So this book took a minute for me to get addicted to it, but once I hit that sweet spot, baby, I couldn't get enough of this book. I switched from reading to listening, and the narrator brought this book to life for me. Shout out to Joniece Abbott-Pratt for narrating the hell out of this book!
Morgan Jerkins takes us on a journey, ok?! She is a griot! In all the meanings of the word 'griot,' she is it. The way she explores the various topics in this book, was amazing! She has school in this book and teaches you all sorts of lessons that you didn't even know you NEEDED, ok?! I am so hyped by this book, this review is not going to be like all the others, I can already see, but I'm going to try to make sense of my thoughts about what I read in this masterpiece.
First of all, this book is about BLACKNESS. HISTORY. ANCESTORS. LOVE. HONESTY. HOPE. TRUTH. LOSS. CULTURE. EXPECTATIONS. RESPECT. WOMANHOOD. FAMILY. BONDS.
This book is a journey, and not a sprint... this book transcends all that you thought and makes you take a look into your internal biases, your external biases, how you were raised, how you are raising your kids, your life, your relationships, your self-worth... I can go on and on, there is just so much beyond what you read here in this story. Though she tells a great story, this book is so multilayered that you could talk about the issues in this book for decades. This book deals with grief, loss, betrayal, drama, history, family, Black motherhood, feminism, and a host of other topics. There is also a historical lesson on the significance of caul births, the magical properties that are believed to be associated with caul births, and how this family is trying to keep its history and bloodline intact for the future.
Laila Reserve is a woman you first meet in the story, and she takes you through tragedy and loss. You get to witness her pain and her desperation as she's trying to save her most recent pregnancy from loss. However, when she reaches out to the Melancon Family for some added protection, they turn her away, and she loses her baby, which sends her on a downward spiral deep into depression.
Laila's niece, Amara, has an unwanted pregnancy, and she decides to keep her pregnancy a secret and gives her baby up for adoption as she feels she is not ready to be a mother.
Josephine Melancon, has also experienced grief and pregnancy loss and is surprised when a baby is brought to her for her to raise. Although she's in the family business of selling caul to high end clients to, we see how this conflicts with her morals as she comes to understand that there is a price to pay to keep her family together.
Maman, the matriarch of the Melancon family, is tough, and she's not here to play. She's here to win and put her family in a better financial situation to last generations. However, there comes a point where even she can't protect everyone and has to make a decision on how she's going to either continue or let go.
Hallow, the precious 'Caul Baby,' is the future. We get to see her grow up and come to an understanding of how her life serves it's purpose in her family. However, she too is not immune to what's going on in her family's life and house, and she has to make hard choices in order to live life in a way that is going to make her happy.
Morgan Jerkins takes you on a history lesson of caul, and what that means in terms of the properties in which some people believe in its properties.
The veil in African American culture is a mystical dimension of a spiritual belief system that traveled with slaves on the Middle Passage. An infant “born with a veil” of fetal membrane enveloping the head was interpreted as supernaturally gifted with a second sight, an ability to see into the future. Likewise, the seventh child of a seventh child would also be gifted with spiritual powers. The veil, also called a caul, like roots, charms, and conjurers, is a vivid aspect of African American spiritual, literary, and folklore tradition.
There is also another duality about the caul, and how Blacks and Whites are different, and how white people have an inability to view Black people as worthy and treat Black people as something they appropriate or take from them, but don't want to be like or associated with, other than getting something they want from them that they deem valuable.
Jerkins also explores exploitation of how Black people can exploit or take advantage of each other for gain. In the case of Maman, she only views people based on how useful they can be to the household or to her financially, and if they are not useful, they should be discarded or abandoned.
Topics that I felt stood out to me:
- Black motherhood
- Loss (child loss, marital loss, parental relationship loss between mothers & daughters)
- Feminism
- Adoption (stigma of adopting in Black families)
- Infertility (lack of conversation about infertility historically in Black families)
- Marriage/relationships
- Gentrification (the dangerous presence of white people in Black communities)
- Karen's/Todd's (calling the police on Black people)
- Teen pregnancy
- Black culture/high expectations
- Black Bourgeoisie (looking down on regular Black people +negative thoughts of Black elite)
- Root magic/Blood magic/spiritual
- Being born special or "touched" in the Black community
- Child abuse
- Betrayal
- Drama, gossip & pettiness in Black communities
- Disrespect
- Mental health
TW: miscarriage, child abuse (cutting, burning, etc.), infertility, abandonment, mental health
Jerkins also has a brilliant sense of tension that she has in this book that keeps you captivated the entire time. She weaves this story together, and illuminates the cracks in the wall, the monsters hiding behind the doors, the beacons of light in the community, the safe havens that can be found, the love that is always there but can be misguided or misdirected, the miscommunication and untrustworthiness that can happen because of racial animosity, the generational trauma that plagues the Black community because of slavery and segregation and demoralization and criminalization of our people for hundreds of years, the post traumatic stress that envelops Black people from birth, the constant hands-out/touching/petting/appropriating of whiteness, the danger, trauma, and horror of gentrification in historically Black communities, and the resilience of Black women who are often left to fend for themselves when loss occurs.
Overall this book will leave you mesmerized with heavy thought. Morgan Jerkins created a masterpiece. Her book reminds me of Tina McElroy Ansa's book "Baby of the Family" which also discussed a caul birth, but Jerkins goes DEEP! This book will be on my mind for a significantly long time. 5 stars.
Thank you to Libro.FM (@libro.fm), Morgan Jerkins, NetGalley, and Harper Books for this book in exchange for a fair and honest opinion.