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199 pages, Kindle Edition
Published December 23, 2020
Sex OW “I’m Star,” she says in a tone that’s husky from all the crying.
Chains holds out his large, tattooed hand.
“Chains took my friend to his room,” I say and he cringes.
“He’s like a dog in heat lately. You think he’s going through somethin’ I don’t know about?” he asks thoughtfully.
“No, Riggs, I think he’s just a horny ass. Star can take care of herself, but he broke my rule. He’ll have to pay.” Riggs grins.
I stick my head around Riggs’ office door. “Hey,” I say with a smile. “I’m gonna take Ziggy out for a bit.”
Riggs barely looks up from his cell. “Where to?”
“To see Malia.” There’s no point in lying—Riggs is big on the truth.
“No,” he says firmly.
“I’m taking him, Riggs. Don’t be an ass. He’s missing his friend, and just because you and Anna are being stupid doesn’t mean the kids should suffer.”
“Leia, I said no.” He looks at me this time and I notice how tired he looks.
“I’m done with theories and excuses. If he can’t be the man I need, then I’m not interested. We’re better off without him. I did it alone the first time around. Reggie was never there for me and now Riggs is the same.”
“Malia can’t even spend time with her best friend?” asks Anna.
“It’s not good for them when we can’t be around each other. Leia tells me you have a new boyfriend,” he adds and everyone turns to me.
“Sometimes love ain’t enough. You saw what pregnancy did to Michelle. I can’t raise another kid on my own. I don’t want any more kids, she knew that.”
Kissing Vinn was nice, but kissing Chains is hot. He walks me backwards into a store doorway, not breaking our kiss. His hand rakes my hair and he tugs slightly at the roots as he angles my face perfectly to meet his every move. His tongue sweeps through my mouth and I feel my toes curl. When he finally pulls away, he still holds me there and stares into my eyes. I see a blaze burning. What the fuck just happened?
Sex ClubWhore Chains walks into the kitchen with Anita clinging onto his hand. We lock eyes for a second. I don’t know why it bothers me to see him with Anita, but it does. A lot! “Well?” mum pushes.
“Gears heard them talkin’. Her friends were tryin’ to get Leia to auction off her virginity online.”
My fists ball. I can’t show them any type of reaction or they’ll keep giving me shit about my feelings towards her again, so I shrug. “Then you’d better tell the Pres. He won’t want to find that shit out from some outsider.”
Sex OW “Hey, you didn’t call.” I look to see Moon or Star or whatever the fuck Leia’s friend is called. “I figured you lost my number.”
“I didn’t lose nothin’, darlin’. I don’t call. I’m that guy,” I mutter.
“But it was good, wasn’t it,” she asks. “I thought we had a great time together.”
I nod in agreement. This chick is good in bed and her mouth doubles up as a vacuum. I get a semi just thinking about it. “You wanna get outta here for an hour,” I ask and she nods eagerly. Gears and Blade can babysit the club princess for an hour. “Where do you live?”
“Not far. I’ll direct you.” She smiles and we head for my bike.
“Oh.” It’s the only thing that falls from my lips, and Chains looks more annoyed by the second.
“Find someone your own age. The rest will come naturally. No need to prostitute yourself,” he says coldly and it stings a little.
“I wasn’t going to—” I begin to explain, but he puts his hand up to stop me.
“Nerd boy is hot for you. He’d happily fuck your virginity away, so make the arrangements.”
“I don’t give a fuck. Your brother’s given the green light and it means I don’t have to spend my evening watching your spoilt princess ass. Maybe a good fuck will loosen you up a bit.”
“Chains,” I snap. “What the hell?”
“I’m gonna make my own plans. Your friend invited me round her place.”
Sex ClubWhore I stomp back into the clubhouse and almost crash into Dolly, the new club girl. She’s petite with long dark hair and tanned skin. Her sparkling blue eyes stare up at me innocently. I pick her up and she lets out a squeal as I throw her over my shoulder effortlessly and take the stairs two at a time. I get to my room and slam my door closed before placing her back onto her feet. “I need a distraction,” I mutter darkly and she gives me a wicked smile that she’s kept well hidden under those innocent eyes.
“For a minute there, I almost thought you were different. That you liked me.” She scoffs. “You’re the same as the rest of the Kings. As long as there’s pussy in your bed, you don’t care who the hell it is.”
Something’s taken over me. I’m like a possessed demon needing everything Chains is willing to give me. I push the thought of Dolly sleeping naked in his bed out of my head. He said he didn’t touch her and I need to believe him because all I can think about right now is how close I am to losing my virginity to the man I’ve been dreaming about since the first time he kissed me.
What the fuck!”
I bolt up in bed, alarmed at the sudden yelling. Chains is sitting up, staring at me with horror. “Did we . . . ” he trails off, glancing back and forth between us. My heart beats rapidly in my chest. He looks so horrified. “Tell me we didn’t,” he groans, burying his face in his hands.
I have no words. I knew he was drunk last night, but I didn’t think he was so out of it that he wouldn’t remember what we did or how special it was. He reaches for his jeans and puts his hand in the back pocket. He pulls out a condom and then throws it across the room in anger. “Fuck!” he yells. “Fuck, fuck, fuck!” I pull the sheet over me, wrapping it tight across my chest. I suddenly feel vulnerable and my heart squeezes. “Shit, I need to speak to Riggs,” he announces, climbing from the bed. He doesn’t hide his nakedness as he pulls out his phone from his other pocket.
“I just fucked my president’s little sister,” he yells. I wince as he spits each word. “If I don’t tell him and he finds out from someone else, he’ll rip my throat out with his bare hands.”
“No one knows,” I mutter. “No one was around.”
“It only takes one club whore to have seen us talking and gossip will fly around this place,” he snaps.
“Dolly was in your bed, but she was asleep. No one else saw a thing.”
Sex ClubWhore “Right, okay. I’ll go and see if she’s still there. Make her think I spent the night there.” He pulls on his jeans, leaving the buttons open. He heads for the door but pauses and turns back, swooping down to pick up the discarded condom. “I might need this,” he mutters, then proceeds to leave.
Sex ClubWhore I carefully open the door and slip back into my room. Dolly is lying on her side with her back to me, still sleeping soundly. I push my jeans down my legs and step out of them. My body is running on pure adrenaline and the need to rectify what I did keeps me moving until I’m on the bed and snuggling into Dolly’s neck. I nip at her ear until she stirs. “Are you ready to play now?” She giggles sleepily. I feel sick to my stomach as she turns to face me, but I kiss her anyway.
“You betcha,” I mutter, taking my cock in my hand and willing it to get hard.
Sex ClubWhore I hand Dolly the condom and she expertly rips open the packet. It turns my stomach as she rolls it over my cock. Keeping her back to me, she lines it up with her willing pussy and slams down.
“You can’t ever come back here, Chains. I won’t lie to Riggs if he asks, but I won’t go out of my way to tell him either. But you ever come back here and I’ll tell him everything. You know he’ll kill you and burn that club badge right off your back,” he warns. It’s only right that Riggs would burn off the patch tattooed into my skin—I deserve it.
“Can I explain to Leia at least?” I mutter. “I treated her real bad in the panic.”
Sex ClubWhore Dolly is still lounging on my bed, showered and naked. “Where’ve you been?” she purrs. “Fuck, what happened to your face?”
Sex ClubWhore “Get dressed,” I mumble. “Cree wants us downstairs so he can make an announcement.”
“Shit, Eva ain’t pregnant, is she? All these ol’ ladies are popping kids out and I ain’t even found me a man.”
“You have now. You’re mine. That’s the announcement.” I go back into the room and pull out a bag from under the bed, unzipping it. I feel Dolly staring at me in surprise, but I ain’t got the strength to explain anything.
“You serious?” she gasps. “You’re claiming me?”
I’m shoving clothes into my bag when the door flies open. I stare blankly at Leia and she glares at me with such hatred that I see the slap coming before she even knew she was doing it. My head buzzes from the blow. She’s got a strong left, I’ll give her that.
Did you think because you’re the club princess that I’d claim you? I need a real woman and you . . . ” He looks me up and down. “Well, you’re just a girl trying to play with the big boys.”
Sex ClubWhore Dolly comes bounding into the room. She’s oblivious to the current situation between me and Chains as she throws her bag next to his on the bed. “Manchester, here we come,” she announces then spots him glaring at me and her smile falters. “Everything okay?”
“Yeah, baby, I’m just setting a few things straight for the club princess,” says Chains coldly. “She seems to think her pussy is magical and I’m just telling her that a fuck is a fuck.”
I press my lips together in a tight line. “Y
Sex ClubWhore Pity. Raven here wanted to welcome you,” says Cobra as the woman saunters into the office. Her shorts ride up her ass and her tits spill over her top
Sex ClubWhore “What kind of man would I be to turn down such a generous offer?” I smirk, taking her hand.
“Good man. Enjoy. She’s fairly new here. Show her the Kings Reapers way.” He laughs as Raven leads me from the room. “Look after him, Raven. Show him around too.”
Sex ClubWhore Raven ignores my comment and opens the bedside drawer. “Do you want to use a condom?”
Sex OM Within seconds, Ryan jerks and freezes, his eyes almost rolling back into his head. He grunts and collapses on top of me, kissing my neck and whispering words of praise.
Eventually, Ryan climbs from the bed and heads for the shower. “Get some rest,” he says, and I pull the sheets over me. “We’ll try again later.”
Sex OM The next day, Ryan drops me back at the club. The second time we had sex wasn’t much better than the first. He’s definitely a man for himself. “I’ll see you tonight for your party,” he says and grins. I nod as I exit the car. Riggs and Anna have organised a party at the clubhouse to celebrate my twentieth birthday.
I glare at Dolly as her head bobs up and down in Scotty’s lap. His head lolls to the side and he grips her hair tight. “That’s it, take it all,” he groans.
“Fuck off,” I snap. “You’ve been making eyes at him for days. I’m not stupid. They got me out there shovelling shit and you’re in here sampling coke and fucking like the club whore you are.”
“I’m sorry,” she wails.
Raven’s putting on a show for Cobra, but I can tell by the way her fist clenches that she’s hating every minute. The brunette has her face buried between Raven’s legs. She’s not a lesbian or in the least bit bisexual, and she’s told me before how she hates doing this sort of thing. Cobra bites Raven’s breast and she cries out. He leaves an indent and I take a few deep breaths to calm myself.
Sex ClubWhore We’ve been moving since we left Manchester. I don’t stay in one place for more than two days because Riggs tipped me off that Cobra was out looking for me. He insisted I come back to the club for protection and I had to convince him I was good and in love with Raven, that I want to show her the bloody damn world.
Sex ClubWhore Raven and I aren’t a thing but things have progressed. We both enjoy sex but neither of us want a relationship, and she knows how I feel about Leia, so Cree will smell a rat. He isn’t stupid.
She sighs. “We can’t spend the rest of our lives moving around like this.”
“I have a place,” I admit. “It’s in London, but not at the club. Maybe we can go there eventually, but for now, let’s keep moving. Once Riggs gives me the all clear, we can head back there.”
“Raven’s travelling around with me,” I add as she comes into the room wrapped in a towel.
“Is it serious?” he asks.
“It could be,” I say, because if I can never have Leia, then surely Raven is the next best thing. We get on. She’s easy-going and not into games. I can see it working if I could just get Leia outta my head.
Sex ClubWhore I get two hours of sleep. Raven woke me throughout the night to fuck. I’m not complaining, but jeez, the woman is insatiable. I slap her naked ass and she wakes. “It’s too early,” she groans.
I groan as Raven drags me around another furniture shop. I’m all for decorating, but she’s changing the whole damn house. “Last one, I promise.”
“You said that three stores ago.”
She’s obsessed with replacing the bed. I told her no one ever slept in it apart from me and her, but since we got back to London a few weeks ago, she’s making her stamp on my place. I guess it needed a woman’s touch after years of neglect from me.
Riggs leaves and I take Raven’s small hand in my own. “Come on, baby. Come back to me,” I whisper.
The nurses tried to get me to go home earlier to take a shower, but I need to be here when Raven wakes up. I’ll never leave her again.
The nurses tried to get me to go home earlier to take a shower, but I need to be here when Raven wakes up. I’ll never leave her again.
Riggs laughs, but it’s uncomfortable. “What?”
“You heard. Take me to bed now and fuck me. Touch me. Kiss me.”
“You're acting crazy,” he mutters.
“You can’t. I repulse you. Just be honest.”
“I love you. You’re mine. I don’t wanna hurt the baby. That’s why I haven’t touched you,” he says.
“Bullshit. Get out, Riggs. You’re wasting my time.”
“A nurse already did her vitals,” says Chains coldly.
My mouth opens and closes a few times. I’m not sure what to say, so I back out of the room. The door opens shortly after and Chains steps out, closing it gently behind him. “I don’t want her upsetting,” he says bluntly.
“Of course. I just thought you’d need coffee. I’m sorry to intrude. I . . . ” I close my lips and press them together. I’m babbling. How does he still have the ability to hurt me after all this time? “I’ll go.”
“I’ve gotta look after her. She’s my responsibility,” he explains.
“How are you feeling today?” I ask.
“How do you think she’s feeling?” snaps Chains.
“Baby,” whispers Raven, gently stroking his face. “Be nice.”
He takes a breath and releases it slowly. “I need to take care of Raven. She has no one else.” I nod. “But I’ll support you and the baby. You can stop working. I’ll make sure you want for nothing,” he continues and I feel myself bristle at his words. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out his wallet. I press my lips into a hard line as he pulls out a pile of notes and lays them on the kitchen counter. “There’s more to come. Whatever you need, just bill me for it,” he says.
“We’ve both moved on. When I think about how you’ve treated me, the things you’ve said and done-” A sarcastic laugh escapes me.
“What do you want, Leia?”
“I want you to go.”
He sighs heavily, shaking his head as he leaves.
“Even worse, you want to do it alone?” He laughs. “What hope will that kid have with a single, young, biker trash mother looking after it?”
My eyes widen. This is so unlike the Ryan I thought I knew. I’m lost for words. He storms out, slamming the door behind him. I rush over to it and lock it, and my hands shake as I try to secure it. What the hell was that?
She’s Riggs’ problem now. I have Raven to think about. I ignore the nagging voice in my head telling me that she’s carrying my baby and she's every bit my problem.
“I have to take these meds to Raven,” I mutter. His hands fall back to his sides and he nods.
“All of this could have been handled differently,” I add. “But now, it’s too late.”
I enter Raven’s room to find Vinn seated in the rocking chair. “Oh, sorry,” I say.
“I’m not scared. I’m the fuckin’ enforcer. But I respect him, and breaking that was a shit move and he’ll kick my ass then kick me out. The club is my life,” I mutter.
“Wow. You’re choosing the club over Leia and your child. Maybe she is better off without you.”
“Gia!” I repeat. “No wonder Vinn knows. Jesus, Leia, can’t you keep anything fuckin’ quiet?”
She recoils at my words and her expression hardens. “You know, if people find out, it makes no difference to me. It’s you I’m protecting, you ass.” She storms back inside. If Vinn knows, he could use that against me.
