This mysterious, circular novel pulled me in from the very first sentence. I had not intended to read it but could not do anything but justify it to myself, ironically, as our protagonist does everything s/he does to him/herself as well.
The book contains its own literary analysis. Every thought that I had about it I read on the very next page, again, ironically, as (if we can believe what we read) our protagonist finds himself believing that he is choosing to do exactly what he does not consciously remember that he has already done, by someone else's instruction. He doubts his own memory, but he does not doubt it enough. Do we really ever do or think anything entirely of our own volition, with no suggestion from anyone else? Do we remember what actually happened or perhaps just what we were told happened -- other people's memories, in other words? Can it be possible to have free thought or free will at all?
Full of repetitions, particularly of names and likenesses, the book not only acknowledges the fluidity of gender but also conflates past, present, and future. What happened long ago takes place in the first half of the novel, when it also, in Simon's (or Jean's) subsequent memory, hasn't happened yet. In what I would call a causal time loop of magnificent proportions, the events of today are caused by the events of tomorrow, which is also yesterday. How many times has it happened? Or has it perhaps never happened, and this book merely exemplifies the unreliability of memory itself? Any of these interpretations is possible. All of this is simultaneously present in this masterful work.
Eventually all pretense at quantifying the passage of time is abandoned. Perhaps it is the end of time: "in a sort of future world, in the midst of which everything would already have been accomplished" (96). There is nothing else to do, and time has stopped.
Or it is all just a literary analysis, as before: "'Later, I want to study to become a heroine in novels. It is a good job, and it allows one to live in the literary style'" (48). This book is, after all, presented as a story about a novella. It is about the state of being of characters in a novel of someone else's "'overly receptive'" imaginings (100). Their universe is perpetually in the present tense: "'you are, here, nothing but a character out of his afflicted memory'" (98). They do not themselves even know who or what they are. They may suspect, at times, that they are just characters in a play. Or maybe a dream. Their world is shaped by suspiciously convenient coincidence and readers' expectations. One cannot trust what he is told, as it may just be a story, a draft of a story, a ghost of a memory, an alternate interpretation, a lie. Every narrator is unreliable, testing us like Milgram. Everything that they feel seems real, though, because "'imbued by [the author] with new life, barely dulled by time'" (100). Time, indeed, passes differently in a narrative than in real-world experience. And the plot recurs again and again in those pages, always as though for the first time. Characters may die but are never gone. They are children and adults at once. They are gathered, within those pages, all together, in multiple places at once, impossibly, and yet it is so.
This book would pair well in a course with the films Blade Runner and La Jetee and with Virginia Woolf's novel Orlando and even with Orwell's 1984. ...It is as though the entirety of my literary studies up until now has prepared me to appreciate this book.