I was one of the lucky ones who read an ARC of this book. Usually, I write my reviews on Amazon, then come over here to Goodreads and if I want to swear over here, I can. Holy F#%k. Those are the two words to best describe this book.
This is the book that is meant to be the crescendo in the series known as The Gentleman Courtesans. There is a prequel out there, as well as 4 other very well written books, each centering around one of the gentlemen courtesans. This is Benedict's book, the man who put together the Courtesan's, in secret, in private, for the enjoyment of the females in London who could afford to be their keepers. But Benedict never sells himself, he doesn't have a "keeper" through the other books.
This book is one of the best M/M books I've ever read. And I DO read them, often. Because I love erotica, Victoria Vale has become one of my go-to authors for Historical Erotica, or as I like to call it, Regency Smut. And she outdid herself with this book, by turning up the steam past boiling and into death-defying. I found myself not wanting to stop reading or fantasizing. Oh yes, I wanted to be in the same room watching as Benedict and Alex interacted.
Ben, who had loved Alex for most of his life, even when Alex deserted him to marry. And Alex, as we find out, who never stopped loving Benedict. But life has happened since Ben saw Alex last, and Ben is still angry about Alex deserting him. But even more importantly, Alex has secrets of his own that he knows he has to explain the Ben, but isn't all too sure that Ben will take it well.
And now for the part that turns author's heads. I honestly don't know how Victoria Vale wrote this book. It is far more than just a Regency Erotic novel. I think, of all her books (and I've read every single one more than once), this is the one the shook me and moved me the most. I asked myself more than once while I was reading if it was because it was a M/M novel that she usually doesn't write? Or perhaps she just developed the characters a bit more than usual. No, it wasn't any of those things. This book was written with heart. A big, blooming, wonderful, loving heart. I realized that Ms. Vale was waiting to write Benedict's book all along. It had to kill her to write the other courtesan's first, when Ben's book was dying to be let out. I managed to make it to 70% or so before I felt my eyes burning with tears. But it was very early in the book when it occurred to me that this went beyond a love story. This was a love story, a second chance story, erotica, and a fable of sorts, all wrapped up into one. And the fact that the author put everything she had into this story told me how much she loved the characters of Benedict and Alex. And I will say again, Holy F#%k.
I read a lot. This year I have read about 180 books, and have re-read another 20-30. This book? Chasing Benedict? This one is going to be mine for a long time. And when Ms. Vale offers a paperback, I'm going to insist that she sign it. Because, as far as I'm concerned, this book would stand as a triumph for ANY independent author, but especially Ms. Vale, who needs to know that she just keeps getting better. Her books, up until now, have wrung me out with their passion, steam, and love, but this one? It will make the books in my TBR list pale for quite some time.
And because I've read everything she's written, I will tell you that her other books come into play here, but I'm not saying how. Only that you have not seen the end of the great characters she's written. Let me say there was a portion of the book where I had to rest and squee to myself for awhile.
I'm always making comments in her Facebook group about how she should go back into her writing cave and write, and boy did she listen. Wow (I reserve the right to add superlatives to this review as I think of them, and yes, now I'll head to Amazon and write a review with a few less Holy F#%ks.)