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Kindle Edition
Published July 1, 2020
Without warning, we weren’t alone; Lotte was in the room with us, watching us, surrounding me with her presence that had me flashing back to when she was beneath me, not Lil.
“Fuck. I… I’m so fucking sorry, Lil. I can’t do this. It’s not you, I swear. But I just can’t fucking do this.”
She looked at me now with unmistakable determination. “I won’t let myself be broken in order for you to heal.”
“I’ll always be broken, Lil. No matter how much I heal on the outside, I’ll forever be broken on the inside.”
“THE ONLY WAY your ass is touching that seat is while you’re behind me with your thighs squeezing mine.”
“Lotte was my everything, my entire goddamn world, and she fucking died.”
I wasn’t going to let her die in my arms like the last love of my life did.
“Lotte was my wife,” I blurted, thankfully before Lil took another sip because she gasped and jerked her hand.
“Together for nine years, married for six. We met at college and were inseparable, then married when we were twenty.”
I heard my bike start. I ran to the door just in time to see her tearing out onto the street, narrowly avoiding a passing car. She hadn’t bothered to put on her jacket or helmet. Where she was going, she wasn’t going to need them.”
“She had ridden into the path of an oncoming vehicle at over 120km/h, leaving no doubt in everyone’s mind that it was intentional.
When Gage loved, he loved with all his heart, and it left no doubt in my mind that I wasn’t replacing Lotte, but simply filling the large space he had made for me.