A miserable ending fit for our miserable protagonists. This series started out with so much promise. I absolutely ate up the first three books. Then by the fourth, the novelty wore off. By the end of this book, I was so disgusted that I entirely skipped the short story afterwards (I bought the complete collection on kindle, which came with the Strande Brothers short story).
Simon's character development is non-existent. He went from an asshole to an asshole who likes Cora. His antics got really tiring. I get it. He smells like dusty antiques and cologne and paint. He must smell AWFUL. Take a shower, smelly. Every time the Ringmaster is on page or is being talked about, he makes some fatphobic comment that no one around him challenges.
And I get it. I get why people would like him and why I liked him at the beginning. I'm a little freak. I love Valentino from Hazbin Hotel, for god's sake. I liked Simon in the beginning. But he didn't have any likeable qualities. He isn't funny. He isn't handsome. The only likeable part of him was his shadow, whose death I felt had impact on Simon's character. All it did was make him stop being a little bitch and making excuses for telling Cora that he loved her. I'm sorry, but his personality is what I would've written when I was a young teenager and watching Soul Eater and its concept of '''madness''' for the first time. He's not 'mad', he's just a selfish asshole.
Cora's descent into darkness was poorly foreshadowed and feels circumstantial. Her logic is mind-blowingly stupid: drain her rapist of his seity until he is a husk, but leave him alive, BUT it's totally okay to consume Murad Atan (was that his name?) down to absolutely nothing because he rightly wanted the Faire to die. The one thing I hate the most about books is when they try to make the villain seem like the good guy. I was hoping maybe she'd choose a third option between letting the Faire starve and killing the Ringmaster, but no. She usurps the Ringmaster and suddenly everyone is happy and it's all sunshine and rainbows. Sure a few people left the Faire so they could fade out of existence because they were appalled by the outcome, and sure the Faire is still consuming people's existences and acting as a glorified ant keeper, but haha look they have tons of cash and can buy iPhones now! Gag me.
I knew what I was getting into, that this was a book where the villain wins. But it seems that the Faire not only took pieces of her seity, but anything that made her likeable in the first place. I am so tired of heroines that snark. I'm so tired of heroines with wit. I'm so tired of hearing the phrase 'man-eating murder-circus'. GAG ME WITH A SPOON.
The message this book sends is unsettling. If you're suffering or in pain, it's totally okay to just throw your life away and retreat into an escapist world forever, because your life wasn't worth anything anyway! It is just really awful, and the book tries to package it up with this 'found family' bullshit that feels more like Stockholm Syndrome or trauma bonding because Cora never really had a choice in the first place. The Faire basically manipulates her by dressing up their control freak tendencies as 'well I just want to save people and give them a home!' Bitch no one asked you to do that.
Cora's struggle with depression, chronic pain, and her own vulnerability made her relatable in the first too books, but then her chronic illness is just magicked away. Her life is treated as something that wouldn't've been worth living if she was chronically ill, and this was the biggest betrayal. I spent seven years with severe chronic pain. My life was NOT worth less because of it. Even when I was in too much pain to walk or run or even turn over in bed, my life was still worth something. I would rather be loved and remembered while in pain than be healthy but severed from the rest of the world and everything I love.