Ariel is married to a rich, but abusive man and has realised something is really wrong with her marriage, but feels she has to stick with the marriage and uphold her vows. She tries to convince herself that she still loves him, but finding out what he does to her, without her consent, is deeply disturbing. When she wakes up early one morning, she knows it has happened again, but her husband isn’t in the bed. She goes looking for him and finds him brutally murdered downstairs and calls the police in shock. Shortly after, the police arrest a man she and her husband know. A local artist who had done some work for her husband called Michael Lancaster. He was found nearby, in a fugue state, repeating the words ‘I killed him’!
Ariel refuses to belief that the gentle artist and friend, was even capable of killing her abusive husband, but the police are adamant he is guilty and even his own mother wants him locked up permanently! He is being held in a mental institution while in this fugue state, but gets released eventually, once the centres doctor says it is safe for him to go home, with the condition he attends the centre for therapy twice a week. It seems the police are set on the most obvious suspect and haven’t even bothered to look for anyone else. Michael has a long history of mental illness and fugue states, going back to when he was in a car accident age ten, in which his father was killed.
Michael is harassed by the detectives investigating the murder and they want him to confess his guilt and make the case go away as quickly as possible. He has only had a few odd glimpses of the period he was in a fugue state and none of it really helps to prove his innocence. The cops haven’t even got any evidence from the house, no DNA, no clues, to show he was even there. Even his own mother is trying to encourage the police to arrest him and get him locked up forever! That is one messed up family relationship! Since Ariel’s home is a crime scene, she goes to stay with her friend Natalie, who works as a P.I. and eventually ends up asking her to investigate parts of the case, which the police seem to be ignoring and to her are really disturbing and could lead to the real killer.
A gripping tale of murder with one obvious suspect and a wife who was being abused for years. With an ineffective police investigation and lots of mental health and abuse issues. Some of it may leave you thinking one thing, but then something will be uncovered, sending you off in another direction completely. A good few twists in this psychological thriller and I liked how the issues of PTSD and mental health therapy was dealt with and glad to see Michael got a good therapist in the end. The therapist had to lay down a hard truth to him at the end, but it was one readers will expect from much earlier in the book. Definitely an author to follow and read. I received an ARC copy of this book from BookSprout and I have freely given my own opinion of the book above.