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317 pages, Paperback
First published February 20, 2020
Before I could silence my need, he had me flipped onto my back, his shirt shrugged off. His jean-clad lower body wedged between my legs, thrusting against me, as his lips attacked my mouth and his hand shoved my bra up so my breasts pressed to his warm chest. Both of his hands gripped the arm of the sofa as he dry-humped me, the denim giving me so much friction I saw stars behind my closed eyes when I orgasmed.
Ronin’s moves were hard, almost violently so, and he yelled as he found his own release.
It brought instant tears to my eyes because he yelled her name.
“I don’t know how to make it—”
“I don’t care.” I shook my head over and over.
“Lila and I—”
“I don’t care.”
“Graham—”
“I don’t care.”
I really … didn’t … care.
I couldn’t explain it. It wasn’t Lila I wanted, yet it was so much Lila. Her desire flowed through me triggering my desire, and I felt both. I felt how she felt. I knew where I wanted to be touched and where she wanted to be touched. The two felt inseparable, too much, too strong to pull apart.
Lila’s touch became my new addiction. More addictive than any pill I had ever popped. I needed her touch to survive, to keep from losing everything.
Spoilers.
Don’t read further if you don’t want spoilers. You’ve been warned
Holey smokes, that was one heck of a ride. Dayum. If you’ve read Verity and thought that was effed up, then this story will blow your wig off. What tf?!!
Objectively, I know Graham is the bad guy, but (and I’m hiding my face as I type this) I have never wanted a bad guy to win as much as I did him. He was evil, deranged and needed to die a slow painful death......yet, yet, I thought he and Evie deserved each other.
Gasp! I know, I know. I don’t deserve my feminist card. *runs to hide in the corner of the room*
Look, I’m not saying Graham was a good guy but there’s no way on God’s green earth that Evie didn’t know she was taking advantage of him. She took and took, and even after she’d gotten with Roe, she continued taking. THAT was wrong. She got to live this amazing life with a guy (who wasn’t wealthy) she loved while enjoying the privileges Graham had to offer.
Before you tell me I’m victim-blaming, can anyone really say her motivations for remaining friends with Graham and Lila were unselfish? Do not tell me she couldn’t have said no. The guy gave her a frigging multi-million$ building for fucks sale. What type of woman/human being does that knowing fully well Graham still wanted her?!!! Who does that?
The weirdest part was her knowing hubby might’ve cheated on her yet she stayed. Who does that? Honestly, I loved this book but Evie was a terrible person who didn’t deserve a HEA. IMO, the only innocent parties were the kids.
Sigh.
I know this doesn’t read like a “proper” review but that’s a consequence of Jewel’s brilliant writing in that you’re immersed so deeply in the lives of these characters that one can’t help but feel invested in every aspect of it. The characters, story arc and skillful writing made this a superb read. So, despite simultaneously hating how Evie was “saintified” and the inevitable HEA, the journey was exciting and gripping and I simply could not put it down.



























Audio book source: Audible
Story Rating: 2 stars
Narrators: Andi Arndt & Paul Woodson
Narration Rating: 4 stars
Genre: ???
Length: 8h 34m




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"With half of my clothes discarded on the porch’s wood floor and Ronin’s jeans and briefs slid partway down his thighs, we fucked. We laid down our weapons. We made love. And I knew in that moment that it wasn’t just Franz and Anya that I would protect with my life. It was Ronin too. He didn’t share my DNA, but he shared my soul. I would fight for him. And he would fight for me. There would be truths. There would be lies. Never perfect—always forever."
"I liked being the best. Maybe not the best golfer. Maybe not the best bank account balance. Maybe not the best at spewing off baseball stats. But the best husband would do … that and best skier, best lumberjack, best dad, and best lover. Fuck you, Porter … this woman is mine."

*I received an early copy of this book to voluntarily read.*


