I jumped into this book even though it is book three in a series where I haven't read the previous two books. I did this after reading a super positive review that piqued my interest, and I wasn't disappointed. As book three in the series there were some issues that came about because I was unfamiliar with the events of the previous books. This book starts with the marriage of a couple who were the leads in book two, and the couple from book one take prominent roles in this story. It worked out okay because A.M. Madden did a great job of catching me up on who everyone was, what their story was, and how they related to one another. I'd imagine that that might have irritated me if I was already familiar with the characters, but for me, a newbie, it was very helpful. However, because I hadn't read the other books there were some story lines that seemed a bit abrupt, and I wonder if that was because preliminary interactions had already occurred, and I was being thrown right into the middle of a situation that had already been set up. That's how I felt about Cooper and Ricky. It sure seemed like they had enough previous interactions to create immediate strong feelings between the two. Ricky was sure fast to jump into pressing Cooper into acknowledging his sexuality for a casual family acquaintance. Cooper was sure fast to have strong feelings of irritation toward Ricky for someone who lived several states away from the guy. That's why I wonder if stuff had happened in other books that made these reactions seem to flow more naturally. I'm hesitant to fault the story for this quick jump into the deep end of relationship interactions if the problem was mine for not reading the series in order.
With that said, I really enjoyed Cooper and Ricky's story. I appreciated the approach Madden took to this m/m romance. Cooper believed himself to be straight for his entire life, but Ricky's interactions with him at Sam's wedding, pushing him to be honest with himself about his sexuality, made Cooper evaluate who he was. I really did like this part of the story. It would throw your world into a bit of chaos to suddenly realize that maybe you weren't the person you thought you were. How do you allow yourself to feel things that you never allowed yourself to feel before. I haven't had to go through this myself, but I have a few friends who have, and it just felt authentic to me. Cooper didn't have a negative reaction to his change in realization. He just had to wrap his head around a new way of seeing himself, and it took a moment. But this was not an entire book about Cooper figuring things out. Cooper was able to get on board with his feelings pretty quickly. Suddenly the book changes, and the angst is coming from Ricky, who begins this book as cocky and sure of himself, but shows himself to have some deep insecurities, especially when it comes to giving his heart away to someone else. Once this is revealed I would say that this book turns into more of a typical romance novel with two people trying to learn to trust one another in a new and exciting relationship. And I appreciated this as well. Substitute any two other romance novel couples for Cooper and Ricky, and I could find this same story over and over. I loved the routine of the story and the connection between these characters.
This book has a bit of angst in it, but not too much. There is insecurity to be navigated. There is fear that feelings aren't genuine ... this belief that something bad is going to happen because something bad always happens. That leads Ricky and Cooper to suffer a lack of growth in their relationship. But there never was a giant blow-up/breakup. Any breaks that occur are with the intention of FIXING things rather than ENDING things, and I adored this. I wish more romance writers could write relationship breaks in this sort of positive way. It is way less aggravating to read such events when you know two people are in love and just need to figure things out.
So I'm giving this four stars. I'm probably being a bit generous in that rating, but I liked the characters a lot. I liked the way that the relationship progressed. And I was captured enough by the story to have it fly by as I read, plus I'm intrigued enough about the secondary characters that I'm going to go back and read the other books in this series and continue with this into the future, so I'm sticking with four stars. I really liked it.