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Hometown Jasper #2
Confused Hearts
Knox
Let me get one thing straight.
I am not in love with my best friend.
My heart isn’t broken, and there is no he who’s going to swoop in and magically make it all better. Whatever that crazy psychic says, it’s not true!
I’m Knox MacKenzie, and I’m straight as an arrow. I like girls—even though they don’t always like me back.
If my heart beats a little faster and my tummy gets a bit wobbly when the local bartender sets his fascinating eyes on me, it’s no one’s business but my own.
Lucky
Unrequited love might suck, but it brought the loneliest man in small-town Jasper to my brewery. Knox has no idea how transparent he is—even when the batty old psychic tells him the truth to his face.
But Knox is convinced he’s straight.
He’s convinced she’s confused.
Well, I’m convinced those looks we share mean more.
What Knox needs is a friend to help him forget his broken heart and figure out who he truly is.
Let me get one thing straight.
I am not in love with my best friend.
My heart isn’t broken, and there is no he who’s going to swoop in and magically make it all better. Whatever that crazy psychic says, it’s not true!
I’m Knox MacKenzie, and I’m straight as an arrow. I like girls—even though they don’t always like me back.
If my heart beats a little faster and my tummy gets a bit wobbly when the local bartender sets his fascinating eyes on me, it’s no one’s business but my own.
Lucky
Unrequited love might suck, but it brought the loneliest man in small-town Jasper to my brewery. Knox has no idea how transparent he is—even when the batty old psychic tells him the truth to his face.
But Knox is convinced he’s straight.
He’s convinced she’s confused.
Well, I’m convinced those looks we share mean more.
What Knox needs is a friend to help him forget his broken heart and figure out who he truly is.
253 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 6, 2020
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Nicky James
75 books2,252 followersI live in the small town of Petrolia, Ontario, Canada and I am a mother to a wonderful teenage boy (didn't think those words could be typed together...surprise) and wife to a truly supportive and understanding husband, who thankfully doesn't think I'm crazy.
I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.
I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.
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August 14, 2020
Frailty thy name is Knox: insecure, neurotic, gloomy, paranoid, all because he's ... short.
YES, my friends. Knox's life sucks because he's SHORT.
He's got a great, supportive family, good job, a best friend in Easton, but Knox is unhappy and bitter because he doesn't like the way he looks. The height he can't do much about, but if the bit of flub around his tummy bothers him, he could ... oh, I don't know. Eat better? Exercise? Or, and this is a novel concept, just accept his body and move the fuck on.
Whew!
Knox exhausted me. In addition to all of the above, he lost his shit over the possibility of being bisexual, even though his best friend is gay and the entire town is about to celebrate a gay wedding.
I liked Lucky much more, but considering the low (almost nonexistent) steam, the slow pacing in the first half, and the lukewarm ending, I can't say I loved this book.
There was far too much focus on Josiah and Shay, the MCs of the third book, which, I'm guessing, will overlap in time with this story. I'm curious about those two, but the secondary plot really distracted from Knox and Lucky's story.
I also wish Lucky's search for his roots (Lucky is adopted) wasn't dropped quite so abruptly. It was a big thing, and then all of a sudden, it petered out.
I'm going with 3 stars because I always enjoy Nicky James' writing style, and I like how patient and sweet Lucky was with Knox. However, this story didn't stand out in any way.
YES, my friends. Knox's life sucks because he's SHORT.
He's got a great, supportive family, good job, a best friend in Easton, but Knox is unhappy and bitter because he doesn't like the way he looks. The height he can't do much about, but if the bit of flub around his tummy bothers him, he could ... oh, I don't know. Eat better? Exercise? Or, and this is a novel concept, just accept his body and move the fuck on.
Whew!
Knox exhausted me. In addition to all of the above, he lost his shit over the possibility of being bisexual, even though his best friend is gay and the entire town is about to celebrate a gay wedding.
I liked Lucky much more, but considering the low (almost nonexistent) steam, the slow pacing in the first half, and the lukewarm ending, I can't say I loved this book.
There was far too much focus on Josiah and Shay, the MCs of the third book, which, I'm guessing, will overlap in time with this story. I'm curious about those two, but the secondary plot really distracted from Knox and Lucky's story.
I also wish Lucky's search for his roots (Lucky is adopted) wasn't dropped quite so abruptly. It was a big thing, and then all of a sudden, it petered out.
I'm going with 3 stars because I always enjoy Nicky James' writing style, and I like how patient and sweet Lucky was with Knox. However, this story didn't stand out in any way.
August 6, 2020
I feel conflicted about this series.
On one hand I’m impressed and captivated by Nicky James’ writing skills. Her dialogue work is one of the best I’ve ever read and her characters have a lot of depth.
On the other hand the story itself didn’t resonate with me nor did I emotionally connect with the characters.
This isn’t necessarily a bad thing because I still enjoyed my time in Jasper , I am looking forward to the third book and the characters interested me despite the fact that they didn’t move me emotionally. Well, other than pity, that’s the strongest emotion I felt towards Knox. Pity.
Best part about this story were all the interesting characters.
Lady Mallory the town psychic who literally sends Knox into a destructive spiral of soul searching and existential crisis.
Josiah owner and gossip writer of Jasper Times. Disliked by all, cocky, quirky who communicates through unfinished sentences and hides his true nature even from his closest friends.
Anka a 30+ year old, goth, gossipy, rude, judgmental waitress.
Knox the sensitive, oblivious, self-deprecating, self-absorbed mc. Who’s in a constant state of uncertainty and is easily overwhelmed by everything.
“Now don’t take this the wrong way, but you’ve always been a little more fragile than your sisters. You have a gentler heart, Knox. One that’s been stomped on one too many times, I think. You’re sensitive about your height and your weight, and you put yourself down a lot. I always wished you could see the amazing person we all saw.
Lucky the observant bartender. Restless, loner and a nomad. Who’s struggling to find his anchor, to feel secure in his world and now finds himself deeply connected to the wounded and lost Knox.
"He’d captured my attention months ago, and I wanted to know him better. He was different than all the other people I’d met in life, and I couldn’t explain the need brewing inside me that just wanted to soothe his tortured soul. Whether he was straight or gay or none of the above didn’t matter. His fragile, wounded heart seemed to want to talk. And I desperately wanted to listen. I wanted to give Knox a safe spot to let out all the anguish he’d tucked away inside that was slowly eating him alive.”
The romance itself is sweet:
Slow burn.
Hand holding.
Adorable dates.
Soft kisses.
Sexuality discovery.
I adored the in depth getting to know each other through random fast-fire questions.
Hmm so conflicted.
I’m giving it 4 stars because of quality and interesting characters.
I do recommend it because I do think it’s worth a read.
On one hand I’m impressed and captivated by Nicky James’ writing skills. Her dialogue work is one of the best I’ve ever read and her characters have a lot of depth.
On the other hand the story itself didn’t resonate with me nor did I emotionally connect with the characters.
This isn’t necessarily a bad thing because I still enjoyed my time in Jasper , I am looking forward to the third book and the characters interested me despite the fact that they didn’t move me emotionally. Well, other than pity, that’s the strongest emotion I felt towards Knox. Pity.
Best part about this story were all the interesting characters.
Lady Mallory the town psychic who literally sends Knox into a destructive spiral of soul searching and existential crisis.
Josiah owner and gossip writer of Jasper Times. Disliked by all, cocky, quirky who communicates through unfinished sentences and hides his true nature even from his closest friends.
Anka a 30+ year old, goth, gossipy, rude, judgmental waitress.
Knox the sensitive, oblivious, self-deprecating, self-absorbed mc. Who’s in a constant state of uncertainty and is easily overwhelmed by everything.
“Now don’t take this the wrong way, but you’ve always been a little more fragile than your sisters. You have a gentler heart, Knox. One that’s been stomped on one too many times, I think. You’re sensitive about your height and your weight, and you put yourself down a lot. I always wished you could see the amazing person we all saw.
Lucky the observant bartender. Restless, loner and a nomad. Who’s struggling to find his anchor, to feel secure in his world and now finds himself deeply connected to the wounded and lost Knox.
"He’d captured my attention months ago, and I wanted to know him better. He was different than all the other people I’d met in life, and I couldn’t explain the need brewing inside me that just wanted to soothe his tortured soul. Whether he was straight or gay or none of the above didn’t matter. His fragile, wounded heart seemed to want to talk. And I desperately wanted to listen. I wanted to give Knox a safe spot to let out all the anguish he’d tucked away inside that was slowly eating him alive.”
The romance itself is sweet:
Slow burn.
Hand holding.
Adorable dates.
Soft kisses.
Sexuality discovery.
I adored the in depth getting to know each other through random fast-fire questions.
Hmm so conflicted.
I’m giving it 4 stars because of quality and interesting characters.
I do recommend it because I do think it’s worth a read.
August 11, 2020
Talk about a guy with a Grand Canyon sized chip on his shoulder.
One who is utterly confused about who he is and what is what.
One who is riddled with self-doubt and self-worth issues.
One who has serious trouble with his body image.
That’s Knox for you.
I didn’t particularly like him at the beginning. His behaviour towards Easton and Lachlan (from book 1) really isn’t ok at all. At least, he knows it, but I still might have found him a bit irritating at that point.
However, Nicky James does a fine job explaining his predicament. Knox is torn in so many directions his head is virtually spinning! And that I could totally associate with.
It takes quite a while for Knox to acknowledge that he does like guys (too) and that it is ok to feel like that. Mostly, his chaotic struggle feels authentic.
Lucky (and darn, there is that name again!) is without any doubt one of the kindest and most patient men in this universe. It helps that as someone who identifies as pan and demi-sexual, he is in ‘no rush’ for sex himself. Still the way he lets Knox figure stuff out for himself and allows him to come to terms with all the momentous revelations in his life is nothing short of saintly.
What I really liked in this book:
.) Both men aren’t what one might call ‘hunks’. Knox is small and stocky, Lucky’s looks are unusual, from his differently coloured eyes and stand-out hair colour to his pasty skin.
.) The title really gels with the contents of the book. Knox is the epitome of confused.
.) The very sweet and gentle vibe between the two men. The respect and affection that gradually blossoms between them.
.) Knox’s firsts are beautifully written.
No doubt, I enjoyed book 2 more than the first one. Which is a shame because Easton is such a fab guy! But Knox’s story had a lot more substance for me.
One who is utterly confused about who he is and what is what.
One who is riddled with self-doubt and self-worth issues.
One who has serious trouble with his body image.
That’s Knox for you.
I didn’t particularly like him at the beginning. His behaviour towards Easton and Lachlan (from book 1) really isn’t ok at all. At least, he knows it, but I still might have found him a bit irritating at that point.
However, Nicky James does a fine job explaining his predicament. Knox is torn in so many directions his head is virtually spinning! And that I could totally associate with.
It takes quite a while for Knox to acknowledge that he does like guys (too) and that it is ok to feel like that. Mostly, his chaotic struggle feels authentic.
Lucky (and darn, there is that name again!) is without any doubt one of the kindest and most patient men in this universe. It helps that as someone who identifies as pan and demi-sexual, he is in ‘no rush’ for sex himself. Still the way he lets Knox figure stuff out for himself and allows him to come to terms with all the momentous revelations in his life is nothing short of saintly.
What I really liked in this book:
.) Both men aren’t what one might call ‘hunks’. Knox is small and stocky, Lucky’s looks are unusual, from his differently coloured eyes and stand-out hair colour to his pasty skin.
.) The title really gels with the contents of the book. Knox is the epitome of confused.
.) The very sweet and gentle vibe between the two men. The respect and affection that gradually blossoms between them.
.) Knox’s firsts are beautifully written.
No doubt, I enjoyed book 2 more than the first one. Which is a shame because Easton is such a fab guy! But Knox’s story had a lot more substance for me.
dnf
August 12, 2023i misread the blurb and thought the tropes were wrong lmao. no wonder it was so boring.
March 9, 2021
This was so sweet and fluffy! Slow burn, friends to lovers, bisexual discovery with absolutely no angst.
I hated Knox in the first book. But it only took a few pages here to get a deeper look into why he was acting like an ass, and to how intense his insecurities and heartbreak were. I wanted to wrap him in a giant hug and keep him there. Lucky was absolutely perfect, incredibly sweet and patient. ❤️
I was a bit thrown off by Lucky being demi, as Knox was the one who seemed so confused about sexual attraction, and Lucky seemed to know what he wanted from the start. Not the typical demi story I guess.
It was a little slow paced, a little low on heat, and a bit too focused on side stories (like Josiah and Shay, and Easton and Lachlan) which left me a little unsatisfied.
But overall a great read! 3.5 ⭐️
I hated Knox in the first book. But it only took a few pages here to get a deeper look into why he was acting like an ass, and to how intense his insecurities and heartbreak were. I wanted to wrap him in a giant hug and keep him there. Lucky was absolutely perfect, incredibly sweet and patient. ❤️
I was a bit thrown off by Lucky being demi, as Knox was the one who seemed so confused about sexual attraction, and Lucky seemed to know what he wanted from the start. Not the typical demi story I guess.
It was a little slow paced, a little low on heat, and a bit too focused on side stories (like Josiah and Shay, and Easton and Lachlan) which left me a little unsatisfied.
But overall a great read! 3.5 ⭐️
September 28, 2021
5 +++++ stars audio
4.25 low angst stars story.
4.25 low angst stars story.
March 11, 2022
Knox is in...knots.
His gut is in knots, his head is in knots and his heart is being strangled by knots.
I wanted to love this one. I figured I would.
I mean, I grew to love Lachlan in the first book and he was an ass too.
But...Knox was harder for me to peel back his layers.
I LOVED Lucky.
I was so happy they found their HEA.
But Knox's self-loathing began to drag me along. His personal journey was not easy.
I'm finding a constant with these Jasper couples...mismatched couples wander the path to discovering their hearts.
So far Nicky did the trick with Easton and Lachlan (and Windsor and Tomi) and I enjoyed picking my way through their obstacles.
But the Knox trail was harder for me to navigate.
Shay and Josiah should be another interesting tango.
I'm glad to know Lucky and his Knox but I'm also happy to move on.
His gut is in knots, his head is in knots and his heart is being strangled by knots.
I wanted to love this one. I figured I would.
I mean, I grew to love Lachlan in the first book and he was an ass too.
But...Knox was harder for me to peel back his layers.
I LOVED Lucky.
I was so happy they found their HEA.
But Knox's self-loathing began to drag me along. His personal journey was not easy.
I'm finding a constant with these Jasper couples...mismatched couples wander the path to discovering their hearts.
So far Nicky did the trick with Easton and Lachlan (and Windsor and Tomi) and I enjoyed picking my way through their obstacles.
But the Knox trail was harder for me to navigate.
Shay and Josiah should be another interesting tango.
I'm glad to know Lucky and his Knox but I'm also happy to move on.
October 10, 2021
Didn't like this one as much. Mainly that Knox is a piece of work. I really didn't like him in book 1. East is his best friend and he's so selfish and hung up about his latent sexuality that he can't be happy for his best friend finding the love of his life. Honestly never really warmed up to Knox through his whole book.
Lucky was fine. Neither of these men are the type of MAN I like to read in these novels so... relationship dev was fine. Just didn't tick my boxes.
Lucky was fine. Neither of these men are the type of MAN I like to read in these novels so... relationship dev was fine. Just didn't tick my boxes.
December 28, 2022
Reread Dec 2022
I still love this book. In fact, rereading this I was reminded exactly how much I actually love it. Knox might just be one of my favorite characters... ever.
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This is probably going to be one of those reviews where I ramble on and on because I loved the book so damn much. This book is special. So very special. It tugged at my heart, made me laugh out loud and made me all warm and happy.
I have to admit that I wasn't all that impressed by Knox in Clashing Hearts, he was quite a jerk. In this book however, we get to see the real Knox. With all his insecurities and troubles. He's alway's been disconnected to the girls he's been dating but never even had an idea that it might be because he's also into guys. It never even crossed his mind until the town's psychic, aka "crazy lady" puts the wheels in motion. I wanted to wrap him in cotton and take care of him until he could see what a truly great guy he is. But I didn't have to worry. Lucky took care of all of that. Lucky was patient and loving and the perfect match for Knox. I loved seeing Knox being brave and coming out of his shell. Their first kiss was swoon worthy. So romantic.
I'm falling in love with the town of Jasper and all the crazy, over the top characters. My recommendation is that you read these books in order. We got a lot of Lachlan and Easton in this book, including their wedding. Which was adorable.
I still love this book. In fact, rereading this I was reminded exactly how much I actually love it. Knox might just be one of my favorite characters... ever.
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This is probably going to be one of those reviews where I ramble on and on because I loved the book so damn much. This book is special. So very special. It tugged at my heart, made me laugh out loud and made me all warm and happy.
I have to admit that I wasn't all that impressed by Knox in Clashing Hearts, he was quite a jerk. In this book however, we get to see the real Knox. With all his insecurities and troubles. He's alway's been disconnected to the girls he's been dating but never even had an idea that it might be because he's also into guys. It never even crossed his mind until the town's psychic, aka "crazy lady" puts the wheels in motion. I wanted to wrap him in cotton and take care of him until he could see what a truly great guy he is. But I didn't have to worry. Lucky took care of all of that. Lucky was patient and loving and the perfect match for Knox. I loved seeing Knox being brave and coming out of his shell. Their first kiss was swoon worthy. So romantic.
I'm falling in love with the town of Jasper and all the crazy, over the top characters. My recommendation is that you read these books in order. We got a lot of Lachlan and Easton in this book, including their wedding. Which was adorable.
April 6, 2022
I read the last two books of this series in 2019 or 2020 and remember liking them. Because I have a specials love for books set in small towns but this Bi-awakening was too boring for me. Maybe I would have liked it if I have read it before but now I felt this book gave wasted too many pages on other couples from the series and small-town shenanigans.
September 25, 2021
Audio - 4 Stars
Story - 4 Stars
Alright now, I really enjoyed this one. I loved that one of the MCs was short and stocky. Yeah, he was insecure, and his inner monologue was a bit repetitive, but I found him relatable.
The romance was very, very slow. There was definitely more focus on the friendship building before they became lovers. For this story, it worked really well.
Story - 4 Stars
Alright now, I really enjoyed this one. I loved that one of the MCs was short and stocky. Yeah, he was insecure, and his inner monologue was a bit repetitive, but I found him relatable.
The romance was very, very slow. There was definitely more focus on the friendship building before they became lovers. For this story, it worked really well.
August 8, 2020
I usually love all the Nicky James book -- there is often a edge to them and I love how her stories often feature characters in darkness who slowly find the light. Sometimes that edge and/or darkness is based on a taboo. Other times it's based on a phobia. But this book and this series is pretty vanilla all things considered. The story is set in a small, quaint town where folk are friendly, supportive, and kind to one another. And while there is some angst, most of it based on each character's insecurities and is quickly resolved. The end result? This is a nice story and an enjoyable read....but only if you forget Nicky James wrote it. I wouldn't be surprised if--given that the world was on fire--James felt the need to write something light and happy and carefree. I can't fault her for that. Just go into this series with this warning in mind and you should be fine.
March 27, 2025
I really enjoyed how Lucky approached his relationship with Knox and kind of guided him through everything, including his multiple freakouts, anxiety attacks and his low self-worth. I also loved how Knox supported Lucky in his quest to find his birth mother. These two were so sweet and wholesome when they were together!
Knox did annoy me in book one, but after reading his story I definitely like him much more as a character. I actually enjoyed how the approach was taken to him being in love with his best friend but never even realising - usually there's always some known desire and pining but Knox was completely oblivious until it was far too late to do anything about it. It was kinda sad, but I liked that he and Easton were able to get their friendship back on track.
I do think I'm going to stop reading this series at this point though because Josiah is the next book and I just can't go through a whole book with the way that character talks without finishing sentences. I just can't do it! I like that he's utilised it to irritate the residents of the town, but I think when it irritates the reader to the point that they don't even want the character's story then it's not such a good thing? I also can't say I'm interested at all in book four after reading the blurb.... It's unusual for me to dislike a Nicky James character so much, or to not want to finish one of their series!
Knox did annoy me in book one, but after reading his story I definitely like him much more as a character. I actually enjoyed how the approach was taken to him being in love with his best friend but never even realising - usually there's always some known desire and pining but Knox was completely oblivious until it was far too late to do anything about it. It was kinda sad, but I liked that he and Easton were able to get their friendship back on track.
I do think I'm going to stop reading this series at this point though because Josiah is the next book and I just can't go through a whole book with the way that character talks without finishing sentences. I just can't do it! I like that he's utilised it to irritate the residents of the town, but I think when it irritates the reader to the point that they don't even want the character's story then it's not such a good thing? I also can't say I'm interested at all in book four after reading the blurb.... It's unusual for me to dislike a Nicky James character so much, or to not want to finish one of their series!
February 1, 2021
4.5
I wasn't a fan of Knox and i kinda hated him a bit, but God i couldn't have been wronger than this 🙈🙈
First i have to say Lucky is an amazing character: he is patient, caring, gentle and i really like him.
But my heart is with Knox completely 🖤🖤
I really misundestood his behaviour in Clashing Hearts: he has deep self esteem issues. He is so focus on his flaws, he is not able to enjoy the company of others people. He overthink everything he say or do and it's painful to look at 💔💔
And maybe because i understand him and his insecurities, maybe because i'm exactly like him, this book mean the world to me.
And i'm never been happier for a HEA before....
As always Nicky James deliver a great story: once i started it, i couldn't put it down.
What i like most about her books it's the fact
they become bearers of positive messages of acceptance and love.
I wasn't a fan of Knox and i kinda hated him a bit, but God i couldn't have been wronger than this 🙈🙈
First i have to say Lucky is an amazing character: he is patient, caring, gentle and i really like him.
But my heart is with Knox completely 🖤🖤
I really misundestood his behaviour in Clashing Hearts: he has deep self esteem issues. He is so focus on his flaws, he is not able to enjoy the company of others people. He overthink everything he say or do and it's painful to look at 💔💔
And maybe because i understand him and his insecurities, maybe because i'm exactly like him, this book mean the world to me.
And i'm never been happier for a HEA before....
As always Nicky James deliver a great story: once i started it, i couldn't put it down.
What i like most about her books it's the fact
they become bearers of positive messages of acceptance and love.
August 5, 2020
I'm so so happy! I was so excited for Know and just couldn't wait for his book, and let me tell you, this book gave so much more then I thought. Knox and Lucky's story was perfect in every way.
Knox, poor baby, he is such a cutie pie, I just want to hug him and be his best friend forever - sorry Easton, we have to fight for that title LOL.
I loved being in Knox's head, it was so good to see how he saw the world and how blind he was to his feelings. It was both painful and funny to watch him finding out his sexuality.
Lucky, aww he is such a perfect specimen! I loved him, and his patient toward Knox. I loved how cute they were together and how they build their friendship. Those cute little touches, and just everything you can imagine. It was really well written, their relationship was everything I want from a friends to lovers bisexual awakening story. Knox blindness was the best thing, and I loved how he figured everything out, and his friendship with Easton was awesome too - I was so happy for them. And happy for Knox and Lachlan too.
And good god, Josiah! I liked him in the first book, but here, OMG it was so cool! I loved Lucky and Josiah's friendship, and how cool it was that Lucky just knew everything from Josiah's style of speaking. Ahh I really can't want for Josiah's book!
I wanted to say that it was better then the first, but nah, Easton and Lachlan have a special place in my heart, just like Knox and Lucky too. I really, really loved this book. It was everything I didn't know I wanted and needed. And I love how well Nicky James is with this low angst stories ;)
I love this series and highly recommend. Aww Knox♥
Knox, poor baby, he is such a cutie pie, I just want to hug him and be his best friend forever - sorry Easton, we have to fight for that title LOL.
I loved being in Knox's head, it was so good to see how he saw the world and how blind he was to his feelings. It was both painful and funny to watch him finding out his sexuality.
Lucky, aww he is such a perfect specimen! I loved him, and his patient toward Knox. I loved how cute they were together and how they build their friendship. Those cute little touches, and just everything you can imagine. It was really well written, their relationship was everything I want from a friends to lovers bisexual awakening story. Knox blindness was the best thing, and I loved how he figured everything out, and his friendship with Easton was awesome too - I was so happy for them. And happy for Knox and Lachlan too.
And good god, Josiah! I liked him in the first book, but here, OMG it was so cool! I loved Lucky and Josiah's friendship, and how cool it was that Lucky just knew everything from Josiah's style of speaking. Ahh I really can't want for Josiah's book!
I wanted to say that it was better then the first, but nah, Easton and Lachlan have a special place in my heart, just like Knox and Lucky too. I really, really loved this book. It was everything I didn't know I wanted and needed. And I love how well Nicky James is with this low angst stories ;)
I love this series and highly recommend. Aww Knox♥
October 26, 2022
3.5 stars for the story, 4.5 for the narration..
A sweet, low-angst bi-awakening story with excellent narration from Nick J. Russo.
A sweet, low-angst bi-awakening story with excellent narration from Nick J. Russo.
September 14, 2020
4.5 ⭐️’s
Confused Hearts 💕 was such a relief to read because all last week I couldn’t get into any book I picked up! I was getting so frustrated because I need a book to settle down with, especially at night, and nothing was working for me! Friday night I started this book and I was hooked! Yay for Nicky James!
I wasn’t too keen on Knox in the first book, he seemed like a baby, not being happy for his best friend Easton and it was obvious he was jealous because he had feelings. This gave me a bit of apprehension when I saw the second book in this series was about Knox. I am happy to say I really liked him. He has basically no self esteem because he’s short and stocky and he’s surrounded by men he feels are much more attractive than him. This is so normal because haven’t we all felt blah next to others? I still do. Knox needed to take a really good look at himself and see that he is attractive and also a really great guy which is the most important thing.
Lucky is the bartender at the local brewery and he has lived in Jasper for about 2 years. He never stays in one place for long and has his own issues with never finding a place he feels he belongs. He sticks out since he has 2 different colored eyes, reddish hair and a white streak in the front of his hair. He was born prematurely and given up for adoption. He has longed to find his birth mother, not because he wants a relationship with her, but to find out more about who he is and where he came from. He finds Knox attractive and can see that he’s mending a broken heart.
These two men started as friends and them hanging out together, especially exploring the fair in town, was so fun to watch. Knox has to figure a lot of things out about himself and Lucky is patient and kind with him. I really enjoyed how this relationship unfolded in its own time.
Jasper itself sounds like such a magical town, apart from how cold it gets! The residents are a bit unusual and quirky and there’s a lot of that small town gossip, but that adds to its charm. We revisit Easton and Lachlan (and Percy), which was really nice. I loved Knox’s family. It reminded me a bit of my own.
Next up we will have Josiah and Shay’s story. Josiah had been really annoying in the first book but we see more to him as Lucky’s friend in this story and we see that there’s some feelings for Shay happening. I personally can not wait for the last book in the series about the police chief! This series is a nice, low angst series that brought me out of my reading slump. That is not always an easy feat! So cheers to Nicky James and her beautiful story!!!
Confused Hearts 💕 was such a relief to read because all last week I couldn’t get into any book I picked up! I was getting so frustrated because I need a book to settle down with, especially at night, and nothing was working for me! Friday night I started this book and I was hooked! Yay for Nicky James!
I wasn’t too keen on Knox in the first book, he seemed like a baby, not being happy for his best friend Easton and it was obvious he was jealous because he had feelings. This gave me a bit of apprehension when I saw the second book in this series was about Knox. I am happy to say I really liked him. He has basically no self esteem because he’s short and stocky and he’s surrounded by men he feels are much more attractive than him. This is so normal because haven’t we all felt blah next to others? I still do. Knox needed to take a really good look at himself and see that he is attractive and also a really great guy which is the most important thing.
Lucky is the bartender at the local brewery and he has lived in Jasper for about 2 years. He never stays in one place for long and has his own issues with never finding a place he feels he belongs. He sticks out since he has 2 different colored eyes, reddish hair and a white streak in the front of his hair. He was born prematurely and given up for adoption. He has longed to find his birth mother, not because he wants a relationship with her, but to find out more about who he is and where he came from. He finds Knox attractive and can see that he’s mending a broken heart.
These two men started as friends and them hanging out together, especially exploring the fair in town, was so fun to watch. Knox has to figure a lot of things out about himself and Lucky is patient and kind with him. I really enjoyed how this relationship unfolded in its own time.
Jasper itself sounds like such a magical town, apart from how cold it gets! The residents are a bit unusual and quirky and there’s a lot of that small town gossip, but that adds to its charm. We revisit Easton and Lachlan (and Percy), which was really nice. I loved Knox’s family. It reminded me a bit of my own.
Next up we will have Josiah and Shay’s story. Josiah had been really annoying in the first book but we see more to him as Lucky’s friend in this story and we see that there’s some feelings for Shay happening. I personally can not wait for the last book in the series about the police chief! This series is a nice, low angst series that brought me out of my reading slump. That is not always an easy feat! So cheers to Nicky James and her beautiful story!!!
August 12, 2020
*** 4.5 Stars ***
I love bi-awakening books as opposite to gay for you ones since when written well they are much more believable. Confused Hearts felt surprisingly real and Knox struggles, insecurites and gradual acceptance of himself was beautifully written. Lucky was a perfect partner for him - gentle, patient and true. Knox and Lucky are main asset of the book - two good lonely men who find love and home with each other. It is a slow burn romance, it takes time for Knox to realise and accept his feelings towards Lucky and even longer to act on those. But this time allows them to become friends and get to know each other. Their relationships are strong and HEA is real for those two.
I struggled with MCs age though. For some reason they didn't feel like 36 and 41. 26 and 31 would fit more.
I love bi-awakening books as opposite to gay for you ones since when written well they are much more believable. Confused Hearts felt surprisingly real and Knox struggles, insecurites and gradual acceptance of himself was beautifully written. Lucky was a perfect partner for him - gentle, patient and true. Knox and Lucky are main asset of the book - two good lonely men who find love and home with each other. It is a slow burn romance, it takes time for Knox to realise and accept his feelings towards Lucky and even longer to act on those. But this time allows them to become friends and get to know each other. Their relationships are strong and HEA is real for those two.
I struggled with MCs age though. For some reason they didn't feel like 36 and 41. 26 and 31 would fit more.
January 25, 2023
Lucky is the bartender with the heart of gold. I swear it, he is trying to find his birth mother for peace of mind mostly. He is a drifter going from place to place just trying to find his way.
He becomes friends with Knox who is having a hard time. Easton, who is his best friend, is in love and Knox is heartbroken and doesn’t know why.
He never saw himself as gay or bi so learning he has feelings for his best friend was a bit of a blow. Lucky has been in the wings being supportive. But once Knox comes to terms he sees what has been in front of him this whole time. Lucky. I loved it, oh the tears I shed. It was beautiful.
Again fantastic narration.
He becomes friends with Knox who is having a hard time. Easton, who is his best friend, is in love and Knox is heartbroken and doesn’t know why.
He never saw himself as gay or bi so learning he has feelings for his best friend was a bit of a blow. Lucky has been in the wings being supportive. But once Knox comes to terms he sees what has been in front of him this whole time. Lucky. I loved it, oh the tears I shed. It was beautiful.
Again fantastic narration.
April 12, 2022
I loved these characters and the complex nature of their emotions and situation. Brilliantly portrayed by Nicky James and narrated by Nick J Russo, this story is full of emotion, discovery and love. A really good and captivating read.
November 5, 2021
3.75
Love the MCs so much, so damn much.
Demisexual rep 💜
Love the MCs so much, so damn much.
Demisexual rep 💜
October 18, 2023
***4+ Stars***
February 17, 2021
Gahhh I am loving this series. Knox and a Lucky were so sweet. This book had no to low angst, Perfect bi-awakening and slow burn.
Knox is self conscious, quiet, shy, lonely, confused,and very low self esteem. We met Mr. Grumpy in book one. LOL. He is struggling with all the feelings he has been having and doesn’t know what to think.
Lucky is a nomad, doesn’t settle, and moves on when the time is right. He doesn’t do relationships often because he needs to know the person and fall for their mind and heart.
I loved watching Lucky’s patience with Knox to develop that friendship they both craved and help Knox open his eyes to what they have been feeling.
These guys were so sweet together, I loved it. These two are perfect for each other with their love and understanding. Throw in a big family that Knox has that love him dearly and Lucky on his search for what could be out there for him (not giving a spoiler).
A big part of the book is Knox finally understanding what he is feeling and also trying to repair what he kind of has destroyed with his best friend Easton. I loved seeing Knox finally turn to Easton when he needed him the most and of course Easton is still the Easton we fell in love with. I loved seeing Percy in this book. That boy is one special kid.
Let me just say, their first kiss is so romantic for them. They deserved it.
Ok so let’s wrap this up. Run out now and get this book. If you haven’t read book one please do so since you meet Knox in that book and see how he is feeling which bleeds over into this book. Bring on book 3 because I can’t wait to see what Josiah gets dished up because he is the king of spreading news.
Knox is self conscious, quiet, shy, lonely, confused,and very low self esteem. We met Mr. Grumpy in book one. LOL. He is struggling with all the feelings he has been having and doesn’t know what to think.
Lucky is a nomad, doesn’t settle, and moves on when the time is right. He doesn’t do relationships often because he needs to know the person and fall for their mind and heart.
I loved watching Lucky’s patience with Knox to develop that friendship they both craved and help Knox open his eyes to what they have been feeling.
These guys were so sweet together, I loved it. These two are perfect for each other with their love and understanding. Throw in a big family that Knox has that love him dearly and Lucky on his search for what could be out there for him (not giving a spoiler).
A big part of the book is Knox finally understanding what he is feeling and also trying to repair what he kind of has destroyed with his best friend Easton. I loved seeing Knox finally turn to Easton when he needed him the most and of course Easton is still the Easton we fell in love with. I loved seeing Percy in this book. That boy is one special kid.
Let me just say, their first kiss is so romantic for them. They deserved it.
Ok so let’s wrap this up. Run out now and get this book. If you haven’t read book one please do so since you meet Knox in that book and see how he is feeling which bleeds over into this book. Bring on book 3 because I can’t wait to see what Josiah gets dished up because he is the king of spreading news.
November 23, 2020
Absolute Surprise
Following a superior opening chapter in the lives of men of Jasper, Canada, wherein Easton the cowboy and Lachlan the budding tycoon came together, it was a bit logical that Easton's best, supposedly straight, friend Knox would be jealous.
But I really didn't expect him to be this weirded out, nor did I expect the depth of character that brewery barkeep Lucky possessed.
Short and stocky 36-year-old Knox (on the cover) and taller, lanky 41-year-old Lucky (one blue eye, one brown eye, a silver strip of hair in his blond locks) slip into each other's orbit and from there the exceptional prose of author Nicky James enthralled me.
I have not met two more complicated, yet easily lovable, guys as Knox and Lucky, although I will admit Knox is a bit of a jerk for the first part of the book. Their story is helped along by a goofy set of Jasper residents ranging from a fortune teller to a gossip columnist, and plot twists that are sweet and sometimes frustrating.
But in the end this is a wonderful romance which, when Knox finally gets his head out of his back side, turns out to be scorching and deliciously satisfying.
On to the next chapter.
Following a superior opening chapter in the lives of men of Jasper, Canada, wherein Easton the cowboy and Lachlan the budding tycoon came together, it was a bit logical that Easton's best, supposedly straight, friend Knox would be jealous.
But I really didn't expect him to be this weirded out, nor did I expect the depth of character that brewery barkeep Lucky possessed.
Short and stocky 36-year-old Knox (on the cover) and taller, lanky 41-year-old Lucky (one blue eye, one brown eye, a silver strip of hair in his blond locks) slip into each other's orbit and from there the exceptional prose of author Nicky James enthralled me.
I have not met two more complicated, yet easily lovable, guys as Knox and Lucky, although I will admit Knox is a bit of a jerk for the first part of the book. Their story is helped along by a goofy set of Jasper residents ranging from a fortune teller to a gossip columnist, and plot twists that are sweet and sometimes frustrating.
But in the end this is a wonderful romance which, when Knox finally gets his head out of his back side, turns out to be scorching and deliciously satisfying.
On to the next chapter.
August 6, 2020
This is the second book of the series.
The story of Knox, the best friend of Easton, who fell in love with city guy, Lachlan in the first book and Lucky, the local bar tender.
I enjoyed watching their relationship grow. It was endearing watching Knox own his feelings and fighting his fears.
Josiah still as odd as ever. I look forward to his story.. I'm assuming he'll get one.
A great story. It was sweet and loving, I loved the small town, friends and family feel.
The story of Knox, the best friend of Easton, who fell in love with city guy, Lachlan in the first book and Lucky, the local bar tender.
I enjoyed watching their relationship grow. It was endearing watching Knox own his feelings and fighting his fears.
Josiah still as odd as ever. I look forward to his story.. I'm assuming he'll get one.
A great story. It was sweet and loving, I loved the small town, friends and family feel.
August 20, 2020
This book was pretty okay. I liked Knox and lucky, but I struggled to get to know them and connect with them. Jasper is an interesting town but occasionally the characters became too much. Josiah doesn’t speak in full sentences which is annoying after one conversation, let alone the entire book. Overall this was a sweet romance, if a bit off for me.
August 5, 2020
As much as I love Nicky's angsty books, I think this series has become my absolute favorite of hers. While the first book blew me away with its feisty enemies-to-lovers dialogue, Knox and Lucky's story filled me up to the brim with warm, sated happiness.
I adored Knox from the very first page. My heart always aches for characters who feel insecure about themselves, and Knox was such a shy, self-doubting sweetheart. Seeing the way he talked down about himself made me want to sweep him away and shower him in all the confidence and self-love he deserves. On top of his confidence issues, Knox was so painfully unaware of his bisexuality that its revelation was a massive shock to his entire world. Lucky was the perfect person to break through all of Knox's insecurities and show him how special he really is.
What always impresses me about Nicky's books is how many emotions they bring out in me while I'm reading. I found myself melting with sweetness as Lucky and Knox explored their new friendship, laughing hysterically as I watched Knox get flustered about his first date, crying with happiness during their first kiss, and aching at all the pent up sexual tension. I don't know how Nicky manages to write characters with such vibrancy, but I always connect so immediately to them and get wrapped up in their happiness right away. This story had a very satisfying conclusion, but I think I could read another full-length novel about these two becaue I love them so so much.
**I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.
I adored Knox from the very first page. My heart always aches for characters who feel insecure about themselves, and Knox was such a shy, self-doubting sweetheart. Seeing the way he talked down about himself made me want to sweep him away and shower him in all the confidence and self-love he deserves. On top of his confidence issues, Knox was so painfully unaware of his bisexuality that its revelation was a massive shock to his entire world. Lucky was the perfect person to break through all of Knox's insecurities and show him how special he really is.
What always impresses me about Nicky's books is how many emotions they bring out in me while I'm reading. I found myself melting with sweetness as Lucky and Knox explored their new friendship, laughing hysterically as I watched Knox get flustered about his first date, crying with happiness during their first kiss, and aching at all the pent up sexual tension. I don't know how Nicky manages to write characters with such vibrancy, but I always connect so immediately to them and get wrapped up in their happiness right away. This story had a very satisfying conclusion, but I think I could read another full-length novel about these two becaue I love them so so much.
**I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.
September 16, 2021
I’m so glad Gimli from LotR got a book!
Seriously, that’s all I could picture whenever Knox was described. I don’t know if it’s just me but I struggled with picturing anything else.
Bisexual awakenings with absolutely oblivious characters are one of my favourite tropes. But this one was just….meh. Knox was a bit too insecure, and the bullying from high school that his insecurity is partially attributed wasn’t really well described so he comes off as just really whiny. He really hates being short and chubby. Lucky was actually pretty wonderful, but he was overshadowed by Gimli…I mean Knox’s self confidence issues.
Like the first book, I feel like things were just kinda left uncompleted, or not well fleshed out. Lucky was searching for his birth family, which was his thing in the book, and that fizzled out hard.
The romance was okay, enough to keep reading, but honestly the super low steam and lack of discussion around gay sex for a first timer really made it hard to find their attraction believable. I did like the pan-Demi representation with Lucky!
Seriously, that’s all I could picture whenever Knox was described. I don’t know if it’s just me but I struggled with picturing anything else.
Bisexual awakenings with absolutely oblivious characters are one of my favourite tropes. But this one was just….meh. Knox was a bit too insecure, and the bullying from high school that his insecurity is partially attributed wasn’t really well described so he comes off as just really whiny. He really hates being short and chubby. Lucky was actually pretty wonderful, but he was overshadowed by Gimli…I mean Knox’s self confidence issues.
Like the first book, I feel like things were just kinda left uncompleted, or not well fleshed out. Lucky was searching for his birth family, which was his thing in the book, and that fizzled out hard.
The romance was okay, enough to keep reading, but honestly the super low steam and lack of discussion around gay sex for a first timer really made it hard to find their attraction believable. I did like the pan-Demi representation with Lucky!
June 19, 2022
2+
Jestem wykończona. Knox mnie wykończył i to, niestety, nie w dobry sposób...
Dawno nie spotkałam w książce (a może nawet nigdy?) bohatera, który byłby tak niepewny, nieśmiały, podważający każdą swoją decyzję i wypowiedź, niewierzący w siebie. Który porównuje się z każdym innym facetem - zawsze na swoją niekorzyść, który ma takie klapki na oczach, jeżeli chodzi o swoją seksualność, że to aż boli. I który tak naprawdę nienawidzi siebie - jedyną pozytywną rzeczą, którą potrafi o sobie powiedzieć, to to, że ma dobrze zdefiniowane i umięśnione ramiona od pracy. I to wszystko - zarówno jeżeli chodzi o cechy zewnętrzne, jak i wewnętrzne. Całej reszty nienawidzi...
Lucky w tej parze to po prostu święty z anielską cierpliwością 😉 Naprawdę, duże brawa dla niego 😁
Zabrakło mi dodatkowo jakiegoś mocnego akcentu na koniec - epilogu - takiego, jak we wcześniejszym tomie. Niby mamy HEA, ale takie bardziej wyglądające na HFN. Mam nadzieję, że następne historie dopiszą właściwe "żyli długo i szczęśliwie" dla tej pary 😉
Jestem wykończona. Knox mnie wykończył i to, niestety, nie w dobry sposób...
Dawno nie spotkałam w książce (a może nawet nigdy?) bohatera, który byłby tak niepewny, nieśmiały, podważający każdą swoją decyzję i wypowiedź, niewierzący w siebie. Który porównuje się z każdym innym facetem - zawsze na swoją niekorzyść, który ma takie klapki na oczach, jeżeli chodzi o swoją seksualność, że to aż boli. I który tak naprawdę nienawidzi siebie - jedyną pozytywną rzeczą, którą potrafi o sobie powiedzieć, to to, że ma dobrze zdefiniowane i umięśnione ramiona od pracy. I to wszystko - zarówno jeżeli chodzi o cechy zewnętrzne, jak i wewnętrzne. Całej reszty nienawidzi...
Lucky w tej parze to po prostu święty z anielską cierpliwością 😉 Naprawdę, duże brawa dla niego 😁
Zabrakło mi dodatkowo jakiegoś mocnego akcentu na koniec - epilogu - takiego, jak we wcześniejszym tomie. Niby mamy HEA, ale takie bardziej wyglądające na HFN. Mam nadzieję, że następne historie dopiszą właściwe "żyli długo i szczęśliwie" dla tej pary 😉
September 2, 2022
In this book emotions run deep and almost hidden. Knox, a shy and unconfident man, has a broken heart when his best friend becomes engaged to another man, although he doesn't realize it himself because he's always identified at heterosexual. When Lucky, the local bartender reaches out to befriend him, Knox feels wary, but ready for a new friendship. Lucky, pan and demisexual, has always been a bit of a drifter and he's been in this town for two years already. However, when he meets Knox, he feels like he may have found a home. He realizes that Knox may be bisexual, but unaware, so he decides to take it slow and be happy with friendship, if that is all that is offered, although he hopes for more. Adopted at birth, Lucky is also on the search for his birth mother and scared of what he may find. This book is a slow burn, bisexual awakening with a partner who is willing to take it slow and let feelings develop. It has a small town feel with low-angst and no big surprises. Jasper is a fairly quiet town and this book is a peaceful, feel-good romance.
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