I knew I made the right decision to wait to start this series until all of the books were out. I KNEW when Love announced that she was going to releasing this series, that I needed to wait. Because I was NOT finna be played. And I was right. Cause I'm HEATED right now. And I can't imagine being able to cope with feeling the way I'm feeling right now without the comfort of knowing I can immediately go into the next book to find out what happens next.
Reading this book was STRESS. For about half of it, I was constantly tense, holding my breath, sweating, waiting for the other shoe to drop. And even KNOWING the other shoe would eventually drop, I still wasn't prepared for the blowout. I'm so ANGRY right now.
I'm angry with Ashton and the way his arrogant ass handled every situation while at the same time NOT handling and confronting his feelings. I'm angry FOR Tori and the bullshit she had to endure from the miserable, privileged, assholes at her school and the effect it had on her mind, body, and life after her time at BSU. I am just...recklessly mad right now.
Barring the complete and utter anger I'm experiencing right now, Our Muted Recklessness was 500+ pages of pure literary greatness. Even with all the stress these two have caused me over the course of these two books, I've thoroughly enjoyed reading about their journey. But I can't WAIT to get into the here and now and see where their story will lead to and conclude. I'm excited to witness what their dynamic will be like now that Tori has blossomed and grown into her own. With her own success, notoriety, and agency. I can't wait to hear them hash out the issues of their past and get answers to the questions that they have and that I have as well.
These two man! On to the next book, because I need it...NOW.