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You Had It Coming
WOULD YOU SAVE THE MAN
WHO DESTROYED YOUR LIFE?
When paramedic Megan Lowe is called to the scene of an attempted murder, all she can do is try to save the victim. But as the man is lifted onto a stretcher, she realises she knows him. She despises him. Why should she save his life when he destroyed hers?
Jess Foster is on her way home when she receives a text from Megan. Once best friends, the two women haven't been close for years, not since the night when they were just the teenage girls whom no-one believed; whose reputations were ruined. All Jess can think is, you had it coming.
Now Megan and Jess are at the centre of a murder investigation. But what secrets are they hiding? Can they trust one another? And who really is the victim?
Perfect for fans of C.L. Taylor, Lucy Foley and Lisa Hall, You Had It Coming is a thrilling tale of suspense and dark secrets.
WHO DESTROYED YOUR LIFE?
When paramedic Megan Lowe is called to the scene of an attempted murder, all she can do is try to save the victim. But as the man is lifted onto a stretcher, she realises she knows him. She despises him. Why should she save his life when he destroyed hers?
Jess Foster is on her way home when she receives a text from Megan. Once best friends, the two women haven't been close for years, not since the night when they were just the teenage girls whom no-one believed; whose reputations were ruined. All Jess can think is, you had it coming.
Now Megan and Jess are at the centre of a murder investigation. But what secrets are they hiding? Can they trust one another? And who really is the victim?
Perfect for fans of C.L. Taylor, Lucy Foley and Lisa Hall, You Had It Coming is a thrilling tale of suspense and dark secrets.
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First published May 13, 2021
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January 6, 2022
I very much enjoyed this thoughtful, well written murder mystery, which looks at the issues surrounding the issues of taking a rape case to trial, and the way in which lives can be altered or destroyed by that.
Twelve years ago, high school seniors Jess and Megan attended a party where they drank too much, waking up the next morning with no memory of the night before, but believing they had been sexually assaulted. At the trial Thomas Malouf and Dylan O'Shea, the two boys involved in the alleged rape, were defended by William Newson, a barrister skilled in winning such cases by destroying the credibility of the women involved and depicting them as liars. By the time the trial was over and the boys acquitted, both Jess and Megan had their characters and self esteem irreparably damaged.
When Megan, now a paramedic is called to the shooting of a man outside his house, she is shocked to recognise William Newson. After he later dies of his wounds, Megan contacts Jess, for the first time in years, to let her know that the man they have both hated for so long is dead. The novel switches between the viewpoints of Megan and Jess, as well as that of the lead investigator into the murder, DS Bridget Kennedy, who has a long list of aggrieved suspects who might have wished Newson dead, including Megan and Jess themselves.
This is a well balanced novel, one that not only calls out the practice of discrediting the women involved in rape cases, but also allows that the defendants have a right to have their case heard and that a lawyer should always do his best for his clients, despite the fact that lives or reputations may be irreparably damaged by the trial. By making Bridget the mother of a teenage daughter and son, the author also highlights the difficult line a mother must walk in teaching her children how to dress and behave appropriately as they head off into an adult world full of mixed messages about sex, drinking and relationships. 4.5★
Twelve years ago, high school seniors Jess and Megan attended a party where they drank too much, waking up the next morning with no memory of the night before, but believing they had been sexually assaulted. At the trial Thomas Malouf and Dylan O'Shea, the two boys involved in the alleged rape, were defended by William Newson, a barrister skilled in winning such cases by destroying the credibility of the women involved and depicting them as liars. By the time the trial was over and the boys acquitted, both Jess and Megan had their characters and self esteem irreparably damaged.
When Megan, now a paramedic is called to the shooting of a man outside his house, she is shocked to recognise William Newson. After he later dies of his wounds, Megan contacts Jess, for the first time in years, to let her know that the man they have both hated for so long is dead. The novel switches between the viewpoints of Megan and Jess, as well as that of the lead investigator into the murder, DS Bridget Kennedy, who has a long list of aggrieved suspects who might have wished Newson dead, including Megan and Jess themselves.
This is a well balanced novel, one that not only calls out the practice of discrediting the women involved in rape cases, but also allows that the defendants have a right to have their case heard and that a lawyer should always do his best for his clients, despite the fact that lives or reputations may be irreparably damaged by the trial. By making Bridget the mother of a teenage daughter and son, the author also highlights the difficult line a mother must walk in teaching her children how to dress and behave appropriately as they head off into an adult world full of mixed messages about sex, drinking and relationships. 4.5★
February 15, 2025
My first book by this author and I have obviously been missing out! Also interesting to me, it is set in an area of Sydney that I know well.
The book opens as we are introduced to our three main characters, Megan who is a paramedic, Jess who was her best friend when they were both raped at a party when they were 17, and D.S. Bridget Kennedy. When the Barrister who defended the alleged rapists is shot in his own driveway, Megan is one of the paramedics who attends the scene. The coincidence involved worries D.S. Kennedy and the girls' families all become possible suspects.
The story is full of suspense, more deaths, many possible suspects and a complete surprise at the end. I enjoyed it very much indeed and will look out for more books by this author.
The book opens as we are introduced to our three main characters, Megan who is a paramedic, Jess who was her best friend when they were both raped at a party when they were 17, and D.S. Bridget Kennedy. When the Barrister who defended the alleged rapists is shot in his own driveway, Megan is one of the paramedics who attends the scene. The coincidence involved worries D.S. Kennedy and the girls' families all become possible suspects.
The story is full of suspense, more deaths, many possible suspects and a complete surprise at the end. I enjoyed it very much indeed and will look out for more books by this author.
April 23, 2022
Paramedic Megan Lowe was patrolling the streets of Sydney with her partner, Lucas when they were directed to a nearby shooting. A man had been putting his bins out and was shot twice; neighbours heard the shots, but no one witnessed anything. The man was alive as he was loaded into the ambulance, and it was only at the last minute that Megan recognized him – a man she hated with all her being…
Jess Foster had been Megan’s best friend twelve years prior, and they hadn’t seen or spoken to each other since Megan’s dad’s funeral. When she heard from Megan, she was shocked, and rattled at what she told her. Megan and Jess were only seventeen when their lives fell apart, when grief, humiliation, fear and mistrust filled their lives. Now both women had secure jobs and Jess’s partner Alex, was a godsend.
Detective Sergeant Bridget Kennedy was in charge of the murder investigation and both Megan and Jess were in her line of sight. When another person was killed, Bridget wasn’t sure if the two were connected. But they could be, couldn’t they? Twenty four seven, exhausting shifts – would they discover the perpetrator? And would Jess and Megan be able to get on with their lives?
You Had It Coming is my first by Aussie author B.M. Carroll (also writing as Ber Carroll) and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I was gripped from the first page to the last. Realistic characters, a perfect setting in Sydney, which I know some of, and a plot that was brutally authentic. You Had It Coming is a tense crime suspense novel which I highly recommend.
Jess Foster had been Megan’s best friend twelve years prior, and they hadn’t seen or spoken to each other since Megan’s dad’s funeral. When she heard from Megan, she was shocked, and rattled at what she told her. Megan and Jess were only seventeen when their lives fell apart, when grief, humiliation, fear and mistrust filled their lives. Now both women had secure jobs and Jess’s partner Alex, was a godsend.
Detective Sergeant Bridget Kennedy was in charge of the murder investigation and both Megan and Jess were in her line of sight. When another person was killed, Bridget wasn’t sure if the two were connected. But they could be, couldn’t they? Twenty four seven, exhausting shifts – would they discover the perpetrator? And would Jess and Megan be able to get on with their lives?
You Had It Coming is my first by Aussie author B.M. Carroll (also writing as Ber Carroll) and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I was gripped from the first page to the last. Realistic characters, a perfect setting in Sydney, which I know some of, and a plot that was brutally authentic. You Had It Coming is a tense crime suspense novel which I highly recommend.
October 23, 2021
⭐️4 Stars⭐️
You Had It Coming by B.M. Carroll is enjoyable Australian crime fiction with a barrelling pace! It's a suspenseful mystery with an unpredictable and satisfying ending. It reads easily and respectfully unearths the impact of sexual violence that touches the lives of the characters involved and everyone around them.
You Had It Coming is a story about two women who are at the centre of a murder investigation. Megan a paramedic and Jess a coach are under suspicion when William Newson a barrister is shot in the driveway outside his home! He has several gunshots to his chest and abdomen and coincidentally Megan was the paramedic attending the scene.
We are taken back to the past and present seamlessly as we learn how these three people are connected. Former best friends Megan and Jess have learnt to deal with the trauma of their past in different ways and are both likeable and interesting characters getting on with their own lives.
Bridget is our third main character and the detective on the case, I really admired her character, she’s both likeable and realistic.
I was extremely challenged to figure out who murdered William Newson there were so many possibilities. You’ll be wondering throughout the story whether the girls are telling the truth about an event that happened at a party twelve years earlier?
This book has a lot to say about the justice system and treatment of women, it was a thought provoking and realistic read.
Publication date 13 May 2021
You Had It Coming by B.M. Carroll is enjoyable Australian crime fiction with a barrelling pace! It's a suspenseful mystery with an unpredictable and satisfying ending. It reads easily and respectfully unearths the impact of sexual violence that touches the lives of the characters involved and everyone around them.
You Had It Coming is a story about two women who are at the centre of a murder investigation. Megan a paramedic and Jess a coach are under suspicion when William Newson a barrister is shot in the driveway outside his home! He has several gunshots to his chest and abdomen and coincidentally Megan was the paramedic attending the scene.
We are taken back to the past and present seamlessly as we learn how these three people are connected. Former best friends Megan and Jess have learnt to deal with the trauma of their past in different ways and are both likeable and interesting characters getting on with their own lives.
Bridget is our third main character and the detective on the case, I really admired her character, she’s both likeable and realistic.
I was extremely challenged to figure out who murdered William Newson there were so many possibilities. You’ll be wondering throughout the story whether the girls are telling the truth about an event that happened at a party twelve years earlier?
This book has a lot to say about the justice system and treatment of women, it was a thought provoking and realistic read.
Publication date 13 May 2021
December 13, 2021
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You Had It Coming by B.M. Carroll. (2021).
When paramedic Megan is called to the scene of an attempted murder, all she can do is try to save the victim. But she recognises him - she despises him, he destroyed her life. Jess is on her way home when she receives a text from Megan. Once best friends, they haven't been close for years, not since the night when they were the teenage girls nobody believed. All Jess can think is: you had it coming. Now Megan and Jess are at the centre of a murder investigation. But what secrets are they hiding? Can they trust one another? And who really is the victim?
I thoroughly enjoyed this gripping read. Trigger warning, this one covers some serious issues including rape and sexual assault, murder and suicide. Even though it's a tough topic, I appreciated the author shining a light on the unfortunately all too common experience of young girls being accused of lying after being sexually harmed. It also delves into the concept of are the lawyers who defend the bad guys, also the bad guys? Certainly food for thought there. It was a clever storyline with a few red herrings meaning readers will struggle to guess what exactly as going on as there's more than one plausible suspect.
Overall: I highly recommend this novel for those that enjoy suspense thrillers.
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You Had It Coming by B.M. Carroll. (2021).
When paramedic Megan is called to the scene of an attempted murder, all she can do is try to save the victim. But she recognises him - she despises him, he destroyed her life. Jess is on her way home when she receives a text from Megan. Once best friends, they haven't been close for years, not since the night when they were the teenage girls nobody believed. All Jess can think is: you had it coming. Now Megan and Jess are at the centre of a murder investigation. But what secrets are they hiding? Can they trust one another? And who really is the victim?
I thoroughly enjoyed this gripping read. Trigger warning, this one covers some serious issues including rape and sexual assault, murder and suicide. Even though it's a tough topic, I appreciated the author shining a light on the unfortunately all too common experience of young girls being accused of lying after being sexually harmed. It also delves into the concept of are the lawyers who defend the bad guys, also the bad guys? Certainly food for thought there. It was a clever storyline with a few red herrings meaning readers will struggle to guess what exactly as going on as there's more than one plausible suspect.
Overall: I highly recommend this novel for those that enjoy suspense thrillers.
August 29, 2025
This is B.M. Carroll's tenth novel (she also publishes under the name Ber Carroll) and my second by her. This should not have captured my entire interest as it did, a murder/mystery, police procedural with boxing in the mix, none of my usual interests or likes.
But the writing is sublime, the three narrators very believable and the storyline gripping. Meghan and Jess were best friends at 17 when they were victims of rape at a party, while Bridget is the investigating police detective after the solicitor who got the boys who raped them off and tarnished the two young women and their families, is shot 12 years later. The story progresses, slowly at first, lots of characters and potential murderers introduced, then picking up to where I couldn't stop reading. Very well written, gripping and a condemnation to how few sexual assaults ever lead to a conviction. Well done and all taking place in Sydney's Northern Suburbs. 4.5 stars, luckily I have a few more of Ms Carroll's books ready to go on my kindle.
Cold hard fact: we’re more at risk from our beloved than anyone else. (p. 23).
They’re different, though. Jess is ambitious, intense, introverted, and obsessed about fitness. Alex is none of the above; he just wants a good time. But they fit well together. Jess doesn’t know how, they just do. (p. 35).
Seventeen and fifteen years old, incompetent in many respects, but brimming with opinions and contrariness. Who knew that life would be ten times more difficult now than when they were toddlers? (p. 39).
But the writing is sublime, the three narrators very believable and the storyline gripping. Meghan and Jess were best friends at 17 when they were victims of rape at a party, while Bridget is the investigating police detective after the solicitor who got the boys who raped them off and tarnished the two young women and their families, is shot 12 years later. The story progresses, slowly at first, lots of characters and potential murderers introduced, then picking up to where I couldn't stop reading. Very well written, gripping and a condemnation to how few sexual assaults ever lead to a conviction. Well done and all taking place in Sydney's Northern Suburbs. 4.5 stars, luckily I have a few more of Ms Carroll's books ready to go on my kindle.
Cold hard fact: we’re more at risk from our beloved than anyone else. (p. 23).
They’re different, though. Jess is ambitious, intense, introverted, and obsessed about fitness. Alex is none of the above; he just wants a good time. But they fit well together. Jess doesn’t know how, they just do. (p. 35).
Seventeen and fifteen years old, incompetent in many respects, but brimming with opinions and contrariness. Who knew that life would be ten times more difficult now than when they were toddlers? (p. 39).
October 14, 2022
When paramedic Megan Lowe responds to a call to a shooting incident she is shocked to find she knows the victim. His name is William Newson and he was the defense attorney in a rape case in which she was the co-complainant. He managed to gain the acquittal of the men who raped her by painting her and her best friend as liars. Now it’s her job to save his life.
Jessica is a gym instructor and former boxer. She was once friends with Megan and was the other co-complainant in the rape case. She has managed to build a solid life for herself since the case but hadn’t really kept in contact with Megan, that is until Megan contacts her to tell her about the incident.
Investigating the case is homicide Detective Sergeant Bridget Kennedy who doesn’t like coincidences and begins a thorough examination that includes both Megan and Jessica as potential suspects. What becomes obvious, however, is that Newson earned himself many enemies through his practice of getting sexual predators acquitted through tenuous technicalities.
As the story unfolds we follow along from alternating viewpoints from each of the main characters. Although Megan and Jess had drifted apart in the intervening 12 years since their assault, the death of Newson draws them back together. It also dredges up old memories and fears that they had hoped they had conquered. The result is a strong character analysis that gives us tremendous insight into the psyches of Megan, Jess and Bridget each of whom come through this substantially changed.
You Had It Coming deals with the all too common case of blaming the victim of sexual assault crimes or, at the least, accusing them of lying or being mistaken. It provides a well-reasoned argument that the accused should have the benefit of the best possible defense and this is the role of a strong attorney. But there’s a difference between providing a robust defense and descending to victim blaming. The characters are given great depth and you get a strong sense of the underlying personality in each and this added greatly to my enjoyment of the story.
This is an intriguing mystery that covers a difficult subject with sympathy and balance. The unfortunate reality is that what takes place in this fictional story happens all too frequently in real life and it is a fact that should be highlighted more often.
October 14, 2021
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‘Just tell them the truth. You drank too much. You misjudged the effect it would have. We all make mistakes. I know I have.’
Rated highly by powerhouse Liane Moriarty, B.M. Carroll returns with another dark crime thriller. You Had It Coming is a frantic tale of consent, admissions, revelations, family, friendship, secrets, the truth, lies and protection. A relevant, timely and conflict based tale, You Had It Coming is a topical text that can easily be devoured in a sitting.
A story of wrecked lives and repairing mistakes, You Had It Coming follows paramedic Megan Lowe who is faced with a huge moral issue when she is called out to attend a medical emergency. Megan must decide if she can save the life of a man who destroyed her own life. Megan’s former best friend Jess Foster also becomes involved in this situation when Megan contacts her. With reputations on the line and past issues to consider, both women know this new situation will test their resolve. When Jess and Megan are linked to a murder investigation issues of trust, blame, reputation, guilt, shame and self-preservation all come into play. Will the Jess and Megan walk free from this murder investigation with a clean record?
Since B.M. Carroll made the switch from light hearted stories to dark thriller tales, I have gravitated towards each new novel this talented author releases. You Had It Coming is a story that places the reader in the thick of action from the opening chapter of this engrossing and consuming mystery novel. I loved the opportunity to surrender myself to this riveting suspense tale.
You Had It Coming relays the perspectives of three different women and these viewpoints alternate as this addictive story unfolds. This shared form of narration helps to build the dark tone and the strong feeling of suspense that underscores this novel. I found B.M. Carroll’s latest to be a very divisive and thought-provoking tale. This novel also served up plenty of moral questions. You Had It Coming is definitely a conversation starter, perfect for books clubs to discuss the conflicting ideas and grey areas this novel presents. In some sections of this novel I found my emotions were heightened due to the intense nature of this tale. These big feelings also seemed to grow as the narrative progressed. Carroll keeps an even pace and tone for the duration of her latest novel. I encountered no issues in terms of attention, as this book followed quite a tumultuous journey. You Had It Coming is a conflicting and perplexing read, that will really test your mind.
Complex and strong characters flesh out Carroll’s latest tale. Megan, Jess and Bridget are realistic and authentic protagonists. Carroll’s approach allows the reader to develop a deep connection to the struggles each character must face. Carroll comprehensively explores the personal issues of her compelling cast members, which fills the plot with a good serving of drama. Questions of truth, lies, contention, suspicion, shame, guilt, morality and justice surround this novel. The end result is a confronting read for the audience to mull over. With a sensitive and close look at female personal protection, rights and power struggles, You Had It Coming is a timely read.
Well written, with clear and direct prose, You Had it Coming is a dilemma filled tale that will have you up in arms as the characters in this story are faced with some tough situations. You Had It Coming is highly recommended to mystery and thriller fans.
*Thanks extended to Allen & Unwin for providing a free copy of this book for review purposes.
You Had It Coming is book #91 of the 2021 Australian Women Writers Challenge
‘Just tell them the truth. You drank too much. You misjudged the effect it would have. We all make mistakes. I know I have.’
Rated highly by powerhouse Liane Moriarty, B.M. Carroll returns with another dark crime thriller. You Had It Coming is a frantic tale of consent, admissions, revelations, family, friendship, secrets, the truth, lies and protection. A relevant, timely and conflict based tale, You Had It Coming is a topical text that can easily be devoured in a sitting.
A story of wrecked lives and repairing mistakes, You Had It Coming follows paramedic Megan Lowe who is faced with a huge moral issue when she is called out to attend a medical emergency. Megan must decide if she can save the life of a man who destroyed her own life. Megan’s former best friend Jess Foster also becomes involved in this situation when Megan contacts her. With reputations on the line and past issues to consider, both women know this new situation will test their resolve. When Jess and Megan are linked to a murder investigation issues of trust, blame, reputation, guilt, shame and self-preservation all come into play. Will the Jess and Megan walk free from this murder investigation with a clean record?
Since B.M. Carroll made the switch from light hearted stories to dark thriller tales, I have gravitated towards each new novel this talented author releases. You Had It Coming is a story that places the reader in the thick of action from the opening chapter of this engrossing and consuming mystery novel. I loved the opportunity to surrender myself to this riveting suspense tale.
You Had It Coming relays the perspectives of three different women and these viewpoints alternate as this addictive story unfolds. This shared form of narration helps to build the dark tone and the strong feeling of suspense that underscores this novel. I found B.M. Carroll’s latest to be a very divisive and thought-provoking tale. This novel also served up plenty of moral questions. You Had It Coming is definitely a conversation starter, perfect for books clubs to discuss the conflicting ideas and grey areas this novel presents. In some sections of this novel I found my emotions were heightened due to the intense nature of this tale. These big feelings also seemed to grow as the narrative progressed. Carroll keeps an even pace and tone for the duration of her latest novel. I encountered no issues in terms of attention, as this book followed quite a tumultuous journey. You Had It Coming is a conflicting and perplexing read, that will really test your mind.
Complex and strong characters flesh out Carroll’s latest tale. Megan, Jess and Bridget are realistic and authentic protagonists. Carroll’s approach allows the reader to develop a deep connection to the struggles each character must face. Carroll comprehensively explores the personal issues of her compelling cast members, which fills the plot with a good serving of drama. Questions of truth, lies, contention, suspicion, shame, guilt, morality and justice surround this novel. The end result is a confronting read for the audience to mull over. With a sensitive and close look at female personal protection, rights and power struggles, You Had It Coming is a timely read.
Well written, with clear and direct prose, You Had it Coming is a dilemma filled tale that will have you up in arms as the characters in this story are faced with some tough situations. You Had It Coming is highly recommended to mystery and thriller fans.
*Thanks extended to Allen & Unwin for providing a free copy of this book for review purposes.
You Had It Coming is book #91 of the 2021 Australian Women Writers Challenge
August 18, 2021
This is a extremely well written book about sexual assault. It is done very respectfully and is the main focus of the whole book. B M Carroll is an excellent writer who had me turning the pages to find out what was happening. Although the book is a slow burner it doesn't take anything away from how good a book it is. It is full of secrets, twists and suspense. It has multiple characters who all play a part in this book. When I read the plot of this book I just knew I had to read it and I absolutely loved it. I have her other books in my bookcase to read and I cant wait too. Highly recommend. Thank you #allenandunwin and #bmcarroll for sending me this book to review.
May 14, 2021
You Had It Coming is a tumultuous psychological suspense novel exploring revenge, shattered reputations, and the true nature of consent. We are introduced to a barrister, who has made a name for himself defending sexual assault cases, and who is shot outside his home. William Newson is a beloved father, a considerate boss and a strong advocate for the rights of the accused. He is also responsible for the acquittal of defendants who are guilty of their crimes and enabling at least one repeat offender. His profession leads to irreconcilable differences with his wife, who divorces him because ‘all those girls can’t be lying, William’. His profession causes numerous threats to his personal safety by angry complainants and their distraught families. His profession ultimately costs him his life.
Exploring topics that as a law graduate fascinate me, the author addresses many thought-provoking legal themes throughout. It’s true that every defendant, no matter how heinous the crime, is entitled to the presumption of innocence and a strong legal defence. Without these basic standards, our legal system would be neither just nor fair and innocent people could be wrongly accused and convicted of crimes they did not commit. However, it is a mistake to believe that the verdict in a trial is always just and fair. A miscarriage of justice seems more likely in sexual assault cases, because most of the time only two people know what actually happened and their perceptions of reality can be very different. ‘Reasonable doubt’ can flourish and all too often there is simply not enough evidence to return a guilty verdict.
But just because there is not enough evidence and the final verdict is NOT GUILTY, doesn’t necessarily mean that the crime did not occur. Carroll takes these truths and applies them to the case of William Newson and posits that there is always more to a case than initially meets the eye. You Had It Coming explores the murky matters of consent, admissible evidence, reasonable doubt, the rights of the accused, victim-blaming, and the appalling reality that some offenders are not convicted for their crimes. Our legal system is imperfect, lawyers on both sides are endeavouring to do their jobs to the highest standard, and what can really be done if it’s one person’s word against another’s? It stings that the justice system is ultimately a work in progress and always will be, which often means that perpetrators go unpunished, and as aforementioned, it frequently boils down to He said vs. She said, but no justice system is 100% foolproof, unfortunately. Highly recommended.
Exploring topics that as a law graduate fascinate me, the author addresses many thought-provoking legal themes throughout. It’s true that every defendant, no matter how heinous the crime, is entitled to the presumption of innocence and a strong legal defence. Without these basic standards, our legal system would be neither just nor fair and innocent people could be wrongly accused and convicted of crimes they did not commit. However, it is a mistake to believe that the verdict in a trial is always just and fair. A miscarriage of justice seems more likely in sexual assault cases, because most of the time only two people know what actually happened and their perceptions of reality can be very different. ‘Reasonable doubt’ can flourish and all too often there is simply not enough evidence to return a guilty verdict.
But just because there is not enough evidence and the final verdict is NOT GUILTY, doesn’t necessarily mean that the crime did not occur. Carroll takes these truths and applies them to the case of William Newson and posits that there is always more to a case than initially meets the eye. You Had It Coming explores the murky matters of consent, admissible evidence, reasonable doubt, the rights of the accused, victim-blaming, and the appalling reality that some offenders are not convicted for their crimes. Our legal system is imperfect, lawyers on both sides are endeavouring to do their jobs to the highest standard, and what can really be done if it’s one person’s word against another’s? It stings that the justice system is ultimately a work in progress and always will be, which often means that perpetrators go unpunished, and as aforementioned, it frequently boils down to He said vs. She said, but no justice system is 100% foolproof, unfortunately. Highly recommended.
May 22, 2021
You Had It Coming is the tenth novel by Australian author Ber Carroll, the third written as B.M. Carroll. When DS Bridget Kennedy is assigned the murder of high-profile barrister, William Newson, finding potential suspects is the least of her problems.
Newson specialised in sexual assault cases, and was skilled at painting alleged victims as liars, gaining favourable verdicts for perpetrators, or getting cases against his clients dropped. Angry victims, family members and friends understandably have plenty of motive; closer to home, a wife who divorced him over ethical differences, and a bullied son are also on the list.
When paramedic Megan Lowe attends a shooting in Killara, she’s shocked, after doing her best to stabilise the victim, to realise she knows him: when she was seventeen, Newson destroyed her reputation and that of her friend Jess Foster during a rape trial.
Twelve years ago, their accusations saw Thomas Malouf and Dylan O’Brien on trial, but by the time Newson had finished with his character assassinations of the girls, their credibility had been destroyed: Malouf and O’Brien were acquitted.
Jess and Megan have iron-clad alibis for the time of the shooting, although some of those close to them do not.
Bridget’s team is kept busy canvassing Newson’s neighbourhood, interviewing family, checking phone records, Newson’s recent court cases, and trying to locate the gun and the killer’s escape motorcycle. And, frustratingly, each piece of information uncovered seems to add to the list of those with motive, means and opportunity.
Then a second death, possibly a murder, connected to Newson, has Bridget wondering if she is on completely the wrong track.
Carroll gives the reader a gripping tale that examines the wide-ranging repercussions and long-lasting consequences on all those involved, that result from this type of crime and the manner in which the law deals with it. It recognises the right of the accused to representation, but also the unethical practice of victim blaming.
Carroll easily conveys her setting and era; her characters, their dialogue and reactions all feel very authentic; and the police procedural aspect is highly credible. Astute readers may fix on the murderer halfway in, but this does not detract from the story: the how and why are compelling enough to keep the pages turning, and there are twists and surprises to keep the reader guessing. This is brilliant Australian crime fiction.
This unbiased review is from an uncorrected proof copy provided by NetGalley and Serpent’s Tail/Viper/Profile Books.
Newson specialised in sexual assault cases, and was skilled at painting alleged victims as liars, gaining favourable verdicts for perpetrators, or getting cases against his clients dropped. Angry victims, family members and friends understandably have plenty of motive; closer to home, a wife who divorced him over ethical differences, and a bullied son are also on the list.
When paramedic Megan Lowe attends a shooting in Killara, she’s shocked, after doing her best to stabilise the victim, to realise she knows him: when she was seventeen, Newson destroyed her reputation and that of her friend Jess Foster during a rape trial.
Twelve years ago, their accusations saw Thomas Malouf and Dylan O’Brien on trial, but by the time Newson had finished with his character assassinations of the girls, their credibility had been destroyed: Malouf and O’Brien were acquitted.
Jess and Megan have iron-clad alibis for the time of the shooting, although some of those close to them do not.
Bridget’s team is kept busy canvassing Newson’s neighbourhood, interviewing family, checking phone records, Newson’s recent court cases, and trying to locate the gun and the killer’s escape motorcycle. And, frustratingly, each piece of information uncovered seems to add to the list of those with motive, means and opportunity.
Then a second death, possibly a murder, connected to Newson, has Bridget wondering if she is on completely the wrong track.
Carroll gives the reader a gripping tale that examines the wide-ranging repercussions and long-lasting consequences on all those involved, that result from this type of crime and the manner in which the law deals with it. It recognises the right of the accused to representation, but also the unethical practice of victim blaming.
Carroll easily conveys her setting and era; her characters, their dialogue and reactions all feel very authentic; and the police procedural aspect is highly credible. Astute readers may fix on the murderer halfway in, but this does not detract from the story: the how and why are compelling enough to keep the pages turning, and there are twists and surprises to keep the reader guessing. This is brilliant Australian crime fiction.
This unbiased review is from an uncorrected proof copy provided by NetGalley and Serpent’s Tail/Viper/Profile Books.
May 29, 2021
“Someone else must hate him as much as we do.”
As paramedic Megan Lowe loads a patient suffering gunshot wounds into her ambulance she is stunned to realise she recognises the man. Twelve years previously William Newson was the barrister who successfully gained the acquittal of the two men who raped her, by labelling her and her best friend Jess as liars. Homicide Squad detective Bridget Kennedy is suspicious of the coincidence, but she quickly learns that plenty of people thought he had coming, defending sexual predators has won the dead man few fans, including among his family.
You Had It Coming unfolds from the alternating perspectives of Megan, Jess and Bridget. Instinctively on learning of Newson’s death, both Megan and Jess feel that he deserves his fate, still angry about his role in their trial. While the women were victims of the same crime, their reactions in the aftermath have been quite different. Jess has arguably coped better in the intervening years, but then the fall out could be said to have been more dramatic for Megan, regardless both are living quite different lives from what they had planned at 17. I admired Carroll’s portrayal of both women, who come across as complex, authentic characters.
Carroll offers us a glimpse into Bridget’s personal life, and the effect her work as a detective has on her family. With a teenage daughter and son of her own, Bridget can’t help but be affected by Megan and Jess’s experiences.
I also appreciated the authenticity of Bridget’s investigation. She and her colleagues follow up on all the information that comes their way, sifting through evidence, leads and suspects. Carroll provides the reader with a number of potential suspects, and does well to keep many of them in play ensuring suspense is maintained, the stakes rising when the body of another man related to Megan and Jess’s case is discovered in suspicious circumstances.
Carroll explores a number of themes such as trauma, justice, shame, guilt and revenge. She also exposes the flaws of the justice system, particularly when it involves sexual assault, and illustrates how the consequences of the crime is rarely confined to just the perpetrators and victims. I felt her portrayal of all the issues was sensitive and respectful.
A blend of domestic thriller and police procedural, I found You Had It Coming to be a suspenseful and thought-provoking novel.
As paramedic Megan Lowe loads a patient suffering gunshot wounds into her ambulance she is stunned to realise she recognises the man. Twelve years previously William Newson was the barrister who successfully gained the acquittal of the two men who raped her, by labelling her and her best friend Jess as liars. Homicide Squad detective Bridget Kennedy is suspicious of the coincidence, but she quickly learns that plenty of people thought he had coming, defending sexual predators has won the dead man few fans, including among his family.
You Had It Coming unfolds from the alternating perspectives of Megan, Jess and Bridget. Instinctively on learning of Newson’s death, both Megan and Jess feel that he deserves his fate, still angry about his role in their trial. While the women were victims of the same crime, their reactions in the aftermath have been quite different. Jess has arguably coped better in the intervening years, but then the fall out could be said to have been more dramatic for Megan, regardless both are living quite different lives from what they had planned at 17. I admired Carroll’s portrayal of both women, who come across as complex, authentic characters.
Carroll offers us a glimpse into Bridget’s personal life, and the effect her work as a detective has on her family. With a teenage daughter and son of her own, Bridget can’t help but be affected by Megan and Jess’s experiences.
I also appreciated the authenticity of Bridget’s investigation. She and her colleagues follow up on all the information that comes their way, sifting through evidence, leads and suspects. Carroll provides the reader with a number of potential suspects, and does well to keep many of them in play ensuring suspense is maintained, the stakes rising when the body of another man related to Megan and Jess’s case is discovered in suspicious circumstances.
Carroll explores a number of themes such as trauma, justice, shame, guilt and revenge. She also exposes the flaws of the justice system, particularly when it involves sexual assault, and illustrates how the consequences of the crime is rarely confined to just the perpetrators and victims. I felt her portrayal of all the issues was sensitive and respectful.
A blend of domestic thriller and police procedural, I found You Had It Coming to be a suspenseful and thought-provoking novel.
December 31, 2021
Megan Lowe is a paramedic and it’s her job to save lives, but when she comes across a murder victim and discovers the man is someone who destroyed her life years ago, Megan had two choices, save his life or let him die. To know the answer you’ll need to read the book and trust me it’s well worth reading.
Fast-paced thriller, mystery story is an action-packed book which I thoroughly enjoyed and have no hesitation in highly recommending to anyone who enjoys reading these genres.
Fast-paced thriller, mystery story is an action-packed book which I thoroughly enjoyed and have no hesitation in highly recommending to anyone who enjoys reading these genres.
June 20, 2025
Disturbing, triggering, realistic characters with a twisted twist I didn’t see coming! And what’s more?! The story has a very satisfying ending!
June 9, 2021
Thank you Allen & Unwin for sending us a copy to read and review.
Paramedic Megan Lowe rushes to a scene where the victim has been shot.
As her colleague and herself try to save him she realises he is a part of her past.
A part that nearly destroyed her and her best friend and a past she tried hard to move on from.
Why would she save a man that she despises?
Former champion boxer, Jess Foster is on he way home and receives a text from her former best friend.
They were once very close, linked to that terrible past where no one believed them.
Now they are amongst it all again and are part of a murder investigation.
Who is telling the truth?
A fast paced domestic drama with many layers as you peck them away you become deeper into the plot.
A complex and thought provoking plot as well as the twists make this book one to pick up.
I became invested quickly and was quite intrigued to see it all unfold right in front of my eyes.
B.M explores many different themes as well as a flawed justice system in a sensitive and compassionate way.
There’s much to talk about and break down when you go deep into the soul of this story.
Suspense, mystery, drama and intrigue is just dripping from the pages.
After you have read the final page, it will leave you thinking.
Paramedic Megan Lowe rushes to a scene where the victim has been shot.
As her colleague and herself try to save him she realises he is a part of her past.
A part that nearly destroyed her and her best friend and a past she tried hard to move on from.
Why would she save a man that she despises?
Former champion boxer, Jess Foster is on he way home and receives a text from her former best friend.
They were once very close, linked to that terrible past where no one believed them.
Now they are amongst it all again and are part of a murder investigation.
Who is telling the truth?
A fast paced domestic drama with many layers as you peck them away you become deeper into the plot.
A complex and thought provoking plot as well as the twists make this book one to pick up.
I became invested quickly and was quite intrigued to see it all unfold right in front of my eyes.
B.M explores many different themes as well as a flawed justice system in a sensitive and compassionate way.
There’s much to talk about and break down when you go deep into the soul of this story.
Suspense, mystery, drama and intrigue is just dripping from the pages.
After you have read the final page, it will leave you thinking.
June 18, 2021
Thanks to Netgalley for a copy of this book for an honest review.
Great police procedural that kept me guessing. I think I suspected everyone at some point!! Will definitely check out other books by this author!
Great police procedural that kept me guessing. I think I suspected everyone at some point!! Will definitely check out other books by this author!
April 29, 2021
You Had it Coming was quite a page turner, and although I’d guessed the finer points it was still a read I was keen to get done.
When paramedic Megan is called to a shooting, she knows things might not end well. The man dies later that night, but at the scene Megan realises she knows him. The man who has been shot is someone who she feels has destroyed her life.
What transpires is something of a cat and mouse game. The shooting is linked to historic cases and there’s a long list of characters who might be involved. We follow our investigation as they try to get to the bottom of the story.
Thanks to NetGalley for letting me read this before publication. Things ended a little more abruptly than I expected, but the overall feeling was of a solid mystery.
When paramedic Megan is called to a shooting, she knows things might not end well. The man dies later that night, but at the scene Megan realises she knows him. The man who has been shot is someone who she feels has destroyed her life.
What transpires is something of a cat and mouse game. The shooting is linked to historic cases and there’s a long list of characters who might be involved. We follow our investigation as they try to get to the bottom of the story.
Thanks to NetGalley for letting me read this before publication. Things ended a little more abruptly than I expected, but the overall feeling was of a solid mystery.
June 10, 2021
When paramedic Megan Lowe is called to the scene of a shooting, she knows she will do everything she can to keep the victim alive. She is shocked to discover that the victim is a man she knows; it's William Newson. He is a beloved father, a considerate boss and a strong advocate for the rights of the accused, but Megan despises him. When Jess receives a text message from Megan she is surprised as the two former friends haven’t spoken in years. When she hears of the shooting, she thinks the same thing as Megan – you had it coming.
The author addresses several difficult subjects in the story with sensitivity and without being overly sensational. She focuses on the emotion, the long-lasting effects of what happened and how the trauma causes ripples through life long after the event occurred. There is also a sense of malevolence that runs throughout, hinting at possible guilt at intervals here and there. It is cleverly done and I had my suspicions but no clear idea who the culprit might be or what was going to happen next.
B. M. Carroll's cast of fascinating characters were intriguing to read about. The three narrators: Megan, Jess and Bridget (the detective in charge of the murder investigation) all offered a unique perspective and different insights. While Megan and Jess were both victims of the same crime twelve years ago, the ways it has impacted their lives since were poles apart. Bridget also made a great narrator, though for other reasons; she was investigating the murder, but the author also explored Bridget's perspective from her position as a mother of a teenage son and daughter. A great read with a swift pace, I liked the moral dilemmas the novel presented. Gripping, suspenseful and provocative, I recommend You Had It Coming very highly.
I received a complimentary copy of this novel from Serpent's Tail / Viper via NetGalley at my request and this review is my own unbiased opinion.
The author addresses several difficult subjects in the story with sensitivity and without being overly sensational. She focuses on the emotion, the long-lasting effects of what happened and how the trauma causes ripples through life long after the event occurred. There is also a sense of malevolence that runs throughout, hinting at possible guilt at intervals here and there. It is cleverly done and I had my suspicions but no clear idea who the culprit might be or what was going to happen next.
B. M. Carroll's cast of fascinating characters were intriguing to read about. The three narrators: Megan, Jess and Bridget (the detective in charge of the murder investigation) all offered a unique perspective and different insights. While Megan and Jess were both victims of the same crime twelve years ago, the ways it has impacted their lives since were poles apart. Bridget also made a great narrator, though for other reasons; she was investigating the murder, but the author also explored Bridget's perspective from her position as a mother of a teenage son and daughter. A great read with a swift pace, I liked the moral dilemmas the novel presented. Gripping, suspenseful and provocative, I recommend You Had It Coming very highly.
I received a complimentary copy of this novel from Serpent's Tail / Viper via NetGalley at my request and this review is my own unbiased opinion.
July 1, 2021
Megan and Jess were best friends. At a party one night when they were young, their drinks were spiked and they were sexually assaulted but were let down by the legal system. This story starts with the death of a lawyer and we find out how the girls are linked to it through the work of Bridget, a detective. You think you know who the killer is but then the plot takes another twist. Really enjoyable book that kept me guessing. Loved the writing and character development.
June 22, 2024
2.5 ⭐️ It was okay. Had lots of potential to be great, but I found it too slow and the ‘twists’ weren’t real shocking or dramatic. I enjoyed it being set in Sydney though!
June 11, 2023
Like many school leavers before them, best friends Jess Foster and Megan Lowe were out celebrating. However, all their hopes and dreams were shattered in just one night, when the pair were raped by two privileged teenage boys. The trial that proceeded was exhausting, lengthy and resulted in the torn reputations and ruined lives of the two girls.
Twelve years on, the former friends are to be reunited, as they get caught in the middle of a police murder investigation. They weren't believed back then, so will they now, as potential suspects? Detective Sergeant Bridget Kennedy has the impossible task of placing all the pieces together, seeing that the investigation will be harder to solve than first thought.
The sensitive topic of sexual assault was handled with the upmost dignity and respect. I really feel like it should be discussed more in mass media. It's certainly not something that should be viewed as taboo.
This was my first book by B.M. Carroll and it won't be my last.
🌟🌟🌟🌟💫/5
Twelve years on, the former friends are to be reunited, as they get caught in the middle of a police murder investigation. They weren't believed back then, so will they now, as potential suspects? Detective Sergeant Bridget Kennedy has the impossible task of placing all the pieces together, seeing that the investigation will be harder to solve than first thought.
The sensitive topic of sexual assault was handled with the upmost dignity and respect. I really feel like it should be discussed more in mass media. It's certainly not something that should be viewed as taboo.
This was my first book by B.M. Carroll and it won't be my last.
🌟🌟🌟🌟💫/5
January 9, 2022
A new author to me and my first 5* of 2022 !! I found it wasn't quite as the synopsis led you to believe but that didn't spoil anything. It just let you think something different was going to happen than what actually did.
I really enjoyed her characters and trying to figure out who the killer was. I guessed at almost everybody featured at one point or another, I think !!
It was interesting how both Megan and Jess dealt with their attacks in such differing ways and the directions their respective lives then took.
I did have to agree with Bridget's son, however, when he advised his sister, "Don't get so pissed someone can take advantage of you....." Wise words indeed.
This is based in Australia and a couple of their words I find 'odd'. They always write bikie as opposed to biker, which always sounds to me like something a 3 year old would say and removalists was another new one on me, too.
I spotted only a couple of rogue hyphens, one I let go but then it happened again with defend-ant's and a missed question mark but that was it for mistakes, so sterling work there.
I did shed a tear at the final line in a note somebody wrote near the end. That was bloody sad. An author I'll definitely read again.
I really enjoyed her characters and trying to figure out who the killer was. I guessed at almost everybody featured at one point or another, I think !!
It was interesting how both Megan and Jess dealt with their attacks in such differing ways and the directions their respective lives then took.
I did have to agree with Bridget's son, however, when he advised his sister, "Don't get so pissed someone can take advantage of you....." Wise words indeed.
This is based in Australia and a couple of their words I find 'odd'. They always write bikie as opposed to biker, which always sounds to me like something a 3 year old would say and removalists was another new one on me, too.
I spotted only a couple of rogue hyphens, one I let go but then it happened again with defend-ant's and a missed question mark but that was it for mistakes, so sterling work there.
I did shed a tear at the final line in a note somebody wrote near the end. That was bloody sad. An author I'll definitely read again.
May 24, 2021
Well wow, what can I say about this book? I am at a loss for words and how dramatic and intriguing this book is.
Right from the beginning, it had me wanting and needing to read on. The shocking discovery that Megan knew the patient she was treating due to an attempted murder. I found myself needing to know who he was, how she knew him and what the secret was.
I do admit, I did find myself asking if I could save someone who done put me through such a horrible ordeal? I find myself questioning it throughout the whole book.
The book takes you through the series of events and lead up to the attempted murder, the suspects and how Megan and her friend, Jess are coping. How they rekindle a potential friendship that was once ruined by said patient.
It was a dramatic, gripping and thrilling book. I couldn’t put it down. Thank you to Anne for allowing me on this book tour and to BM Carroll for allowing me this ARC.
Right from the beginning, it had me wanting and needing to read on. The shocking discovery that Megan knew the patient she was treating due to an attempted murder. I found myself needing to know who he was, how she knew him and what the secret was.
I do admit, I did find myself asking if I could save someone who done put me through such a horrible ordeal? I find myself questioning it throughout the whole book.
The book takes you through the series of events and lead up to the attempted murder, the suspects and how Megan and her friend, Jess are coping. How they rekindle a potential friendship that was once ruined by said patient.
It was a dramatic, gripping and thrilling book. I couldn’t put it down. Thank you to Anne for allowing me on this book tour and to BM Carroll for allowing me this ARC.
April 20, 2021
You Had It Coming - B M Carroll
I've been reading a lot of Australian novels in the past year, more the 'School of Liane Moriarty' domestic thrillers, so I was thrilled to discover this one, quite a bit darker, more Police procedural while still having in depth characters and being very emotionally involving.
The story revolves around the murder of William Newson, a defence barrister who specialises in defending men accused of rape and sexual assault.
The novel is told from three character perspectives. Megan and Jess were both victims of rape twelve years ago and William Newson got their attackers cleared. Bridget is a Detective leading the murder investigation.
The characters are extremely well developed, with memories, thoughts and feelings and well-rounded lives, families, careers and histories.
This book does something very original in bringing together a Police procedural hunt for the killer with the nagging human need to uncover the truth of what happened twelve years ago, and I thought it did it brilliantly.
While I chose to read this thinking it might be another Australian sunny domestic thriller it goes deeper and darker, reminding me more of authors like Gillian McAllister and Kia Abdullah.
Deeply involving and very original, definitely highly recommended and I be seeking out B M Carroll's other books as soon as possible. This is a book I will be telling everyone about come publication day.
Thanks to Netgalley and Viper.
I've been reading a lot of Australian novels in the past year, more the 'School of Liane Moriarty' domestic thrillers, so I was thrilled to discover this one, quite a bit darker, more Police procedural while still having in depth characters and being very emotionally involving.
The story revolves around the murder of William Newson, a defence barrister who specialises in defending men accused of rape and sexual assault.
The novel is told from three character perspectives. Megan and Jess were both victims of rape twelve years ago and William Newson got their attackers cleared. Bridget is a Detective leading the murder investigation.
The characters are extremely well developed, with memories, thoughts and feelings and well-rounded lives, families, careers and histories.
This book does something very original in bringing together a Police procedural hunt for the killer with the nagging human need to uncover the truth of what happened twelve years ago, and I thought it did it brilliantly.
While I chose to read this thinking it might be another Australian sunny domestic thriller it goes deeper and darker, reminding me more of authors like Gillian McAllister and Kia Abdullah.
Deeply involving and very original, definitely highly recommended and I be seeking out B M Carroll's other books as soon as possible. This is a book I will be telling everyone about come publication day.
Thanks to Netgalley and Viper.
November 13, 2021
My goodness, this book was brilliant!
Megan is a paramedic who is called to attend a situation where there has been a shooting. She is the consummate professional until she turns the victim over and realises its the lawyer that defended her rapist years ago. On the tree where the shooter would have stood are the words 'you had it coming'.
Megan and Jess were still in high school when they attended a party and were raped by two fellow students at that party. The case went to trial and the rapists got off on technicalities. The two women have moved on with their lives but have not spoken since. Megan still lives at home with her mother, Jess lives with her boyfriend and is a trainer at a boxing studio.
The police circle and everyone becomes a suspect, Megan, Jess, Megan's mother, Jess's boyfriend and a host of other people who have something against the victim including his ex-wife. I had absolutely no idea who had committed this crime, with my theories changing constantly as the pages were turned.
I have read quite a few of B M Carroll's books and this one I believe is her best so far - absolutely gripping with 3 main protagonists and a host of others who all could be guilty! If you enjoy fast paced thrillers, then this is the book for you. Can't wait until her next offering!!
Megan is a paramedic who is called to attend a situation where there has been a shooting. She is the consummate professional until she turns the victim over and realises its the lawyer that defended her rapist years ago. On the tree where the shooter would have stood are the words 'you had it coming'.
Megan and Jess were still in high school when they attended a party and were raped by two fellow students at that party. The case went to trial and the rapists got off on technicalities. The two women have moved on with their lives but have not spoken since. Megan still lives at home with her mother, Jess lives with her boyfriend and is a trainer at a boxing studio.
The police circle and everyone becomes a suspect, Megan, Jess, Megan's mother, Jess's boyfriend and a host of other people who have something against the victim including his ex-wife. I had absolutely no idea who had committed this crime, with my theories changing constantly as the pages were turned.
I have read quite a few of B M Carroll's books and this one I believe is her best so far - absolutely gripping with 3 main protagonists and a host of others who all could be guilty! If you enjoy fast paced thrillers, then this is the book for you. Can't wait until her next offering!!
January 29, 2023
This one started a little slower but built up speed and ended so well! It’s a great psychological thriller that had me guessing until the end. I loved the twists and turns the storyline took. It’s suspenseful and unpredictable, which I love! Narrated from the perspective of three different woman, their viewpoints heighten and give richness to the narrative. The author also tackles our (flawed and often imperfect) justice system and the treatment of women in particularly, with no holds barred and with sensitivity and respect. A great read and highly recommended!
TW-sexual assault
TW-sexual assault
October 21, 2021
While this was a slower one, I loved trying to figure out the mystery and was completely surprised by that ending. Another enjoyable one.
May 16, 2021
Taut, tense and twisty, You Had It Coming is a story of injustice, murder and vengeance. At the epicentre of it all is what really happened to two teenage girls on the night of a party twelve years ago. Two girls whose worlds were destroyed when they weren’t believed. Were Megan and Jess telling the truth? Did William Newton build his reputation at their cost? Or did he save two innocent young men from injustice? These questions and more are examined in this readable page-turner.
The author addresses several difficult subjects in the story. She does this with honesty, but also sensitivity, never being graphic or sensational. She focuses instead on the emotion, the long-lasting effects of what happened that night and how trauma ripples through your life long after the event has occurred, seeping into every facet of your world. There is also a tempo of malevolence and foreboding that runs through the pages as she sprinkles crumbs of suggestion that hints at their possible guilt at random intervals in the story. It is cleverly done, and the effect is that even when I was 80% of the way through the book, I had lots of suspicions but no clear idea who the culprit was or what was going to happen next. Carroll had me on the edge of my seat, my heart racing as I quickly turned the pages to reach the finale and unveil the truth.
She filled the book with a cast of fractured, troubled, but compelling, characters. The three narrators: Megan, Jess and Bridget - the detective in charge of the murder investigation - are great choices that each offer a unique perspective and insights. While Megan and Jess were both victims of the same crime twelve years ago, their backgrounds and the way it has impacted their lives since, are very different. Just as their reactions to Newton’s death and the murder investigation are different. I liked the uncertainty that having two of them added to the story and found it interesting to read as they get to know each other again all these years later.
The narrator I liked best was Bridget. This wasn’t because she was the one investigating the murder, but because of the perspectives the author explored through her character. Bridget has a teenage son and daughter, and through her family and perspective as a mother rather than a police officer, the author explores the nuances of consent, rape and sexual assault. I particularly liked how the author had her address these issues directly with her children. As the mother of two teenage boys myself, I am keenly aware of how vital it is to have these conversations and make sure they understand consent and the dangers of those blurred lines for both men and women.
Gripping, suspenseful, thought-provoking and emotionally-charged, I highly recommend this fantastic thriller.
The author addresses several difficult subjects in the story. She does this with honesty, but also sensitivity, never being graphic or sensational. She focuses instead on the emotion, the long-lasting effects of what happened that night and how trauma ripples through your life long after the event has occurred, seeping into every facet of your world. There is also a tempo of malevolence and foreboding that runs through the pages as she sprinkles crumbs of suggestion that hints at their possible guilt at random intervals in the story. It is cleverly done, and the effect is that even when I was 80% of the way through the book, I had lots of suspicions but no clear idea who the culprit was or what was going to happen next. Carroll had me on the edge of my seat, my heart racing as I quickly turned the pages to reach the finale and unveil the truth.
She filled the book with a cast of fractured, troubled, but compelling, characters. The three narrators: Megan, Jess and Bridget - the detective in charge of the murder investigation - are great choices that each offer a unique perspective and insights. While Megan and Jess were both victims of the same crime twelve years ago, their backgrounds and the way it has impacted their lives since, are very different. Just as their reactions to Newton’s death and the murder investigation are different. I liked the uncertainty that having two of them added to the story and found it interesting to read as they get to know each other again all these years later.
The narrator I liked best was Bridget. This wasn’t because she was the one investigating the murder, but because of the perspectives the author explored through her character. Bridget has a teenage son and daughter, and through her family and perspective as a mother rather than a police officer, the author explores the nuances of consent, rape and sexual assault. I particularly liked how the author had her address these issues directly with her children. As the mother of two teenage boys myself, I am keenly aware of how vital it is to have these conversations and make sure they understand consent and the dangers of those blurred lines for both men and women.
Gripping, suspenseful, thought-provoking and emotionally-charged, I highly recommend this fantastic thriller.
May 15, 2021
Would you save the man who destroyed your life...?
A suspenseful psychological thriller - told from the three viewpoints of Megan, Jess, and Bridget - this book starts with a gripping first chapter, indicating revelations are surely set to unravel.
The first half is of a slower pace than I am used to, but this is due to placing a lot of emphasis on establishing good character development through the first half. The characters are well written, and there are many! So many that once you reach the second half of the book, the pace picks up several gears and off it soars! Just when you think the killer could be one character, the storyline pirouettes and suddenly everyone has a motive and could be a suspect! Twists and red herrings are fired in at every opportunity.
I correctly guessed (eventually) who the killer was, however I certainly didn’t guess why.
The chapters are short, which I like (as I just can’t bring myself to stop reading mid-chapter - anyone else struggle with this? 🤷🏼♀️) There are flashbacks to an incident from 12 years previously, but Carroll’s writing style ensured the story flowed well.
This book does involve topics of consent, abuse, and grief so please do be aware of this, however Carroll does so sensitively and respectfully.
Overall, a suspenseful thriller with police procedural elements - a page turner which I would happily recommend.
Thank you to NetGalley, BM Carroll, and Viper Books for the gifted Kindle copy. My review is voluntary and all my thoughts are my own.
A suspenseful psychological thriller - told from the three viewpoints of Megan, Jess, and Bridget - this book starts with a gripping first chapter, indicating revelations are surely set to unravel.
The first half is of a slower pace than I am used to, but this is due to placing a lot of emphasis on establishing good character development through the first half. The characters are well written, and there are many! So many that once you reach the second half of the book, the pace picks up several gears and off it soars! Just when you think the killer could be one character, the storyline pirouettes and suddenly everyone has a motive and could be a suspect! Twists and red herrings are fired in at every opportunity.
I correctly guessed (eventually) who the killer was, however I certainly didn’t guess why.
The chapters are short, which I like (as I just can’t bring myself to stop reading mid-chapter - anyone else struggle with this? 🤷🏼♀️) There are flashbacks to an incident from 12 years previously, but Carroll’s writing style ensured the story flowed well.
This book does involve topics of consent, abuse, and grief so please do be aware of this, however Carroll does so sensitively and respectfully.
Overall, a suspenseful thriller with police procedural elements - a page turner which I would happily recommend.
Thank you to NetGalley, BM Carroll, and Viper Books for the gifted Kindle copy. My review is voluntary and all my thoughts are my own.
May 3, 2021
4.25*
BM Carroll,a new to me author who was born in Ireland but now lives in Australia.
When William Newson a barrister who defends rapists is shot Megan a paramedic is called to the scene, she recognises him at the scene from when he was cross examining her in court during her rape trial. We have part of the story from her perspective which includes flashbacks.
We also see the book from the perspective of Jess who is Megan’s friend and another rape victim who was at Newson mercy.
Then there’s Bridget providing the police perspective, Bridget provides more detail to the story through interviews with witnesses and suspects. We don’t get bogged down with office based procedure stuff.
I like the way it’s portrayed, it doesn’t feel like a police procedural, it feels like a domestic drama.
The main characters are very well written and I found them very likeable and engaging, Bridget is empathetic with Megan and Jess as she has a daughter the same age as they were when they were raped. I even felt sorry for one of the antagonists. I think Jess is my favourite character through boxing she has found a way of moving on from her traumatic life event.
As it’s very character driven it is slower paced. At times a little too slow for me especially during Bridget’s sections, which is what held my rating back. There are some excellent twists, I never guessed the culprit. I really enjoyed it. It’s an excellent read.
BM Carroll,a new to me author who was born in Ireland but now lives in Australia.
When William Newson a barrister who defends rapists is shot Megan a paramedic is called to the scene, she recognises him at the scene from when he was cross examining her in court during her rape trial. We have part of the story from her perspective which includes flashbacks.
We also see the book from the perspective of Jess who is Megan’s friend and another rape victim who was at Newson mercy.
Then there’s Bridget providing the police perspective, Bridget provides more detail to the story through interviews with witnesses and suspects. We don’t get bogged down with office based procedure stuff.
I like the way it’s portrayed, it doesn’t feel like a police procedural, it feels like a domestic drama.
The main characters are very well written and I found them very likeable and engaging, Bridget is empathetic with Megan and Jess as she has a daughter the same age as they were when they were raped. I even felt sorry for one of the antagonists. I think Jess is my favourite character through boxing she has found a way of moving on from her traumatic life event.
As it’s very character driven it is slower paced. At times a little too slow for me especially during Bridget’s sections, which is what held my rating back. There are some excellent twists, I never guessed the culprit. I really enjoyed it. It’s an excellent read.
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