Here is the main reason why Xie Lian is my utmost favourite protagonist of all time.
He undergoes a journey that is unlike any other protagonist I’ve ever read because his strength is already limited. To him, living and working with his limitations is more important than being arrogant and flaunting his strength. He acknowledges his limitations as something that’s part of his past, part of his present and ultimately his future. Even when he knows he could be more powerful without such limitations, it’s clear he’s someone who acknowledges the detrimental effects of power on the mind-body.
Xie Lian is a god, yet he’s genuinely a humble god. His humility is beautiful, and that’s why you can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean he’s a perfect character... far from it. His lows are really, really, fucking low. His actions when he was “low” are inexcusable. He doesn’t try to convince you otherwise. And I think at the centre of it, he doesn’t try to make a case for himself, or excuse himself of his actions or try to gain any sympathy. There’s no “story” to be told from his perspective in a “sympathetic” light - because he simply does not have all the knowledge. But even when he doesn’t have all the knowledge, he uses this to better himself because he knows he’s not at the centre of this story - which is the irony because he is!
This is a story for the readers to make their own judgement about the characters, rather than being groomed to think a certain way. This humility is so rare in protagonists, because all you see now are authors creating long strands of excuses for their character’s actions with multiple explanations and expositions of how their character is “multi-layered” and just add to how their protagonist is really powerful at the end of the day. This is not to say that every story is like that. It’s just that it’s rare to find ones that don’t.
There’s a reason why this story is so enduring, even when the story is (I’m not fucking joking) over 700k+ words in translated English and over 1.1M characters in Chinese.
I think another great thing in this story that’s rare, is the fact that the main couple is actually equal - not told to us that they’re equal, rather it is, say it with me... shown to us that they’re equal.
So often, we see the love interest being exceptionally powerful or amazing or incredibly unique blah blah blah, dull, boring, bland and repetitive stuff. Yes I can see how you fell in love with them sure. But what made the love interest fall in love with you? How is it actually being shown to me right now?
MXTX is a master at plotting. The story’s plot is incredibly incredibly intricate and complex. Yet, I don’t want to write too much because this is just a re-read review and you can’t really review a masterpiece. Yes... quarantine got so tough I re-read this 700k+ beast. But it was worth every second. Even if I had to willingly submit myself to quite a lot of sadness and torture.
All in all, I’m a massive fan of Xie Lian so I wouldn’t mind waiting 800 years for him either ;)
”If your dream is to save the common people, then my dream, is only you... I am forever your most devoted believer.”
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Original review 30th November 2019:
I read the first 165 chapters in a blitz. I fell in love with our Xie Lian and of course, Hua Cheng. I got into a bit of a slump and took like a 2 month break and eventually got back into the swing of it and finished it in a couple of days. The translation is not as good as MDZS, or maybe the writing wasn’t? I still enjoyed it nontheless, and cried at the ending. I rarely cry while reading books but for this one I probably soaked my pillow with how much I cried.
A truly special novel. At times it does get hard to get through, because of all the sub plots - but keep enduring it because that’s how Hua Cheng endured his love for Xie Lian!