A dense, slow read, but peppered with rather thought-provoking quotes.
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If you say "I am empty", the "I am" is there, and the "I" cannot be empty. So emptiness cannot be claimed, just like how no one can say "I am humble". Not only can you not say it, but you cannot feel that you are humble because the very feeling will give birth to the ego again.
Acceptance dissolves. Only acceptance. If you fight, you create another disturbance and this can go on ad infinitum. The action that comes out of fear cannot be anything other than fear.
Suffering is there. It is part of life and part of growth; nothing is bad in it. Suffering becomes evil only when it is simply destructive and not creative at all; it becomes bad only when you suffer and nothing is gained out of it. But I am telling you the divine can be gained through suffering; then it becomes creative.
"Young man, I am not young enough to know so much." With a knowing mind you are clever, not innocent. Innocence is the door.
Socrates: When I was young I knew too much. When I became ripened, experienced, I came to realise only one thing - that I am absolutely ignorant.
A real master teaches you unlearning; it is never learning.
When desire disappears the energy that was moving in desire remains; it cannot disappear. Desire is just another form of energy. That's why you can turn one desire into another. Anger can become sex, sex can become anger, can become greed. Whenever you find a very greedy person he will be less sexual.
Upon enlightenment the energy transforms into compassion.
It is difficult to find a businessman who is simple. He is always cunning, clever, otherwise he cannot be a businessman. A warrior is always simple, otherwise he cannot be a warrior. He knows only two things, life and death, and his life is always at stake, he is always gambling.
Businessman means a quality of the mind which is always bargaining, trying to give less and get more. If a businessman thinks of enlightenment, he thinks of it as a commodity among many other commodities, to be purchased.
Occupation is your drug; that is why when you are without any activity you feel uneasy.
Yet it is in the static state, when all activity ceases, that you become alert. Activity, occupation in the mind, is unconsciousness.
Whenever you act unconsciously, you are in hell, whenever you are conscious, whenever you act with full awareness, you are in heaven.
You dream only because you carry the burden, you dream only because the day is incomplete, because desires are unfulfilled.
If you are total in your anger, you will be total when the anger disappears. If you are false in your anger, you cannot be real in your silence.
Reality cannot be known through thinking, but it can be known through action. Thinking is just a dream phenomenon. The moment you act you become part of reality.
The ego plans, and whatever you plan will miss reality because reality can only be encountered spontaneously.
This is the difference between a man of knowledge and a man of wisdom. A man of knowledge has ready-made answers: you ask and the answer is already there. You are irrelevant, your question is irrelevant. Before the question, the answer exists; your question simply triggers the memory. But if you go to a man of wisdom, he has no answers for you. He has nothing ready-made.
Why are we not more spontaneous? It is because of fear. The fear is there that the answer may be wrong, so it is better to decide beforehand. Then you are certain. But certainty always belongs to death. Remember, life is always uncertain. Everything dead is certain; life is always changing, moving.
Your saints cannot be innocent because their goodness is too forced; their goodness is already ugly. Their goodness is managed, controlled, cultivated. It is not innocent.
Love cannot be jealous, it is impossible. It is always trusting, and if something happens that breaks your trust you have to accept it. Trust is not something to be maintained, it is there or it is not there.
Explanations are precious because the experience is lacking; theories are significant because there is no knowledge.
A religious man is in search of authentic experience, not borrowed words, nor experiences of others.
The ego never wants to be a disciple, it is always in search of being a master.
When you claim ownership, from whom are you claiming ownership? The whole belongs to the whole, the part cannot claim the whole. Every claim is aggression. Non-possessiveness doesn't mean that you should not live in a house. Live in a house, but be thankful to the whole, to the divine. Give it but don't possess it. If you can use things without any possession you have become a sannyasin.
Once you stop fighting the ego cannot exist. The ego exists through fighting, the ego is a relationship, it is not in you, it is always located between you and the other - somewhere in between where the fight is.
Meditation is not contemplation, it is action, action of the whole, of the total being.
A fool is not afraid of anybody else, he will speak, whatsoever the consequences. A fool is a man who will not think of the consequences.
The world is so mad - the parents, the teachers, the moralists are so mad and insane that they teach children to love. Mothers say to their children "I am your mother, love me" as if the child can do something to love. Nothing can be done. Only one thing can be done, you can pretend. Once you learn how to pretend love, you have missed. Your whole life will go wrong. Then you will go on pretending that you love. Then everything is false. Once love becomes a duty it cannot be a celebration, you cannot laugh, you cannot enjoy. It is a burden to be carried.
Meditation cannot be a fragmented thing - it should be a continuous effort.
Meditation is de-automatization in the beginning. If meditation really happens, whatsoever the cause, compassion has to follow. Compassion is the flowering of meditation. This is compassion, when the other becomes more valuable than you. This is love: when you can sacrifice yourself for the other.
Alexander the Great asked for his body to be carried with his hands hanging out, to show that even one as accomplished as he died with empty hands. "My kingdom is great, but I am still poor.