Author released a statement only to a group she manages on Facebook admitting to basically being a pos who went into hiding after leading everyone on and now she’s sorry and says she’s writing again. She also says she focused instead on family and travel, which was obvious from what little she did post, but didn’t forget to name drop in her statement that she’s a de facto lawyer. She said this book is her current work in process but gives no time lines or promises at all. And also says she’s deleting negative comments in her group and will be moderating all posts going forward to prevent “negative” comments. Honestly it felt like a post to get pity and make people feel bad for her and still follow her/buy her books.
Read it if you’d like below.
Posted March 11, 2025
“Hey, everyone. There has been a lot of chatter in here and I wanted to say a few words.
Firstly, to those voicing their frustration, anger, and/or disappointment, your comments are valid. It stinks when someone reaffirms our belief that people don’t care, that we can’t trust anyone, or that we’re not valued. I can only imagine my silence feels like all of those things and more and for that, I’m truly sorry. You are absolutely right that I could have updated the group and, if I’m being totally vulnerable, I ducked my head and avoided anything related to my books or readers because facing my inability to write (or at least execute at my previous level) was shame inducing. It was also selfish and a bit cowardly and, from the bottom of my heart, I apologize.
Secondly, after a long break, I can finally say I’m in a much better place. Creating my stories has always been part madness, part magic, and lots of willpower to make all of the complex threads somehow come together into a cohesive tapestry. The last several years I had the madness but lost the magic and execution. Honestly, the grief I’ve felt over being unable to create was all-consuming. I put writing aside. Stopped daydreaming about climactic action scenes in the shower and sitting in the grocery parking lot, waiting for the scene that materialized in my head to play out (you would be surprised how many came to me like this). All this to say, I stopped trying to force it and focused on my kids, few close friends, and family. I’ve worked out. I’ve traveled. I’ve started cooking every meal in an effort to save money (not sure it’s working 😳). I’ve discovered perimenopause and all that entails (0/10 do not recommend). I’ve rescued two cats and discovered they are fluffy angels in disguise. I’ve even become a de facto lawyer on the Justin Baldoni/Blake Lively case. And somewhere between the mundane and the just living part, my artistic side reawakened.
All of this leads to the third thing. I am writing again. Not just writing, but CREATING. Entering that mystical flow state of creation that honestly, for me, feels like a euphoric drug. And yes. The WIP is Dark Bringer, book five in the KoR saga. I assume for most of you this news is anticlimactic, but for me it’s the unburdening of the fear that I would never write again—which honestly felt like losing a huge part of myself.
Yes, there are authors who consistently produce books. I know because I used to be one. And now I’m not. That statement is hard to admit and awakens the A-hole inner critic that always believed I could power through anything. The one who believed only weak people struggled. It’s something I never asked for but probably needed, a humbling lesson on being human. A messy, imperfect, sometimes frail, sometimes disappointing, and sometimes badass human who has made lots of mistakes but tries to learn from them.
No promises. No timeline declarations or assurances. Cutting out social media has been extremely beneficial and I plan to go forward as privately as possible, not because you guys have been negative—you’ve actually been uncommonly gracious and kind—but because I want to focus solely on creating and my family. I completely understand anyone who wants to leave the group and/or will never buy any of my books again. I don’t blame you.
For those who somehow want to stick around despite all my failings, despite my messiness, my broken promises and disappointments, the only pledge I WILL make is that I will do everything I can to finish this series. And when I’m close to putting a preorder up, you guys will be the first to know.
Also, I just wanted to say that in a world of near-constant online negativity and judgement, I see you guys choosing to be amazingly compassionate human beings and it’s humbling 🥹
For the few who are rightfully angry, I have mostly tolerated the negative posts in this group because I believe in free expression, but for the sake of the OG members (AKA saints 👀) who still love and care about these books and characters and deserve a positive environment, I am going to have the negative posts taken down and future posts moderated.
While my social media hiatus means I normally don’t check my messages, the next couple days I’ll be open to anyone who feels hurt or upset and wants to talk.
Love you guys! ❤️
P.S. Pic is of first rescue cat who showed up emaciated and near death on our driveway and is now spoiled beyond reason. She likes to help me plot by lounging on my notebook, looking adorable, and chewing my pens. 😻”