This book was so encouraging, both for my writing and my Christian walk in general. The prayers are honest and beautiful, specific enough to make you think about things you might not have on your own, but broad enough to apply to your own situations without being vague. Reading this reminded me of the OYAN (One Year Adventure Novel) writing workshops I've attended in the past-- it gave me the same sense of inspiration, realizing that writing isn't just something I kind of do, but something God gave me and cares about, something that's part of the plan he has for my life.
Writing, while something I love, has often been a source of stress and guilt for me, feeling bad when I don't do as much as I think I should, getting frustrated and freaked out when it seems I'm never going to be able to figure out the plot, and thinking it's all up to me to make it work. Lately, though, I've found that I've been able to feel more of a peace about my writing. I believe that the story I'm working on right now is one God wants me to tell, and if that's true then it /will/ get written one way or another; I don't have to worry that I'll never be able to make it all work, but just to keep faithfully showing up and letting God work with me and through me. I don't have to worry about how it will be received or how popular it will be; I know that if God is having me do this, he has a purpose in mind, so this story will eventually make a difference to somebody. And if it turns out that I'll never get it published, and the person he really wanted to change through its creation was me, then that's part of his plan too, and it isn't a waste. He cares about my ideas, my creativity, and he delights in experiencing this process with me.
Of course I can still encounter stress and uncertainty, but it's not as bad as it once was. Writing is no longer something I have to helplessly wrestle with on my own, but something I can find joy in again, knowing that however long it takes and however many mistakes I may make along the way, there is a plan and a purpose for what I'm doing, and the outcome is secure. And of course there are a hundred different ways God has been working on me and changing my perspective on things, but this book has definitely played a large role in this part of my relationship with him, and for that I am so grateful.
Thank you for writing this book, Courtney. It really made a difference for me.