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208 pages, Paperback
Published November 1, 2020
If I wasn't going to be a musician I'd have to either get an education or a shit job, and I didn't want to do either of those things. I'd rather live in poverty and do something I love, even if I'm the only person in the world who values what it is I am doing.
I was financially broke at this point, but I had finally somehow managed to find a flat. I'd been sleeping on Jonas's couch for about six months or a year before I got a phone call from a friend of mine who had a flat available, a second-hand lease - it was in a nice area and was cheap, so I couldn't say no really. I knew it might be a struggle to pay the rent but thought that, if things got really bad, my mother could help out. I had a bowl that contained small change - like a tramp - and when I had enough in there I would go down to the local store and buy canned meat for 9 krona. It was meat in a can with aspic and dill, and I still eat it today sometimes as it left such an imprint on my soul.
Still Life - our contemporaries stuck rigidly to their death metal roots whereas we, despite having death metal at the centre, went into a lot of other areas that we felt were worth exploring. This album was the first one where we took that leap to not limit ourselves in any way, and do exactly what we wanted and not worry about the consequences.
Peter: Blackwater Park was important for us because Steven Wilson opened our eyes to the possibilities of what we could achieve in the studio, and that changed our attitude. I think, for Mike, working with Steve was a really big deal, and we were big fans of Porcupine Tree so he was an idol to us. It's funny, as I think we influenced him a lot, too. The next album he made after working with us was In Absentia, and that was easily the heaviest album he'd made up to that point - so I think there was a mutual influence there, which is a good thing.
Steve Wilson: I felt an immediate artistic connection with Mikael. In many ways he's my exact double, in that he has the same role in Opeth that I have in Porcupine Tree - and, without being melodramatic about it, it can be a lonely role.
Another point that we both agree on is that we find writing incredibly hard because there is a sense of not wanting to disappoint and repeat oneself: the fear, pressure, and terror, of the blank page.
The step up was easy, as we'd been standing in the trenches for 10 years. We'd been waiting to become a band for real, because, even though we were a real band, it didn't feel like that because we were not working. We just made records and that was about it. Going out on tour was everything that we had been waiting for, so we just welcomed it with open arms, even though it was hard going. We had no days off - 20 shows in a row - and no hotels, no showers. We played every shithole on this planet and we played all the time, and we loved it.
If somebody squashes my plan for something creative, I become crazy. I refused to stand down, but Andy Black is also hard-headed, so I had to do something in order to get this through. So I suggested that we record two records for Music For Nations for the price of one; it would count as one record in the contract, so we'd only get money for one record, but they would get two records that they could sell separately. So that was a very, very good business deal for them but not so much for us - but it was a very good creative decision for me and the band. It showed that we're a very honest band.
Andy Farrow: Ironically, Damnation actually sold more than Deliverance in America and, as a result, I came up with the Shepherd's Bush Empire Lamentations idea, which was a significant gig for the band... The Lamentations DVD got a gold award in Canada, which in terms of sales was not huge but a very proud moment for us, but what it didn't get us was a tour with Slipknot in America as they only watched the first set which was Damnation and thought Opeth were too soft!
Peter: Then we played a show in Vancouver and Devin Townsend and his band lived there, so we asked his drummer Gene Hoglan if he wanted to play with us on the tour. He was into it, so he came to rehearsals and played a song and corrected us - apparently we'd been playing it wrong for years. We listened to the album, and he was right!
Steven Wilson: (Watershed) That was the record where Mike had out-produced me; it was full of wacky and bizarre ideas and it seemed, at that point, that he was fearless - an example being the de-tuned guitar at the end of Burden. Without wanting to sound pretentious, it was then that Mike started to become an artist.