MAJOR Plot spoilers ahead. Read at your own risk.
This review is going to be rambling and all over the place so be prepared.
I have wanted to read a Willow Winters for quite awhile now because I have heard such great things about her as author. So when I saw this one with the synopsis it got me really excited, however about half way through the story I found myself a little disappointed because it wasn’t was I expected while reading this.
Upon reflection as I was marinating what I wanted to say in this review of why I didn’t quite connect with it like I was expecting to. I came to the realization that this story reminded me a lot of Getting Rowdy that I absolutely love and adore. It had a similar type of vibe where a majority of the story took place in a bar that the hero owned with the couple having those flirty/banter moments while in said bar. The difference between Getting Rowday and this one was that Getting Rowdy worked for me, and this one did not so that kind of colored my judgement a little bit because of that.
I did feel like the synopsis was a little misleading, which also lead to my disappointed. I was excited when the synopsis mentioned this was going to be a drunk bet type of setup where later Grace had to make sure she didn’t fall deeper and deeper in love with his as they pretended to have this fake relationship together. I found to be a very intriguing and interesting setup and made me wonder how it was going to play out in the story. It wasn’t exactly like that. Yes, there was the fake dating trope where Charlie and Grace pretended to be dating to get his family off his back and wouldn’t set him up at his sister’s wedding, but the thing that it wasn’t was a bet type of situation. It was more of she made a suggestion of pretending to date to get his family off his back, which he happily agreed to. So, there was really no bet. It wasn’t anywhere in the plot at all. It was a deal more than anything else, but drunken bet no. So that put me off a little bit because that was what I was expecting to get yet didn’t get it.
I did like that they had a pretty nice rapport between them, leading them to have a really great friendship between them. So, they got to know each other over a period time and got to understand one another. They had fun together. They enjoyed talking to each other. They flirted and had some great banter moments between them, which were funny and cute. I really liked that they liked spending time together whenever she came into his bar. It was very established that they liked, trusted, and really cared about each other.
But it was more than that because they were attracted to each other. I liked that because I could tell that even though they had easy parts in their friendship, there was also this tension between them that hid their attraction to each other. They each battled within themselves of why they couldn’t cross the line and take their friendship to the next level. So, there was some really nice push and pull moments between them with each having reasons of why they couldn’t give into one another. I liked seeing that struggle between them.
The reasons they couldn’t be together were valid reasons mainly what they both wanted out of life. Like Grace wanted commitment and a promise of a future and family while Charlie wanted to stay away from love and family and just wanted to have and nothing more. He even stated that he wasn’t ready to have children or a wife yet. It just wasn’t in the plans. I really appreciated that they knew what they wanted and what the other wanted out of life, which was why they didn’t pursue anything more than that. It was very clear where each of them where in life and didn’t want to settle for anything less or more than that. I appreciated that.
However what I didn’t appreciate was how Charlie knowing that Grace wanted more like love, a commitment, and a family, knowing he didn’t want the same went after her anyway. He was like “I know I shouldn’t do this, but I really, really want her and I can’t contain myself anyway so I’m going to go after her anyway, but just give her pleasure and nothing more and that should be enough.” What? That just didn’t not sit well with me at all. I thought he was being very selfish especially knowing what she wanted out of relationship and it wasn’t just fun games in the bedroom either. He kept saying it over and over to justify why he was going after her as hard as he was. If he had justify it so hard, then it should have clued him in that he shouldn't do it especially when he acknowledged that he was going to hurt her because he was unwilling to commit, and he still did it. Really? I get that it had been building between them over the course of time, and it was clear that she really wanted him too and had a choice of whether to give into him or not, but still for him to going in knowingly that he wasn’t going to commit knowing that was what she wanted and knew he was going to hurt her in the process just really set me off and annoyed me. It was so selfish on his part in order just to get his pleasure from her. Like, no. It would have been different if had been oblivious to what she wanted or never told him and he went after her hard because he wanted her badly then I would have been okay with it. But the fact he knew. No, I didn’t like that at all.
Once they did become physical their relationship kind of went downhill for me after that. Those scenes felt just about them slaking their lust for each other and nothing more. It was like their friendship had disappeared, and they were just confined to physical beings and nothing more. It almost felt like they were strangers. I didn’t feel the emotional connection between them like I did in the beginning. I didn’t feel an increase in intimacy and closeness between them as they were skin to skin. It just didn’t deepen anything in their relationship. Yes, they had great pleasurable moments together, and they were freaking hot as fire. I enjoyed them, but in opinion they were only brought physically closer and not emotionally closer like I wanted to happen. It was just really missing for me because there was just such a concentration on the pleasure aspects and nothing more. There could have been a moment there at the end when he stated he wanted to make love to her not just sleep with her, but that was a fade to black moment. I wanted to see that scene in detail like the others to show the balance between the the physical and emotional side of their relationship. It just wasn’t there for me. I didn’t connect to that side of their relationship.
Also another thing was he kind did a thing without asking her permission when I think he really should have asked because it wasn’t your run of the mill thing. Yes, she found pleasure in it, but it left a bad taste in my mouth. I think for that particular thing there needed to be either a discussion or at least a moment of consent. Again to me it showed just what he wanted not necessarily what she wanted, which came off as very selfish. It was just another thing I didn’t care for.
As for them falling in love with each other, I didn’t feel that a hundred percent. On her side, yes, but not on his side. It was like it did too quick of a turn around after his denial of wanting love and family for so long then to have that switch in him just seemed abrupt. He had to repeat that fifty million times not only to Grace, but to me as the reader, and there wasn’t a lot of indication that he changed his mind. Apparently he did because he got pissed off at Grace for not wanting him, which was not the case, and just faking this with him after he had all these feelings for her. How was she supposed to know that he changed his mind? He never told her that. She believed that he was just in for the fun and nothing more so she acted based on that assumption, yet he got mad at her when she didn’t just fall over him and into his arms. Grace was just trying to protect herself from the hurt that he knew he was going to inflict on her when he touched her the first time. So, that drove me nuts, and even when he did that I didn’t feel his deep love for her. Just I did’t feel any love at the back portion of the book. It just felt really abrupt and rush as he made his declaration to her. I just wasn’t feeling it.
Although I did appreciate some things from this story and not everything was bad, I did find myself disappointed and a little dissatisfied with the overall arc of the story. I thought I was going to enjoy this a lot more than I was going to especially from reading the synopsis. I liked the unrequited love that Grace had for Charlie. I liked they had a friendship between them before anything started. I liked their banter and flirty interactions one another. I liked the rapport between them was really good. However all those things that I liked about their relationship seemed to disappear once they became physical. Then focus became more about their lust and desire for one another than anything else. I needed it be be about both their emotional connection as well as their physical one, instead just the one. I needed those two blended in order for me to buy the love story between them. For me that all consuming love between them just didn’t come through at all because as I said they were only focus on their physical desire for another and not much else. There was just something missing between them for this to be a great love story. I wasn’t a fan of Charlie’s either. I felt like a lot of decisions were based off of pure selfishness, knowing what said selfishness would do to Grace, and that’s something someone does if someone cares about someone. I’m sorry. He just really rubbed me the wrong way at times. He had his cute moments especially in the beginning like calling her his sweetheart, but he really annoyed me too. Just this wasn’t my favorite romance.
Even though I didn’t care for this one, I will still try to give Willow Winters a shot in the future because I know people love her so I hope that one day I will love her too just this one wasn’t it for me for her.