One day, a package arrived in the mail for me from Amazon Prime. I don't have a Prime account, so I thought my sister sent me a package because she'd told me there was another book she wanted us to read together. Sure enough, it was a book, but when I texted my sister, she told me she hadn't sent me anything. I checked my orders, but I hadn't ordered anything or been charged with anything by mistake. I wasn't sure what to do--did I keep the book or send it back? It came in my name. I thought maybe it was something to do with Goodreads, and I decided to keep it.
Then, about a week later, I got another package! I opened it, and it was another book I hadn't ordered. Then, it hit me when I saw the title of that book. A co-worker of mine is pregnant and expecting to give birth in September. I'm scheduled to cover her class when she goes on maternity leave, and she'd told me she would send me these books back in March or April. I completely forgot because most things are not memorable in covid time.
Somehow, even though I now know where this book came from, I'll never forget the feeling of receiving it as if by magic, and that's appropriate because Laura Ruby is a conjurer.
In her author's note, Ruby tells us how this book was inspired by her late mother-in-law's stories of growing up during World War II in an orphanage. Ruby also says, though, that "it is...a story about girls. Girls with ambitions, brains, desires, talents, hungers. It is a story about how the world likes to punish girls for their appetites, and even for their love."
This book is also about stories, and there are great stories within it. Two of the main characters tell each other and themselves fairy tales, fairy tales of which, as Ruby says about her own novel, "Every word is fiction. And every word is true." Fairy tales help the characters make sense of the depravities they've suffered for being girls who didn't do what they were told, for being girls who had their own hopes and dreams and wanted to forge their own paths despite the obstacles put in front of them by society's expectations of them.
The two main plots are both very strong, and they both kept me wanting to know more. There are so many twists and turns and reveals that keep the book entertaining. I read quickly whenever I read because I wanted to know more and because Ruby's writing is so smooth and beautiful.
What stands out to me more than the plots, though, are the friendships, the friendships among girls. The strength of these girls. The way they stand together and fight together. The way they fight each other but make things right. The way they struggle and suffer and go through so much yet maintain the desire to live and to keep living. The last fifty pages are the best pages of the entire novel. The climaxes and resolutions of both plots are gorgeous. I held back tears as I read the conclusion to three different stories, really, though two are part of the same plot. I loved everything about the ending.
I was going to rate this 4.5 stars, but I couldn't think of a single reason to drop the rating. I love the writing, the characters, the plot, and the history. I love the different stories, the representation of diversity (each character of a minority background is represented with love and care, not diminished or put to the background, and the ending of one thread is so moving and honest that it gives great recognition to one of the minority cultures), and the themes. I love the progression of each plot and how there is so much conflict to keep the book moving but also beautiful passages of strong and moving writing. There were parts throughout the book that brought tears to my eyes, that made me laugh, that made me stop and think. Maybe one criticism is that some parts about the war were sort of skimmed over, but the war is meant to be in the background because it was in a very big way for the women who stayed behind while the men went across the ocean to fight.
Overall, I think this book was excellent. It was brought to me by magic, and it maintained its aura from start to finish. I strongly recommend it to readers who think that girls deserve to live their lives without being questioned for their wants and desires, told they "can't" or "shouldn't," that girls should be celebrated for being wise and intelligent, funny, charming, desirable and desiring, to people who think that girls deserve a fair chance to be themselves, to tell their own stories, and to be the heroes of their own stories.