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I am The Rage: A Black Poetry Collection

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I am The Rage is a poetry collection that explores racial injustice from the raw, unfiltered viewpoint of a Black woman in America. Dr. Martina McGowan is a retired MD, a mother, grandmother, and a poet. Her poetry provides insights that no think piece on racism can; putting readers in the uncomfortable position of feeling, reflecting, and facing what it means to be a Black American.

This entire collection was created during 2020, many shortly after the deaths of Breonna Taylor and George Floyd, to name but a few.

112 pages, Paperback

First published February 2, 2021

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Martina McGowan

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Martina McGowan, MD is about effective engagements in life. A physician (gynecology), who has spent a lifetime engaging formidable opponents. She has been a survivor and activist fighting against social, racial, and sexual injustices, and a physician serving underserved women who have been survivors, as well as heroines in the war on women.

Effectiveness means pushing through glass ceilings and the perceived limitations of others. Whether the conversation is about social and racial injustice, personal development, spiritual enlightenment, or her grandchildren's favorite books, she's about becoming involved wherever she finds herself.

A writer, a potter, an artist, a leader at work, and within her community, Martina believes in the example of choosing, learning, doing, and improving as you go. She enjoys traveling, reading, and speaking as well as copious amounts of laughter with family and friends. She feels that the most valuable skill in life is learning to listen.

Her debut poetry collection, “i am the rage,” is a poetic and poetic prose exploration of living inside injustice being released in February 2021 by SourceBooks

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Profile Image for Jennifer ~ TarHeelReader.
2,785 reviews31.9k followers
April 3, 2021
Dr. Martina McGowan is a retired doctor, and also a poet, mother, and grandmother. I Am the Rage is a collection of poetry focused on life in the US as a Black American.

It’s a slim book that packs a punch bringing out all emotions. It’s a call for equity and equality in a way that begs your ears to listen and for action in your own community. An inspiring and impactful must read.

I received a gifted copy.

Many of my reviews can also be found on my blog: www.jennifertarheelreader.com and instagram.com/tarheelreader
Profile Image for Jennifer nyc.
353 reviews425 followers
May 26, 2023
The author of these poems is obviously empathic and intelligent: if you look her up, you’ll see she uses her medical degree for noble work. I’d jump at the chance to meet her in person.

I don’t know much about poetry beyond my direct experience, but to my mind these are not poems. Each line feels like it contains a huge concept that would need to be broken down into smaller specifics to touch me, personally. Not that these don’t come from a personal place: I could feel the writer’s passion. But without enough details (there were some exceptions), most of these pieces felt more like orations that could boost morale in communities and stir them to action, but they did not touch my heart as poems do.
Profile Image for Mark Alpheus.
822 reviews9 followers
February 13, 2021
Oh, friend, did this book made me feel a lot. I do feel like this is more of a book that you just have to read to know why I seem to find it difficult to find the right words for it. It doesn’t mean I wouldn’t try though.

I Am The Rage is more than just your average poetry book. It is a testament, a history unraveled, a century-old pain bottled up. Yet it is not angry, and isn’t it true? The oppressed call only for equality, not violence, because they know violence is not the answer.

I highly recommend this book to fans of Jason Reynolds. What’s so unique about this book, you may ask, and can I just say it’s written from the point of view of a mother.

https://writtenbyal.wordpress.com/202...
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2,888 reviews451 followers
March 7, 2021
This poetry book is powerful, intense and visceral. There are vivid illustrations sprinkled throughout the book which I found to be inspirational. Reading the poems brought out feelings of empathy, compassion and understanding. In under 90 pages, the words in this poetry collection is an essential read not to be missed.
Profile Image for Misse Jones.
578 reviews47 followers
March 17, 2021
OH MY GOD! What a riveting collection of poetry Dr. Martina McGowan birthed in i am the rage. It is a timely, necessary, gritty, earth shattering and impeccable production that must be read and savored several times over. What it is not, in essence, is a collection for the faint at heart. After all, it is often said that the truth hurts and McGowan has an incredible ability of evoking all of the feels in this one.

In the title poem, she takes us layers deep:
I am the outrage that flares every time you say something foolish like
“I thought you were already free.”
I am the disappointment that breathes hot and silent
Every time I am dismissed
Discharged
Dishonored
Cast aside
Counted as worthless or meaningless


Each poem thoughtfully building upon one another, laying claim to the rage in each of us as we live to see another day. As we hope for the change that often does not come. It was hard to pick a favorite because they were all so amazingly good. I was able to narrow down to a top three. In My Rearview Mirror speaks to the constant fear and anxiety that builds driving while Black. Numb to the News drives home the notion that while we are tired, we cannot afford to give in to the narrative that has become us. And last but certainly not least, Why We Beat Our Children questions how far as parents we are willing to go to keep our children safe without destroying them.

This book is LAYERS DEEP, and one I encourage you add to your libraries. I am blessed a friend gifted me a copy. Most honorable mention to the illustrator, Diana Ejaita whose illustrations so eloquently accompanied the words flowing throughout these pages.
Profile Image for Melissa (Semi Hiatus Until After the Holidays).
5,150 reviews3,115 followers
March 19, 2021
This is such a powerfully affecting collection of poems. Raw. Real. Honest.
The utter pain and lament echoes from these words. I am not usually one to enjoy poetry, but this book doesn't need extended flowery descriptions in order to convey the author's bitter despair and disappointment with the world as it is today for Black people in America. Illustrator Diana Ejaita's artwork serves to enhance each poem, providing a visual framework for the intense words.

"The intensity of life has not changed in these 400 years 200 years as freed-men and freed-women
Or, only free-ish
Our lives only remaining physically intact if we can continue to outrun
The slave patrollers and the police"

Every poem has a story to tell from McGowan's unfiltered and unapologetic point of view. We need to listen to these words, take action, take them to heart. It is not enough to just nod in agreement and move on with our days, especially for those of us who do not live in her skin and who do not experience this day after day.

The poem entitled "Spoken Words Fail Me But..." is an absolute must read. I'd love to quote the entire thing here, but let me just say you need to get this book and absorb everything the author has to say. If you are a person of color, you will relate to her words more than you want to. If you are a white person, you need to read them to try to break free of your comfort zone and to avoid relegating racial justice to the back burner when it isn't in the forefront of the news.

"But take heart
We will disappear from your sight again

In a few months
This broken world will return to business as usual
And our ambiguous losses will still be lost
Our freed spirits will once again
be locked in amber
Awaiting release in another age of outrage"

Thank you to Sourcebooks and the author for providing me with a complimentary review copy. All opinions are my own.
Profile Image for Deborah.
762 reviews74 followers
July 6, 2022
Burning, pulsating, passionate, hopeful, profound, insightful, and touching. Poetry of loss, inequality, fears, violence, and promise. There were so many poems that I loved. The artwork of the Nigerian artist is dramatic, yet simple. Dr. Martina McGowan is a phenomenally talented poet that I highly recommend. Here is one of her impressive poems:

In My Rearview Mirror

In my rearview mirror

I hear the sirens long before I see the lights
Before the vehicle comes into view
Is it a fire truck?
An ambulance?
Or a police car?
Two of these cause no trepidation
No quickening of pulse.

When I look again in my rearview mirror
I see the police lights
Rushing toward me
Sirens blaring
Getting louder
Closer

I am certain they are not coming for me
Well, reasonably certain
I have done nothing wrong

I go over my internal checklist
Speed limit - ok
Correct lane - check
License in purse - yes
Registration and insurance in the glove box - yes
Everything I might need to reach for clearly visible - yes ...
I think
Tags up to date - probably
All should be well

But I know what I look like
I know how the world sees me
I know that sitting or driving in my car I fit the proverbial
profile
Black
Too dark sunglasses
Dreadlocks
Sex, unknown
Probably singing too loudly, even though my windows are
closed

Out of fear
I slow down
I drift further to the right
I try, with some sense of urgency,
To blend in with those driving much too slowly
I struggle to get my breathing under control
Loosening my grip on the steering wheel

Checking see if there is anything else that looks suspicious
on the front seats
Even though I know in my heart and in my logical mind that
Nothing and everything can be suspicious

They finally pass by
I almost drop my head to the steering wheel in relief
A trickle of sweat running down my back
Because of the fear
The real fear in this:
One day this will not end so well.
608 reviews1 follower
February 9, 2021
i am the rage is an outstanding book of contemporary #poems .
the collection is on the smaller side, but I stewed and savored over these for weeks. every single line in this #anthology reached deep down into my soul but my favorites are “Forever Lost between Sunlight and Shadow (for Breonna)” which is dedicated to #breonnataylor ♥️ and “We Still Stand (Noble and Proud)”
dr. mcgowan’s rage really transcends the pages and is almost tangible. you don’t want to miss out on this one.
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55 reviews
June 4, 2021
-3.5 rounded up to a 4-

Dr. Martina McGowan's I Am The Rage is a timely and damning indictment of America which sets fire to the fragile façade of freedom, liberty and equality for all. Driven by the despair of perpetual Black death at the hands of police and rife with the angst of trying to cope with it all in the midst of a pandemic, these rage-filled poems reflect the backdrop upon which they were written, forcing the reader to bear witness to Black pain. McGowan's poems are overflowing with powerful imagery that brings the reader face to face with the ugly truths regarding racial discrimination in the United States.

The pain between these pages is quite familiar, too familiar, which may be why after a while I wanted something more out of the collection. While the collection's theme is decidedly narrow, I think I wanted it at some point to transcend the overwhelming sentiments of rage, despair, angst, and depression. None of the poems really pulled me in in such a way that I would say I have a favorite; some of them did feel to me like more of a free-flowing cathartic release for the poet than anything else. Some of them, due to word choice or lack of a discernable flow, felt like they would've been better off as essays.

That being said, there are a lot of strengths to this body of work, and I think it would be a transformational read for those who still find themselves personally and emotionally disconnected from the traumas of racism. For Black people, this poetry collection does an excellent job of reflecting the common fears and traumas wrought by trying to survive in America. The theme of feeling helpless in the face of trying to protect Black children from it all was especially poignant. The black & white illustrations were also a great complement to the collection, further bringing to life what is undoubtedly a moving body of work.
Profile Image for Court Schueller.
502 reviews3 followers
August 29, 2021
“The most valuable skill in life is learning to listen.”
- Dr. Martina McGowan

Reading this book felt like listening. To her stories and ones that must be unfortunately told secondhand. You cannot understand the depth in this book without reading it for yourself, I couldn’t do it justice attempting to explain it. It is raw and passionate and painful.

It is also so short and accessible but so strong in the small amount of words there are.

Everyone needs to read this book. I needed to read this book. I wish it were longer.
Profile Image for Malkie Hematillake.
59 reviews5 followers
January 31, 2021
This one of the most important books you could pick up. Dr. McGowan is raw, poignant, and unapologetic with her prose. I don’t have words that could do this justice, so I’m just going to say that this is a must-read.
Profile Image for Andrea Phillips.
116 reviews21 followers
February 19, 2023
I wish I had discovered this author during the pandemic, lockdown and all the social (racial) turmoil from 2020.
Martina McGowan words spoke inside, outside, around and about me. This book is so absolutely necessary, not an easy reading, it won't bring you all the answers but it will make us all feel connected- and we can use so much of that.
Profile Image for Julia B.
269 reviews
February 10, 2021
Incredible! I am going to give this book to everyone that I know! Everyone needs to read this book! It is short and packs a punch. This book is raw and looks at racism in America with no filter. Ten out of ten. I love this.
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30 reviews
January 8, 2021
this collection was written beautifully and the writing was wonderful to read. every poem laid thought provoking ideas that carried such a sincere and honest tone. it felt eye opening, allowing one to envision an experience they could never have.
Profile Image for Lauren Kelley.
18 reviews1 follower
October 28, 2021
This book is amazing. It is so well written and I cannot praise or recommend it enough. I read the full thing in 6 hours. It was one of my first real poetry books so I was not sure how I would like it but the author is a genius with words. She so well turned her feelings into words on a page. Please read this book. It is so eye-opening.
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451 reviews452 followers
February 12, 2022
A powerful collection of poetry that I simply do not have the words to review. The strength in McGowan’s words was inspiring, the drawings by Diana Ejaita adding a visual punch to the writing.

My favourite poems were:

* Benediction Number 9
* In My Review Mirror
* How Could We Not Have Appreciated That
* We Are Alike, You and I
* Today, I Cannot…

But really, they were all incredibly impactful. I’ll be thinking of this collection for a long time.
Profile Image for Soula Kosti.
325 reviews59 followers
April 2, 2021
“We will come for you
Not with clubs
Or tear gas
Or firebombs
But with words

We are alike
You and I
And until you see this with clarity
This grand democracy we call home
This nation
Will never cease to burn
In the fires of hatred”

4.5 ✨
Profile Image for Maddie Brown.
171 reviews7 followers
January 5, 2021
Thank you to NetGalley for providing me with this ARC in exchange for an honest review.

"Living in a world where I am more terrified of dying while
doing ordinary things
Than I am of dying of this deadly plague"

I am The Rage by Dr. Marina McGowan is a debut poetry collection uncovering the emotions behind racial injustice in America. Dr. McGowan writes about Breonna Taylor, George Floyd, the BLM movement, and the everyday struggles of being a Black woman in a country filled with racism.

This collection is written beautifully, and each poem contains a clear and distinct voice. I could feel the pain and anger behind each word. This collection is powerful, hard hitting, and thought provoking. Another stunning part of this collection are the illustrations. Each one is simple, yet evokes deep emotion. Such a brilliant debut, and I am excited to read more by Dr. McGowan.

Again, thank you to NetGalley, Dr. Martina McGowan, and the publisher for the opportunity to read this collection of poems early.
Profile Image for Grace W.
826 reviews12 followers
March 2, 2021
(c/p from my review on TheStoryGraph) This book is powerful in its rage. I love the lack of sugar coating, I love the call outs, I love the voice, the writing, the imagery, everything. This book had me enraptured, completely sucked in to the point where I didn't always hear my wife talking to me because I was busy reading.

TW for this book include: Racism (including slurs), Rape, and Police brutality
Profile Image for Sara Hollingsworth.
770 reviews26 followers
March 16, 2021
Not much to say on this one. I emphasized and certainly felt for the poet. But that doesn't change the fact I felt like I was reading one sentence political essays not poetry. There didn't feel like there was much poetic imagery here. Or poetic verse. I like my poetry to feel like I'm reading something that's both vague and deep, that is mostly shrouded in imagery and metaphor. If it feels like straight up sentences then I could just read a memoir.
Profile Image for Kelly Hager.
3,108 reviews154 followers
February 3, 2021
This is a very powerful book; that's actually not even a strong enough word. This is unlike anything I've ever read before.

Every poem had imagery that literally took my breath away, words that demanded to be read out loud. I can't pick a favorite or most impactful poem, but Forever Lost between Sunlight and Shadow hit incredibly hard; it's about Breonna Taylor. But there isn't a poem in here that dragged or that was easier to read. This is such a necessary read for everyone.

Martina McGowan has a use of language the likes of which I've never seen. She uses words as a weapon and as a request and as a bridge and an accusation and a prayer. She uses words I know, words I use but in such a way that it's very obvious that I will never be able to do anything even a tenth as well as she writes. And I could read this book 100 more times and be struck by something new.

This book is a force to be reckoned with and I am grateful I got to read it. Highly, highly recommended. Everyone needs to read this.
Profile Image for Lauren Hegedus.
215 reviews6 followers
May 30, 2021
The words of these poems are dipped in anger and are dripping with pain, creating an ending result that is sure to leave a lasting impact on all who read them. The imagery, allegories, and motifs that Dr. Martina McGowan has deployed in this collection of poems create bitter and lasting imagery in the mind of the reader. “I Am The Rage” is one of the most powerful examples of contemporary poetry that I have read this year, and I can only dream/hope that future educators will use Dr. McGowan’s work in discussions on history in the years to come.
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366 reviews11 followers
January 19, 2025
Many TWs (r*pe, violence, racism, murder, bigotry), but not simply for shock value or “entertainment”. These poems are bare and powerful - filled with rage and despair.

A small collection of striking poetry.
Profile Image for Alexis Marie Chute.
Author 9 books276 followers
January 4, 2023
This is an amazing book of poems. I am moved to the core. I Am The Rage is more than 5/5 stars for me.
Profile Image for Brittany.
170 reviews3 followers
February 4, 2022
This is an exceptional piece of work! It shows the true multitude of Black Pain. A perfect Black History Month read, I think everyone should read this one. Highly recommend!
Profile Image for Mara.
562 reviews
January 11, 2021
The poetry collection, I Am The Rage, by Dr. Martina McGowan is a stunningly vulnerable and passionate reflection on race, history, and police brutality in America. Some of the poems touch on how deeply affecting unceasing fear, daily stresses, and microagressions are causing anguish and hopelessness. In the collection, McGowan describes the white supremacy America was built on and the reality of two Americas, separated by race. Only recently it seems white people have begun to grasp the reality POC face every day. She illustrates the trauma passed through generations and necessity for assimilation and children to grow up quickly and fall in line or face dire consequences. Though there is sorrow, there is also passion, rage, and hope in the poems. Affecting bold Illustrations accompany the poems. I Am The Rage is a truly wonderful collection.

Thank you Sourcebooks and NetGalley for providing this ARC.
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