This book is about my life from beginning to present. The struggles I came from and how easy the mind is to manipulate. Is her life real? or is it in her mind? Are her friends really her friends? or are the there to control her? This book is based on real events and all names have been changed to hide the identities of anyone who refused to be mentioned.
I was born in New York and raised in Queens. I come from a Puerto Rican family. Through many obstacles I have finally come out on top. At the age of 15 I noticed I was going through some changes, mentally and physically but it wasn't until the age of 21 where I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder. Each year I changed but it only got worse until the day I described my feelings to the doctor. I had blackouts and loss of memory, time lapses. This is when they noticed that I had Dissociative Identity Disorder. I tried medication and different methods to control what I was going through until writing found me. Writing it out to the world has changed my life significantly. I have battled cancer 3 times and can finally say that I have been in remission for 2 years now! I want the world to know the seriousness of this illness and how I overcome the hurdle.