Oh Joey, thank you. I found you a little late, but late is sooooo much better than never! My favorite couples were all present. I worry sometimes, that your research could be downright debilitating. So many characters, with so much damage, yet their capacity to love and be loved should encourage every one of us!!!
Anyway, we're here for Daralyn and Rory. The way that Rory describes his love for Daralyn, using God as the basis, should be inspiring to all of us marrieds, "More than I understand or know, but want to spend a lifetime finding out." Every time, since the first time we met Daralyn, any thought of her makes me think of all of the children in her position throughout the world. I hope they all find an Elaine ❤ She breaks my heart, "I am clay that was never shaped." Her description to Rory of a bracelet she likes is so honest, "You're the heart, and the spirals are all the things you're reaching for. The things that can come back to your heart, feed it. That's what I hope you'll keep doing, (and the chain links), these are for you, holding my heart, giving it a place to rest." Holy shit, Joey. Even the humor was deep, when Daralyn tried Rory's beer, he said, "I didn't think you liked alcohol," and she replied, "I just wanted to put my lips on the glass where yours have been." I would love to have the right moment to say this to my husband. Be prepared readers, there are some heart and soul-wrenching scenes. Our girl blossoms, but it is not a well-paved road for her journey.
The moment that Marcus mentioned a private party, I KNEW!, then I was so overwhelmed with emotion, my husband asked me what was wrong. I said, nothing, while apologizing ... just going to see two of my favorite characters. It had hit me that Daralyn would get to meet Marguerite ... well, the scenes will grip you tight!!
Watching Rory's and Marcus' relationship change since "Rough Canvas" has been funny and serious at the same time, "Lalalalala." Rory: Could you pretend he's my sister and not ogle him when I'm around? Marcus: Sexist prick. Rory: Yeah, whatever, you know what I'm saying. Marcus: Well my only other option is to ogle you. Showing up all sweaty and muscular, with your masculine stench. Rory: Control your lust, you twisted perv. But Marcus reassuring Thomas about Rory and Daralyn ripped me up, "Because I love you. And if letting you go had truly been the right thing for you, for your happiness, I would have. Even if it had killed me." Marcus worrying, now that scares me, and it happened too often.
Time to reread "Rough Canvas," and maybe "Ice Queen" and "Mirror of My Soul." Oh, who am I kidding, I'll reread them all. I think Lauren was the one to tell the story of Marcus, Thomas, and the chain. Just the memory of that scene gives me goosebumps, which means I'll have to go back to the beginning (ah, shucks!).
I'll leave you with a poem written by Daralyn: "I always swoop and glide, in perfect stillness. Always under the quiet eyes of my Master. When he lifts the gauntlet, I will fly to him in joy. He will give me a place of rest, happiness, until the wildness rises again. Then he will let me be free, and I will embrace life fully, while being loved fully. My peace and wildness come together in my breast, my beating heart, where freedom and love live as one."