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Nothing to Lose: The Authorized Biography of Ma Anand Sheela
From heading an ashram at Rajneeshpuram, Oregon, USA, in the 1980s to allegedly spearheading what is known as the largest bioterror attack in American history and spending thirty-nine months in prison, Ma Anand Sheela's life is one that fascinates and intrigues.
But who is the woman beyond the persona of the commune leader? What is Sheela like behind the sensational 'tough titties' avatar?
Manbeena Sandhu followed the Osho movement for two decades before her journey finally led her to Sheela. Nothing to Lose is a no-holds-barred account of Sheela's life, her intense relationship with Bhagwan, and the riveting story of what actually happened behind the closed doors of the cult's ashram.
But who is the woman beyond the persona of the commune leader? What is Sheela like behind the sensational 'tough titties' avatar?
Manbeena Sandhu followed the Osho movement for two decades before her journey finally led her to Sheela. Nothing to Lose is a no-holds-barred account of Sheela's life, her intense relationship with Bhagwan, and the riveting story of what actually happened behind the closed doors of the cult's ashram.
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November 9, 2020
My rating is 4.5/5
Do you know about Indian godman acharya Rajneesh also know as the Bhagwan or sex guru and his Osho movement? Who is Ma Anand Sheela? The enigmatic woman, the unsaid leader of the movement after Bhagwan took a backseat. Sheela who pleaded guilty to attempted murder and assault along with some of her allies, what is know as the largest bioterror attack in American history and spent thirty-nine months in prison. This book is about that ferocious lioness, her life in Bhagwan's abode, her unconditional sacrifices for her beloved Bhagwan and her duty towards her commune.
But what went wrong? Things became difficult for Sheela when Bhagwan's fascinations turned into insatiable greed. After so many years of selfless service and dedication what actually caused the fracture between this decade long relationship.
Nothing To Lose is a biography written by Manbeena Sandhu. This book is absolutely perfect for those who haven't heard about the Rajneesh movement later known as the Osho movement. Written in third person narrative this book can become an important book in Indian-American history. The best thing is author's unbiased writing. The writing style is amazing.
Though this book is solely about Sheela, it gives more details about the Ashram. Almost all the incidents are covered with sufficient details. But there's lack of emphasis on Sheela. The revelations are shocking. All the facts are laid down in the table with profound research. When you start reading it, it's impossible to put down. It was a great experience reading this book. Absolutely loved it.
Do you know about Indian godman acharya Rajneesh also know as the Bhagwan or sex guru and his Osho movement? Who is Ma Anand Sheela? The enigmatic woman, the unsaid leader of the movement after Bhagwan took a backseat. Sheela who pleaded guilty to attempted murder and assault along with some of her allies, what is know as the largest bioterror attack in American history and spent thirty-nine months in prison. This book is about that ferocious lioness, her life in Bhagwan's abode, her unconditional sacrifices for her beloved Bhagwan and her duty towards her commune.
But what went wrong? Things became difficult for Sheela when Bhagwan's fascinations turned into insatiable greed. After so many years of selfless service and dedication what actually caused the fracture between this decade long relationship.
Nothing To Lose is a biography written by Manbeena Sandhu. This book is absolutely perfect for those who haven't heard about the Rajneesh movement later known as the Osho movement. Written in third person narrative this book can become an important book in Indian-American history. The best thing is author's unbiased writing. The writing style is amazing.
Though this book is solely about Sheela, it gives more details about the Ashram. Almost all the incidents are covered with sufficient details. But there's lack of emphasis on Sheela. The revelations are shocking. All the facts are laid down in the table with profound research. When you start reading it, it's impossible to put down. It was a great experience reading this book. Absolutely loved it.
December 3, 2020
Thanks to @writersmelon for sending me a review copy of Nothing to lose by @authormanbeena
🖤 This is an authorised biography of Maa Anand Sheela who was the personal secretary of Rajneesh also called as Bhagwan by his devotees.Sheela was one of his closest aides. In this book she describes about her life from the time she was introduced to Rajneesh and how she went about heading his Ashram in the US. She confesses her love for him and how she was ready to do anything for him even if it meant breaking the law. We get a lot of inside views of what happened behind the walls of the Ashram and how and why Rajneesh became a sex guru from a professor. .Due to his greed , wrong company and immoral lifestyle Rajneesh went astray and Sheela parted ways with the group. She then was accused of bio terrorist attack and served 39 months in prison.
🖤She now lives in Switzerland and runs her home. She does not regret her deeds or her love for Rajneesh and believes he did too.
🖤I read this book in 2 days being someone who does not read a lot of non fiction. It was quiet an interesting read and I was soo curious to know the background behind the Osho movement that once shook the country. Manbeena has given her best by excellent story telling although in some places I did have the feeling that some things were left unsaid or said in a subtle way avoiding details but overall this book has a lot of information indeed. I started watching the netflix documentary wild wild country intrigued by this book though soo many friends already recommened this to me . I probably will finish the series by this weekend.
🖤Am glad I could read this book and if you are someone who enjoys reading biographies and autobiographies I highly recommend this book. Also recommend this book to those who have always been curious about the Osho !! You won't be disappointed !
🖤 This is an authorised biography of Maa Anand Sheela who was the personal secretary of Rajneesh also called as Bhagwan by his devotees.Sheela was one of his closest aides. In this book she describes about her life from the time she was introduced to Rajneesh and how she went about heading his Ashram in the US. She confesses her love for him and how she was ready to do anything for him even if it meant breaking the law. We get a lot of inside views of what happened behind the walls of the Ashram and how and why Rajneesh became a sex guru from a professor. .Due to his greed , wrong company and immoral lifestyle Rajneesh went astray and Sheela parted ways with the group. She then was accused of bio terrorist attack and served 39 months in prison.
🖤She now lives in Switzerland and runs her home. She does not regret her deeds or her love for Rajneesh and believes he did too.
🖤I read this book in 2 days being someone who does not read a lot of non fiction. It was quiet an interesting read and I was soo curious to know the background behind the Osho movement that once shook the country. Manbeena has given her best by excellent story telling although in some places I did have the feeling that some things were left unsaid or said in a subtle way avoiding details but overall this book has a lot of information indeed. I started watching the netflix documentary wild wild country intrigued by this book though soo many friends already recommened this to me . I probably will finish the series by this weekend.
🖤Am glad I could read this book and if you are someone who enjoys reading biographies and autobiographies I highly recommend this book. Also recommend this book to those who have always been curious about the Osho !! You won't be disappointed !
November 28, 2020
Nothing to Lose written by Manbeena Sandhu's is the story of Sheela's love and devotion for her Guru Rajneesh. There may be many titles to describe her: Spokeswoman of the Rajneesh movement, Personal secretary to Bhagwan, Mother of Rajneeshpuram; but there's only one word that I can associate with her - fearless. Her gradual realisation of the dark reality, her futile attempt to save the guru as a devotee blind in love and ultimately her revolt against his empire of lie and deceit.
This biography provides some shocking details about way Sex-guru Rajneesh used to satisfy his innermost desires of power, sex and money through the exploitation of his Neo-sanyasins.
He used to propagate his concept of 'The New Man'. According the this concept one can only attain spiritual awakening if he/she first indulge in fulfilling all his/her sexual urges. His new man would be Zobra and the Buddha, utterly physical in one hand and spiritual on the other.
This book also gives us a glimpse of Anand Sheela's journey from a little girl of Baroda to Rajneesh's secretary at Rajneeshpuram, USA.
This is my first time that I've read a biography book. And I must say author has done exceptionally well. The book is very well written, in a captivating tone and this was such an informative read. I recommend this to everyone who wants to know more about Ma Anand Sheela, and the Rajneesh movement.
Overall, it was an amazing read. I have thoroughly enjoyed going through the work and encourage everyone to read it. Read it so that you can be much more aware when next time you will meet any such godman.
My thoughts :-
I enjoyed reading this book much.
The cover goes well with the story.
The writing style is simple and easy to understand.
I definitely recommend this book to all my fellow bookstagrammer's.
Happy Reading!
..
Ratings:
Overall - 5/5
Title - 5/5
Cover - 5/5
Storytelling - 5/5
Language - 5/5
This biography provides some shocking details about way Sex-guru Rajneesh used to satisfy his innermost desires of power, sex and money through the exploitation of his Neo-sanyasins.
He used to propagate his concept of 'The New Man'. According the this concept one can only attain spiritual awakening if he/she first indulge in fulfilling all his/her sexual urges. His new man would be Zobra and the Buddha, utterly physical in one hand and spiritual on the other.
This book also gives us a glimpse of Anand Sheela's journey from a little girl of Baroda to Rajneesh's secretary at Rajneeshpuram, USA.
This is my first time that I've read a biography book. And I must say author has done exceptionally well. The book is very well written, in a captivating tone and this was such an informative read. I recommend this to everyone who wants to know more about Ma Anand Sheela, and the Rajneesh movement.
Overall, it was an amazing read. I have thoroughly enjoyed going through the work and encourage everyone to read it. Read it so that you can be much more aware when next time you will meet any such godman.
My thoughts :-
I enjoyed reading this book much.
The cover goes well with the story.
The writing style is simple and easy to understand.
I definitely recommend this book to all my fellow bookstagrammer's.
Happy Reading!
..
Ratings:
Overall - 5/5
Title - 5/5
Cover - 5/5
Storytelling - 5/5
Language - 5/5
December 19, 2020
Acharya Rajneesh, or better known as Osho, would be remembered for his sexual experiments. His book From Sex to Superconsciousness was a life-altering book for me. But there was also a not-so-handsome side of Osho that finds revelation in the book Nothing to Lose by Manbeena Sandhu.
It is the biographical sketch of Ma Anand Sheela, who was closest to Acharya Rajneesh and also his secretary. After Master's self-imposed isolation, Sheela became the face of the ashram. Often accused of running the ashram with an iron hand Ma Anand Sheela got involved in many controversies. Some of them were so serious that she landed in jail. This biography is an attempt to show the other side of the story.
Nothing to Lose does a fantastic job in visualizing the story of Maa Anand Sheela, giving insights into the inside happenings of the Ashram. It cleared her stance to some extent. She is a voice to the thoughts of Osho, more of a puppet. The book enables her to emerge as the sunshine amid dark clouds in the life of distressed people.
Something which I was looking forward to reading was more about allegations on Ma Sheela Anand. Some serious charges of attempted murders and bioterror attacks landed her in prison. These charges find mere mention or brushed aside. I was disappointed in this regard.
Nothing to Lose would be a joy for the haters of Osho, as it provides ample reasons to justify their hate. Followers of Osho might have their reasons to support Osho’s grandiose as an experiment to enjoy all the material pleasure non-attached. I believe the book should be read with an open mind as there is a lot to learn and unlearn from the life of Ma Anand Sheela.
It is the biographical sketch of Ma Anand Sheela, who was closest to Acharya Rajneesh and also his secretary. After Master's self-imposed isolation, Sheela became the face of the ashram. Often accused of running the ashram with an iron hand Ma Anand Sheela got involved in many controversies. Some of them were so serious that she landed in jail. This biography is an attempt to show the other side of the story.
Nothing to Lose does a fantastic job in visualizing the story of Maa Anand Sheela, giving insights into the inside happenings of the Ashram. It cleared her stance to some extent. She is a voice to the thoughts of Osho, more of a puppet. The book enables her to emerge as the sunshine amid dark clouds in the life of distressed people.
Something which I was looking forward to reading was more about allegations on Ma Sheela Anand. Some serious charges of attempted murders and bioterror attacks landed her in prison. These charges find mere mention or brushed aside. I was disappointed in this regard.
Nothing to Lose would be a joy for the haters of Osho, as it provides ample reasons to justify their hate. Followers of Osho might have their reasons to support Osho’s grandiose as an experiment to enjoy all the material pleasure non-attached. I believe the book should be read with an open mind as there is a lot to learn and unlearn from the life of Ma Anand Sheela.
November 5, 2020
"By now, they were so addicted to Bhagwan's world and the liberal lifestyle at the Ashram that the very thought of going back to 'normal life' was not only horrifying but also considered equal to self-slaughter - they would rather die than go back"
Life rarely goes by how we expect it to. Challenges, criticism, goals, passion, society - these factors change our perception of ideality. We may think that we know a particular person, only to be proven wrong by the same person. In the end, we realize that the phrase 'each man for himself', or in this case 'each woman for herself', holds true.
'Nothing to Lose' is an unbiased and factual account of Ma Anand Sheela, born as Sheela Patel, and her life. There may be many titles to describe her: Spokeswoman of the Rajneesh movement, Personal secretary to Bhagwan, Mother of Rajneeshpuram; but there's only one word that I can associate with her - fearless.
Unraveling every conspiracy that surrounded this iron woman, the book provides mind blowing insights into her personal life and way of thinking. It largely humanize the protagonist, which is what every biography is supposed to be about.
Things I liked:
-unbiased opinions of the author
-little unimportant accounts adding to the detailing of text
-added real life pictures
-was not boring at all
Things I disliked:
-lack of emphasis on certain phases of her life
Target audience - people with an interest in biographies and memoirs and people following the Osho movement either with supporting or critical opinions
Life rarely goes by how we expect it to. Challenges, criticism, goals, passion, society - these factors change our perception of ideality. We may think that we know a particular person, only to be proven wrong by the same person. In the end, we realize that the phrase 'each man for himself', or in this case 'each woman for herself', holds true.
'Nothing to Lose' is an unbiased and factual account of Ma Anand Sheela, born as Sheela Patel, and her life. There may be many titles to describe her: Spokeswoman of the Rajneesh movement, Personal secretary to Bhagwan, Mother of Rajneeshpuram; but there's only one word that I can associate with her - fearless.
Unraveling every conspiracy that surrounded this iron woman, the book provides mind blowing insights into her personal life and way of thinking. It largely humanize the protagonist, which is what every biography is supposed to be about.
Things I liked:
-unbiased opinions of the author
-little unimportant accounts adding to the detailing of text
-added real life pictures
-was not boring at all
Things I disliked:
-lack of emphasis on certain phases of her life
Target audience - people with an interest in biographies and memoirs and people following the Osho movement either with supporting or critical opinions
November 22, 2020
Nothing to lose, is a biographical sketch about Ma Anand Sheela who is known as the spokeswoman of Rajneesh or the famous Osho movement.
The book starts from the childhood phase of Sheela, who was born into the Patel family. Sheela was introduced to godman Acharya Rajneesh or Bhagwan through her father. Her schooling phase, higher education phase and how she went onto become the secretary of Bhagwan to been pleaded guilty to attempted murder and assault for her role in the 1984 bioterror attack book covers every single phase of Sheela's life.
Truth to be told, I didn't know much about the Osho movement and Ma Anand Sheela had just heard their names and I didn't make any efforts to know also.Well, this book is for those people who want to know about Osho, Ashram.
Book gives every single detail of how the Osho movement was started in the USA, dark secrets, bioterror attacks which shook the world, and how a girl devoted her whole life to serve her Bhagwan. Incidents in the book were shocking and disturbing about Ashram and Osho.
Book is an engaging read, and kudos to the author for her unbiased opinions. This is a well-researched book covering minute details. The writing style is lucid with good narration, being a biography this was not at all boring to read.
It was an informative and definitely an eye-opening read for me. Would recommend for everyone as most of us follow this godman people blindly and fell prey to their tricks
The book starts from the childhood phase of Sheela, who was born into the Patel family. Sheela was introduced to godman Acharya Rajneesh or Bhagwan through her father. Her schooling phase, higher education phase and how she went onto become the secretary of Bhagwan to been pleaded guilty to attempted murder and assault for her role in the 1984 bioterror attack book covers every single phase of Sheela's life.
Truth to be told, I didn't know much about the Osho movement and Ma Anand Sheela had just heard their names and I didn't make any efforts to know also.Well, this book is for those people who want to know about Osho, Ashram.
Book gives every single detail of how the Osho movement was started in the USA, dark secrets, bioterror attacks which shook the world, and how a girl devoted her whole life to serve her Bhagwan. Incidents in the book were shocking and disturbing about Ashram and Osho.
Book is an engaging read, and kudos to the author for her unbiased opinions. This is a well-researched book covering minute details. The writing style is lucid with good narration, being a biography this was not at all boring to read.
It was an informative and definitely an eye-opening read for me. Would recommend for everyone as most of us follow this godman people blindly and fell prey to their tricks
December 11, 2020
The book gives a important message of strength and standing bold in front of wrong, for those who wanna learn.
The courage of Ma Sheela Anand who had a blind faith on her Bhagwan and done whatever she was asked to whether legal or illegal. But when her eyes opened she didn’t hesitate to pull herself and leave it to make things right.
The harsh reality behind the four walls by Osho. There are some scenes which were really disturbing but were deeply connected to the reality.
The biography is really detailed and outspoken. There are many thing that it gives clarity onto. Something that will tell you that how cruel the world and things can be.
There are many questions which will force you to think that whatever happened was right or wrong. It will make you question your beliefs.
Some of The spiritual guru’s like Rajneesh and having blind faith, along with the truth behind their hidden organisations.
The book is a journey deep inside the heart of Sheela’s life with the eye-opening truth. A recommendation for the awareness of the fake mask which is hidden in the name of humanity.
The courage of Ma Sheela Anand who had a blind faith on her Bhagwan and done whatever she was asked to whether legal or illegal. But when her eyes opened she didn’t hesitate to pull herself and leave it to make things right.
The harsh reality behind the four walls by Osho. There are some scenes which were really disturbing but were deeply connected to the reality.
The biography is really detailed and outspoken. There are many thing that it gives clarity onto. Something that will tell you that how cruel the world and things can be.
There are many questions which will force you to think that whatever happened was right or wrong. It will make you question your beliefs.
Some of The spiritual guru’s like Rajneesh and having blind faith, along with the truth behind their hidden organisations.
The book is a journey deep inside the heart of Sheela’s life with the eye-opening truth. A recommendation for the awareness of the fake mask which is hidden in the name of humanity.
July 2, 2024
Nothing to Lose is the biography of Ma Anand Sheela, Osho right-hand woman, her complex and powerful life, the gripping tale of her explorations of spirituality and her encounter with fascinating adventures. Sheela's daring life, from living an unorthodox and unconventional lifestyle in Baroda, to the exploration of her true self, her intense relationship with Bagwan, are very well explained in this work. From Bagwan Shree Rajneesh aka Osho's earnest admirer to his all time favourite disciple and secretary, Sheela became an inevitable part of the Rajneesh Movement. She played crucial roles in the development of Bagwan's ashram in Pune and in setting up his red paradise in Oregon, USA. The engrossing story of the empress of the red empire and of what actually happened behind the closed doors of the cult's ashram is truly surprising and intriguing.
Sheela, the brave and highly intelligent woman was willing to do anything to please her beloved Bagwan and his community. For a person like me who knows a little about Bagwan and Rajneesh movement, this book was truly helpful and convincing. But I can't really agree with Bagwan and his ideologies, it sounds insane sometimes. His transformation from a simple and powerful spiritual leader to a narrow minded greedy old man is believable, but there's something mysterious about the real person. The book is very well written, in a captivating tone and this was such an informative read. I recommend this to everyone who wants to know more about Ma Anand Sheela, and the Rajneesh movement.
Sheela, the brave and highly intelligent woman was willing to do anything to please her beloved Bagwan and his community. For a person like me who knows a little about Bagwan and Rajneesh movement, this book was truly helpful and convincing. But I can't really agree with Bagwan and his ideologies, it sounds insane sometimes. His transformation from a simple and powerful spiritual leader to a narrow minded greedy old man is believable, but there's something mysterious about the real person. The book is very well written, in a captivating tone and this was such an informative read. I recommend this to everyone who wants to know more about Ma Anand Sheela, and the Rajneesh movement.
December 4, 2020
"By now, they were so addicted to Bhagwan's world and the liberal lifestyle at the Ashram that the very thought of going back to 'normal life' was not only horrifying but also considered equal to self-slaughter - they would rather die than go back"
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Book:- Nothing To Lose
Page Count:- 332
Genre:- Non Fiction
Suitable for people who want to know fir Osho moment and people who like memoirs and biographies.
Book Description:- From heading an ashram at Rajneeshpuram, Oregon, USA, in the 1980s to allegedly spearheading what is known as the largest bioterror attack in American history and spending thirty-nine months in prison, Ma Anand Sheela's life is one that fascinates and intrigues.
But who is the woman beyond the persona of the commune leader? What is Sheela like behind the sensational 'tough titties' avatar?
Manbeena Sandhu followed the Osho movement for two decades before her journey finally led her to Sheela. Nothing to Lose is a no-holds-barred account of Sheela's life, her intense relationship with Bhagwan, and the riveting story of what actually happened behind the closed doors of the cult's ashram.
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The story revolves around Anand Sheela and the infamous sex guru and if you don't know about the atter, you should definitely look upto this book.
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Book:- Nothing To Lose
Page Count:- 332
Genre:- Non Fiction
Suitable for people who want to know fir Osho moment and people who like memoirs and biographies.
Book Description:- From heading an ashram at Rajneeshpuram, Oregon, USA, in the 1980s to allegedly spearheading what is known as the largest bioterror attack in American history and spending thirty-nine months in prison, Ma Anand Sheela's life is one that fascinates and intrigues.
But who is the woman beyond the persona of the commune leader? What is Sheela like behind the sensational 'tough titties' avatar?
Manbeena Sandhu followed the Osho movement for two decades before her journey finally led her to Sheela. Nothing to Lose is a no-holds-barred account of Sheela's life, her intense relationship with Bhagwan, and the riveting story of what actually happened behind the closed doors of the cult's ashram.
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The story revolves around Anand Sheela and the infamous sex guru and if you don't know about the atter, you should definitely look upto this book.
November 26, 2020
I have been on my spiritual path since 2015 and from 2018, it has only become intense and I enjoy listening to several perceptions and ideologies towards finding our inner self and realizing what we really are – a dynamic ball or nothing at all. This has made me read many texts of different people who talk on Spirituality along with following and reading about many religious Gurus or Godman such as Sadhguru, Swami Prabhupada, Om Swami, Shubha Vilas etc. I was always curious to know a bit about Osho or Bhagwan Rajneesh as he is someone who is always referred whenever spirituality is the topic and definitely, the most controversial too.
I finally got to know about a book written by Manbeena Sandhu named “Nothing To Lose” which is an authorized biography of Ma Anand Sheela who served as secretary to Osho and later, also became the face of the religion created by him. To my surprise, there is also an official autobiography announced by Ma Anand Sheela which is to come within a month still she went ahead and discussed her whole life with Manbeena for this book. Reading this one has been such an experience that I couldn’t feel myself throughout and could feel that I had become one of the sannyaasis myself staying in the ashram of Osho and observing things myself.
I have never read a biography with such detailing and written with so much of clarity and outspokenness that it seems to be nothing less than an autobiography. I liked how the author went ahead with an unbiased nature of describing both- Ma Anand Sheela as well as Rajneesh and didn’t try to provide clean-chit to anyone but just tell us whatever happened as it is. There are times when you will be shocked to read such accounts which will really make you question the people in power and their real nature towards their followers, fans or employees.
The author starts the book with the life of Sheela Ambalal Patel and how her teenage years was like, how she met Osho for the first time casually and fell in love with him, how she married for the 1st time and then book shifts from her usual life to her devotion towards Osho and finally her life as Ma Anand Sheela. After the first 100 pages, the way book moves forward like a bullet train telling us so many things about the Ashram and the culture of Rajneeshism that you will not want to believe many of them. This book, though being a non-fiction, has been narrated in such a simplistic yet thrilling way that as a reader you will feel you are going through a fiction tale.
The author has assured that while speaking about someone like Osho who had many celebrities residing in his ashram doesn’t end up disclosing their lives there and assured the right to privacy for them. She has only detailed about those who have already come in public about the religious guru. After reading this book, you will question yourself if what Sheela ended up being for Osho is right or wrong, the kind of acts she ended up performing was way too much or she should have raised the flag quite early, or what happened to her because of Osho is justified or not, or how she got into trouble even after serving her term in prison is acceptable or not.
There are many questions you will raise upon our beliefs for people whom we idolize and up to what extent we should get devoted for them. The book teaches us a lot about how spirituality and religion is used a tool by few to get what they want. This book is an eye-opener for sure and made me very angry reading about injustice met by people who believed in Rajneesh like God. Manbeena has just written a book that will always be a discussion point for centuries to go- this book is an eye-opener.
Now talking about the drawbacks, I must say that the first 100 pages are not written in an exciting manner which makes it harder for you to get into it initially but once you do, you are just into it. I found author skipping many years in between of Ma Anand Sheela’s life which I believe doesn’t give us the complete picture of the person in spotlight. Author could have also mentioned many spiritual speeches of Osho which moved Sheela but she has only shared few of them. Similarly, many conversations between them could have also been added to make us reflect more upon their relationship for such a long time.
Apart from few of these drawbacks which are definitely avoidable, this book shall serve you with an experience in its 330+ pages which is very hard to find in biographies these days. I give this book 4.5 stars out of 5. Please read it if you wish to go deep into the path of spirituality.
Thanks.
WRITING BUDDHA
I finally got to know about a book written by Manbeena Sandhu named “Nothing To Lose” which is an authorized biography of Ma Anand Sheela who served as secretary to Osho and later, also became the face of the religion created by him. To my surprise, there is also an official autobiography announced by Ma Anand Sheela which is to come within a month still she went ahead and discussed her whole life with Manbeena for this book. Reading this one has been such an experience that I couldn’t feel myself throughout and could feel that I had become one of the sannyaasis myself staying in the ashram of Osho and observing things myself.
I have never read a biography with such detailing and written with so much of clarity and outspokenness that it seems to be nothing less than an autobiography. I liked how the author went ahead with an unbiased nature of describing both- Ma Anand Sheela as well as Rajneesh and didn’t try to provide clean-chit to anyone but just tell us whatever happened as it is. There are times when you will be shocked to read such accounts which will really make you question the people in power and their real nature towards their followers, fans or employees.
The author starts the book with the life of Sheela Ambalal Patel and how her teenage years was like, how she met Osho for the first time casually and fell in love with him, how she married for the 1st time and then book shifts from her usual life to her devotion towards Osho and finally her life as Ma Anand Sheela. After the first 100 pages, the way book moves forward like a bullet train telling us so many things about the Ashram and the culture of Rajneeshism that you will not want to believe many of them. This book, though being a non-fiction, has been narrated in such a simplistic yet thrilling way that as a reader you will feel you are going through a fiction tale.
The author has assured that while speaking about someone like Osho who had many celebrities residing in his ashram doesn’t end up disclosing their lives there and assured the right to privacy for them. She has only detailed about those who have already come in public about the religious guru. After reading this book, you will question yourself if what Sheela ended up being for Osho is right or wrong, the kind of acts she ended up performing was way too much or she should have raised the flag quite early, or what happened to her because of Osho is justified or not, or how she got into trouble even after serving her term in prison is acceptable or not.
There are many questions you will raise upon our beliefs for people whom we idolize and up to what extent we should get devoted for them. The book teaches us a lot about how spirituality and religion is used a tool by few to get what they want. This book is an eye-opener for sure and made me very angry reading about injustice met by people who believed in Rajneesh like God. Manbeena has just written a book that will always be a discussion point for centuries to go- this book is an eye-opener.
Now talking about the drawbacks, I must say that the first 100 pages are not written in an exciting manner which makes it harder for you to get into it initially but once you do, you are just into it. I found author skipping many years in between of Ma Anand Sheela’s life which I believe doesn’t give us the complete picture of the person in spotlight. Author could have also mentioned many spiritual speeches of Osho which moved Sheela but she has only shared few of them. Similarly, many conversations between them could have also been added to make us reflect more upon their relationship for such a long time.
Apart from few of these drawbacks which are definitely avoidable, this book shall serve you with an experience in its 330+ pages which is very hard to find in biographies these days. I give this book 4.5 stars out of 5. Please read it if you wish to go deep into the path of spirituality.
Thanks.
WRITING BUDDHA
November 19, 2020
I have never read a autobiography before and I strictly don't enjoy non-fiction, but I still picked up this book as I was intrigued by it. I have watched the documentary "Wild Wild Country" earlier on Netflix. It piqued my interest about this particular subject.
The book is about Ma Anand Sheela who is was a devout follower of Bhagvan Rajneesh later known as Osho. This book solely tells us about Sheela's experience in this movement. She played a pivotal role in its rise and it's downfall. Those of you who have a particular interest in learning about various cults and religions, this one is for you.
Rajneesh had new found ideas that were too modern for the world at that time. He received hatred from all the conservative people. But the hippie, modern people flocked to him from all over the world. Sheela's parents were very open minded and her father introduced her to Rajneesh at the young age of 16. Sheela was instantly beguiled by his hypnotic personality.
Her parents instilled in her courage and provided her with all the resources to progress in the world. She completed her education in US, fell in love and married her boyfriend. On one of her visits back to India, she met Rajneesh again and she was enthralled. After this, both Sheela and get husband Marc became ardent followers.
Sheela was intelligent, she became the most elite person within a few years. She was his closest aide. Meanwhile, there were so amby scandals, the they could no longer stay in India. She did whatever was needed in every situation even if it meant breaking the law. But along the way Rajneesh lost his way and succumbed to his greed and lavish lifestyle. That's when Sheela decided to part ways with him.
Rajneesh was so insulted by this, that he ratted her out to the police and she ended up serving time in prison. The one person, she truly loved, turned her back on her. This book is about how she single handedly created a kingdom and turned it to rubble overnight. The language in this book was exquisite and the narration was comprehensive. I'd recommend this book to anyone who is interested in learning more about this movement.
Read it / Skip it- My verdict- READ📖
Rating- ⭐⭐⭐⭐
-Afreen
The book is about Ma Anand Sheela who is was a devout follower of Bhagvan Rajneesh later known as Osho. This book solely tells us about Sheela's experience in this movement. She played a pivotal role in its rise and it's downfall. Those of you who have a particular interest in learning about various cults and religions, this one is for you.
Rajneesh had new found ideas that were too modern for the world at that time. He received hatred from all the conservative people. But the hippie, modern people flocked to him from all over the world. Sheela's parents were very open minded and her father introduced her to Rajneesh at the young age of 16. Sheela was instantly beguiled by his hypnotic personality.
Her parents instilled in her courage and provided her with all the resources to progress in the world. She completed her education in US, fell in love and married her boyfriend. On one of her visits back to India, she met Rajneesh again and she was enthralled. After this, both Sheela and get husband Marc became ardent followers.
Sheela was intelligent, she became the most elite person within a few years. She was his closest aide. Meanwhile, there were so amby scandals, the they could no longer stay in India. She did whatever was needed in every situation even if it meant breaking the law. But along the way Rajneesh lost his way and succumbed to his greed and lavish lifestyle. That's when Sheela decided to part ways with him.
Rajneesh was so insulted by this, that he ratted her out to the police and she ended up serving time in prison. The one person, she truly loved, turned her back on her. This book is about how she single handedly created a kingdom and turned it to rubble overnight. The language in this book was exquisite and the narration was comprehensive. I'd recommend this book to anyone who is interested in learning more about this movement.
Read it / Skip it- My verdict- READ📖
Rating- ⭐⭐⭐⭐
-Afreen
November 27, 2020
Have you heard about Maa Anand Sheela before? Do you have any idea about the infamous sex guru Osho (Acharya Rajneesh)? Well, if not, then you can definitely take this book as your reference. Osho or Acharya Rajneesh came into spotlight from 1960 onwards because of his controversial statements on human sexuality. Sheela Ambalal Patel or Maa Anand Sheela was one of his most devoted followers who can go to any extent to impress her Bhagwan (Osho). In 'Nothing To Lose' Manbeena Sandhu writes about the life of Sheela before and after she entered Osho's world. How she became his devotee and how she sacrificed her career in the US and left everything, came back to India, only to serve him.
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The way this book starts I can't help but love it. The first chapter of this book had a thriller vibe to it and the charm that it holds did not fall off as it proceeds. The more the story moves on I felt more surprised and fascinated by the facts that got revealed. The opening chapter of this book starts where Sheela gets arrested on charge of attempting to muder Bhagwan's personal physician and she denies this accusation in front of her lawyer Otmar Wachenheim. And after that the book goes on a flashback starting everything from the start of how Sheela Ambalal Patel became Maa Anand Sheela.
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Even though the idea of Goldman is something I almost hate and often I don't like reading much about them but this book is an exception. May be because it centres the strong personality of Sheela. Reading about Sheela was like a roller coaster for me. Nothing else but I do like her personality because she has that technique of solving any problems and stand strong amidst everything. She is like that pillar which might seem nothing special, but it holds the burden of whole house and without whom the house will fall apart.
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This book will also give you a detail about the inside view of Osho' world. His character and most surprising (well, may not be very) were names of some famous celebrities (both national and international) who were associated with him.
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So, by reading the above description if you think this book will meet your taste definitely read it. Even if you are not that sure about it still give it a try. I think you won't be disappointed. 👍🏻.
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The way this book starts I can't help but love it. The first chapter of this book had a thriller vibe to it and the charm that it holds did not fall off as it proceeds. The more the story moves on I felt more surprised and fascinated by the facts that got revealed. The opening chapter of this book starts where Sheela gets arrested on charge of attempting to muder Bhagwan's personal physician and she denies this accusation in front of her lawyer Otmar Wachenheim. And after that the book goes on a flashback starting everything from the start of how Sheela Ambalal Patel became Maa Anand Sheela.
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Even though the idea of Goldman is something I almost hate and often I don't like reading much about them but this book is an exception. May be because it centres the strong personality of Sheela. Reading about Sheela was like a roller coaster for me. Nothing else but I do like her personality because she has that technique of solving any problems and stand strong amidst everything. She is like that pillar which might seem nothing special, but it holds the burden of whole house and without whom the house will fall apart.
.
This book will also give you a detail about the inside view of Osho' world. His character and most surprising (well, may not be very) were names of some famous celebrities (both national and international) who were associated with him.
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So, by reading the above description if you think this book will meet your taste definitely read it. Even if you are not that sure about it still give it a try. I think you won't be disappointed. 👍🏻.
December 4, 2020
My first point of reference for Osho was the Netflix documentary, Wild Wild Country. Now, I understand that it came from a relatively skewed POV, demonising the sanyassins and the godman, but I feel like I can be fair, having a brother who praises Osho's teachings, I have a small window into the man's great origins.
However, this book, 'Nothing to Lose', provides a unique window into the sanyassins' thought process, as the author chronicles Ma Anand Sheela, their charismatic leader's rise and fall in the community. She also counters it with real time reports from the outside world so that we are not stuck with just one point of view.
Ma Anand Sheela came from a liberal household in Vadodara, with a freedom fighter for a father and an open minded mother. Her parents encouraged independent thinking in a time and place where women weren't given the chances they deserved. Introduced to 'Bhagwan' (Osho) via her father, she instantly feels a celestial connection with the man and decides to follow him.
We trace Osho's rise to power as an incredible thinker in India and his eventual move to USA after the government refused to sanction his lifestyle any longer. Moving to Antelope seems to have changed something in the Godman. He went on to develop his own religion, fake disease, sanction prostitution for his followers, all to stay in the country. Sheela talks about a drastic change - from a man who spent hours pouring over books, led a simple life and just wanted to spread wisdom across the masses, he became a materialistic megalomaniac who demanded Rolls Royces and gold watches like a petulant child.
What honestly disappointed me the most, is the clear advantage he takes of his followers, faking theories to bring in funds, shunning the men and women who brought him to the world, and eventually denouncing the woman who stood by him through his most tumultuous period in life.
It is a very gripping read. The author has done a pretty good job of balancing Ma Anand Sheela's perspective with the rest of the world's. You come out marvelling the spirit of a formidable woman, who refuse to compromise on her ideals, whether it was for her Bhagwan or for the world.
However, this book, 'Nothing to Lose', provides a unique window into the sanyassins' thought process, as the author chronicles Ma Anand Sheela, their charismatic leader's rise and fall in the community. She also counters it with real time reports from the outside world so that we are not stuck with just one point of view.
Ma Anand Sheela came from a liberal household in Vadodara, with a freedom fighter for a father and an open minded mother. Her parents encouraged independent thinking in a time and place where women weren't given the chances they deserved. Introduced to 'Bhagwan' (Osho) via her father, she instantly feels a celestial connection with the man and decides to follow him.
We trace Osho's rise to power as an incredible thinker in India and his eventual move to USA after the government refused to sanction his lifestyle any longer. Moving to Antelope seems to have changed something in the Godman. He went on to develop his own religion, fake disease, sanction prostitution for his followers, all to stay in the country. Sheela talks about a drastic change - from a man who spent hours pouring over books, led a simple life and just wanted to spread wisdom across the masses, he became a materialistic megalomaniac who demanded Rolls Royces and gold watches like a petulant child.
What honestly disappointed me the most, is the clear advantage he takes of his followers, faking theories to bring in funds, shunning the men and women who brought him to the world, and eventually denouncing the woman who stood by him through his most tumultuous period in life.
It is a very gripping read. The author has done a pretty good job of balancing Ma Anand Sheela's perspective with the rest of the world's. You come out marvelling the spirit of a formidable woman, who refuse to compromise on her ideals, whether it was for her Bhagwan or for the world.
November 30, 2020
The Authorized BIOGRAPHY of Ma Anand Sheela (Sheela Ambalal Patel), the right hand of Bhagwan Rajneesh, whom she loved & worshipped like God.
❓then why did the same God turn against her & why did she leave him..?
📖READ on..!
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📌325 pages, 30 chapters.
#readwithharpercollins
"It was a beautiful life I have lived".-- Ma Anand Sheela.
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📌 What did I LEARN?
✨about 2 strong personalities;
Sheela Ambalal Patel & Archarya Rajneesh.
Both of them were, well-educated, free spirited beings, doing exactly what their heart desired.
✨I gauged, that the value system & one's upbringing deeply impacts the psyche of an individual & his choices, throughout life.
✨I learnt the importance of unconditional family love & support.
✨I realised there's nothing more important than freedom.
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📌 This biography skips timelines & begins in Oct. 1985.
It then moves backward to give an entire overview of Sheela/ Seela's life, how the empire of Bhagwan Rajneesh grew, how did they meet, his hypnotic spell, his unconventional ways, his revolutionary thoughts, the orange/ red army that he gradually built, his physical & materialistic desires & greed, his foray from a mere iota to being a master, from India to US & his manipulative ways..
It also gives a detailed sketch of Sheela's "love life" till date, it also talks about actor Vinod Khanna & his abandonment of stardom, following Acharya Rajneesh.
The book ends giving details of the 2nd innings of Sheela when she returns to India after 34 years, when Netflix, documentaries, book deals & movies happen.
The write up is very detailed & there are coloured pictures too for better insight.
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❤️ What are your views on Self-proclaimed Gods, Gurus and ashrams❓
🌸 Why do you read a biography/memoir/ autobiography ❓
I read it for the REAL life stories and experiences and for the life lessons & the insight it offers.
#noorthebookwormreviews
#nothingtolose
❓then why did the same God turn against her & why did she leave him..?
📖READ on..!
____
📌325 pages, 30 chapters.
#readwithharpercollins
"It was a beautiful life I have lived".-- Ma Anand Sheela.
____
📌 What did I LEARN?
✨about 2 strong personalities;
Sheela Ambalal Patel & Archarya Rajneesh.
Both of them were, well-educated, free spirited beings, doing exactly what their heart desired.
✨I gauged, that the value system & one's upbringing deeply impacts the psyche of an individual & his choices, throughout life.
✨I learnt the importance of unconditional family love & support.
✨I realised there's nothing more important than freedom.
____
📌 This biography skips timelines & begins in Oct. 1985.
It then moves backward to give an entire overview of Sheela/ Seela's life, how the empire of Bhagwan Rajneesh grew, how did they meet, his hypnotic spell, his unconventional ways, his revolutionary thoughts, the orange/ red army that he gradually built, his physical & materialistic desires & greed, his foray from a mere iota to being a master, from India to US & his manipulative ways..
It also gives a detailed sketch of Sheela's "love life" till date, it also talks about actor Vinod Khanna & his abandonment of stardom, following Acharya Rajneesh.
The book ends giving details of the 2nd innings of Sheela when she returns to India after 34 years, when Netflix, documentaries, book deals & movies happen.
The write up is very detailed & there are coloured pictures too for better insight.
____
❤️ What are your views on Self-proclaimed Gods, Gurus and ashrams❓
🌸 Why do you read a biography/memoir/ autobiography ❓
I read it for the REAL life stories and experiences and for the life lessons & the insight it offers.
#noorthebookwormreviews
#nothingtolose
December 4, 2020
📌"They sure can break my wings, but they cannot break my spirit"
'Nothing to Lose' by Manbeena Sandhu is a compelling, intruging biography of Ma Anand Sheela.
⏺️ The book starts with early life of Sheela Patel, meeting her first love - Marc in US. It gives you a detailed story of how she met Bhagwan/Acharya Rajneesh/ Osho. It describes how Bhagwan's hypnotic charm and charisma had captivated his sannyasins.
⏺️ Sheela loved her Bhagwan eternally and found herself floating gently in the ebb and flow of the magical energy between the two.
⏺️ Osho's groundbreaking notions on sex made him the Messiah of the 'new morality' the generation was seeking. It tells you about the journey of the increasing number of sannyasins and the increasing number of problems and controversies as Ashram grows from Bombay to Poona and finally to Oregon, USA.
But what happened behind the doors of Ashram?
Was spirituality really practised or was it just a facade?
Or was it a mere example of cruel world with money scandal?
Why did Sheela parted ways with Bhagwan and his Ashram?
⏺️ There are rivetting stories about Osho's dynamic meditating techniques, his concept of Zorba the Buddha which appealed not just famous Bollywood celebrities but also the famous personalities from all over the world to visit the Osho Ashram.
⏺️ There are also very disturbing scenes from Osho Ashram described and the fact that they are real makes them difficult to digest.
⏺️But with the rumours of scandalous Sanyasi debaucheries & hedonism- spreading like wildfire which made the Indian government keep a wary eye on the sex guru and his flamboyant circle.
The story tells about Sheela's rise and fall in Bhagwan's La La Land, the bio terror attack, dark secrets, controversies and her 39 months of imprisonment .
The book is a blend of sensational yet informative, brutal , raw, poigont stories describing not just the enchanting facade but detailed journey of Sheela's life.
'Nothing to Lose' by Manbeena Sandhu is a compelling, intruging biography of Ma Anand Sheela.
⏺️ The book starts with early life of Sheela Patel, meeting her first love - Marc in US. It gives you a detailed story of how she met Bhagwan/Acharya Rajneesh/ Osho. It describes how Bhagwan's hypnotic charm and charisma had captivated his sannyasins.
⏺️ Sheela loved her Bhagwan eternally and found herself floating gently in the ebb and flow of the magical energy between the two.
⏺️ Osho's groundbreaking notions on sex made him the Messiah of the 'new morality' the generation was seeking. It tells you about the journey of the increasing number of sannyasins and the increasing number of problems and controversies as Ashram grows from Bombay to Poona and finally to Oregon, USA.
But what happened behind the doors of Ashram?
Was spirituality really practised or was it just a facade?
Or was it a mere example of cruel world with money scandal?
Why did Sheela parted ways with Bhagwan and his Ashram?
⏺️ There are rivetting stories about Osho's dynamic meditating techniques, his concept of Zorba the Buddha which appealed not just famous Bollywood celebrities but also the famous personalities from all over the world to visit the Osho Ashram.
⏺️ There are also very disturbing scenes from Osho Ashram described and the fact that they are real makes them difficult to digest.
⏺️But with the rumours of scandalous Sanyasi debaucheries & hedonism- spreading like wildfire which made the Indian government keep a wary eye on the sex guru and his flamboyant circle.
The story tells about Sheela's rise and fall in Bhagwan's La La Land, the bio terror attack, dark secrets, controversies and her 39 months of imprisonment .
The book is a blend of sensational yet informative, brutal , raw, poigont stories describing not just the enchanting facade but detailed journey of Sheela's life.
November 21, 2020
For the Non Fiction November i am picking up biographies and this month i read 2 biographies.
Nothing To Loose by @authormanbeena is a biography of Ma Anand Sheela.
Born on 28 December 1949 as Sheela Ambalal Patel in Baroda, India. In 1972 she became disciple of controversial indian god Bhagwan Rajneesh thereby earning name Ma Anand Sheela. In 1981 she was appointed as Bhagwan's personal assistant. From 1981 to 1985 she managed the Rajneeshpuram Ashram in US. In 1985 she resigned from Ashram and left her Bhagwan.
In 1986, she pleaded guilty to attempted murder and assault for her role in the 1984 Rajneeshee bioterror attack. Thereafter she was sentenced to 20 years in federal prison and paroled after 39 months.
Read the book to know more.
#mybookreview This book is a no holds barred account of sheela's life , her intense relationship with Bhagwan and the riveting story of what actually happened behind the closed doors of the cults ashram.
I didn't know who Ma Anand Sheela is so when I came across this book the blurb attracted me and I decide to dive deep into a stranger's world.The book tells us about Sheela's life when she was just an ordinary person like us.... how she went on to become Bhagwan Rajneesh's disciple and thereafter her life with Bhagwan. The books also talks a great deal about the Indian God Rajneesh....his beliefs and teachings.
This book possesses all the qualities of a good biography and is written in a simple language. The pacing, though slow at some places, had me on the edge of my seat.
If you like reading non fiction and biographies go for it.
Nothing To Loose by @authormanbeena is a biography of Ma Anand Sheela.
Born on 28 December 1949 as Sheela Ambalal Patel in Baroda, India. In 1972 she became disciple of controversial indian god Bhagwan Rajneesh thereby earning name Ma Anand Sheela. In 1981 she was appointed as Bhagwan's personal assistant. From 1981 to 1985 she managed the Rajneeshpuram Ashram in US. In 1985 she resigned from Ashram and left her Bhagwan.
In 1986, she pleaded guilty to attempted murder and assault for her role in the 1984 Rajneeshee bioterror attack. Thereafter she was sentenced to 20 years in federal prison and paroled after 39 months.
Read the book to know more.
#mybookreview This book is a no holds barred account of sheela's life , her intense relationship with Bhagwan and the riveting story of what actually happened behind the closed doors of the cults ashram.
I didn't know who Ma Anand Sheela is so when I came across this book the blurb attracted me and I decide to dive deep into a stranger's world.The book tells us about Sheela's life when she was just an ordinary person like us.... how she went on to become Bhagwan Rajneesh's disciple and thereafter her life with Bhagwan. The books also talks a great deal about the Indian God Rajneesh....his beliefs and teachings.
This book possesses all the qualities of a good biography and is written in a simple language. The pacing, though slow at some places, had me on the edge of my seat.
If you like reading non fiction and biographies go for it.
November 28, 2020
I've always been skeptical towards the world of spiritual gurus, their beliefs, their motivations. More often than not it seems like a facade and usually it turns out to be exactly that. Even after countless scandals of such gurus turning out to wolf in sheep's clothing, it doesn't deter their devotees which is what scares me the most. Nothing to lose is the journey of Anand Sheela from being a loyal devotee to scratching the surface and get a deeper understanding of the world she used to call her own, where she thought she belonged only to realise that she never even knew anything about it to begin with.
This book serves as window to the world of such men who, with their persuasive skills can manipulate the masses into surrendering to them completely, make them do what they desire. They're nothing less than devil in human skin. And even though, I was expecting this kind of narrative, I was still blown away by how much control a person can have on someone's psyche.
Some scenes were deeply disturbing because of their connection to reality.
There were some parts where things were brushed off, where some incidents felt vague and it was evident that the author was holding herself back but apart from that, I would say this was definitely a much needed reminder of just how cruel this world can be and how, with resilience you can get through anything. It was inspiring to say the least. I'd recommend it to everyone as it is an important read that would spread awareness about what lurks behind layers of humanity.
This book serves as window to the world of such men who, with their persuasive skills can manipulate the masses into surrendering to them completely, make them do what they desire. They're nothing less than devil in human skin. And even though, I was expecting this kind of narrative, I was still blown away by how much control a person can have on someone's psyche.
Some scenes were deeply disturbing because of their connection to reality.
There were some parts where things were brushed off, where some incidents felt vague and it was evident that the author was holding herself back but apart from that, I would say this was definitely a much needed reminder of just how cruel this world can be and how, with resilience you can get through anything. It was inspiring to say the least. I'd recommend it to everyone as it is an important read that would spread awareness about what lurks behind layers of humanity.
December 24, 2020
Nothing to Lose is an apt title to Ma Anand Sheela’s biography because the one who has surrendered it all has nothing to lose in life. She first surrendered herself to Bhagwan and then her spirit, skills, words, and actions towards taking care of the disciples at Rajneeshpuram. But when she loses the trust with which she had surrendered her life, it makes her strong enough to hold her fort and battle it out with the world to start the second innings of her life. Today, Ma Anand Sheela is an icon of strength and a symbol of patience and perseverance. Her life has been one of service to the community and she continues to do so by serving others. Sheela’s life is full of trials and tribulations and it finally seems she has arrived at a stage of spiritual peace. Her journey is full of lessons – the white, the black, and the orange – that is part of life. One can only hope to read the biography and pick up from these lessons, improvise on them, and give back to society through service.
Sandhu has done a commendable job of researching and presenting an era gone by through her narrative skills and detailed descriptions. Nothing to Lose highlights Bhagwan Rajneesh’s views which later became immortalized under the Osho Movement. It did take the world by storm in the 1970s-80s, but in 2020 one cannot really act as the moral police here and judge/comment on his teachings. Time and mindset have indeed come a long way since the movement was at its height and today it might be visualized in a completely new light.
Sandhu has done a commendable job of researching and presenting an era gone by through her narrative skills and detailed descriptions. Nothing to Lose highlights Bhagwan Rajneesh’s views which later became immortalized under the Osho Movement. It did take the world by storm in the 1970s-80s, but in 2020 one cannot really act as the moral police here and judge/comment on his teachings. Time and mindset have indeed come a long way since the movement was at its height and today it might be visualized in a completely new light.
November 9, 2020
“Nothing To Lose” is a relentless tale of a ferocious lioness, Ma Anand Sheela, famously known for her role as the personal secretary of Osho Rajneesh.
The book describes the rise & fall of Osho Rajneesh & his red army in India & In the United States Of America. And the role of Ma Anand Sheela in it.
She came out as a strong willed woman & a true go getter. This book portrayes what Osho Rajneesh The sex guru truly was , a mere human. This saga will completely change your perception about Osho Rajneesh & Ma Anand Sheela.
This woman’s life was nothing short of a roller coaster ride & She faced it with utmost resilience which will make you respect her even more.
The author presents revealing insights into the life of Ma Anand Sheela which bridges the gap between what people think happened to Rajneeshpuram & Osho, To what actually happened. So this was a book that changed everything from head to toe of what i used to think about Osho Rajneesh as a Guru & as an “Enlightened Soul”
This book will shock you to the core and you won’t be able to put it down. It's an unbiased account on the life of a very misunderstood Ma Anand Sheela. The details are neither less nor more , It's balanced so well by the author that I instantly loved her reading style. The language is comprehensible And crystal clear.
Reasons To Pick This Up :
If you are interested in Osho Rajneesh & his life then this book alone will speak volumes about his life as a guru , How he operated his people & all about his empire.
If you are interested in reading Biographies Or Memoirs.
The book describes the rise & fall of Osho Rajneesh & his red army in India & In the United States Of America. And the role of Ma Anand Sheela in it.
She came out as a strong willed woman & a true go getter. This book portrayes what Osho Rajneesh The sex guru truly was , a mere human. This saga will completely change your perception about Osho Rajneesh & Ma Anand Sheela.
This woman’s life was nothing short of a roller coaster ride & She faced it with utmost resilience which will make you respect her even more.
The author presents revealing insights into the life of Ma Anand Sheela which bridges the gap between what people think happened to Rajneeshpuram & Osho, To what actually happened. So this was a book that changed everything from head to toe of what i used to think about Osho Rajneesh as a Guru & as an “Enlightened Soul”
This book will shock you to the core and you won’t be able to put it down. It's an unbiased account on the life of a very misunderstood Ma Anand Sheela. The details are neither less nor more , It's balanced so well by the author that I instantly loved her reading style. The language is comprehensible And crystal clear.
Reasons To Pick This Up :
If you are interested in Osho Rajneesh & his life then this book alone will speak volumes about his life as a guru , How he operated his people & all about his empire.
If you are interested in reading Biographies Or Memoirs.
November 24, 2020
The book begins with the arrest of Bhagwan Rajneesh but doesn't end with his death ...proving that Ma Anand Sheela had a life beyond being the secretary of Bhagwan Osho.
This book is an authorized biography of Ma Anand Sheela, born in India as Sheela Ambalal Patel, the daughter of Ambalal Patel and Mani Ben Patel.
It traces her journey from being a young girl living in Baroda to being a right-hand person to Laxmi- the secretary of Bhagwan at his ashram in Pune, eventually becoming his secretary in Rajneeshpuram, USA and finally leaving it all and becoming a Swiss citizen and running an old-age care-home.
She witnessed everything- the rise of Osho, the building of Rajneeshpuram empire, being the undeclared empress of this empire, and then eventually reeling under the load of running it, as the king slept and overlooked his responsibilities.
She spoke her mind and welcomed anyone and everyone with a middle finger whenever she heard any allegations against Bhagwan, yet eventually parted ways with him.
What transpired between the two that the famous guru-disciple engaged in an infamous televised verbal spat, accusing each other of countless wrongdoings?? To know the answers, grab a copy!
This book is an authorized biography of Ma Anand Sheela, born in India as Sheela Ambalal Patel, the daughter of Ambalal Patel and Mani Ben Patel.
It traces her journey from being a young girl living in Baroda to being a right-hand person to Laxmi- the secretary of Bhagwan at his ashram in Pune, eventually becoming his secretary in Rajneeshpuram, USA and finally leaving it all and becoming a Swiss citizen and running an old-age care-home.
She witnessed everything- the rise of Osho, the building of Rajneeshpuram empire, being the undeclared empress of this empire, and then eventually reeling under the load of running it, as the king slept and overlooked his responsibilities.
She spoke her mind and welcomed anyone and everyone with a middle finger whenever she heard any allegations against Bhagwan, yet eventually parted ways with him.
What transpired between the two that the famous guru-disciple engaged in an infamous televised verbal spat, accusing each other of countless wrongdoings?? To know the answers, grab a copy!
November 30, 2020
Ma Anand Sheela, who was at the helm of the Rajneesh Movement, is an enigmatic and outspoken person. She did not fiddle with her words, which was very clear in her interviews, clever, and her love for Bhagwan was clearly visible. Although she was the spokesperson, ensuring the desires and vision of the Bhagwan are brought to reality, strong and outspoken at the face of the world, she was completely under the influence of her beloved Bhagwan.
The book gives the readers a brief insight into the story of Ma Anand Sheela, her rise to a commanding position to fall, about being framed for a crime she never committed, to a peaceful life that she is living now. It also gives the readers the reality about the behind scenes that goes into the spiritual organization and their lives.
I have heard about Osho, but never really followed about what they do and the controversies surrounding both the leaders (Rajneesh and his secretary Ma Anand Sheela) and the organization. The book gave an insight into Osho, Rajneesh, and Sheela's life.
For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. And actions do speak louder than words. Being a public figure, her actions during her days are out loud in the world, and has had to face the consequences.
The book gives the readers a brief insight into the story of Ma Anand Sheela, her rise to a commanding position to fall, about being framed for a crime she never committed, to a peaceful life that she is living now. It also gives the readers the reality about the behind scenes that goes into the spiritual organization and their lives.
I have heard about Osho, but never really followed about what they do and the controversies surrounding both the leaders (Rajneesh and his secretary Ma Anand Sheela) and the organization. The book gave an insight into Osho, Rajneesh, and Sheela's life.
For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. And actions do speak louder than words. Being a public figure, her actions during her days are out loud in the world, and has had to face the consequences.
December 1, 2020
This is the biography of Ma Anand Sheela and portrays her journey from a curious kid to her surrender to Bhagwan Rajneesh and heading an ashram at Rajneeshpuram, Oregon, USA.
If I have to put forward my views on the Osho Movement, I have always respected other's beliefs even if I don't support them and so, I had an open mind while reading about all of that but I also condemned when it was turning into greed, blind-faith and malpractices.
That is upto you to read and decide.
The book is amazing. The writing style is so engaging and the whole ordeal is presented in such a way that you would crave to know more even if the principles are challenging your beliefs.
This whole story will also teach you many things. She had blind faith in her Bhagwan and she did everything she was asked to do even if meant breaking the laws. She did it. And when she realised that this is not what she originally came for, she fearlessly quit everything. It takes courage and guts to accept your mistakes and bear the consequences, of leaving your whole life behind and starting everything fresh. We often are scared to shift a career, let alone our whole life and our beliefs.
I think everyone should read it, if not for the history then for the lessons we get from her life.
If I have to put forward my views on the Osho Movement, I have always respected other's beliefs even if I don't support them and so, I had an open mind while reading about all of that but I also condemned when it was turning into greed, blind-faith and malpractices.
That is upto you to read and decide.
The book is amazing. The writing style is so engaging and the whole ordeal is presented in such a way that you would crave to know more even if the principles are challenging your beliefs.
This whole story will also teach you many things. She had blind faith in her Bhagwan and she did everything she was asked to do even if meant breaking the laws. She did it. And when she realised that this is not what she originally came for, she fearlessly quit everything. It takes courage and guts to accept your mistakes and bear the consequences, of leaving your whole life behind and starting everything fresh. We often are scared to shift a career, let alone our whole life and our beliefs.
I think everyone should read it, if not for the history then for the lessons we get from her life.
December 4, 2020
If someone wants to read a book that is powerful, impactful, fearlessly written, motivational can pick this up and that person wont be wrong in doing so.
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Firstly I would say the writing is commendable. It is gripping from the 1st page itself. Will keep you hooked till the very end of the book. The way this is written is something you will hold onto a long time. This book will give the everything you need to know if you have no clue.
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Sheela Patel, known as Maa Anand Sheela to whom Guru Rajneesh (Osho) was no less than God. Her service towards him was with complete devotion, honesty but what lead to this tiff between them. Why did she spend 39 months in prison? Obviously if I reveal everything why will you read so go and Pick up your copies now. The secrets behind the closed doors are revealed through Maa Sheela in this book and every detail that is given are so shocking and so scandalous (with sex, drugs, greed). A lot of celebrities be it national or international were Osho folowers and that's a hugething.
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If you want to read a memoir/autobiography which is engaging definitely pick this up and be ready to get that thrill and feel the power of standing out and raising of voice for wrong doings.
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Firstly I would say the writing is commendable. It is gripping from the 1st page itself. Will keep you hooked till the very end of the book. The way this is written is something you will hold onto a long time. This book will give the everything you need to know if you have no clue.
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Sheela Patel, known as Maa Anand Sheela to whom Guru Rajneesh (Osho) was no less than God. Her service towards him was with complete devotion, honesty but what lead to this tiff between them. Why did she spend 39 months in prison? Obviously if I reveal everything why will you read so go and Pick up your copies now. The secrets behind the closed doors are revealed through Maa Sheela in this book and every detail that is given are so shocking and so scandalous (with sex, drugs, greed). A lot of celebrities be it national or international were Osho folowers and that's a hugething.
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If you want to read a memoir/autobiography which is engaging definitely pick this up and be ready to get that thrill and feel the power of standing out and raising of voice for wrong doings.
December 16, 2020
I enjoyed reading this book thoroughly for 2 reasons:
👉🏻 I picked up a biography after a long time.
👉🏻 The book is very well-written.
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Ma Anand Sheela was the one of the closest disciple and secretary to the famous God-man Osho for the longest time. The book is her journey right from her childhood when she first met Bhagwan Rajneesh to the present time.
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The book definitely comes under a scanner and can be judged because of the various disclosures made about the goings-on in the various communes of Osho. His life and teachings have always been controversial. He has had ardent followers and a lot of opponents too.
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What I liked most about this book was that Ma Sheela's narration was objective. She does not deny her love for Osho nor does she deny the unsrcuplous ways and means she adopted to fulfill his wishes and help him grow his kingdom.
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The author has done a commendable job in bringing out the story of Ma Anand Sheela and keeping the readers curious to know more. I found myself using Google quite a few times to know more about the life of Osho and his sannyasins.
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If biographies excite you as a genre, definitely pick it up !!
👉🏻 I picked up a biography after a long time.
👉🏻 The book is very well-written.
.
Ma Anand Sheela was the one of the closest disciple and secretary to the famous God-man Osho for the longest time. The book is her journey right from her childhood when she first met Bhagwan Rajneesh to the present time.
.
The book definitely comes under a scanner and can be judged because of the various disclosures made about the goings-on in the various communes of Osho. His life and teachings have always been controversial. He has had ardent followers and a lot of opponents too.
.
What I liked most about this book was that Ma Sheela's narration was objective. She does not deny her love for Osho nor does she deny the unsrcuplous ways and means she adopted to fulfill his wishes and help him grow his kingdom.
.
The author has done a commendable job in bringing out the story of Ma Anand Sheela and keeping the readers curious to know more. I found myself using Google quite a few times to know more about the life of Osho and his sannyasins.
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If biographies excite you as a genre, definitely pick it up !!
November 12, 2020
Nothing to lose: An authorized biography of Ma Anand Sheela
By Manbeena Sandhu
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~Rating - 4/5~
I had only heard about the Osho movement and the entire conspiracy around it made me pick up this book. And if you have a similar curiousity, you won't be disappointed.
This one is an authorized biography of Ma Anand Sheela, the personal secretary of the reknowned godman Acharya Rajneesh, well researched and no facts out-of-reach kind of narration.
We get a close insight into the internal workings of the movement and the life of the fearless lady that Ma Anand Sheela was. We view her devotion, sacrifices, power, a story and perspective not many people know about.
Most of all, it has an unbiased and straight forward approach which invests the reader. From attempted murder to a bioterror attack in America, you will experience her involvement in all. Although a third person narration was a little jarring, overall an interesting revealing storyline and go for it for a different read.
By Manbeena Sandhu
⭐⭐⭐⭐
~Rating - 4/5~
I had only heard about the Osho movement and the entire conspiracy around it made me pick up this book. And if you have a similar curiousity, you won't be disappointed.
This one is an authorized biography of Ma Anand Sheela, the personal secretary of the reknowned godman Acharya Rajneesh, well researched and no facts out-of-reach kind of narration.
We get a close insight into the internal workings of the movement and the life of the fearless lady that Ma Anand Sheela was. We view her devotion, sacrifices, power, a story and perspective not many people know about.
Most of all, it has an unbiased and straight forward approach which invests the reader. From attempted murder to a bioterror attack in America, you will experience her involvement in all. Although a third person narration was a little jarring, overall an interesting revealing storyline and go for it for a different read.
December 10, 2020
Sometimes it is difficult to write down your thoughts in a few lines because there is so much going inside me after reading this book.
This book is one of a kind and based on all true events of Ma Anand Sheela's life.
This book gave me a different perspective of seeing life because Ma Anand Sheela has a very controversial life as Osho's secretary, and later she pleaded guilty to attempted murder and assault for her role in the 1984 Rajneesh bioterror attack. Sheela Ambalal Patel—the youngest of six children, born in 1949 to a family in Baroda. It was her father who had introduced her to the teachings of Shree Rajneesh by taking them all to a talk. Since then, she was hooked and there was no going back.
Ma Anand Sheela's life is fascinating, and every chapter of her life is so intriguing and comes as a surprise for me. Her life has all the possible spices like love, hate, spirituality, sex, suspense, thrill to suit up your tastebuds so I recommend this book to everyone. This book is a strong representation of her life and a strong and powerful read for me.
This book is one of a kind and based on all true events of Ma Anand Sheela's life.
This book gave me a different perspective of seeing life because Ma Anand Sheela has a very controversial life as Osho's secretary, and later she pleaded guilty to attempted murder and assault for her role in the 1984 Rajneesh bioterror attack. Sheela Ambalal Patel—the youngest of six children, born in 1949 to a family in Baroda. It was her father who had introduced her to the teachings of Shree Rajneesh by taking them all to a talk. Since then, she was hooked and there was no going back.
Ma Anand Sheela's life is fascinating, and every chapter of her life is so intriguing and comes as a surprise for me. Her life has all the possible spices like love, hate, spirituality, sex, suspense, thrill to suit up your tastebuds so I recommend this book to everyone. This book is a strong representation of her life and a strong and powerful read for me.
October 29, 2020
Absolutely bare revelations.
A good book for those who havent heard a word about Rajneeshpuram and all things around.. But lot of transition is missing on how things changed for Seela as a teenager to becomes the complete unflinching disciple of the sex guru. although the most important transition of loosing her faith in his extraordinariness ( Seela's in Rajnessh's) is expressed well. But the book fails to explain me atleast, why such a vibrant and promising girl was attracted towards this earlier charismatic god man. What was she looking for in life, or missing, that exactly got fulfilled in his commune. It would have been lovely and really quite enlightigning for readers had Seela's falling for her bhagwan be explained and justified instead of just described in emotions. It would probably give an insight into how although promising abilitites one has and is at the most opportunist land, people can still be in lookout of things.
A good book for those who havent heard a word about Rajneeshpuram and all things around.. But lot of transition is missing on how things changed for Seela as a teenager to becomes the complete unflinching disciple of the sex guru. although the most important transition of loosing her faith in his extraordinariness ( Seela's in Rajnessh's) is expressed well. But the book fails to explain me atleast, why such a vibrant and promising girl was attracted towards this earlier charismatic god man. What was she looking for in life, or missing, that exactly got fulfilled in his commune. It would have been lovely and really quite enlightigning for readers had Seela's falling for her bhagwan be explained and justified instead of just described in emotions. It would probably give an insight into how although promising abilitites one has and is at the most opportunist land, people can still be in lookout of things.
January 5, 2021
To begin with, the cover of the book is something I really liked. Colour tone and simple layout forces you to give it a second look. Overall it is really a beautiful cover
This is not a genre I usually read, but I am glad I read this book. The narration of the author was so good, that I felt I was literally hearing the protagonist talking. Concept is very unique, at least for me. I really liked how descriptive all the narration were. This surely makes me think about many aspects of being spiritual or religious. This book can be described in three words, strong, powerful and encaptivating,
Overall if you want to read something about life of Ma Anand Sheela or some thrilling and amazing biography, then this book is our pick
This is not a genre I usually read, but I am glad I read this book. The narration of the author was so good, that I felt I was literally hearing the protagonist talking. Concept is very unique, at least for me. I really liked how descriptive all the narration were. This surely makes me think about many aspects of being spiritual or religious. This book can be described in three words, strong, powerful and encaptivating,
Overall if you want to read something about life of Ma Anand Sheela or some thrilling and amazing biography, then this book is our pick
January 26, 2021
Interesting read on Ma Sheela Anand’s life! The book does not have any insights or guidance on how to live / osho’ism etc, rather is simply how Ma Sheela progressed through life.
Simple read and one shall be intrigued with Osho!
Simple read and one shall be intrigued with Osho!
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