I absolutely felt for Emilia and her issues. I've struggled with anxiety and depression my whole life, and know what it's like to feel burnt out by people and jobs, and overwhelmed by situations and expectations etc. I got Emilia's feelings of just having to take one day at a time and making that choice each day to live and survive etc.
However, sometimes I didn't really feel any of that from the characters actions, in practice. Only when she reflected on it, did I sense it, but still couldn't really connect with it as something happening to her in the 'here and now' it all just seemed distanced from her... Hope that makes sense. I get she was well on the road of recovery at the time we meet her, it just didn't play as big a part in the storyline as I thought it would.
I adored the friendship group around Morgan, and I really look forward to other novels that I think are in the works for the group? I would love to see Stevie and Angie get together, and find love. The same with Lillian and Stormy.
I don't think I enjoyed the romance between Emilia and Morgan as much as others did. It seemed, to me, more lusty than anything deeper - and they honestly didn't seem to talk much on their issues.
Casual mentions of things like her stay at a mental facility - but no ACTUAL deep and meaningful communication and dialogue between the couple about it, no follow-up! If you actually reflect on the things said, and not the inner dialogue presented on the page, you realise we only know how each feels by way of the writing, not by way of the characters own expressing it to the other, yknow what I mean? So from there, I just felt a disconnect, that continued throughout the entire book, for me.
Their constant push-pull of 'not letting eachother know how they really feel' thing kinda irritated me, and seemed cliche and a contriving plot device.
The constant sex scenes despite being very well written and making me hot under the collar, ultimately ended up making me feel shallow, since that appeared to be all they ever did or had in the relationship. Nothing deeper.
I get they were both in bad places, mentally/emotionally and second guessing, gun shy from previous relationships and life in general etc. But the self torture and brooding became a bit too much for me in them trying to deny their feelings in nothing but hot sex which screamed of immaturity.
I felt the exasperation of their friends in just wanted to tell them off, and smack them over the head with the obviousness of it all. (Half the time I didn't see WHAT Morgans friends even saw in her, since she was such a bitch to them a lot of the time??)
The cliche'd break-up drama at the end honestly put me off even moreso. Morgan acted like an ass.
I found myself severely waning after that, and wasn't really invested in the all too quickly and easily tied up ending. (That again seemed like a plot contrivance from the lesbian romantic novel trope book.)
I am clearly such a weirdo, because others adored this so much more than I did - and I find myself wondering WTF is my problem? My awkward turtle weirdo duck mode must have been engaged today.
(I mean absolutely no offence to anyone who enjoyed it either btw, I don't ever write criticism for meanness sake, or to bag out an author, because the writing itself rocks, and there was many quotable lines in, but there was just some sort of disconnect for me, and lack of connection which I can only hope I explained well in my review, so by all means ignore it or offer your own opinions in the comments.)