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188 pages, Paperback
First published March 15, 2021
When she had moved away from the board, I approached and removed the card.
Tides rise and fall and the waterways, for the most part, do their job. Once more, the houseboats do not crack under the weight of ice and although the winter storms damage the sea walls, they remain standing for another year and we silently thank those giants of ages past who created such solid, immovable things. Ice gives way to rain and the streets become indistinguishable from the rivers. Small, bright flowers start to show themselves again, on the ground between the tram tracks. The trams themselves gleam.
Wren, out of the reach of her mother and Alexis, reminds me of myself as a child, running the gauntlet of stevedores at the docks with a gang to reach the breakwater and hurling ourselves off naked into the freezing grey sea, only to haul ourselves out and jump back in again. She is reckless. She is unaware of the danger in which she is putting herself. Either that or she does not care at all who sees what she is doing. We are practiced at turning a blind eye, though I cannot control what others see, what others notice, and I worry for her.
By March she starts to reach the outer eastern edges of O where the city fades into farmland and then scrub or thick forest. If we had maps in O this site would not appear on them. If she feels uneasy here, it is because the scrubland over which she now walks is the site of a massacre of two hundred and fifty-seven, mainly men and boys, on 23 April 1988. There is no record of this event other than in the memories of the way a certain uncle used to fill the room with plumes of rose tobacco, or the way a mother threaded her fingers through her son’s hair. The bodies of those interred here, some as little as three feet below Wren’s shoes, are barely decomposed.
In the road, among the cars that are used and those that are abandoned, there is one that was not there yesterday. It is brown and boxy and one of the door panels has been replaced with another that is not quite the same shade of brown and there is plastic sheeting in place of the triangular window in the passenger-side door that has gathered a pool of water where it is not stretched tight. Its roof is coated in bird shit. This is the closest she has come to seeing me. I resolve to take more care.