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112 pages, Paperback
First published October 1, 2014
Once when I was eight years old my grandmother asked me, what will you do when you grow up? And I answered, I want to die. I want to die when I grow up. I want to die soon. And I think my sister really liked that answer.
His line ends with him and began with the portraits on the wall of a long hallway, having the features of Ursulina. Bride, mother and widow. Three theological virtues. Absent from the expression on the face was faith or hope or charity.
The crucifixion is to me without a body. Without a soul. Without an image. I know what nails and a crown of thorns are. Ornaments, as if in a dowry. But all of that means nothing more to me.
There is an unmistakable current of brisk, melancholic foreboding that courses beneath the surface of her prose. The chill can make you shudder, the stark beauty of her terse sentences catch your breath. Atmospheric. Disconcerting. And strangely alluring. It is a rare author who manages to sustain an emotionally intense voice that is at once distinct, abstracted, and tightly restrained.--------------------
Interviewer: Silence is omnipresent in your work; it’s the dense, cohesive medium of your stories, like highly leaded glass. In your stories, pervasive quietness is often cruel, brutal. A breeding ground for violence – and creativity?Certain images reoccur in the collection - e.g. she is oddly fond of 'swamp green' as a colour of choice for clothes. Another was flowers, particularly purple orchids, mentioned in three stories - the quotes below giving a good feel for her work:
FJ I believe you can almost write without me. Once I have finished a book, it doesn’t count any more; I don’t want anything to do with it any more. A little idea occurs to me now: about ten years ago I was in Germany, near Berlin, for a few months, and there I had a good friend – a swan. His name was Erich. I called him from my window, “Erich! Erich!” And he came. We took long walks together. This swan is very important to me. There were other people around, but he knew when I would get up, and he would come out of the water to see me. One time, someone in the park asked me, “Is this your swan?” In the winter, he swam under the ice.