Ever have one of those days where you jump on a book only to say "oh no, I didn't mean it." Well, that happened here... but let me explain. I've read many of Lisa Jewell's books, and I do want to read all of them in the next few years; however, I saw this one on NetGalley and requested it, believing it was a new release. Then I read the description and realized my error, so I tried to cancel the request, which you cannot do on NetGalley, as far as I know. Since not reading it wasn't an option (OCD right here), I put it in my queue and finished it this week.
I would've read it in time, yet fate must've wanted it read sooner. Fate is sometimes smarter than me. She won here... wow, this was a great book. I had some struggles connecting in the beginning, as the tale starts as erratically as Melody Browne's memory. There are a lot of characters and some strange moments where she stops investigating... and I was like... 'No, honey... Google that now, you'll have your answer.' But I decided to just let it go and enjoy the story as it unfolded. When I did that around 15 to 20% into the book, it became so much stronger.
Melody is 32 and has no memory before she was 8 years old. Truthfully, I don't either, and I've always worried that I've blocked something out. I generally have no memory before 18, but this isn't about me. Back to the real drama queen. Melody visits a hypnotist on a date, and a memory is triggered. From there, this becomes a search of all her history but in the present day... yet in opposite chapters, readers see what's happening to Melody before she was 8 as well as other characters who seemingly have no connection. In the end, it all becomes quite clear.
As a whole, this is a good book. In parts, I felt there were too many contrivances and missed opportunities. I know we need to let the story develop at the narrator's pace, but in many moments, I wanted to stop the book and say, but "wait, what about..." and when that happened, it took me out of the story. For that reason, I deducted a star... also because the author's later books are much tighter, so I had to show the growth. Still, the writing is beautiful and has so much detail. All of which is interesting and keeps me invested. Much of it takes place in the UK, and there are lots of times when I just don't understand how American and Britain can be so different when it comes to language and raising children. Not in a bad way, but I had to really analyze it to understand what was happening.
As a story, it's ripe with conflict and emotion. Melody and her past have a war to fight together, and it's interesting to see how it all comes together. I'm glad I accidentally downloaded the book as it was perfect for this snowy weekend. Now... when is the next one really dropping, Ms. Jewell? :)