Well. I’m done. I feel my a piece of my heart has been cleaved out of my chest, but it’s done. The ending was perfect. Absolutely, 100 percent perfect.
This book series is genuinely everything to me, and I don’t say that lightly. From that first time seeing this book on a Barnes and Noble shelf and picking it up, I had never imagined the effect this book series would have on me. I almost feel like it was made FOR me, at this point.
I said this from the first book and I’ll say it again: if I had read this when I was 14, I would be in a much different place in my life. And, honestly, even though I waited to read it, its impact won’t be wasted.
I do have to take off a star because this book does this thing that I HATE with YA novels, which is when there’s a love interest, the other connections the main character has takes a backseat when they get together. And I felt like that with this, which made me so angry. Pi and Cala should have had more scenes, damnit. Amina and Hime, too. A final book in a series should always been about the main cast, in my opinion, and as much as I love Oran, Cala and Pi would have been AMAZING together. Both as girlfriends and with more sister scenes, in general. With everyone else, too! Ugh. Missed opportunity.
I’m also a bit disappointed that no one important died. I’ve always respected Natalie for not being afraid to kill off her characters, and I feel like she took the easy way out with this one. I feel like this book in general is just much more basic than her usual style, so that kind of disappointed me.
(also, a scene with Oran and Pi would have been so cool! since, ya know, her saving him from death is what lead to everything in the series in the first place)
I am so, so glad that the final scene was with Pi and Cala, though. The final choice Cala makes at the end, too, is perfect. So right. Means so much more than I’ll ever be able to express through words, and makes up for a lot of my irritation. Very mixed feelings.
Anyway. That’s my only solid critique, and now it’s time for me to say goodbye to these characters.
Oh, how I adore them to pieces. I love Amina and her strength, Redtooth and her fire, Hime and the mix of her fierceness and kindness, Nettle and her ability to find her strength in her size, Pisces and her heart, and Caledonia and her spirit. Every single one of these girls taught me so much, and I will hold a VERY large portion of my heart open for them.
I will never ever let this series go, and I will always treasure the crew that stole my heart from the very first page. I will miss these characters IMMENSELY, but I will most definitely come back to this series again. The world was in good hands at the end, and Cala, my own personal mini-book me, will be okay. I’m so proud of her, and I adore her to absolute pieces. I will miss these seas and these islands, too, and will treasure them always.
I don’t want to finish writing this, because then this series will truly be over. But all I have left are my final goodbyes. So here they go.
Thank you Amina, Redtooth, Hime, Nettle, Pisces, and Caledonia. Especially Pisces and Caledonia. They’ve all taught me so much, and I will carry them and their lessons with me always. Thank you, THANK you to Natalie Parker, for creating this series and showing me what I needed to know. And the biggest of thank yous to past me, who even picked this book up in the first place. Goodbye, Seafire trilogy. You will be missed very, very much.
P.S.: the final question still stands: should I have read this when I was 14?
Answer: Yes. Yes I should have, and I am a bit frustrated that I didn’t. I refused to listen to it then, but I’ll sure as hell listen to it now.