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Meade Lake #1

Back to Shore

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When I was sixteen, I was madly in love with Ryder Casey.

He was kind, he was loving, he was everything.

Then he killed my twin brother, the night before our seventeenth birthday.

Accident or not, he crushed me in more ways than one. So I turned him away and never looked back. I haven’t forgotten. And I certainly haven’t forgiven.

Now, I’m sort of a hot mess. I’m in between jobs, essentially homeless, and newly divorced.

But as I try to put the pieces of my life back together, I know that Ryder’s the one that’s missing. I have to find him, and I have to forgive him.

And when I do, I learn that he’s not exactly living the easiest life. He needs someone. He needs me.

Despite everything, I know I should be there for him. But doing that means I’ll have to put our past behind us.

And I’ll have to try my hardest not to fall back in love with the man who broke my heart beyond repair.

221 pages, Kindle Edition

First published August 11, 2020

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T.D. Colbert

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T.D. Colbert is a romance & women's fiction author. When she's not chasing her family, she's probably under her favorite blanket, reading a book, or writing one. Taylor lives in Maryland, where she was born and raised. For more information, visit www.tdcolbert.com.

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359 reviews61 followers
August 19, 2020
A profoundly stirring read, Taylor Danae Colbert unequivocally stole our hearts in this heartbreakingly beautiful second chance love story, Back To Shore. Danae Colbert reflects reality, and seamlessly transported us into the emotionally provoking world of Meade Lake. Awe-struck as we travelled along this stunning journey, with such breathtaking characters. As time passes, we are still reeling over this book. If you are seeking an emotionally charged story, look no further, this book is a must read! For full review: www.marvelusreads.com .
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2,646 reviews46 followers
August 3, 2020
This is one of those stories that will emotionally gut you on every level. With the history between Ryder and Mila, you are taken on a roller coaster of memories and the present that will throw you for a loop of raw feelings and so much more. The connection that these two have is on another level, especially the history that they share. There are some interesting twists that happen that will leave your jaw dropping. But what I really lived for in this story is the fact it was one of self forgiveness and self love. Mila has so much hurt within her and she needs to find her way. Same with Ryder. When these two connect again, while all those emotions and past issues bubble up, it is like they never left each other. It is a beautiful tale of love, loss and moving on however not away but towards each other again.
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4,113 reviews555 followers
May 1, 2023
Besides being an emotional mess, this book was beautiful, meaningful and such a wonderful love story. A new-to-me-author whose backlog I will be downloading immediately -- two more books in this series and then whatever else is offered.

So well-written and marvelous characters. An ending that almost completely broke me -- but the author kept the sun shining even through the toughest of times.
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472 reviews19 followers
August 12, 2020
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

This is my first time reading Taylor Danae Colbert’s work and it certainly won’t be the last. This book was EVERYTHING! I am not one to get too emotional during books but phew, Back to Shore left me a sobbing mess. So, this may sound strange but highest of praise to the author for being able to evoke such strong emotions within me. By the end my lounge room was scattered with tissues and my poor heart was left in tatters.

Mila is freshly divorced and sets out to close old chapters of her life and attempt to find her happiness. Since the tragedy that ripped her and her first lover Ryder apart almost twelve years ago, she has held onto bitterness, anger and so much pain that it has nearly consumed her. Fate brings Ryder and Mila back together when they both need it most, and the two embark on a rollercoaster of emotions uncovering everything that happened since their separation and a plot twist that nearly broke my heart.

Back to Shore is a story of forgiveness, finding the happiness in your life and how a love so pure can stay with you no matter the amount of time. I adored all the characters, both main and secondary. I’m not usually a fan of the back and forth between past and present but it truly made this book so much more enjoyable for me seeing the start of their relationship and their reunion.

I am super excited to read Derrick’s story next and cannot wait to dive back into the Mead Lake world. Highest of recommendations if you are wanting to read a second chance romance with an ever-lasting love that doesn’t dim over time or circumstance.

ARC kindly provided for an honest review.
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970 reviews122 followers
August 7, 2020
Taylor Danae Colbert is a new-to-me author and, I am so glad I discovered her because I really enjoyed this book. The blurb is what made me want to read it. It pulled on my heartstrings way more than I was anticipating and it was beautiful in so many ways. Ryder and Mila took me such an emotional rollercoaster and Taylor had me feeling everything from the start. I am always a big fan of stories that can make me feel something and I felt it all while reading this story. I could feel the anger, sadness, love and forgiveness these characters felt. There were also some twists along the way which took my breath away.

It was so easy to step into the shoes of the characters. The writing is so immersive and the characters have wonderful development. They are full of so much depth and they grow as the story progresses. I could really feel everything that the characters were feeling right along with them.

Back To Shore is a masterfully written book that digs into your soul and tugs at the heartstrings. Taylor Danae Colbert enamored me with her characters and their personalities, as well as the picturesque town where Meade Lake nestled. A heartwarming and heart wrenching love story with characters I fell in love with and a storyline that grabs you in.
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1,403 reviews20 followers
August 11, 2020
First love, second chance romance with major emotional tugs to your heart. Mila and her family started spending their summers at Meade Lake, a lake community popular during summer months. During their teenage years, her and her twin befriends the locals, in particular, Mila has the meet cute with Ryder Casey. These two have a strong first love connection that feels like it would last forever. But, a tragedy tears it all apart. Years pass, and she is stepping back into Meade Lake after being away for so long, trying to move on with her life. The only way is to see and talk to the one guy to was a part of the reason her life broke apart.

While this book was emotional, heart wrenching, it was also heart warming and sweet. There were twists and some turns but once they got over that hurdle and secrets, they began to bring those walls down and trust each other again. I don't want to say anymore, because I think it will spoil this wonderful story. I absolutely could not put this story down. Ryder Casey will burrow himself into your hearts and you're not going to want him to leave. What a start to this series, I can't wait for Derrick's story! I would definitely recommend it.
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4,399 reviews42 followers
August 12, 2020
5 EMOTIONAL STARS!! What a emotional rollercoaster this story was. Ryder and Mila will take you on one heck of a ride that you will never forget. Their story will hit every emotion button you have and some more than others. This is my first book by this author and I can't wait to read more.
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2,405 reviews52 followers
September 29, 2020
5 I-hope-I-know-you-in-all-my-lives stars!

Fabulous emotional read! This is a new-to-me author and I absolutely loved this second-chance, heartbreaking story.

"If you haven't been able to find happiness all these years, it's because you're keeping it at bay. You're not letting it come in."

Mila is back home following her divorce, with a somewhat aimless future. When she realises that she has some unfinished business with Ryder Casey, she sets off to spend time at Meade Lake - the place where she spent many happy summers and also where she lost her twin brother.

"I just need you to know what I went through. Without him. And without you."

When she arrives at Meade Lake, she finds that Ryder is as gorgeous as ever and still has the same effect on her, no matter how much she hates him. Finally and painfully facing the past churns up so many emotions but she's not the only one who has been through a lot.

"There's always been 'us'. And there always will be."

This story was amazing! The more I read, the more I got sucked in, as the history between Ryder and Mila was revealed, as well as their progress in the present. My heart hurt a little bit more with each new revelation. I loved the characters and I enjoyed the storyline so much. I loved that it wasn't just all about the Mila and her personal journey, but also about Ryder. He was inspiring and I totally fell for him. Such a fabulous story with all the feels! Can't wait for the next book in this new series.
Profile Image for Candyce Kirk.
1,353 reviews52 followers
August 13, 2020
Back to Shore was everything I was expecting and more!! I loved these characters and was so invested in the story. So much so it had me crying in the train while I was reading. Taylor hit me in all the feels with this book and then some. I won't be saying too much in this review, because Back to Shore is one you need to experience for yourself. Some details will spoil the whole essence of the story and I wouldn't want to do that to anyone.

Our main character Mila's marriage just ended and she's trying to figure out what to do with her life now. Realizing she can't move on until she deals with some events from the past, she goes back to Meade Lake. Mila faces her past head on and this isn't always easy. Mila is such a strong person. She went through so much and is still standing.

Ryder has definitely climbed the bookboyfriend list! There's just something about him that just makes you smile. You want to hug him when things happen and how he treats everyone around him just makes me happy. Ryder sacrificed a lot and has such a generous heart. I loved reading about him.

What I loved about Back to Shore is that we slowly get all of the puzzle pieces. Chapters that jump to the past gives us bits and pieces and made me understand these characters even more. I think these flashbacks were the perfect option to have us readers learn what went on. Taylor's writing had me hooked from the start and the book was over before I knew it!

I want to say so much about this book, because that's just how much I loved it. Back to Shore is about first love, second chances, family, hope and true love. Back to Shore made me smile, but also made me cry. There were some twists and turns I didn't expect, but they definitely fit this story perfectly. Besides Mila and Ryder, there is a cast of amazing secondary characters. I will be impatiently waiting for the next book in this series.
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1,160 reviews44 followers
August 11, 2020
5 Stars
Review by Elizabeth
Late Night Reviewer
Up All Night with Books Blog


Shattered. Taylor shattered my heart in a million pieces as usual but she picked those pieces back up and put my heart back together again. Gear up for a major cryfest with Back to Shore so be sure to have those tissues handy!! I cried like a baby.

Holy. Mackerel. I have no words on how to even begin to write this review. I have been a fan of Taylor’s for a long while now and she never ceases to amaze me with her wordy creations. Taylor has for sure left me speechless with this creation though and I am not used to that! However, I’ll give this a shot.

Mila and Ryder have a history that is not all sunshine and rainbows. It is anything but sunshine and rainbows. If you read the blurb then you know. But, Mila cannot help the way she feels for Ryder even after all these years yet most of all what she needs, they need, is closure and forgiveness. Is that really easy to achieve though after everything that has happened?

Back to Shore is not just about the chemistry Mila and Ryder have, it's about forgiveness and finding happiness. This is just one of those books where you cannot really dive into the jist of it without giving something, if not everything, away. I can tell you that it is worth every click it gets. If you are looking for an emotional kicker that will make you cry and rip your heart out, this is just for you. Taylor delivers an amazing book that leaves you with the ultimate book hangover.

*ARC given in exchange for an honest review*
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2,446 reviews38 followers
August 12, 2020
This book...it destroyed me... I thought I was broken until one particular scene and then the tears came down hard...This book is a beautifully written about healing and finding love again. Second chance at finding true happiness and yourself again. Mila and Ryder had a beautiful relationship but it was ended by tragedy.. Fast forward a few years later and Mila is looking for forgiveness. She wants to make amends so that she can finally be happy again. Seeing Ryder brings back all those memories and the horrible day that changed everything for them.. These two are adorable together and add in their friends and Annabelle.. Most of the time in books like this, I'd say that they female character would have to prove they love the male but in this book, there was no proofing, it was something she did cause she cared and wanted to be there for him. She knew they loved each other and he needed her especially when another issue came up. I was glad that so much healing happened and the truth came about that night. Ryder was so sweet and only had the best at heart but man he has been thru a lot in his life. He has the best friends and family to help out. Him and Mila complicate each other so well and she fits in perfectly with his life that he's made for himself. Despite the million and one tears that fell from my face, I loved every minute of this book! So beautiful in so many ways! This book will be one of those that stay with me for a long time.
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447 reviews32 followers
August 5, 2020
A beautifully written second chance romance that is Raw honest and heartbreaking.

" you and me. We're Cosmic"

I absolutely devoured this book it took hold of my heart on the turn of the first page and never let go! I felt EVERYTHING the hurt and the pain but also the longing and happiness, I laughed and cried then held my breath and hoped everything worked out ...yes I was extremely invested in mila and ryder.

" its not that we're pieces that fit together perfectly. Its that we were two uneven, jagged pieces that have ground together, sanding each other until we became a perfect fit"


This is my first book from Taylor and after reading this, it will definitely not be the last, her writing is fluid and engaging and she sets the scene beautifully, with characters that you will fall in love with instantly and a storyline that is heartbreaking and heartwarming you can't help but be touched by the words on these pages.
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2,196 reviews36 followers
August 23, 2020
What a beautiful book, about forgiveness and second chances! It was heart-wrenching but also full of hope, love and new beginnings! I loved and savored reading this book!

Twelve years ago, Milla’s world ripped apart. During a summer vacation at her parent’s beach house in Lake Meade, there was a tragedy that broke her relation with her boyfriend. She went away and made her life, but her heart was forever frozen.

She married Luke and she loved him, truly, but she was a mess and her marriage didn’t survive. So, at her parents’ urging, she went back to Lake Meade, to find surcease for her destroyed heart and to find forgiveness. When she meets Ryder, for the first time in twelve years, there was no hate, just confusion and anxiety.

“I think when I saw him again after all these years, I was expecting some sort of huge, life-altering halt, like a ton of bricks crushing me. Like I was being smothered, drowned, unable to breathe. Except, when I first laid eyes on Ryder again after twelve years, I didn’t feel like I was sinking. I felt sadness, sure. Anger? Maybe a little bit. But for the first time in more than a decade, I felt a little bit of that bitterness that’s been protecting my heart melt away some.”

Ryder has weathered the pass of time with the same grace that characterizes all his moves. There’s such a well of goodness in his heart, that it touched me as soon as I started reading his story. He was marked by the tragedy, he felt sorrow and contrition, and he was such an accepting person. He accepted all of Milla’s emotions, hurt, anger, confusion. He was patient, letting her sort through her emotions, giving her assurance when her anxiety struck, giving her love and acceptance. He was so full of grace! I loved his patience, his giving soul, his acceptance of all Milla handed out.

Milla was floundering during the summer she was sixteen. She was an introvert to her twin’s extrovert. He had a circle of friends, her friend was her twin. He was her world until she met Ryder, who gave her a safe place to be, away from her brother.

Twelve years later, she was a mess again, and Ryder was her safe place again.

I loved, loved this story! It had all the feels, it feels you with hope and despair. It was intense and angsty, just like I love my books, and with wonderful characters. Milla was a hot mess but she had a good heart. She was like a boat at sea that just needed a dock where to moor. Ryder was everything that is good in a man. He gave so much love that it made me cry.
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808 reviews317 followers
November 30, 2020
‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾☆ 3.75 stars ☆☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙

I liked this, the way the story is told felt different? I’m not sure how, but I felt different. This book is a second chance romance, which is not my favorite trope but I loved it. I felt the butterflies and it was sweet. I didn’t like that this was more tell than show cause I think the circumstances needed the showing part, it was a difficult situation. The book is a quick read, but I enjoyed it. Didn’t totally fell in love with it, but it was nice.

I have to say though... Annabelle?? wth?? it was so unexpected and it actually felt weird that Ryder didn’t say anything. And the scene where Ryder falls and noticed what he lost??? My heart broke. That man suffered a lot. But he still managed to be the sweetest guy. He was so cute. I’m kind of indifferent towards Mila, but she was okay.
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1,297 reviews106 followers
August 12, 2020
Back to Shore isn’t the run of the mill second chance story. This is angst pent up romance that has been a number of years in the waiting. All on Mila’s shoulders should she chose to return to the Shore that changed her life forever and made her into the woman we see at the beginning.
Mila is a feisty woman in her late twenties that trying to sort out her life and rebuilt. She knows she found her soulmate at a tender age but it has been complicated ever since the death of her twin brother which is an important part of this story. It’s her crutch and makes her believe she can’t forgive Ryder. The one boy who was her world and still is no matter what happens ever now in the present.
Their story grips you from the start when Mila tells you of her situation. A resigned Mila to a marriage that should of never happened. A hopeless soul who wants only one thing, Her life back together but Ryder is missing piece that she can’t forget.
Heading to revisit the past means returning to Meade Lake a holiday town where she is forced to revisit the past in order to forge a future . Ryder, who is everything she remembers and she is still wanting to know the man in front her despite the hate and the years apart.
She attracted to him like no other and when the truth starts to emerge about the years apart. The table turns and soon the hate is only a small part of this beautiful story. Forgiveness can go a long way and Ryder is still the boy she remembers but the man she is presented with, has a strength that is indescribable and he has a compelling story to tell that entwines with Mila’s as the find their way.
Back to the Shore is the second chance story you need to read to change your mind about this cliché. This is beautiful written and captures you attention with this angsty romance. The only thing I wished is that the ending was a little more solid. It felt that we could have more time with Mila and Ryder given the circumstances. As I felt like the magic was slightly gone which was disappointing as this prose was captivating and addicting to the dying moments.
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2,121 reviews363 followers
August 10, 2020
Back to Shore delivers an emotive tale of second chances after a lifetime of regret. Bring tissues. 

Mila loved Ryder as a teen, but when Ryder causes an accident that kills Mila's brother, she turned her back on him, too hurt to be around Ryder. So, we are starting off super sad right out of the gate. But then we see Mila and Ryder grown up, and things are not good. Both are suffering and Mila wants to forgive Ryder and mend things. 

Ok, there were some surprises in the plot I didn't see coming, so kudos to Colbert for that! I was not expecting some of the events and I was SHOOK. What I think most readers will connect with is the intrapersonal and interpersonal relationships and growth. Both Mila and Ryder are finally in a place where they can begin to accept what happened and realize the negative impact all the anger is playing in their lives and this story is their catharsis. The plot vacillates between the past and the present, so you are learning their history in pieces, and then you see how those pieces affect their present. 

Fans of second chances (both in love and life), emotional stories, and character growth, Back to Shore needs to be on your TBR! The characters are broken and flawed, but reflective and dynamic. But, I wasn't kidding about the tissues. This one really sucker punched me. I think this emotive story will draw so many readers; for me, it was too emotional. That is the reason for my lower rating. It's beautifully written and a very powerful story, but I don't tend to like the intense emotional reads. Back to Shore just kept punching me in the feels and I didn't really want that. 
1,478 reviews6 followers
August 12, 2020
WOW - this one will touch deep in your soul!!

This book is positively phenomenal. I devoured it in a day with lots of tears shed and so much angst for what the future will hold.

Ryder is just everything. I started to fall in love with him the same time Mila did...while sharing "something about yourself that you don't normally tell people you just met."

Here are some classic Ryder swoon-worthy moments:
"There's always been us. And there always will be."
"I don't know if I'll be your last first kiss...but I want you to remember it for the rest of your life."
"In all my life, there has been one love that's completely rocked me and that was you. Our love was good, bad, and the absolute ugliest, and I'd do every second of it over again - every single moment - if it mean that I'd end up back here, with you..."

This book is not easy. You know early on that although Mila and Ryder had a great young love, tragedy strikes which tears them apart. Mila has come back home after a failed marriage and twelve years after she left Ryder behind. She desperately needs to heal and we find out that he does too.

I loved the way we saw glimpses into their past young love and the way she showed him what happened during the twelve years they spent apart. They both moved on, but you get the feeling that neither was completely whole without the other.

There are some twists and turns with this one...and Annabelle - what a sweetheart.

This book has so much heart, depth, and it's just real. I am forever changed for having met these two and witnessing their love. "It's not that we're pieces that fit together perfectly. It's that we were two uneven, jagged pieces that have ground together, sanding each other until we became a perfect fit."

I voluntarily requested and read an advance reader copy.
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428 reviews17 followers
August 3, 2020
❤ This book is filled with heartache and forgiveness, love and acceptance. The growth of Mila is just beautiful to follow. ❤
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132 reviews
July 9, 2024
Anabelle is the MVP of this cuz why is everyone’s character so flat?
Profile Image for Amy [Book Addict Reviews].
2,661 reviews179 followers
August 10, 2020
Taylor Danae Colbert is a new to me author and I went into this book without reading the blurb and HOLY EMOTIONS! Mila and Ryder’s story is beautiful, emotional, and heartbreaking. I had no idea where this story was going to take me but I loved every single moment of it.

Mila and Ryder’s story is so emotional. These two characters have been through so much, especially Ryder. They have both experienced loss, but now they have a second chance. Can Mila overcome the events of the past and move on with Ryder?

I loved that this story bounces between the past and the present. I love getting those glimpses of Mila and Ryder’s relationship and the start of it, but also the events of that tore them apart for years. Mila is newly divorced, she is looking to heal and that involves confronting Ryder and going back to the place she hasn’t been for years. There is so much that was left unsaid between them. So much pain. So much heartbreak. Despite everything there is still so much chemistry between them. They were each other’s everything for two summers. They were each other’s first loves and that isn’t something you can easily move on from. Ryder, my heart broke for him. Everything that happens with him crushed me. I wasn’t expecting any of what happened.

Back to Shore is an emotional, second chance romance that is a MUST READ!
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Author 19 books2,985 followers
August 10, 2020
“I’d like to sit with you at that pond you were at until we catch a fish,” he says.
“But...that pond doesn’t have fish,” I say slowly as I start to catch his meaning. My cheeks flush, and my eyes drop to the ground.
“Exactly.”
*****
Can we all just stop for a second and make a collective ::sigh:: Ryder is my new favorite book boyfriend & I don’t see that changing anytime soon! As much as I love the Maddoc Brayshaws of the book world, I truly love the sweet good guys deep down. And Ryder was everything! This is officially my favorite book by Taylor. The emotion was so real, so raw. I felt for Mila in everything she was going through. She fought through her demons, faced her past, and healed herself. I loved watching her step into the role to help Ryder with everything he was going through — and man was he going through a lot! There were unexpected twists & turns that I didn’t see coming, and my heart was aching throughout the second half of this book. But it was so worth it in the end. A beautiful story that will stay with me for a long time.
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44 reviews28 followers
August 11, 2020
"We have to get attached to fictional men since the ones we hang out with are so lame."

This book blew me away. When I first picked it up, I thought it was just going to be another normal second chance romance. But I was soooo wrong! Yes, it's a second chance romance, however there are so many unique and distinctive things that happen which makes the whole book better.

My heart hurts for all of the characters, especially Ryder. All I wanted to do was give him a huge hug! So much has happened throughout their lives, that it's no secret their life is in chaos.

This book goes back and forth between the past and present, which means that we the readers, get to see their tumultuous relationship. I wish there were more memories from their childhood because I really enjoyed them.

Forgiveness plays a huge part in this book. It is important to forgive yourself, before you can forgive others. While I disagreed with the way that our protagonist handles some things, I did love her road to forgiveness and self-love.

The ending seems a bit rushed to me. I would have loved if it was explored a little bit more, so the story could be all tied together.

I enjoyed reading this, and I highly recommend this to anyone who wants too!

I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
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126 reviews11 followers
August 19, 2020
"You and me. We're cosmic."

Taylor Danae Colbert perfectly crafted a love story that will touch your heart and soul deeply. It was one of the most uniquely beautiful and heartwarming as it's heartbreaking story I've ever read.

"He's a rope, and he may have some fray to him. There might be some knots along the way, but if I follow him, if I hang on, I know I'll get back to shore."

With every chapter unfold we learned about their past, their tragic losses and the current problem that there facing of. My heart aches for both Mila and Ryder and I have to put down this book several times just to calm myself. I almost DNF this book not just because I didn't like it. It's because I'm afraid it would end tragically, I shed too much tears from this book and I don't think my heart can't handle this if much worse would happen. I'm emotionally invested with this characters that I can feel their pain just by reading their story. Good thing Taylor pities our poor soul and ended this story beautifully though I'm still an emotional wreck.

It didn't took me a time to fall in love with Mila and Ryder. Taylor convey their second chance of love in a most wonderful yet heartbreaking way. This is a story of forgiveness,acceptance, heartaches and a love that no matter how many years would pass if it's true ..then it will find a way to each other. And words can't describe the emotional ride that I went through while devouring this beautiful novel. This is such a masterpiece.


" In all my life, there has been one love that's completely rocked me. And that was you. Our love was good,bad, and the absolute ugliest, and I'd do every second of it over again-every single moment-if it meant that I'd end up back here, with you, in this bed."

This is one of the story that touches my heart completely. So I don't want spoil this book by giving much details. The blurb itself will convince you anyway.

I'll Recommend it to everyone now and then. This is a must read story that everyone shouldn't missed.

Arc provided for an honest review.
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139 reviews4 followers
August 14, 2020
As a sucker for a second chance romance, I had to sign up for an ARC of this one, and I was NOT disappointed! This was my first read of Taylor's and I already can't wait for the next books in this series. Mila and Ryder's story hit me from the very start. I liked the pace of the book, while we don't know from the beginning what exactly happened to pull our two MC's apart, the rate at which the revelations become apparent throughout the book felt perfectly timed.
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Mila returns to Meade Lake after her life falls apart around her, in the hopes of finally putting the past behind her. The years since she was last at the lake have been hard, and as she slowly gives the letters to Ryder that she has written to him over their time apart we start to learn more about what led her to this place. But what she doesn't know is that Ryder too, has had hardships and heartbreak while they have been apart. As they begin to open up to each other and get to know each other again, the pull that draws them together is undeniable, and everyone around them can see it, even if at times Mila struggles with it herself.
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'𝑨𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒐, 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒄𝒌, 𝒂 𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒃𝒊𝒈 𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒍𝒂𝒌𝒆, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒈𝒐𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒆'
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Back to shore is an emotional rollercoaster, at several points in the story I was close to tears, some aspects hitting me harder than I expected. I also love how accepting both Mila and Ryder are of the lives they have led without each other, showing maturity, mutual understanding and respect for one other, on top of the attraction and feelings they start to resurrect.
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'𝑵𝒐𝒘, 𝒎𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒑𝒖𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒊𝒏.'
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The only problem I have with the book.....I want more! I can't say more of what as it would give too much away, but towards the end, just before the epilogue, is heartbreaking to read and I want to know more about the events between that and the epilogue. But let's be honest if the only problem you have with a book is wanting more of it, can you really give it any less than 5 stars?
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𝑰 𝒗𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒘𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒅𝒗𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒑𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌.
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12.3k reviews92 followers
August 11, 2020
After her marriage ended Mila has returned to her hometown to the last place that she was truly happy until the day that everything changed. She hopes that in facing the most painful experience of her past and the man that caused it that she will be able to reclaim the woman she used to be and have the new beginning she so desperately needs.

Ryder not only loved Mila but he was friends with her twin brother as well. He has accepted responsibility for what happened, but he still lives with the grief and regrets of what could have been and the years that have passed have been a struggle.

As they spend time together they soon realize that the chemistry and connection between them is stronger than ever but will they be able to help each other heal or is the pain of the past too much to overcome?

This is an emotional story that draws you in and although at times their story will break your heart these characters will also inspire you as well.
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286 reviews6 followers
August 11, 2020
I just spent 30 minutes waxing lyrical about the beauty of this book, the elegance of the writing, the powerful storyline, finding first love only to have it ripped away when you least expect it, to growing up and learning to forgive, but I clicked off the screen by accident and the whole thing disappeared, so as I can’t remember half of it, I’m going to summarise instead.

What do you do when your soulmate is responsible for the death of your brother, the unbearable pain of loss, and the emptiness of carrying on? For Mila, you coast through life, making mistakes because your heart is still with the person who took away your other half, who you hate as much as you love, until you realise the only way to move on is to face the past and forgive.

Ryder and Mila were like magnets from the moment they met, one couldn’t move without the other being pulled, but just as these two were planning a future, tragedy struck ripping them apart and turning love to hate and repelling instead of pulling. When Mila returns to face Ryder and the place her twin brother was killed, she realises that although she’s had it bad, Ryder has had it much worse, and her forgiveness will set them both free allowing them both to truly move on, but this time together.

This story is an emotional rollercoaster, and took every bit of my heart and soul from the first page. I fell in love with Ryder from the first immediately, he’s a loyal, sweet, hardworking man who has lived with the weight of his guilt for so long that every bad thing that happens to him, he believes he deserves. My heart hurt for Mila, she married a good man, but she wasn’t living life and no matter how much he loved her, she didn’t love herself, she’s a shell until she returns to the shore and Ryder starts to bring her back to life.

A heartbreaking but heartwarming romance that will stay with me for a long time. I highly recommend experiencing this story, because that’s exactly what it is, an experience, you become enthralled in it along with the characters, and don’t want to let go.

I can’t wait to read book 2, though I will be stocking up on chocolate, wine and tissues before I start if it’s anything like this one.
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1,359 reviews
September 17, 2022
Honest review

This book had some very, VERY deep lows. Some incredible highs that warm your heart and some parts truly heart breaking scenarios that rip out your emotions. Incredible story.
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725 reviews9 followers
August 10, 2020
I’m rarely afraid when starting a book but this one? I just knew it was going to break me, I was so unbelievably anxious that I had to stop half way through to watch a comedy show. But all in all, this may be one of the best books I’ve read this year. This book was heartbreaking and sad and so so painful but you know what? It managed to reflect the realities of life so well that I cannot help but be in awe of it.

Back to Shore showed us that loss and grief can take us away from the love of a lifetime but this same loss and grief can lead us right back to love. Hurt can be a funny thing, it could lead to years of anger where you’re making yourself plain miserable because the alternative would be facing those feelings head on. This author who was new to me by the way, did a wonderful job in showing us just how much forgiveness can heal and how something as humongous as letting go of the past, can make or break our present.

I won’t go into too much detail with this book because yes, it’ll make you cry but if you get all the way to the very last page, you’ll see that it was all worth it in the end. It was worth it to see the fantastic character growth that Mila the main character had... starting out with giving herself a chance to heal by heading back to the place that had broken her as a teenager. Heading back to confront the past she had left behind along with her first and only love Ryder and along the way, helping both characters to realize that love can move mountains and it will always endure in the end.
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