A true story of one woman's fight to survive a lifelong battle of insecurity, shyness, and depression, and how she pulled herself out of the sludge. Johnson invites us along the path as she describes what it was like growing up in the 70s. With an abusive alcoholic father and seven older siblings, life was rarely dull on their small farm in Northern California. After her parents' divorce, she is raised by her God-fearing mother who does her best to shelter her. Being extremely shy, insecure and lonely, she struggles to find a place in the world. Longing for adventures and love she stumbles through a life of uncertainty, financial difficulties, and eventually homelessness. When a long ago buried family secret is revealed, it sheds light on many unanswered questions. Complete with humorous childhood stories and a spattering of photos.