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152 pages, Paperback
First published November 2, 2020







The word em refers to the little brother or little sister in a family; or the younger of two friends; or the woman in a couple. I like to think that the word em is the homonym of the verb aimer, “to love,” in French, in the imperative: aime.
The Americans speak of the “Vietnam War,” the Vietnamese of the “American War.” This distinction is perhaps what explains the cause of that war.
The night before, Tâm had lain down a child; the next day, she awoke with no family. She went from artless laughter to the silence of adults whose tongues have been cut out. In four hours, her long, girlish tresses were undone, as she faced the spectre of scalped heads.
Tâm can describe in detail how the soldiers slipped the ace of spades into their helmet straps, sleeves rolled up above their elbows, the cuffs of their pant legs tucked into their boots. On the other hand, she remembers no soldier’s face. Maybe war machines don’t have a human face.
This fiftieth anniversary will confirm in all likelihood that memory is a faculty of forgetfulness. It forgets that all Vietnamese, no matter where they live, descend from a love story between a woman of the immortal race of fairies and a man of the blood of dragons. It forgets that their country was surrounded by barbed wire that transformed it into an arena and that they found themselves adversaries, forced to fight each other. Memory forgets the distant hands that pulled the strings and the triggers. It only remembers the blows, the aching pain of those blows that bruised roots, snapped ancestral bonds, and destroyed the family of immortals.
I avoided saddening you with President Nixon’s order to proceed with the bombardment despite the hesitation of the general who came to inform him that the sky was too overcast to avoid civilian casualties; and the document that presents the reasons for which the war had to go on:Close to 9 million military personnel participated in the war; nearly 2 million soldiers and 2.5 million civilians lost their lives. As a result of Agent Orange and the "rainbow" of other poisons that rained down upon them, 3 million souls were poisoned and 1 million were born with congenital malformations.
10% to support democracy;
10% to support South Vietnam;
80% to avoid humiliation.