Even after twelve years, she couldn't bear to look at a list of names that should've been in a graduation program instead of etched onto a memorial.
When I read the sneak peek for THE ONES WHO GOT AWAY, I was immediately hooked. Though the story centers around a highschool shooting this isn't about the event itself. It's about what comes after for those who managed to walk away.
.. they'd already settled. They'd been given this second chance when others hadn't, they'd settled for good enough, for getting by, for not making waves.
Loren's writing was intense, moving, powerful. The issues of loss, PTSD, anxiety, coping mechanisms.. everything was touched on but the message behind the story itself was a beautiful one : live your life to the fullest. Embrace what scares you. Be passionate. Do things that make you happy. Open yourselves to love. And in the case of our lead characters, reconnect and see what would have been possible if not for the moment that briefly interrupted their lives and sent them on a very different course.
"Maybe you could use an old friend who knows the original colour of the paint beneath all those layers life has slapped on you. Maybe I could, too."
I enjoyed so much of this story. I thought the beginning half of the book was very strong as both Liv and Finn navigate not only who they are twelve years after tragedy, but who they want to be. What they want from life. And whether there's a chance for something between them. That said while I could absolutely respect the whys of Finn's choice of career and the motivations behind it, I felt the drama of it kind of took away from the story. And in addition gave the story a slightly overblown element of drama, too. It's kind of hard to describe.
"It's all just sitting there, waiting to remind me how we can never really escape it. How the ones who got away never really got away. Those sick bastards changed us -- have their fingerprints all over our lives -- and it pisses me the hell off."
I had really high hopes for this book (which I now understand is going to be series, and also, yes!) and felt the first half definitely lived upto it. I just wish it hadn't lost some of the traction along the way. But it's still a great premise and I look forward to where the rest of these characters go in their journeys to moving on from such a horrific and life-changing event.
"We're dating."
"We're dating?"
"Yes. If that works or you. I have no desire to share you this summer. I'm morally loose but very traditional."
There was a good amount of chemistry mixed up with playful flirty banter and of course Loren is no stranger to sexy times. Add to that all the emotional layers and I think this'll be a big hit for a lot of people. I just thought I'd feel a little more after reading a few of Loren's novellas and from my own expectations of how I thought this particular story would play out. Despite the lower-than-I-thought-it-would-be rating, however, I would still recommend and I will definitely be reading on.
3.5 "I've been in an exclusive relationship with myself for a few years. I'm amazing in bed" stars
** I received an ARC from NetGalley and the publisher (thank you!) in exchange for an honest review. **