✰ 3.25 stars ✰
“Everything vanishes eventually. Civilizations, species, people.
That doesn’t mean they don’t have value while they exist.
People will enjoy this work while it’s here. Live in the moment. That’s the whole point.”
Seventh Grade may be here for Merci Suárez, but she is just not ready for seventh grade and all the changes that it brings with it. From friends acting out of character, to gross sentiments for boys she wishes to ignore, to her family even acting out of sorts, and her enemies showing kindness! Whatever could the world be coming to! 😅 The woes of school & the pressure of the upcoming Heart Ball versus the challenges on the family front are more than enough on her plate without her unknown feelings making their presence known in her heart. 😢 But, with a little guidance from her friends, with a little patience and trust from her family, maybe just maybe Merci Suarez Can't Dance might surprise everyone and even herself.
“Anyway, now I’m finding out that “one day” doesn’t arrive all at once. It creeps up on you a little bit at a time, like a skilled assassin.”
Its just a nostalgic trip; it's seventh grade. Emotions are on the fritz, boy crushes are on the high, and questionable motives of pseudo-frenemies are palpable. It's my pubescent years that I can happily return to; not so much miss it, but interested to see how Merci will either adapt or combust. Why not both? No, I'm kidding. She does mature; she does err - she does survive. 'Some tasks require us to put aside our past personal differences, Merci.' 😔 That's a young adult for you. Her mistakes are believable, and so too are her efforts to right the wrong, too. It's a rough balance of lying to others and lying to yourself that you don't care about being excluded, or that you wish your friend cared for you more, or why do I suddenly feel conscious about holding hands with a boy who is just my friend! Ah, the agony! 🥰
It makes me laugh, but it also warms my heart at how relatable and convincingly it is captured that you can't help but see how well it is written in resonating with kids who are definitely feeling the vibes strong at this age for whomever their heart reaches out to. 'I mean, if you want someone to like you, shouldn’t you act nice? But no.' The friendships and the rivalries - the prejudice and the peer pressure - it was once again portrayed in a way that it could be anyone's story; a middle grade read that boosts our morale and strengthens even Merci's own resolve in herself. 🙂↕️🙂↕️ I liked how her school affairs and classroom antics played a part in her personal growth. How even her demands of community service taught her the importance of certain values in life, and also built character in her own resolve. ❤️🩹❤️🩹
“It’s like getting paper cuts all the time, miss. They don’t look like much, but they hurt, especially if you get a lot of them, day after day.”
There is still that heartbreaking reminder that Lolo, her grandfather's health has not improved since last year; how the memories are all she has to savor the time that she has with him. But, her family's unity in sticking together as a team, trying to always provide the best for their family and kids is their strength - their motivation in life. 'I’m sick of being responsible, I want to yell at her. Sometimes it’s too hard.' 😟 Her frustrations for her own needs still very much exists, but she's also learning that she's not the only one. It's a begrudging acceptance, but one that she slowly finds in herself that others are deserving of happiness too; even if it is at the expense of her own time and freedom, family matters. 🫂
I did find that Merci was a little harsher and a bit rougher with her meanness here; one where she did not quite feel apologetic for her actions, let alone fully understand the extent of Edna's rivalry or jealousy. She also behaved in an impractical manner at times, but I do get why she was acting out of sorts. How her confused feelings about the changes of boy-girl dynamics or the mushy emotions she couldn't accept, or even the lack of having someone to talk to about them makes its presence known - 'any imperfection can be used against you.'. 🥺 But, seeing how she overcame her own self-imposed resentment and bitterness was cathartic. How she realized that it is okay to hold hands with a boy and not make a big deal out of it. How she felt proud of her own growth and her looks to see that she was more than just the boring, normal Merci. She knew who she was and that's what counts. 😤