Updated Review 09.2020
TW: rape (graphic description of after affects), drug use, drug dealing, homelessness, explicit sex, teenage pregnancy, abortion, gun violence, misogyny, underage drinking, abuse
So...this is a classic book. Not classic in the traditional sense, but classic to the Black community. It's a pivotal book to the Black community. A lot of us grew up with this book reading it at a time when we had no business reading it. It's a book that is heavily circulated in the prison system. It's a book that makes the Black community question what values and traditions we are willing to pass on to our children and our children's children. This isn't an easy read. Winter, the main character, will piss you off. Do realize, that is the ultimate intention of the book.
One of the most amazing aspects of this book is examining Winter as a character. She grows up wealthy, the daughter of a big time drug dealer. She is taught to value looks over education, wealth over true relationships. In all honesty, Winter is a bitch. And I promise you as a reader you will not like her. Reading her as an adult made me cringe. Her internal monologue drove me crazy. There were decisions that she made that were beyond nonsensical. For example, if you knew you only had a couple of hundred dollars why the hell would you go and spend most of that money on clothes. She has no sense of survival skills. She is willing to back stab and hurt anyone (family included) to make it to the top. Winter consistently puts herself in harmful situations involving drugs, the police, unsafe sex, and more. In fact, there was one night that I had to put the book down because Winter pissed me off that badly. I kept thinking that her life could have been so simple if she wasn't so stupid and actually listened to someone. HOWEVER, I checked myself. Winter is supposed to be unlikable. Her character is the epitome of the conversation that the Black community faces time and time again. What are we teaching our children to value? What cycles are we putting them through? Are they learning to help each other and to build each other up? Or are we giving them this false get rich quick scheme because we have to "get ours?"
One thing that you will notice is that Sister Souljah writes herself into the book. At first I thought that this would bother me; however, she becomes that voice of reason. She asks the very questions to Winter that she demands her readers to answer. What is your purpose? She asks young Black individuals to become more aware of how they move in society and that there are certain aspects of systemic racism that can be dismantled if we work together as a community. She tackles tough issues like drug use, drug dealing, the prison system, rape, homelessness, abandonment, generational cycles/curses, the HIV/AIDS epidemic, teen pregnancy. She covers it all in connection to the Black community. And it makes this book very difficult to read especially when Winter gives in to the very things that Sister Souljah is attempting to fight against. Of course, the huge question that most people ask is if Winter ever learns her lesson. And quite frankly, to this day I don't even know if I can answer that question.
What I do know is that this book is fast paced. It's an easy and quick read. The plot will have you wondering "what stupid decision is Winter going to make next?" I flew through it so quickly. I only gave it four stars because there were some plot holes that I couldn't exactly put together. Quite a few things happened to Winter's mom without true explanation. And quite a bit of those things didn't make sense. Overall, I enjoyed my second read of this book and I'm excited for the followup that is set to come out next year.
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Oh boy I completely devoured this book. It was so much better than I expected. It takes real life situations and makes them accessible to everyone. I didn't like Winter as a character but boyyy is her story like so many other young women who get caught up in an endless cycle of trying to keep up with a lifestyle that's not realistic especially when it's funded by drug money. I definitely will be checking out the next book in this series even though it's not necessarily a direct sequel.