You don’t know nights of love?
Don’t petals of soft words float upon your blood?
Are there no places on your dear body
that keep remembering like eyes?
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Long you must suffer, knowing not what,
until suddenly out of spitefully chewed fruit
your suffering’s taste comes forth in you.
Then you will love almost instantly what’s tasted.
No one will ever talk you out of it.
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Now we wake up with our memory
and fix our gazes on that which was;
whispering sweetness, which once coursed
through us, sits silently beside us with loosened hair.
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O these places toward which we surge,
pushing into the scant surfaces
all the waves of our heart,
our pleasures and our weaknesses,
and to whom do we finally hold them out?
To the stranger, who misunderstood us,
to the other, whom we never found,
to those slaves, who bound us,
to the spring winds, which promptly vanished,
and to silence, that spendthrift.
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Tears, those most intensely felt, rise!
O when a life
has fully risen and from the clouds of its own
heartgrief
descends: we call that rain Death.
But then, in our want, the dark soil grows closer to
us—,
in our riches, the mysterious loam more prized.
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Others carry the wine, others carry the oil
in the hollowed vault their partition circumscribed.
I, as a smaller measure, and as the slimmest, hollow myself for a different need,
for the sake of plummeting tears.
Wine grows richer, and oil grows ever clearer in the
jug.
What happens with tears? —They made me heavy,
made me blinder and made me iridescent at the
edge,
made me brittle finally and made me empty.
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Undeterrable, I’ll complete this course,
it scares me when something mortal holds me.
Once a womb held me.
To wrestle out of it was deadly:
I wrestled into life. But arms—how deep are arms,
how fertile are they, what chance
that they through the inaugural agony
of new birth might be escaped?
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Rose, O pure contradiction, delight
in being no one’s sleep under so many
lids
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But if you’d try this: to be hand in my hand
as in the wineglass the wine is wine.
If you’d try this.
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The birdcalls begin their praise.
And it’s their right. We listen closely.
(We behind masks, in costumes!)
What do they call? a little willfulness,
a little sadness, and such huge promise,
sawing away at the half-locked future.
And in between, healing in our hearing:
the beautiful silence that they break.