Okay! My chest is tightened a lot like I’m wearing the most uncomfortable bodice for an entire day! So many times I wanted to throw my e-reader and started to run from this book because it’s truly disturbing, intense, giving you nightmares when you’re awake and sitting at your dinner table, accidentally pouring down hot coffee on your arm because you’re so focused on storyline which makes you more absentminded dumbsh*t! But you cannot give up because it’s so addictive!
Let’s make a small introduction about the plot line:
The orphans around the group home, especially Tam, a troublemaker insisted you call Margot lucky. No she wasn’t lottery winner or everything she touches doesn’t turn into a gold.
She was lucky because she was the only survivor of a tragic car accident. She was alive as her entire family: including parents and siblings lost their lives. At least she had a beautiful family. She was never neglected, abused, abandoned by choice.
And now rich, powerful, golden hearted Sutton family are volunteered to adopt her. Mr. Sutton( call him John, he’s in friendly terms, cool guy who never spends his time at home, buries his head into his work.) pays his due to her deceased father who also saved his life a few years ago by taking care of Margot. And Laura seems like so caring, friendly. They’re too good to be true, right?
BUT... yes, of course there’s a catch. They have a beautiful, brilliant, shiny daughter named Agatha who recently stopped talking and cut her entire connection with the outer world.
Suttons talked with so many psychiatrists who advised them their daughter needed a connection with the people on her own age. So they kindly request Margot to be Agatha’s companion!
Well, sharing a same nursery, enduring deadly glares of Agatha are not appropriate living conditions for Margot but where can she go if she rejects them? Her spot at the group home is already replaced which means she can be forced to live in the institution! Maybe she shouldn’t force her luck at all.
At least she has better clothes, eating good food and Laura’s maternal instincts are strong enough to treat her like another daughter. And let’s not forget Agatha’s charming brother she has a crush on.
But... another catch is coming up: she starts to see notes written on the wall warning her to leave the place, seeing things, finding notes about Lily: who the hell is she? What happened to her cat?
Slowly her reality is getting more distorted at each day. She suffers from hallucinations, more terrifying nightmares and the gothic, dark, claustrophobic house starts to turn into her prison cell. Is she getting mad? Does somebody try to make her sick? Who’s playing mind games with her?
I felt like a volcano who is getting so close to erupt! I barely breathed, gritted my teeth, clenched my fists. It was tremendously nerve bending, mind clenching, soul crushing, frustrating, disturbing reading. But unfortunately you cannot put it down. You’re already held captive and you need to find out how the story goes and endure the high tension building as you bite your entire cushions and rest of your cushions till your mouth fills with cotton pieces.
Did I enjoy it? Of course I did? Didn’t you see the cover? It’s so obvious there’s something sinister waiting for you inside.
I highly recommend to lovers of gothic, suffocating, high tension, dark, psychological thriller lovers who never gets bored to use their spidey senses to solve the mind games.