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218 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 1, 2002









"Sir, I don't have the author-I-zation to waste anymore time on this bugaboo. There's nothing here."
So sayeth The Law.
"Why did you hang up like that on Saturday?"
(…)
"I got the impression you didn't…take me seriously."
A couple of beats counted out by the heart monitor. Jake wore an odd expression.
"I take you seriously."
Were we talking bodies in the road or in the bed?
His mouth touched mine and it went through my mind that it was his first man-to-man kiss. I seemed to experience that kiss through Jake's virgin senses: the queerness of a man's hard jaw, a man's bare lips, the texture of a man's smooth shaven cheek, so different from a woman's soft skin. The taste of a man's mouth.
It was a tentative kiss, a first kiss. Surprisingly soft, surprisingly sweet.
The second kiss was not tentative, and I did not experience it through Jake's senses because my own were swimming.
Deep and slow, searching…His hand cradled the back of my head, drawing me closer, tasting me. I tasted him back. We breathed in gentle unison, filling each other's lungs with our quiet exhalations.
Coming up for air, I said, "Man!"
He brushed his knuckles against my cheek. "How long have you been up?"
"Now there's a leading question."
His mouth twitched, but he corrected, "Awake."
"Please don't use the word intuition to me or I will slug you. Aren't you the guy who told me one of the golden rules of mystery fiction is that detectives may not solve the crime by use of intuition and/or acts of God?"
Jeez, who knew he was listening that closely? "That's in books, Jake," I protested. "Aren't you the guy who told me a cop's gut instinct is one of his best tools?"
"You're not a cop, baby. You're a bookseller. You don't have a gut instinct. You have a knack for nearly getting yourself killed."
I batted my lashes. "I didn't know you cared."
His eyes held mine briefly. "The hell you didn't."
I don't know if real courage lies in storming barricades or in simply not denying the truth.Boy, if that isn't a perfect synopsis of this series, and I love how Lanyon shows time and again that it is accepting the simple truth that is the hardest. As Harvey Milk famously pleaded: "Every gay person must come out. As difficult as it is, you must tell your immediate family. You must tell your relatives. You must tell your friends if indeed they are your friends. You must tell the people you work with. You must tell the people in the stores you shop in. Once they realize that we are indeed their children, that we are indeed everywhere, every myth, every lie, every innuendo will be destroyed once and all. And once you do, you will feel so much better." And boy, if Jake isn't a case study in how the closet kills, nothing is. 5 stars.
It sure as hell wasn’t love, because I refused to do something so self-destructive as love a man who hated himself for being homosexual — which, by extension, probably meant he subconsciously hated me too.

“Planning on staying?”
“Just till you wise up.”
“I’m flattered you think that’s a possibility.”
“Yeah, well it’s lucky I’ve rolled a lot of vacation.”
‘It was nearly five before Jake walked in. He was sunburnt, wet, and smelled faintly of fish. Sexy as hell. Don’t ask me to explain.’
‘...he pulled me against him in a rough embrace that nearly knocked the remaining wind out of me. “I owe you one, baby,” he muttered against my ear.”




"“I’ve got nothing to offer you, Adrien.” These were not the opening remarks to a proposal.
“I don’t recall asking.” For good measure, I added, “Hell, you came after me, Jake. Every step of the way.”
He refilled his glass, held it up briefly in a salute and knocked it back.
“So,” he said casually, “You want to fuck?



Josh Lanyon in a rather unusual way proved that she can writes a very good mystery!Because you have to wait for the first kiss, and then you have to wait for the first sex scene. BUT!!! And it is really unbelievably- I can't say that I didn't want it, but I was so busy with a mystery part - WHO, WHY and WHEN - that I didn't actually miss it. I can't believe I am able to claim something stupid like this!!!
And doesn't matter how much I wanted it at the end, I was taken utterly by surprise when it happened!
The constellation Adrien+Jake promises to have great potential and bring a lot of fascinating plot!They are still at the very beginning of their relationship. And they take things slowly, very slowly. And Jake has some mental problems with his sexuality, he is still deeply closeted, though all THAT could only mean a lot of FUN for the next books.
that the storyline pretty much took a back seat as far as I was concerned to the developing relationship between the two of them.
(or should I say dead herrings!) in the way of us amateur sleuths!!
came across as a right pair of mindless, bigoted jerks.