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396 pages, ebook
Published July 11, 2020
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All I can do is pray that tomorrow I’ll wake up and some of the pain will be gone.





👠Jessynia Avery Wilder 👠

I don’t want to be this weak, pathetic woman depending on everyone else—depending on men to save her sorry ass. Jesus, I’ve taught classes on self-reliance and look at me!” I shove loose strands of hair out of my face clumsily.

My face burns with anger—the anger of knowing that the man I adore has made it impossible for me to stay with him and keep my self-respect.
I can’t deny how privileged I am to be fucked by someone as knowledgeable as him—a man so hard-working, so willing to do whatever it takes to help his woman find ecstasy.

From the day I first kissed Jack to the day I found out about his affairs, I’d never had a single solitary moment of real attraction to another man.
I bring a quivering hand up to my chest and wonder for a second if my heart could pull apart at the seams as it sinks in that life as I knew it is over, and that the man I love—a man who minutes earlier I believed was the love of my life—is now a stranger.
The pathetic reality is that being with him is the only thing that takes away some of the pain that he, himself, has caused me, and every molecule in my body is willing me back to him in order to relieve the ache permeating my every cell.
I feel as weak when I’m with him as I do when I’m without him.
“It just feels so wrong to be away from him.”


😈Jackson Wilder 😈

“No. It’s not too late. You’re my wife, damn it. You belong to me. I’m not letting go of you without a fight.”
”Every day when I wake up and see you next to me, I can’t believe you could love a man like me. Sometimes it makes me feel like… an imposter. Like you’re with someone that you don’t really know.”

“There’s something in me that wants to self-destruct, to destroy the only thing worth anything to me.”

“You are mine, Jessynia,” he groans. “Do you hear me? I’m your husband and you don’t touch any man other than me. Ever. I’m the only man that touches your body. Is that clear?”

🙃Cameron O’Neill 🙃

“Jessynia, I intend to erase every last trace of that man from every inch of your body so that you never feel him on you again. From now on, I’m the only man whose body you will ever experience. Is that clear?” he asks, a blast of jealous anger harshening his words.

“Jessynia, the things you’ll see on the other side of that door, you won’t be able to unsee. It took me several years to be able to close my eyes and not see this place.”


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✨Quotes ✨
“You’re going to stay right there. I’m going to teach you what it means to be a wife.”

“Well, baby, seeing ugly things in the light is always better than seeing nothing in the dark.”
Whether I like it or not, swimming in him is the most divine ecstasy I’ve ever known.
“I promised him I’d try.”
“Promised him? How about the promises he made to you, huh? Do you remember those?”

✔ contemporary romance. . . you've found your next read.
✔ love triangles
✔ a D/s dynamic
✔ scorching heat
✔ rip-your-heart-out angst