Fairly bland, with only average writing. Feels a bit sanitized. I would rather his detailed dreams had been edited out.
> Most annoying of all, we don’t have access to satellite photos of enemy targets, photos that could help us plan tactics for attacking them. We know the pictures are being taken, but because of the ridiculous classification rules under which that part of the US intelligence community operates, many potential users of such images, like us, are not cleared to see them. The rationale is that the photos reveal certain capabilities of our satellites. CNN, while it obviously won’t be showing any classified photos, will at least provide us with basic information about how the war is going. A front-line combat squadron getting wartime intel from CNN is truly a preposterous situation
> A maintenance crewman was working on an A-10 down on the flight line, and he apparently forgot to disconnect the electrical connector or “pigtail” that connects the airplane to its Maverick missiles before starting his work. An electrical surge traveled into one of the missiles, causing it to ignite with a loud whoosh and shoot across the ramp, unarmed and unguided. It embedded itself deep into one of the steel revetment walls and scared the hell out of everyone nearby.
> I’ve come to realize that I am capable of maintaining myself in a mindset of gung-ho, tears-in-the-eyes, flag-waving patriotism, if it’s necessary. I’ve developed the ability to ignore most of the effects of the annoying inner voice that sometimes whispers to me, You’re killing real people out there.
> Several guys in the Wing have begun talking about boresighting their Maverick missiles to the same reference point to which the A-10’s cannon is always aimed. That way, they can film their strafe targets by using the Maverick video recorder. We’ll get on CNN yet.
> Colonel Sorrin is our Wing commander back at Alconbury. He rode a transport plane down here to Saudi Arabia a week ago, ostensibly so he could support his troops and check up on us. Since he arrived here, it’s also become fairly obvious he’s determined to get himself a medal or two by flying some combat missions.
> The location of the targets was so off-kilter with what the A-10 was designed to do, it momentarily stunned us. The Hog has now clearly moved into a different realm of existence in this war. Instead of close air support (CAS) near the edge of the enemy border, we have begun doing deep battlefield air interdiction (BAI), a role for which we have limited training and not much capability. And even less enthusiasm
> My eyelid twitch is still there, all day, every day. It’s still my only physical manifestation of stress. My mind seems to be processing and eliminating most of my stress, and it’s doing it in the form of nightmares. I have them almost nightly, and they are clearly the outlet for my demons
> Returning here seemed ridiculous. I wanted to be out there shooting Mavericks at bad guys because that’s the only thing that has ever really made me feel totally alive.