After hearing Troy Maxwell give a sermon during a random church service I went to (my first time to a church in 2 years), I decided to buy his book. I liked how he talked about anxiety.. That it is all rooted in fear - and I was curious to examine... What is my fear?
Reading this book was an interesting experience for me. While I have always considered myself religious, my beliefs have changed significantly in the past 4 years (from Catholic to Christian to more of a nature worship). At times, I felt like I was reading about an entirely different religion than my own, which was kind of cool to see a different perspective and approach to anxiety.
My favorite part of the book was when the wife told her point of view. I wonder constantly- how do my panic attacks affect others, specifically a partner? It was cool to have that answered by another person.
I couldn't help but feel... Odd about how he described his relationship with God. The only way I can describe it is by displaying a convo I had with my 7th grade student the other day....
Her: Did you know Moses was black?
Me: Yes I did!
Her: And most people in the Bible are black!
Me: yup and Middle Eastern too!
Her: Why are they all white in the pictures then?
Me: It doesn't seem right, does it?
Her: It's not fair
I guess I have come to understand God so differently than the typical Christian that something feels off when I read/hear about it. Like how my student noticed the pictures were off.
Anyway, while I didn't agree with all of his perspectives, this was a pretty decent book about his anxiety journey and his view of God. Glad I read it.