You know when a book is SO GOOD that you just can't articulate HOW good, because you are a mere mortal and the task requires a god? I am in that position right now.
I fell in love with book one of this series, THIRSTY from the moment I saw the cover. I don't just mean that I loved the cover - I mean I had, like, a moment of DIVINE KNOWING and realised that this series was about to be everything I'd never known I wanted. And I was CORRECT. THIRSTY remains one of my all-time faves, but you know what? I love TRASHED even more.
The book starts with Eddie on his first day out of prison, having hot and anonymous sex with a woman he found crying in a garden. If that sounds kinda wild, it's even more wild to actually experience (um, through the book I mean) because Mia somehow managed the impossible and made me care about a sex scene between two people I don't know. I COULD FEEL THEM FALLING SPIRITUALLY IN LOVE YOU GUYS. IN BETWEEN THE HOT TONGUE STUFF, I MEAN. ALSO, I FELL IN LOVE WITH BOTH OF THEM AT THE SAME TIME. THIS IS IN LIKE, THE FIRST TEN PAGES. HELP.
So then the woman dips, and Eddie can't find her, doesn't know her name, and pines after her for months even as he tries to put his life back together while on probation. I should add that these books are all first person present from the heroes POV, which works because Eddie and his brother Sal are so charming and sweet and real and vulnerable, and also because their heroines are so dynamic and bold and unapologetic that you still get to know them. Eddie is so invested in Carmen (yes, he discovers her name eventually) that sometimes looking at her through his eyes actually felt like being in HER head. He noticed so much because he cared so much. Also, his sexy thoughts are incredibly overwhelming and I might be slightly in love with him.
So, post-mystery boink this book becomes a boss/employee romance when Eddie finds himself working for Carmen, then it becomes a mystery romance as Eddie tries to figure out what happened to his father and Carmen tries to figure out what the hell Eddie's up to. Also, there's some angsty forbidden love action because Carmen is a good girl with a career, Eddie is an ex-gang member, and she is possibly the only person in the universe who recognises that he is indeed good enough for her. ANGST GALORE!
Also, did I mention - EDDIE READS ROMANCE NOVELS.
I don't think I can explain the perfection of this book any better than the above, so I will leave you with the following quotes:
- I turn her name around and around in my mind like a warm coin between my fingers. Carmen. Carmen. Carmen. -
- I'm so angry at my heart—for what, exactly? For wanting closeness with her that I haven't earned. -
- Even my right hand knows this is not healthy. "Obsessed," I whisper to myself. "You're obsessed with her, you f*cking creeper." -
- "I'm poor but I'm sexy. No-one can put a price on that." -
- "Why can't you act normal, just for a few minutes?"
"I don't know. Because I'm a gangbanger?" -
- "The white folks are coming, Salvador." -
- "Do you even know how sexy you are? Use me, Carmen." -
- "...she snores like a hibernating bear, but it doesn't bother me. I think it's kinda cute."
AND THE BEST QUOTE OF ALL:
- I want to go back in time and visit myself, stuck in a prison cell, reading romance novels and convinced that happy ever afters don't happen in real life—at least not for people like me. I would say to myself, "Just you wait, fucker. Just you wait." -