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280 pages, Hardcover
First published May 10, 2016
Should we divorce? she asked me.
Is that the only option? I replied. And it was hardly a question. It was a statement that hung in the air, like invisible smoke.
Well, she said. We both seem to have made a mess of things.
And is it the kind of mess that ends in divorce?
It is the conventional option, she told me. Isn't that what one does?
One, I thought. I could never think of her as one.
You would never survive it, I said stupidly.
You mean life without you? I had a life without you once. It was at least coherent.
I thought of razor wire and the burning tyres and the dull crumping sound of another car bomb and wondered what was coherent about that. But she had always been oddly composed, and I supposed, coherent, in that burning world.
And this isn't?
No, she said. This has become an incoherent mess.
Maybe life, I murmured, is an incoherent mess.
Do you love this woman? she asked.
There was no answer to that question. But I gave the only one that had a hope of being understood.
She's dead, I said.
Oh God, she said. Please. What have you got us into?