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My rating is solely for Bianca (26??)—all for her and all the badassery she possesses! She carried this whole book, and I ate everything she served here. It didn't matter that she's the alpha between them, that she's the OTT J/P, or that she's morally gray. I love her and how she's so down baaad for the bland Adrian/Theo. There's nothing that could ruin her in my eyes. 🤣 I just love her obsession with him, though it made me question at times: why him, though? But whatever, it's very rare to meet and read a character like this, and I'm onboard with everything she does, even if it's totally unhinged. 🤣 It doesn't matter whether or not it's crossing the legal line; I'm gonna support her right AND wrong decisions. Nothing, and I mean nothing, can tell me otherwise. 🤣
As for Adrian (mid-30s), I stand by my opinion that he's bland, waaaay too bland for her. But maybe that's how he's supposed to be portrayed here??? Idk, anyway, I didn't particularly care for him; he wasn't giving any main character energy, and that made him boring in my eyes.
Also, it's freaking annoying how he's so flaky in the beginning. He got easily intrigued or attracted by Bianca's different personas (Pink the escort, a stranger in a bar, and Bianca herself) If these were three different women instead of one, the implication would've been so bad.
Even though he ended his almost 2-year sexual affair with her hooker persona when he finally met Bianca the socialite, it still didn't sit well with me. He was cruel with her when he ended their setup, saying that he only wanted Pink for f*cking and nothing more. 😑 That might be the case for him but he didn't have to be harsh with her. 😒
And at a later part, he even admitted that over the years he's been married to Bianca, Pink still crossed his mind from time to time because he couldn't f*ck his wife the way he did with her. Again, if this is another woman, this is so f*cking bad. Because why would he even think about his past escort when he's happy with his wife? It just doesn't make sense. 😤 Granted, at this point, he still didn't know Pink was Bianca; still, he never felt any guilt that he compared their sex lives with what he had with Pink. 🤢 And even though that's just a passing thought, the fact that he still made a slight comparison irritates the ever-loving heck out of me. 😑
Anyway, I just wanna rant about how he's so annoying and not swoon-worthy at all, at least to me.
As for the plot, gotta admit that I felt lost at times and couldn't follow through with what's going on with the story. There's too much happening at the same time, and it made me feel a bit dumb for having to go back a few pages just to read something again to make the connection more clear. Also, the side characters were too many to remember, as was their relevance to the story. It was an overwhelming situation, and I can definitely say I'm not a fan of it. 🙃
Overall, the story was more of a 3 star for me, but I really enjoyed Bianca's character, so I decided to rate this one star higher. She made this long book enjoyable and bearable for me. 🤭
Book info:
- Police x Assassin
- Dual V!!!
- Age gap (decade???)
- Obsessed and stalker h
- Sociopath h
- Violence, death, gore, torture
- Human trafficking
- R*pe (off page and on page, not the MCs)
- Child SA (off page)
- Murder
- Death of a loved one (past)
- Cannibalism
- Exhibitionism
- Suic*de
- No cheating*
- Minor OPD (MCs were not interested)
- Separation (3 mos)
- BC tampering
- HEA (18 yrs later, married with a daughter)
Notes:
- Not really cheating, but when the h got kidnapped, her captor kissed her, and she kissed him back, but only to buy her some time to escape, making him believed she's onboard with his plan.
- OPD. Apparently the main couple in Book 3 flirted with Bianca and Adrian. The OM propositioned her and flirted with her whenever they met. As for the OW, she got drunk at an event, and Adrian assisted her to go to the bathroom, but she dragged him to a closet and groped him. Bianca followed after them and pulled off the OW from him.