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413 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 9, 2016


I wasn't embarrassed to have been with Kade, just that I had always thought my first time would be a private moment, and instead all these people knew what just went down.
The weight of her arm across my chest was a heady thing. I'd been dying to feel that again for months. Her dark hair, draped across me didn't feel as silky smooth as it usually did, but maybe that was just because I had been without her for far too long. A strange smell was tickling my senses too, almost a vanilla and cinnamon combination. It wasn't unpleasant, but it definitely wasn't her scent.
“No, you did not drive. And yes, we fooled around, but you were too piss drunk to actually do anything more than a little oral.” She smiled then. “At least that part was nice. I will give you credit there, I got off before you passed out.” Her lilting laughter actually made me feel sick again.
Jenn was just what I needed right then. We hadn't had sex yet. We'd done pretty much everything else, but something - the ghost of her - was always holding me back. Anger bubbled up under the surface again when I thought of Sasha with someone else.
As soon as she was in range I grabbed hold of her and pulled her down on my bed with me. She didn't offer up any protest, and before long I managed to get both of us naked. I was just about to plunge into her when she stopped me and reached for her purse. She took a condom out and handed it to me. I promptly did my thing with it and then waited no further.
He'd had sex with Jenn. Probably not that long ago. Days maybe. Now that I was thinking about the fact that he had sex with Jenn any friskiness I may have felt before dissipated in an instant.
“I was always careful, Sasha.” Ugh, I really didn't want to hear that, even though I needed to. Always. That means there was more than one time. Double Ugh. “I will get tested though so that you can have some peace of mind.”