I wanted a man who’d be a good role model to August. I wanted a man who made me feel cherished.”
“on my darkest nights, when the ghosts escaped their confines at the California border and drifted into Arizona, it was the memory of Karson’s smile that chased them away”
“She hadn’t been mine for a long time. My mind acknowledged that truth. But in my heart . . . she’d always felt like mine.”
“I might have run away from my mother, but that didn’t mean her words hadn’t come to the junkyard with me. It took me a long time to erase them from the back of my mind. To move past them.“
“Sometimes, the best cars get rescued,” I said. “That’s what happened to the Cadillac.”
“Oh. Sort of like my puppy stuffy that got ripped but Mom fixed it so we didn’t have to throw it away.”
I grinned. “Exactly.”
“You were the rock.” Clara spoke for Londyn. “You were the glue. You saved us all when you found that junkyard.”
“How do you do that?”
“Do what?”
“Say what I’m feeling but haven’t figured out how to articulate.”
“No matter the current focus of my life, I’d kept Clara’s memory tucked into the quiet corners of my heart.”