Childhood friends, he was her saviour and hero when she was seven and the playground bully caught her in his crosshairs...he was nine at the time.
Storm was now in middle school, kissing and dating girls, oftentimes, she felt naive and foolish around him and could feel the separation between them. Her best friend two years older was growing up rapidly and she felt he would be leaving her and their innocent friendship behind. Each day she lost a bit more of him.
Storm lives with a father that consistently rejects and bullies him. After yet another violent confrontation with wild and ugly allegations about a friendship between a thirteen-year-old girl and a fifteen-year-old boy, shattering their innocence, a week shy of sixteen, he decides he’s had enough .... “we’re done being friends, Lilly . . . Lotus. This right now has to be the end of our friendship. I’m not good for you. I have a temper like him, and I’ve known for a while that people are saying sh*t like he did. Only I was too selfish to let you go. I needed you and your friendship too much. We need to say good-bye now. You have a dad who supports you, and a little brother who adores you. You’ve been a great friend, the best one I’ve ever had. I hope you won’t forget me”.
Lotus fears abandonment. Her mother left them, Storm vanished, her father died and her brother lost himself after his accident. She’s insecure.
Nine years later he resurfaces under a new identity and unrecognisable after plastic surgery, as Journey, a well-known musician. Not a fan of the story development embroiled in secrecy, most especially a familial triangle wrapped in deception.
Lotus is dating Saber (Storm’s older brother), being with him connects her to the past. Breaking up with Saber, she decides to act on her feelings for one night...in Journey’s bed.
At first, he is evasive and uninterested in anything more than here and now, later internalising that he was tempted to reveal his identity to her. He’s been with many conquests.
She decides to give Saber a second chance, startling afresh, whereas he wants to resume. “You’re asking me to start all over when I’ve already been there with you. When I know how good it is when we’re together. When there’s another guy hanging around who’s been where I’ve been too.”
“So, is it worth it or not, the effort to get us back?” Am I worth it, was what I actually meant.
“You want the truth? The truth is I’m not sure if it’s worth it. I was certain of us at the beginning. But now? I have a lot on my plate.” Hurt and disappointment, after weathering nothing but hurtful blows from him. He’s authoritative, self-involved, and arrogant.
She thought confessing to Saber that it was Journey that she hooked up with in LA, would distance Journey as she had no willpower around him and thought being honest with Saber would help draw them closer together. After too many attempts at overplaying his manipulation, Lotus breaks up with Saber, again, sleeps yet again with Journey resulting in Sophia sleeping with Saber. They got drunk. They hooked up.
Storm was uncertain of his reception and wanted to be able to leave with no one the wiser had it not worked out as expected. Cork and Storm being best friends, he still remained uncertain of his reception (she was with Saber at the time). Reconciling with his mother and brothers, he recognises his life was devoid of warmth and he was alone a long time … lonely.
Lotus and Storm lacked chemistry, her responses...conditioned and unemotional, devoid of emotion. There are vague references to his plastic surgery however it is never explained. Some events challenge the reader as unrealistic.