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548 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 20, 2016










There in the forest, under a new moon and stars that lied, we sang our pack home.
Three years.That dividing of the pack, and our boys, is awful, but necessary, I suppose. It doesn't mean that I liked it, though.
One month.
Twenty-six days.
“It’s you. I would always choose you. I don’t care if it’s a biological imperative. I don’t care if it’s some destiny. I don’t care if you were made specifically for me. It doesn’t matter. Because I would choose you regardless.”
“I love you, too, Ox. You’re my mate. And one day soon, I’m going to show you that.”
“You confuse me. You aggravate me. You’re amazing and beautiful, and sometimes, I want to put my teeth in you just to watch you bleed. I want to know what you taste like. I want to leave my marks on your skin. I want to cover you until all you smell like is me. I don’t want anyone to touch you ever again. I want you. Every part of you. I want to tell you to break the bond with Gordo because it burns that you are tethered to someone besides me. I want to tell you I can be a good person. I want you to know that I’m not. I want to turn you. I want you to be a wolf so we can run in the trees. I want you to stay human so you never lose that part of yourself. If something were to happen to you, if you were about to die, I would turn you because I can never lose you. I can never let you leave me. I can’t let anything take you from me.”
“Once upon time, there was a lonely boy, a broken boy who didn’t know if he could shift, and it took one person to show him how. And now I’ve done it for you because that’s what we do for each other. That’s what pack is. That’s what this all means.”
“Though sometimes, the songs are meant to sing a pack member home. It’s easy to get lost, Ox, because the world is a wide and scary place. And every now and then, you just have to be reminded of the way home.”.
“It’s always the ones who are the quietest who often have the greatest things to say.”
“You don’t get to decide what you’re worth because you obviously don’t know. You don’t get to decide that anymore because you have no fucking idea that you’re worth everything.”
“I just want to be wherever you are.”
He said,"There was never anyone else the entire time I was gone.There was never anyone else for me.Because even if you couldn't hear me when I called for you,the howl in my heart was always meant for you."












This is by far one of the best shifter books, I have ever read !!



I would recommend this one, to everyone who loves a good shifter book, because this one definitely deserves 6 stars !!!
This review is posted on Wendy's Wycked Words
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“You’re wearing a bow tie,” I said unnecessarily. He glanced over at me.
“Mom said I had to dress up for this.” I heard a low snort of laughter coming through the open window above the sink. And I knew. I stalked over to the window and looked outside. There, sitting spread out on the grass, were the rest of the Bennetts. Goddamn fucking werewolves."
I said, “My daddy told me I was gonna get shit. Before he left. Did you know that?”
He whined low in his throat.
“He told me that. He said I was just a dumb ol’ Ox who was gonna get shit all my life. But he was wrong.”
The wolves in the forest howled.
“He was wrong,” I said. “Because Joe found me. And brought me to you. You gave me purpose. You gave me a home. A pack. A family.”
”And then he was all standing there and he didn’t see me at first because I’m getting so good at hunting.
I was all like rawr and grr but then I smelled it again and it was him and it was all kaboom!
I don’t even know!
I don’t even know!
You gotta smell him and then tell me why it’s all candy canes and pinecones and epic and awesome.”
“An Alpha is only as strong as his pack.”
“Shut up!” he cried. “You know what? No. You don’t get to decide what you’re worth because you obviously don’t know. You don’t get to decide that anymore because you have no fucking idea that you’re worth everything. What do you think this is? A joke? A decision I made just for the hell of it? It’s not.
(...)
But I swear to god, if you choose me, I will make sure that you know the weight of your worth every day for the rest of our lives because that’s what this is. I am going to be a fucking Alpha one day, and there is no one I’d rather have by my side than you. It’s you, Ox. For me, it’s always been you.”
"I knew the day I met you that I would do anything for you. I would do anything to make you happy because no one had ever smelled like you did. It was candy canes and pinecones. It was epic and awesome. And it was home. You smelled like my home, Ox. I’d forgotten what that was like, okay?"
“I don’t like this,” Gordo said. “At all. But I’m going to say it anyway, okay? Anyone should count their lucky stars if they got to call you their own. I am not giving you my approval because it doesn’t matter to you anyway. Nothing I can say matters at this point.” His voice cracked. “But he had better treat you like you hung the moon or I will tear him from this earth.”
“Am I the first you told?”
“Yeah.”
He grinned. “I popped your gay cherry!” He frowned. “Wait.”
“Oh my god.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
“Oh my god.”
“I popped your coming-out cherry.” He grimaced as he stopped for a red light. “That didn’t sound any better.”
“Oh my god.”
“Have you kissed a guy yet?”
I blushed. “No.”
Before I could even react, he leaned over and planted a hard kiss on my lips, pulling away with a loud smack. “Now you have.”
“Oh my god.”
“Oh boy,” Rico said. “This is probably going to get awkward.”
“Only if we make it awkward,” Chris pointed out like a reasonable adult. Then, “We should make it really awkward.”
“Tell me one fucking thing you do know!”
“That I love you.”









This book really didn't work for me. There's mostly positive reviews, but it's just one of the worst books I've ever read. I guess I just really don't like werewolf books as tbh werewolves haven't interested me since twilight.
This book involves Oxnard Matheson who everyone calls Ox, Joseph Bennett who everyone calls Joe, and the Bennett family which is a werewolves pack. Ox meets Joe when he is sixteen and Joe is ten. Joe hasn’t spoken in two years, due to trauma he went through earlier and when he sees Ox he tells him that Ox smells like candy canes and pinecones and is epic and awesome. Hated it so much. If you like this book stop reading as you won't really like my review!
When Ox meets Joe he is sixteen and Joe is ten. Nothing romantic happens until Ox is twenty-three and Joe turns seventeen. I just find this sooo bizarre. I think it might have been different if Joe and Ox met when they were seventeen and twenty-three, but imagine being sixteen and dating a ten-year-old in six years. Joe gives Ox his stone wolf which werewolves are supposed to give to their mates, AND Joe gives this to Ox, the next day he meets him. I mean he just decides this at ten years old. Joe also starts getting angry and possessive when Ox begins to go on dates.
There’s just so much repetition in this book. This is an example of repetition among the countless others. At one point it seems fine. But the repetition happens so often that you just can't ignore it. Very very irritating.
He said, “When I found you, I thought you were the entire world.”
He said, “I gave you my wolf because it was made for you.”
He said, “When Jessie came, it broke my heart.”
He said, “I tried to like her. I promise. And I do. I did.”
He said, “But I hated her. I hated her so much.”
He said, “When you broke up, I ran into the forest and howled at the moon.”
He said, “And then I smelled men on you.”
He said, “I smelled them on you and I had to stop myself from tearing you apart.”
He said, “I wanted to tell you to wait.”
He said, “I wanted to tell you that you needed to wait for me.”
He said, “But I couldn’t. Because it wasn’t fair to you.”
He said, “And then Frankie came and I… I don’t know. I never thought….”
He said, “You confuse me. You aggravate me. You’re amazing and beautiful, and sometimes, I want to put my teeth in you just to watch you bleed. I want to know what you taste like. I want to leave my marks on your skin. I want to cover you until all you smell like is me. I don’t want anyone to touch you ever again. I want you. Every part of you. I want to tell you to break the bond with Gordo because it burns that you are tethered to someone besides me. I want to tell you I can be a good person. I want you to know that I’m not. I want to turn you. I want you to be a wolf so we can run in the trees. I want you to stay human so you never lose that part of yourself. If something were to happen to you, if you were about to die, I would turn you because I can never lose you. I can never let you leave me. I can’t let anything take you from me.”
He said, “Richard told me things. Terrible things.”
Just look at the number of times ‘he said’ is written. I mean this might not be an issue for other people but personally, it bugs me very much. Also “I want to put my teeth in you and make you bleed”? I’m sorry but what- Why? Like honestly why? "I want to cover you until all you smell like is me." WHAT??? Stop it. Get some help.
Pack and the touching and the smells and the howls deep in the woods.
My skin was buzzing and I felt the need to touch and mark and bite, but I had to finish this first.
So the pack just keeps touching and kissing each other. They do this because they want their scent on each other. They like the smells of each other, which is just so so weird. All of this touching makes me very uncomfortable. Perhaps werewolf books just don't do it for me.
Oh my god. Joe is extremely possessive about Ox. He gets angry when Ox dates someone from when Ox is 17-22 and Joe is 11-16. Like literally imagine being jealous at 11? It just bothered me a lot. When I was 11 I was reading Harry Potter not being jealous of what a 17 year old is doing. But well, that's the upside of having a usually stable mind.
Everyone is very comfortable with nudity in this book. I think too comfortable. I find this outstandingly freaky. When they turn back to humans afterward, none of them wear clothes. There is just something alarming about seeing your family members naked. I feel I would be scarred for life. But in the book, no one minds it very much. I think this is stupid. There's this scene in the book in which the mother comes up naked in front of all of them and stands proudly or something and god if I ever saw my mother without clothes, I'd run for the hills. Maybe this is the way things are in werewolves' books, but I haven't read many of them. Twilight scarred me enough.
“It means I want to provide for him to prove my worth,” Joe said. “And then, once he agrees to be mine, I’ll mount him and then bite him and everyone will see that we belong to each other.”
When Ox finds out that he likes Joe, Joe decides that he wants to court Ox. He asks Ox’s mother for permission. He says the above line to his mom. Sure that’s how you court people. Sure. He brings Joe a dead rabbit and mini muffins. Now I want to ask why the hell would you bring a human, a dead rabbit. He thinks this will make Ox like him. Sure. That’s how you make people like you. Bring them a dead rabbit and tell their mom you like to bite him. And the mom is all for it. Encouraging this behaviour, I think that if someone ever brings you a dead rabbit as a way to propose then RUN.
Just like this a random collection of words is used at different times. I kinda hate it. As I said before the repetition troubles me. The words like snarl, growl and mate actually remind me of Sarah J. Maas, but I rather like her writing, which is obviouslya lot more than what I can say for this one.
This is the second book I read by TJ Klune, I didn’t like The Extraordinaries that much but I didn’t think it was possible how much worse this was compared to that one. That one was okay. This one was the embodiment of trash.
Some words just irritate me I guess. He nuzzled up against his neck. One time is fine. The second time it's okay. The third time is annoying. And the tenth is horrible.
It is mentioned in the book that Ox is a little slow to understand basic information, but when characters don’t see a stupidly obvious thing it starts to make you exasperated with the book. Just understand man! I want to scream at him, obviously, Joe is jealous and that’s why he’s behaving like that. Also, why is he sixteen and have an eleven-year-old best friend? That’s just plain strange.
My violet anger. My blue sadness. My green relief, my fucking green relief that he was gone, gone, gone, and I never had to wonder about him again.
This is a topic when they talk about what they feel. They describe it in colors. Blue is for sadness. Phrases like “All I saw was blue.” are used. Are all the wolves synesthetic? Or is it just human Ox?
Wolves can detect when your heartbeat is fast and detect your emotions at all times. When Ox is 23 and Joe is 17 he thinks that Joe looks hot, he uses a lot of cologne so they can’t tell because they can smell a boner??? UGH STOP. Other than the fact that the age difference is awful, no one would want to have their emotions read. I don’t know why I mind, when Ox doesn’t most of the time really.
One thing I was scared about in the middle of the book, was that I’d find actual fucking sex between animals, and thank god there wasn’t.
There was this part when the wolves sing, Joe sings for Ox, says that he belongs to him or whatever but Ox also sings with them when he is human. I just couldn’t with that, I cringed. I’m sorry a human howled? Is that supposed to be emotional? Is it just me who doesn’t find it cute or something? Why are humans howling???